"Juanzi, Li Juan?"

Zheng Xinguang saw that I didn't respond for a long time, and called my name.

But then I let go of his hand and whispered, "I went to the hospital with Uncle Zheng to see my mother." ”

Zheng Xinguang's face was ugly for a moment, he looked at me and asked, "Are you so willing to be cheap?"

My face was as pale as paper, and I felt pain not only for his words, but also for myself to push Zheng Xinguang away again.

I watched Zheng Xinguang get hurt for me, but he still let go of my hand.

But I can't help it, my mother is still waiting for treatment, and I can't delay his good future again.

Zheng Xinguang, I'm sorry.

But the words in the heart can never be conveyed to the other person's heart if they are not spoken.

Zheng Xinguang took a deep look at me, his face was extremely ugly, and then he left without saying a word.

Under the street lamp, the back of his departure was particularly lonely.

Uncle Zheng stood up at this time, spat on the ground again, and dragged me directly with an ugly face and said, "Go, go home." ”

As soon as I got home, Uncle Zheng, who was still holding his face outside, immediately changed his face, he slapped me hard and said, "You shameless little fox!"

I was slapped by him all my life, and the grievances in my heart were surging, but I also knew that it was not the person in front of me who could tell my grievances happily, so I covered my face and didn't speak.

Uncle Zheng was still angry, and scolded me for a while, and only after he was angry did he say to me, "Hey, you come and give me medicine." ”

I bit my lip so hard that the tears in my eyes didn't fall.

I kept hypnotizing myself in my heart, Juanzi, to hold back.

For the sake of my mother's illness, I must endure it.

I brought iodine wine and cotton swabs, and carefully drugged Uncle Zheng.

At this time, Uncle Zheng returned to his usual squinting appearance, looking me up and down, licking his lips as if he was reminiscing about something.

"Juanzi, I can't see that you are so material, uncle is really comfortable to touch. ”

When I heard his lewd words, I felt sick in my heart, but I couldn't lose my temper, so I could only try to restrain my emotions and put my mind on applying medicine.

Uncle Zheng saw that I was silent, but he became more energetic, and said all kinds of obscene words to tease me.

Even though I tried not to care, my face couldn't help but turn red.

"Your mother is old and decrepit, in the end she is not as good as Juanzi, I will definitely help you bud when I am free." ”

When I heard this, I felt ashamed and indignant, and I felt shameless.

But what can you do without a face, you can only continue to survive in the sun with your skin and flesh open.

When the medicine was ready, Uncle Zheng took me to the hospital to see my mother.

My mother was still under anesthesia at this time, Uncle Zheng left first, and I leaned against the wall in a daze, thinking about the events of this day, and my heart was so sad that I was numb.

In the middle of the night, my mother woke up, opened her mouth and said, "Water ......"

As soon as I heard this, I immediately reacted and hurriedly picked up the water cup and fed my mother some water.

My mom drank so quickly that I was holding the glass of water, and before I knew it, my tears were falling onto the back of my mom's hand.

My mother's drinking action stopped, and then my mother asked, "Juanzi, do you have something on your mind?"

Hearing this, my heart became even more aggrieved.

I whispered, "I don't want to live in the Zheng family anymore." ”

"Hmm, Juanzi, what did you say?"

My voice was so low that my mother couldn't hear me.

My heart was suffocated, then I shook my head and said, "I'm fine, I'm just worried about you." ”

When my mother heard me say this, she tried her best to bring up a weak smile and said, "Silly boy, isn't it okay for Mom? Don't worry so much about Mom, Mom will be with you in the future." ”

"Mom, I'll always be with you. I smiled and wiped the tears from my eyes.

Then my mom told me to go to bed quickly so that I wouldn't delay the next day's class.

I did as I was told, but I just lay on the bed and couldn't sleep for a long time.

I know that my choice hurt Zheng Xinguang deeply, and I don't know if he went home tonight or where he went.

I don't know if I followed Uncle Zheng home today, and he will behave more than I in the future.

Will it really be for me......

The thought of this made me feel sick and I felt like throwing up.

But my mom was asleep right next to me, and I couldn't show anything unusual.

This time, I listened to Uncle Zheng's stay, not only for Zheng Xinguang's future, but also for my mother.

But the thought of my mother's illness gave rise to a sense of despair in my heart.

What exactly should I do?

What can I sacrifice for my mother?

The next day of class, before I could inquire about Zheng Xinguang's news, Fang Zhiwen came over.

He looked at me worriedly and asked, "Li Juan, what's the situation? Why didn't Xinguang come to my house last night and still don't want to come to class today?"

When I heard this, my heart beat violently.

I wishfully thought that the choice I made was good for Zheng Xinguang's future, but in fact it still affected Zheng Xinguang.

There was silence, and I didn't speak.

Seeing me like this, Fang Zhiwen couldn't help but say a few more words: "I know how much Xinguang cares about you, is there something going on between you? ”

When I heard this, I was even more speechless.

The misunderstanding between me and Zheng Xinguang can no longer be explained in words.

At this time, Chen Nianmo passed by, and said without worrying about the excitement: "What does it matter to you that people divide and merge?"

Fang Zhiwen had a gentle temper, and when he heard this, he retorted: "There must be someone to persuade them to help them adjust the relationship." ”

"You can pull it down, if you can make it clear in one sentence or two, will she be so entangled?" Chen Nianmo dismissed.

For Chen Nianmo, Fang Zhiwen still suffered a little, and when he heard this, he couldn't comfort him for a while.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he said a few more words to me, and Fang Zhiwen left.

My heart couldn't help but relax a little for a moment.

simply sent Fang Zhiwen away, so that I wouldn't embarrass myself under Fang Zhiwen's questioning.

I whispered "thank you" and got ready to leave.

At this time, Chen Nianmo stopped me and said, "I don't need 'thank you', you just take me to Chen Xi." ”

I saw that Chen Nianmo still hadn't given up, and wanted to pull up a smile, but found that I had lost the strength to laugh.

So I nodded and agreed.

Seeing that I agreed, Chen Nianmo raised his eyebrows and smiled, and walked past me with a whistle.

He joked: "I didn't expect it to be so funny in a small county town, and the soil buns can also be held into flowers." ”

I listened, just silent.