Chapter 94: Give You a Chance
What was the final fate of Ren Chu'an's impulsiveness? That is, she could never speak.
The broken glass got stuck in her throat and her vocal cords were ruptured and permanently damaged, and the doctor had to remove her vocal cords to remove the broken glass to save her life.
Shencheng People's Hospital.
Ren Chu'an slowly opened her eyes and woke up, the smell of irritating disinfectant water made her wake up for a while, and then she felt a hot pain in her neck.
What's wrong with her?
Ren Chuan was desperate to speak, she tried her best to make a sound, but the harder she pushed, the tearing pain kept coming from her throat!
“…”
“…”
After struggling for a while, Ren Chuan confirmed the fact that she couldn't speak anymore, and she couldn't scold Yan Ziqi slut anymore.
The door of the ward was opened a crack, and then it was pushed open, and Ren Chuan looked up just in time to meet Ji Hangcheng's eyes outside the door.
“…”
Ren Chuan jumped up from the bed excitedly, her mouth was wide open, but she couldn't make a sound.
“…”
Ji Hangcheng came to the bedside with a calm face, he looked at her for a long time and said: "I said, Yan Ziqi is someone you can't afford to mess with." ”
Similarly, Ren Chuan is also a person that Yan Ziqi can't provoke, Ji Hangcheng really didn't expect that one day life would impose such a script on him.
"Hmm..."
Ren Chuan shook her head desperately, the tears in her eyes came as soon as she said it, she took Ji Hangcheng's hand and kept pointing at her neck, and then made a gesture, obviously she had never been exposed to sign language at this moment, she could demonstrate it so vividly.
Ji Hangcheng understood, Ren Chuan was expressing her anger, she was complaining about Yan Ziqi, which meant that everything was Yan Ziqi's fault that she became mute.
"That's enough, you swallowed the glass yourself, Yan Ziqi was provoked by you, I said a long time ago not to mess with her, why don't you listen? Also, I now believe that she will not change no matter what others do. ”
Ji Hangcheng shook off Ren Chuan's hand and took a step back keeping his distance.
"Now, I hope this matter can come to an end, I have tolerated you many times, every time you hurt Yan Ziqi, I am on your side, I thought that my concession would make you relent, but I didn't think that I would connive at you to hurt her again and again. ”
"Woo woo woo~"
Ren Chuan cried bitterly, she wrote all the words she wanted to say on her face, but so what, Ji Hangcheng didn't have her in his heart, even if he put all his grievances out, he wouldn't feel distressed.
"Go back to Australia, this place is not for you, we will only have never known each other in the future, you don't feel indignant that you have lost something, you are much better than Yan Ziqi, remember, you have her father's life on your back! ”
Ji Hangcheng was not merciful this time, and he decided to make all his words clear to Ren Chuan.
"Don't come to me, and don't try to hurt Yan Ziqi, otherwise I will definitely fight you to the end with all my might!"
After speaking, Ji Hangcheng turned around and added, "I'll say it again, I'm serious!"
“…”
"Hmm... Hmm..."
When Ren Chuan saw that Ji Hangcheng was leaving, he fell from the bed with a rolling belt, his head found the ground, and his forehead hit the ground heavily, and blood flowed in an instant.
“…”
She lay on the ground looking pained, wanted to speak but couldn't say anything, her face was flushed, and she looked really embarrassed.
But even so, Ji Hangcheng didn't look back, he took a look at it and decided to leave.
“…”
“…”
Ren Chuan crawled out of the door, but unfortunately when she climbed out, Ji Hangcheng had already disappeared without a trace.
Why? Ji Hangcheng, why are you so ruthless to me, I have been by your side for more than ten years, did you end up like this?
Unwilling, really unwilling, Ji Hangcheng, if I can, I would like to love you a little less, but there is no way, I just love you so much, for more than ten years, my whole heart has fallen on you.
This is Ren Chuan's heart, she once thought that even if Ji Hangcheng didn't like her, then as long as he didn't marry her, he would accompany him for the rest of his life.
But people are not as good as heaven, but in the end, Ren Chuan ended up like this.
It's all fate!
*
Ren Chu'an was dumb, Su Mumu was paraplegic, Jiang Ning was nowhere to be found, in fact, there was no real winner in this game.
Yan Ziqi took revenge on Ren Chu'an, she had a short period of pleasure, but after a long time, she felt empty in her heart, and the whole person was in a state of loss.
Before, she thought about what kind of life she wanted to live.
She wants to sing well, if she can open a music studio, write songs, work hard to earn money to buy what she wants, work hard for her life, travel on holidays, save some money to buy a small apartment, raise pets or flowers and plants, talk about an ordinary and happy love, and form this new family when everything is suitable.
It's so simple, she has always felt that life is beautiful and plain, but now life has forced her to another path that is completely contrary to her desire to live.
To be honest, she has a feeling that this life has long been over, and now she doesn't dare to think about how to go in the future, as if she doesn't have anything she particularly wants to do except hatred and revenge.
Yan Ziqi wandered aimlessly on the streets, and when she passed a bridal shop, she suddenly stopped and looked carefully at the bridal dress inside through the glass window.
One after another delicate white wedding dresses were worn on the model, Yan Ziqi thought of the past, she also fantasized that one day she could put on a wedding dress of love for her beloved, and then the two of them walked into the auditorium together, lived a happy little couple life after marriage, had a child, and grew up with him, it was that simple, and she once hoped that this person was Ji Hangcheng.
But looking back, what she has experienced over the years, she fell in love with her heart and lungs, but in the end it became a joke.
Sometimes Yan Ziqi really fucking wants to slap herself to death, she really dares to believe any nonsense, the love brain kills people, and when she really wakes up, she is already covered in bruises.
Yan Ziqi stood motionless in front of the window of the bridal shop, looking at it, and suddenly she saw Yu Qing and Gao Lin appear in front of her.
Soon, like a thief who was afraid of being discovered, she hid in the corner and secretly looked at them.
At this time, Gao Lin was wearing a big tail wedding dress, she was holding the hem of her skirt with both hands, her face was full of spring breeze, and she raised her eyes to look at Yu Qing from time to time.
What they were talking about, Yan Ziqi couldn't hear clearly, but it could be seen that they were here to buy a wedding dress today.
Yu Qing is getting married, he is really getting married, and then thinking about her tears, tears flowed out very angrily.
Yan Ziqi really envied that woman and her innocent family background...
I envy her for being a university teacher that everyone admires, and I envy her for being innocent and clean...
I envy that she doesn't have to take medicine, and she doesn't smell of tobacco and alcohol on her body...
I envy that she won't be full of anger, and she doesn't have to carry the shackles of hatred...
I also envy the man she loves by her side...
But no matter how envious and reluctant he was, in the end he could only turn around and leave like this, Yan Ziqi glanced at Yu Qing reluctantly, and then walked across the road.
She didn't know that in fact, Yu Qing saw her at the moment when she deliberately avoided it, as if it was a reminder from God.
God knows how much Yu Qing wants to rush out and hug Yan Ziqi and tell her that the person he wants to marry is her, but responsibility and reason trap him from moving forward, and many times he thinks that maybe some people are destined to become regrets in life.
Yu Qing looked at the direction Yan Ziqi left and was stunned...
"Qing?"
"Qing?"
Gao Lin looked at Yu Qing's gaze, except for the traffic and normal people, there didn't seem to be anything worth seeing.
"Qing?"
Gao Lin reached out and patted Yu Qing's shoulder, and after a few seconds, he finally came back to his senses.
"Uh, I'm sorry, Gao Lin. ”
Yu Qing apologized.
"Well, it's okay, what were you looking at just now?
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Yu Qing didn't speak, and Gao Lin didn't take his strange appearance to heart, only to see her lift the hem of her skirt and ask happily: "What do you think of my wedding dress?" I think it should be the main wedding dress of our wedding, and then buy a set of toasting clothes." ”
Gao Lin was completely immersed in the joy of her own happiness, and she didn't notice Yu Qing's absent-mindedness at all.
Until he blurted out: "Gao Lin, can you wait any longer for the matter of getting married." ”
“…”
Yu Qing suddenly repented, he didn't want to get married, at least not in such a state.
"How... What's wrong?"
Gao Lin's face was a little pale, and she seemed to be frightened.
"I..."
Yu Qing thought for a moment and replied, "I want to think more about such a cautious thing as getting married." ”
Yu Qing knew that his family and Gao Lin's family were looking forward to this wedding, but he really didn't want to cater to others so easily, maybe this wife was the most suitable for him, but it was not the most wanted.
So wait a little longer, whether it is for him to fall in love with Gao Lin or for him to let go of Yan Ziqi This is something that Yu Qing himself knows.
“…”
As the minutes ticked by, Gao Lin spoke.
"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”
Although she was reluctant in every way, she still chose to compromise for the sake of Yu Qing.
"Qing, don't let me down. ”
Disappointed?
Yu Qing glanced at the direction where Yan Ziqi had left just now, and was silent for a long time!
He really doesn't understand.
*
Yan Ziqi went to the supermarket after leaving the bridal shop, she bought two beers and a pack of cigarettes, and wanted to take a taxi home, but somehow asked the master to drive the car to the cemetery in the western suburbs.
How bold a little girl must be to come to the cemetery at night.
However, the uncle who guards the cemetery is very calm about the people who come to visit late at night, he has seen a lot of this kind of thing, and some people are emotional, even if they are dead and alive, they just can't let go.
"Don't burn paper, don't cry loudly, don't use open flames. ”
After a few formulaic explanations, the uncle opened the door and put Yan Ziqi in.
"Thank you, uncle. ”
Yan Ziqi walked along a road into the cemetery area, which was not as eerie as the legend suggested, with street lamps on both sides, and no such thing as the strange sounds of wild cats and wild dogs.
Yan Ziqi came to Yan Chenghua's tombstone familiarly, she reached out and touched the photo on the tombstone as usual, and then bloomed with the most beautiful smile, "Dad, I've come to see you, are you okay over there?"
“…”
Yan Ziqi put the plastic bag in her hand aside, and then found a place to sit down, she missed the appointment, she did not remember the advice of the uncle who guarded the tomb.
Yan Ziqi took out a box of cigarettes from the bag, and then lit it for herself calmly, she usually rarely smokes, but if she smokes, it must not be pretending.
Almost half a cigarette later, a gust of wind extinguished the cigarette in her hand.
Yan Ziqi glanced back at Yan Chenghua's photo and raised his lips, "Dad, are you worried that my smoking will damage my body again?"
"Dad, you're always like this, the last time I smoked, you searched a lot of Baidu about the dangers of smoking, and wrote a full page of paper on my bedside. Hey, you really think I'm a kid. ”
Saying that, Yan Ziqi took another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it for herself, took a puff, she flicked off the ashes of the cigarette butt, and continued to talk to herself.
"Actually, it's hard to smoke, it's not good to drink, and I don't like to drink and smoke. But I enjoyed the short-term pleasure of being anesthetized with alcohol and nicotine, it made me forget a lot of my worries, Dad, sometimes it's not necessarily a good thing to be too awake!"
Yan Ziqi took a deep breath, took a cigarette in her lips and took out two cans of beer from the bag, she pulled the pull ring and put one bottle in front of Yan Chenghua's tombstone.
"Dad, Yu Qing is getting married, the bride is a university teacher, and he is a good match, I saw them buying wedding dresses today. You know, I cried, I thought it would be nice if that wedding dress was on me, I would have a home in the future, but unfortunately..."
Well, there's no pity, she's just destined not to be happy.
Goo-dong, goo-dong.
Yan Ziqi extinguished the cigarette, raised his head, and drank all the beer in his hand in one go.
"Dad, why do you think I live so badly? Obviously this is not the life I want, but in the end it became like this! I actually don't want to live in hatred, but I am not reconciled, your life, my humiliation, is it just like that? No, I really can't get by, I have tried to let go, but every day the nightmare it won't let me go, Dad, did I really do something wrong?"
Yan Ziqi cried while talking, and when his emotions came up, he didn't care about anything.
"I'm really tired, but I can't stop, Ji Hangcheng hasn't received the retribution they deserve, how can I let him go so easily!"
"I can't!"
Yan Ziqi hugged Yan Chenghua's tombstone and cried like a child, she was really unwilling, why did she have to bear the evil in this world!!
It's unfair, she has never done anything bad and treats people sincerely, but in the end, she ended up with such a situation.
Yan Ziqi cried, her whole person trembled, it was really moving.
Ji Hangcheng stood behind her and didn't dare to disturb, he appeared for a long time, but he didn't want to make a noise to disturb, until Yan Ziqi turned around and saw him.
"Period. ”
Ji Hangcheng's voice was very weak, he lowered his head and half-knelt in front of Yan Ziqi, "I looked for you for one night." ”
“…”
"Period, I'm sorry, I used to be a jerk, but now I've really changed. ”
"Period. ”
"Don't call me, Ji Hangcheng, there are some things, do you really think I don't know? How did my dad die, don't you know this matter if you ask yourself? You say you change, where do you change? Conniving at my dad's murderer is the way you love me?"
Yan Ziqi took away the fragility just now and released all the strength.
"Listen to me, Yan Ziqi, listen to me, that incident is really not what you think, even if you sue the court in the end, it can only be over, you can't take Ren Chu'an at all, do you know that there is someone behind her? The end may be that not only did she fail to do anything, but you put yourself in prison!"
"So... So you want me to choose to ignore it? Ignore my dad's life!! so let me suffer all the grievances, is that how you love me!!"
Yan Ziqi yelled at Ji Hangcheng, she turned around and stretched out her hand to point to Yan Chenghua's photo.
"Ji Hangcheng, he is my father, he is my only relative in this world, how can you be so selfish? Doesn't he have the right to live? For you, he may be just an ordinary person in this world, but he is the whole world to me. Now that my whole world has been taken away, what are you asking me to let go, what to let go! Ren Chu'an, why didn't she die!"
The string in Yan Ziqi's heart was completely broken, and she really wanted to kill Ji Hangcheng now.
"You're not human at all! You're not worthy of being human!"
Yan Ziqi's crazy fist swung at Ji Hangcheng, "Bastard! ”
"Yes, I am, Yan Ziqi, you can beat me and scold me, I can also use my life to atone for my sins, give me a chance!"
Ji Hangcheng can't let go of the Yanzi period at all now, and it will be difficult for people to let go once they devote themselves and devote themselves to it!
In the past, Ji Hangcheng didn't put all his love on Yan Ziqi, so he felt that it was just playing, but now that he is invested, he has learned to cherish it.
"Opportunity? Ji Hangcheng, why are you embarrassed to ask me for a chance? How much did I give you before? I can't figure out that I didn't do anything wrong, and I was good to you wholeheartedly, how could you do it, regardless of my life or death, and put me to death. ”
Ji Hangcheng held Yan Ziqi's shoulder, his voice choked, "I'm sorry, I won't, never again, Ren Chu'an She has already received retribution, it's all over, there really won't be these things in the future, let's be together, I'll take you back to see my parents after a while." We get married, I will try to be your whole world in the future, and I will give you a home to love you well!"
Yan Ziqi, you have taken revenge on Ren Chu'an now, so what next? Is it me? If it is really me, can you use your whole life to take revenge on me?
Ji Hangcheng looked at Yan Ziqi, he was not qualified to say the second half of the sentence, but he understood that even if he wanted revenge, he also wanted her to stay by his side forever.
“…”
Yan Ziqi looked at Ji Hangcheng and laughed loudly, "You are really good at acting, you have a mouth that loves me and has done everything you don't love me... If you really love me, I'll kill Ren Chu'an now, and if you can do it, I'm willing to settle all grievances!"
Of course, her so-called two Qings is to leave Ji Hangcheng and blow away all the past events!
Yan Ziqi gave Ji Hangcheng another chance, but...