Ji Hangcheng still doesn't understand too much why Lu Juan handed over Mianmian to Yan Ziqi.

"Did she say anything to you before she left? ”

No matter from which face, Mianmian's custody should fall on his father, Ji Hangcheng really doesn't understand what Lu Juan thinks.

"Nope. ”

Yan Ziqi pinned her head out of the window, pressed the window button, the window lowered slightly, opened a small meeting, and the wind immediately poured in, and she was a little sober.

In fact, based on Yan Ziqi's original understanding of Lu Juan, she should be more disappointed in Ji Hangcheng, so she entrusted Mianmian to herself.

Although Lu Juan is not a good person, she is a good mother, the role of mother, she has full marks from beginning to end, Yan Ziqi feels that she is not as good as Lu Juan in this regard.

Of course, in addition to Lu Juan's disappointment in Ji Hangcheng, there should also be his mother's reasons, how much Dong Li doesn't like Mianmian, Yan Ziqi is clear, so if Mianmian follows Ji Hangcheng, I'm afraid he won't have a good life.

This may be the biggest reason why Lu Juan entrusted Mianmian to Yan Ziqi, but on the bad side, she wants Mianmian to avenge her.

But this probability is very low, what can a five or six-year-old child do? It's hard to survive, how can she talk about anything else?

Thinking of this, Yan Ziqi felt a headache, she reached out and rubbed her temples, her brows were furrowed very tightly, Ji Hangcheng, who was driving, saw her like this and quickly parked the car next to her.

"Are you alright?"

"It's okay, Ji Hangcheng, what are you going to do? Do you really dare to hand her over to me?"

This matter is not only contradictory to Yan Ziqi, but also Ji Hangcheng, he really didn't expect Lu Juan to hand over Mianmian to others before he died.

As a father, Ji Hangcheng understands that he is the person who should take on this responsibility the most, no matter how much he dislikes this child, this is a burden that he can't get rid of in his life.

After thinking about it, Ji Hangcheng replied to Yan Ziqi, "It's not your turn to do this, and the child shouldn't be handed over to you." ”

In fact, what he wanted to ask more was whether she was willing to take care of Mianmian with him, but after several struggles, the words still didn't come out.

"Well, I think so too, Ji Hangcheng, I'm not a good person, and I don't have the heart of the Virgin to raise this child for you. Even so, I have a few words I want to say to you, though. ”

"Okay, you say. ”

Yan Ziqi turned his head to look at Ji Hangcheng, "I hope you can grow up and learn how to be a good father to educate Mianmian, no matter what, the child is innocent, and it is not for her to come to this world and bear such a fate is not something she can choose." Maybe, you can't like her now, but I want you to work hard, after all, she has your blood flowing in her body, and your relationship can never be changed, you must treat her well and guide her to the right path, I think this is also Lu Juan's wish. ”

Say, anyone will say it, but some things are really not so easy to do, at least Ji Hangcheng feels that it is really difficult for him to really become a good father.

With a shallow sigh, Ji Hangcheng nodded, "I'll do my best." ”

"Okay, then you can send me back, it's not too early. ”

Yan Ziqi showed a smile to Ji Hangcheng, and this smile made him dazzle.

The sudden tightness in his chest made him a little overwhelmed for a while, "Can you let me go out for a cigarette?"

Ji Hangcheng suddenly made this request, Yan Ziqi thought that now she has a request from others, and there seems to be no reason to refuse, so she bowed her head and expressed her thoughts with actions.

Ji Hangcheng pushed the car door, he leaned on the car, then took out the cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigarette, and when he lit the cigarette, his hands were trembling.

Because of the strong wind, he lit the fire several times before lighting the cigarette butt, took a deep breath, and the familiar nicotine smell entered his lungs.

Ji Hangcheng did not get satisfaction from this, but his heart was even more uncomfortable, he took a sip after sip, as if looking for a breakthrough that could relieve the sadness in his heart.

Ji Hangcheng lowered his head, he held the cigarette between his fingers, and a gust of wind blew, and scattered soot drifted into the air. 31

Before he met Yan Ziqi, he didn't know what a lifetime was, and when he met, he still didn't understand, until he lost and regained, he understood that she was his life, but after a few years, he finally found that it was just a journey, but this journey, he couldn't forget it in his life.

Ji Hangcheng felt that he really loved Yan Ziqi, well, he really loved, and what the so-called love was nothing more than three meals a day, warmly loved, he used to feel that as long as he held her, everywhere was home, but now that he has lost her, everywhere is wandering.

Ji Hangcheng really didn't want to lose his face at all.

The more he thought about it, the more uncontrollable his mind became, and the impulse was born at such a moment.

Ji Hangcheng took a puff of the cigarette in his hand, then threw away the cigarette butt, turned around and pulled the car door and got into the car, without saying a word, hugged Yan Ziqi and kissed deeply.

With this kiss, she tasted the faint smell of smoke between his lips and teeth, and also tasted the bitterness that permeated her heart.

Yan Ziqi didn't push him away, just let him kiss like this, until neither of them could breathe, and this menacing tide of love gradually receded.

Ji Hangcheng's first sentence when he let go of Yan Ziqi was, "Can you give me a chance? Shall we start again? This time, I will definitely not let you down." ”

No one knows how much courage Ji Hangcheng used up to say such a simple sentence.

Yan Ziqi looked at Ji Hangcheng, and when she looked at it, she smiled, "Don't be like this, I've heard this, and more than once, but I've been disappointed again and again, Ji Hangcheng, I don't have any requirements for you, please don't expect anything from me, okay?"

"It's not good, Yan Ziqi, I'm serious, now that Lu Juan is dead, there is no one between us anymore, I will always protect you, I will be by your side, I will give you all the love, I want to stay by your side, year after year, ten years and ten years, okay?"

Yan Ziqi thought that this was probably the most beautiful love story she had ever heard in her life, but unfortunately, she was no longer the same person she used to be.

"Ji Hangcheng, the Yanzi period in front of you now is a Yanzi period that has experienced countless ups and downs and is full of scars, if I am still twenty years old now, when I first met you, I will promise you, and go down with you with confidence. Really, Ji Hangcheng, I once loved you very seriously, and I tried my best to grow old with you. But now that I'm thirty years old, all my hopes of love have been wiped out by you, really. That child, and all the things you did to me before, have become a stumbling block between us, and the person you pushed away with your own hands will never want to get her back in this life. ”

"Also, Lu Juan is dead, but maybe there will be Chen Juan, Li Juan, etc., Ji Hangcheng, you have never given me the sense of security I wanted, so it is impossible for us to go back to the past. ”

Listening to Yan Ziqi's words, Ji Hangcheng choked up directly, and tears rolled back and forth in his eyes.

"Yan Ziqi, do you want to think about it again? It's okay for you to think about it again, it's very simple for me to let you go, but I don't want to live in regret for the rest of my life, you believe me, just believe me this time, okay?"

"Yan Ziqi, I know it's useless to say anything now, otherwise it's okay, don't be in a hurry to reject me, you give me a chance to prove myself. ”

In the end, Ji Hangcheng was anxious, and tears kept falling, "How can you be so sure that I don't care about you, I won't be good to you." ”

Ji Hangcheng hugged Yan Ziqi, he loved her so much, he really loved her.

“...”

At first, Yan Zi was hysterical, practiced herself, and did all kinds of embarrassing things, but Ji Hangcheng withdrew cleanly regardless of it, making her lose everything.

Now she is relieved, her eyes are full of flatness, there is no trace of waves, she admits defeat, self-financing, however, he wants to win the world for her.

Time, what a good thing.

"Ji Hangcheng, I don't want your love now, and I don't have the ability to love someone anymore, so be it, we have rules in the rivers and lakes, so get together and disperse. ”

Yan Ziqi is too calm, like a pool of stagnant water, and it is difficult to set off any waves.

"Can't you really try again?" Ji Hangcheng didn't give up.

Yan Ziqi stretched out his hand and took Ji Hangcheng's hand, smiling, "Yes, let's stop here, I believe that one day you will also come out." ”

"It's getting late, send me back. ”

“...”