Chapter 10 What are you afraid of?
This was the first time that our mother and daughter had such a heated argument, and I don't know where I had the courage to say such a thing, it had been so long that my memory was blurred.
But I remember that after that argument, my mom didn't hit me, but slammed the door and went out.
"I don't want to care about Zheng Xinguang's injuries now, but you remember clearly for me, stay away from Zheng Xinguang, don't have anything to do with him, do you understand?"
I didn't speak, and my mother directly offered a killer idea, "If you still want to study, give me obedient advice." ”
I clenched my fists, "Got it." ”
After she left, I locked the door to my room and lay on the bed alone and cried.
I wanted to change my fate by reading, but I never wanted to change the opportunity to change my fate but I held it in the hands of others, and even used this opportunity to intimidate you from time to time, but I couldn't do anything about it.
I remember that feeling of powerlessness vividly.
It is estimated that after about half an hour, I vaguely smelled the smell of rice outside the house, and the dispute between me and my mother just now was a little louder, so Uncle Zheng also knew.
Seeing that I had been locked in the house and not coming out to eat, he took the initiative to knock on my door, "Juanzi?"
"Your mother has cooked everything, come out and eat something. ”
I didn't speak, I sat stiff on the edge of the bed, trying to see how my mom would react, and if she spoke, then I would ......
"If she doesn't want to eat, don't eat it, leave her alone. ”
All the steps I had created for myself in my mind just now were shattered by my mother's words, and the tears that had been suppressed flowed even more fiercely, and I crawled back into bed again.
Sure enough, this family can't accommodate me.
It was also from that moment that I made up my mind that if I had the opportunity in the future, I would definitely escape from here and my mother.
At present, I am still too weak, and the tuition fees for school are all paid by my mother, so in order to go to school, I have to follow her instructions and stay away from Zheng Xinguang.
There is no way to avoid him except for eating at home, and I can avoid it when I encounter him at other times.
I began to study hard, hoping that I could be admitted to university and start my new life at that time, at least I would not have to live a life of sending people under the fence and relying on others.
This afternoon, our class had a physical education class in the afternoon.
I sat by the window and accidentally overheard the conversation of my classmates, and the person they were talking about happened to be Zheng Xinguang, who I had avoided these days.
"Have you heard about Zheng Xinguang's face?"
"What's going on?"
"After the May Day holiday started, someone found that Brother Zheng had an injury on his neck, which looked like he had been bitten, and it looked like a woman did it!"
"I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it, there are still women that Brother Zheng can't tame, I really want to see it!"
"Come on! Brother Zheng is tight-lipped!"
The two of them laughed and left, but I took their words into my ears, and my face was hot.
I can't help but think of the entanglement with him that afternoon.
The ghost made the god send, the pen in my hand was uncontrollable and wrote the three words Zheng Xinguang on the book, and after I reacted, I was busy erasing the handwriting with an eraser.
Unfortunately, at this time, Chen Yueru, who was at the same table, came back, unscrewed the bottle cap on the table and took a sip, "What are you doing?"
"I didn't ...... It's nothing. "I'm a little weak-hearted.
The school has three orders not to fall in love, plus this person is Zheng Xinguang, if my small act is known by others, I'm afraid it won't end so well, I cover the handwriting with my hands.
"I just saw you write a person's name in the book, is it possible...... Is that your crush?" she laughed and bumped me on the shoulder.
I was righteous, "No!"
"No, no, why are you so excited?"
I was afraid that she would keep talking about this topic, so I took the initiative to talk to her, curiously asking, "Aren't you in physical education class?
"You don't know how hot it is outside, it's almost the rhythm of tanning people, I don't have an excuse to go to the toilet to drink saliva!"
"Are you still going to go down to gym class?"
She looked at the water glass in her hand and sighed, "I must go to school, after all, the opportunity to take physical education class with my male god is only once a week, I have to cherish it!"
"Your god?"
"It's Zheng Xinguang!"
When I heard the name from her mouth, I chuckled inwardly, "Do you like him very much?"
"Of course!"
As soon as Zheng Xinguang was mentioned, Chen Yueru came to the momentum, and suddenly put the water cup on the table, "Zheng Xinguang learns everything from sports, and the key person is still so handsome, although he is a little cold, but he ......"
Come to think of it, Xinguang can really be said to be the man of the year in our school, and it is not impossible to get a fan girl, but I didn't expect him to have so many fanatical fans.
"Why didn't you react?" Chen Yueru frowned at me.
I was a little puzzled and smiled awkwardly, "So how should I react?"
"My male god is so good, you don't mean it?"
"He ......"
Without waiting for me to finish, Chen Yueru waved her hand indifferently, "Forget it, anyway, my male god is so charming, there are so many fan girls, there is no shortage of you." ”
I thought that this matter would end there, but she didn't know what she thought, and suddenly sighed, and the person wilted directly.
"What's wrong with you?
"I recently heard about a thing, it seems to say that my male god is already famous, and that the wound on his neck was bitten by his girlfriend, and I don't know who it is. ”
She suddenly stood up from her chair and analyzed with me seriously, "Let me tell you, if the woman who bit Zheng Xinguang is picked up, she will definitely become the public enemy of the girls in the school, and I really sympathize and envy for her now." ”
I can't imagine what kind of wonderful expression Chen Yueru would have on her face if she knew that the girl she said was very likely to become the public enemy of the whole school was me......
I'm not stupid enough to poke a tire, though.
"Okay, I won't tell you, the time of a class is too short, I have to hurry down and enjoy the male god. ”
I watched her run out of the classroom, but like a balloon that had suddenly deflated, I sat back in my chair with some regret.
I knew that things would be so big, I shouldn't have done it with Zheng Xinguang in the first place, but now it's really a dilemma.
But now, I can only pray silently in my heart, praying that others will not find out that Zheng Xinguang's injuries are my masterpieces, and that he will not trouble me again.
Maybe it's because you're afraid of anything.
After school that day, after all the students in the class were gone, Zheng Xinguang appeared at the door of the classroom and stopped me, "Hide from me?"