81. Ambiguous
Mo Yi is gone for a long time, leaving Zeng Jin with not only her luggage and the promise of reunion, but also a lot of reverie and trouble.
I can't figure out how delicate and unpredictable the relationship between the two of them is. Sometimes, she feels that Mo Yijiu likes her a little, close to love, just like those nonsensical guesses on the Internet. She did enjoy the emotion given by Mo Yijiu, but she couldn't believe it wholeheartedly, whether it was heard or felt, so many truths and falsehoods were difficult to distinguish, which really made her panic, as if if she was not careful, the balance of feelings between the two would collapse due to her excessive delusions.
Two women, or friends, or more closely girlfriends, or even lovers, it seems that neither definition can carry their current situation. Could it be that between two women who get along closely, there is no other relationship?
She wanted to ask someone, but there was no one she could trust. This kind of thing can't be explained clearly in one or two sentences, not to mention that "Mo Yijiu" is such a sensitive three words.
It turned out that except for Mo Yijiu...... I found out that she didn't have a closer friend.
The day's work was hard and the stage was imminent, but the whole project was in constant condition and not so organized. In order to cooperate with all aspects of work, it is common to work overtime. Once and now, she needs to be so busy, and Zhang Huaqing's state can make her forget about the mediocrity for a while. But when she returned home and was alone, all kinds of doubts came to her heart, and she was conflicted and helpless.
Sometimes she goes to look at Weibo, and fans are still excited about her interaction with Mo Yijiu in "The Return of the Eight Immortals".
In the latest episode, the show has been broadcast on the first day of HN Island, and she still watched the live broadcast with Mo Yijiu, which is also rare, and both of them rushed home at the broadcast time.
In the later stage, he knows how to create conflicts as a selling point. In the trailer clip at the beginning of the show, when eight people drew lots on the boat to choose whether to fish or dig shells, Mo Yijiu finally said to Zeng Jinjin with a black face: "The ghost just wants to go down." (See Chapter 31 for details) Many fans were really deceived, and they thought in horror that the alcohol tearing scene was coming. However, after watching the show, you will know that this is not a malicious conflict, and it will be resolved in the next moment, in the fragrant kiss sent by Mo Yijiu through the mask of the diving suit.
When watching TV, Zeng Jinjin asked Mo Yijiu: "Sister Yi, why did you mention to renew your visa with me at that time?"
Mo Yijiu didn't hide it this time, and replied: "I thought that a character like you shouldn't like diving." β
I don't know how Mo Yijiu judged her preference for diving from her personality, but there is no doubt that she really doesn't like it.
Mo Yijiu continued: "Actually, I don't like diving either, but I want to take care of you." β
And so it was...... She couldn't help but ask again: "What if Shen Kexin smoked diving?"
"She, she has Ren Zhen to take care of, I just need to take care of you. β
"Actually, I wanted to take care of you at the time. Zeng Jin felt the need to say two words for himself: "If you have to dive and you don't like it, I'm willing to go for you." β
"I knew it. β
[Hahahaha, isn't it that my diva's table for recording the show is too kind, so after saying such a sentence, it was pulled out and rendered by the little brother who cut it?]
I'm going to eat dog food to calm down, but the sluggishness of the bag scared me. γ
[Shut upstairs, you called the bag today? That's exclusive to our Sister Yi!]
[I also want to be kissed like this by the queen [doge]]
[Get another set of evidence.] #ι η²Ύε 倴鑢ι倩#ζ§ζ§ζ»δΊ!γ
Ambiguous...... Zeng Jinjin flipped through the comments on Weibo and sensitively captured this word, she never paid much attention to the explanation of this word, and the concept of ambiguity was as vague as ambiguity itself.
Ambiguous, you will know it at Baidu.
There is almost no need to look at the side, a post encyclopedia, and a dozen or twenty detailed explanations. I have seen it all the way...... Read a few sentences repeatedly with focus.
"Ambiguity means that one party never says it, and the other party always pretends not to understand. So one side is forever silent, and the other side is always pretending to be stupid. The ambiguity is that she is not your lover, but she seems to care about you and understand you more than your lover. β
"Ambiguity is a game that can shirk responsibility, and there is no need to be responsible if there is no commitment; ambiguity is a game for the brave, and only fearless people can advance and retreat freely in the competition. β
He stopped talking, as if full of teasing. As for the proportions in it, only those who are deeply involved can feel it......"
However, ambiguity is never love. No matter how good the two people are, don't change the established harmony, and don't fantasize about the change of roles, otherwise there will only be pain and disappointment. β
It doesn't seem to mean the same thing, it's messy and dead...... I was getting more and more confused, and I thought it was a little reliable before, but later, I didn't like it, I didn't agree, and I was bored with the ambiguous word. She decided to forget what she had just watched, because it was ambiguous and not worthy of her friendship with Mo Yijiu.
I unexpectedly found that I seemed to be relieved a lot, no longer digging into the horns of the bull, and no longer pursuing questions that I would never understand. She works diligently during the day, and at night she chats with Mo Yijiu on the phone to talk about the latest situation, or brushes Weibo to interact with fans, or looks for any recent dance performances worth watching.
Two weeks were spent in this fluctuating change of mood, and in the blink of an eye, the day of the performance of "Hibiscus Hairpin" arrived. Two consecutive games on Saturday and Sunday, which is also the first two days of the National Day holiday, Mo Yijiu will go to Zeng's mother on Saturday afternoon, and it seems that he has also pushed a job for this, and he will not disclose what the specific job is, only that it is not particularly important.
Zeng Jin is a little worried about whether she will come, the flow of people during the eleventh holiday and the majestic rainstorm, even if Mo Yijiu can't say it temporarily, Zeng Jin can fully understand.
In the evening, she put on makeup backstage with a worried face. Chu Jing did her hair beside her, turned his head and asked her, "What is your situation before, now, how nervous? You have seen a big scene." β
"What's not nervous. The rain is heavy, and I am worried. β
"Worried that the audience won't come to the show?"
"Well, you can say that. "It's easy to worry about it, and it won't work out for a long time.
"Then you're going to have a big heart. β
While the two were talking, Mo Yijiu's call suddenly came.
"Hey. "I spoke in a low voice, and I didn't even have a name.
"Hey, I've been to your mother's house, and it's raining so hard that the plane almost can't land. β
"Really, do you have enough clothes? This rain has cooled down by ten degrees. I'll call my sister-in-law in a moment and ask her to find you a coat to put on. β
"It's okay, I'm sitting in the car. It's a very congested day, so we'll leave in half an hour and come in when the lights are off. However, unfortunately, I can't come backstage to visit the class. β
"If only you could come to the show. Zeng Jinjin smiled: "By the way, you haven't had dinner, you have to wait for me, I just ate a few pieces of chocolate, I'm afraid that I won't look good in a cheongsam if I eat too much." β
The makeup artist behind him heard her words to talk about the rhythm of a special chat, and hurriedly interrupted: "Teacher Zeng, I can't work if you keep calling like this." β
"Oh, I have to hang up, let's not talk about Sister Yi, I'm doing makeup here. Be safe when you come, goodbye. β
Zeng Jinjin hung up the phone with Mo Yijiu, sat up straight in a very happy mood and let the makeup artist fiddle with it. Next to him, Chu Jing's ears were pointed, and he leaned over and asked her, "Sister Yi......?"
"How do you know?" Zeng Jin was surprised: "Who told you?" β
Chu Jingle was broken: "You just said it yourself, so you forgot?" She lowered her voice and said: "By the way, isn't there any music festival in the capital today, I also heard from the reporter in the station who was going to run the scene that Mo Yijiu might also go to participate and win an award or something." Eh, why are you here?"
Zeng Jinjin was stunned, thinking: Co-authoring is a performance that gives up appearing on camera and winning awards......
She sent a WeChat message to Mo Yijiu and asked if this was the case.
Mo Yijiu returned quickly, and it is estimated that the mobile phone has not left his hand: [I may not be able to get the award, even if there is, I have already arranged for a good friend to collect it on my behalf, and there will be no problem. γ
Once, now, and now: [Actually, you can come and see it tomorrow. γ
This time, it took a little time for Mo Yijiu to reply: [I want to support your first performance. And I have work tomorrow night, and there will definitely be a celebration banquet over there, so I don't have time. γ