Chapter 073, Awe
It seems that all mothers in the world are very interested in their son's marriage, Lin Wanrou is naturally no exception, and it has been an hour after the mother and son have finished chatting, although Li Ruomo, who was standing outside the door, did not want to disturb them, but she looked at the time and found that it seemed to be too long
At this time, Canglong inside also seemed to think that the old days could be reminiscent at any time, so he was ready to say goodbye to his mother and leave, but he didn't expect Lin Wanrou to see it
"Don't be in a hurry to leave, mom still has important things to say, as for the report, when the report is not a report," Lin Wanrou said, "I know very well what they asked you to do, in name only, it is the report work, but in fact, it is for you to review, review your political determination"
Canglong nodded: "I'm not afraid of political censorship"
"Actually, you don't have anything to be afraid of, our Lin family and the Long family have never done anything sorry for the country, and there has never been a corrupt person," Lin Wanrou said calmly, "You kid is good at everything, but you don't do things around the corner, and Ruomo's child is very similar, so when you go to report to work this time, just listen to it and don't express any opinions."
"Why," Canglong asked, "don't you have no right to speak if you don't express your opinion?"
"The above is not to listen to your opinion, but to see your determination, if you express your opinion, it will make zhōng yāng distrust you, they will even think that you are arrogant and proud, although you may not mean it that way" Lin Wanrou looked at Canglong lovingly, "silence is the best language, you should have done everything you should do, zhōng yāng will see"
Canglong nodded, obviously this did not match his xìng, but he would still listen to his mother's words
"I know that with your xìngzi, you will definitely not act according to the rules, but if you want to achieve your goal, you must make a posture of forbearance and put away the edge," Lin Wanrou said, "Let them judge for themselves, and the effect is ten times better than if you put it up yourself, if you really can't help it, let Ruomo say it."
"Let her say," Canglong was a little unhappy, "What am I to say that she is also a girl, let her be in front?"
"Hehe" Lin Wanrou smiled, "First of all, her identity is different from you, if you are like her, you are born and raised in běi jīng, plus the background, even if it is full of thorns, which makes many people uncomfortable, it doesn't matter, but in China, you need to talk about politics and determination, you have been in the killer organization since you were a child, no matter how good you are, it will make people think that you are not politically conscious enough, and it will also make people think that you can."
"But even so, I can't let Ruomo say it for me, let alone let her carry everything, I already owe her a lot, maybe this life will not be over," Canglong smiled helplessly
"Then marry her," Lin Wanrou teased, "Won't you be able to pay her off after marrying her for the rest of your life?"
"I don't dare to make any promises to any woman until I dismantle the organization behind the Assassin Alliance," Canglong said in a sudden and heavy tone, "at least until I kill him"
Hearing this, Lin Wanrou's face changed: "Actually, if that person's mother doesn't want you to fight that person?"
"Why" Canglong suddenly asked, "He hurt our family so badly, you almost had if he had hurt me alone, I might have promised you, but he hurt you, I can't let him continue to manipulate my fate, let alone let him continue to threaten us"
Lin Wanrou sighed, and from her son's tone, she heard the unchangeable firmness: "If you really want to fight that person, then you have to reconcile with your father."
"I don't need his help," Canglong refused directly
"Your stubborn temper is exactly the same as his," Lin Wanrou said helplessly, "Maybe one day you will understand him, and you will forgive him."
Canglong didn't speak, just silent, if there really was a reason one day, then wait for that day and that reason to come, saying that at least now he can't forgive a father who wants to kill him
"Since I can't persuade you now, let time prove it," Lin Wanrou shook her head, "This time, when you go to report to work, don't listen to your mother's mistakes, let Ruomo say that this is not a man's face issue, but a position issue, she can be presumptuous in front of anyone, but you can't, she is full of thorns, and the people around her will forgive her, so"
"I can listen to you about this," Canglong understood what he meant, and nodded, "But if I can't bear it anymore, then I can only solve the problem in my own way."
Lin Wanrou smiled: "I don't need you to bear with it, I just hope that you will remain silent on some occasions, for example, try to maintain a humble attitude when facing the prime minister and leaders, it is good for you to have a person who can have a heart of contempt for everything, but also have a heart of reverence for everything, even if you don't count their positions, they are all your elders, and you can only become great if you find your own small age."
"Hmm," Canglong nodded
"I'm a little tired, you can report to work," Lin Wanrou said
"You have a good rest, I'm here to see you after reporting work," Canglong said and helped her lie down again
"Let's go home at night, I've been sleeping these days, and as soon as Wanwan comes here, I'll talk about you, your brother is more important than her parents in her mind," Lin Wanrou said with a smile
"I'll go back to see her," Canglong nodded
After leaving the hospital, Canglong was relieved, but on the way to the CIA, Canglong's face became heavy again
"What's wrong with you, Auntie woke up, you should be happy, but you don't seem to be happy when you look at you, it won't be Auntie who reprimands you," Li Ruomo suddenly asked, "But Auntie doesn't seem to be the kind of person who will scold you, it's too late to be happy when I see you come back."
"I'm just worried," Canglong replied, "What would happen to you if someone threatened the safety of your loved ones all the time, I used to be just a killer and did things without scruples, but now my mother has a sister and grandfather, and I have a home in Běi Jīng, which I can never imagine in my life."
"If God takes away something from you at a certain moment, then it will definitely compensate you twice as much at a certain moment in the future," Li Ruomo said, "This is not a comforting word."
"I'm not used to pinning my fate on anyone or anything, I only believe in my own destiny to change," Canglong said seriously
"I thought you had changed, it seems that you haven't changed," Li Ruomo was a little disappointed
"You can only say that I know how to cherish it more than many people, because I have lost too much in the past 20 years, so when God returns these to me, I will try my best to protect them from any harm," Canglong said, "This is my life's happiness, happiness for protection"
"Actually, I envy you a little, at least you can still see your mother, but I can't see her in my life, what if you have relatives by your side, he gives you the feeling of being a stranger, only full of country and full of work," Li Ruomo said a little annoyed, "but in fact, he is just for himself"
Canglong looked at Li Ruomo, and suddenly didn't know what to say, everyone's growth is different, and the values are destined to deviate, Canglong has lived a lonely and dark life since he was a child, so he suppressed that desire in his heart, and after twenty years, he broke out, and after getting these things, he carefully held them in his hands, for fear of accidentally breaking them
And Li Ruomo gave birth to a mustard to her father since she was a child because of her mother's affairs, although she has had no worries about food and clothing since she was a child, her life is actually a mess, at least in her own opinion
"Actually, you hate her, you just want to get him to pay attention to you, right," Canglong said suddenly, "Actually, you are very eager for his love in your heart, but born in such a family, your father can't care about you like an ordinary father, take care of you, so you think it's because he neglected you, your mother passed away, his heart should be more uncomfortable than any of you, it's just that he is not good at you"
"Don't say it," Li Ruomo suddenly interrupted, "You can't understand it at all, because you're not me, do you think you're the only one who grew up in darkness and loneliness since childhood, you can't understand the kind of indifference that is obviously by your side but ignores you, that's why I hate him."
Seeing that Li Ruomo was emotional, Canglong was holding the steering wheel with one hand and rubbing her shoulder with the other, Li Ruomo didn't mean to dodge, but suddenly she leaned her head on Canglong's shoulder, at that moment she was just a woman, a woman who needed a solid shoulder to rely on
"Strong women are more insecure than ordinary women," Canglong suddenly came to a conclusion: they would rather adapt to loneliness than face the harm that might bring, unless they find a shoulder that they think is truly grounded
It was already two hours after coming to the General Intelligence Bureau, and Li Ruomo led Canglong to enter this old building after going through many security checks
"After you go in, you stay silent, everything is there, don't reject me, my identity is more effective and more suitable than you speak," Li Ruomo suddenly stopped before entering the conference room and said
Canglong didn't expect Li Ruomo to think the same as his mother, but he still nodded, now is not the time for machismo
Li Ruomo pushed open the door and walked in first, Canglong followed closely, and Li Ruomo, who was late, pointed to the opposite side of the round table, where was Canglong's position, just opposite the big leader
Then she walked to her seat and apologized for Canglong before sitting down
At the moment when Canglong came in, almost everyone's eyes fell on him, although they had seen him in the data, but he himself seemed to be completely different
First of all, the calmness when he walked in, and the fact that he didn't shy away from facing everyone's eyes, if it were ordinary people, it was estimated that he would be trembling now
"Should I call you Long Haotian or should I call you Canglong," the big leader sitting opposite suddenly asked
"Canglong," Canglong said calmly
This made everyone present frown, looking at Long Yunshan, but finding that he was expressionless, but everyone could feel that there seemed to be a deep estrangement between the two fathers and sons
"If it's really a talent, no wonder Xiaomo will protect you so much," the big leader made a joke
Hearing this, the originally serious atmosphere suddenly eased a little, and Li Ruomo was very calm, just thinking that it was a joke
"Now that we are all here, let's get into the main topic," said the big leader, glanced at Li Fang, Li Fang nodded, looked at Canglong and said, "President Cang, please report in detail on the work of Longteng International in Iraq."