Six years later!

"Backwards, not seen"!

I took the divorce certificate handed over by the clerk, and without looking at it, I quickly stuffed it into my coat pocket.

straightened his back and strode straight past Xiao Pingnan's side. I glanced sideways at this face that once drove me crazy, made me intoxicated, and made me sink. This is the man I once loved with all my strength. This man I once thought he was the only man in my life, this man who said he would give me the safest and happiest man in the world.

Today, just today I pulled him out of my heart, out of my body. There will be no intersection in the future.

Eight years ago today, I drove thousands of miles to this city to marry this man, thinking that I would have a stable home from now on. Six years ago, despite my father's opposition, I resolutely chose to go to his city and get used to his life. Everything is important to him, but it turns out that all this is fake, and I just live as a joke.

At the moment when the two figures overlapped and quickly separated, tears finally came out of their eyes. All the sadness, grievances, and unwillingness flowed out together with tears. He tortured me for 2 years, and eventually I let him go. Maybe it's really me who loved with all my might, but now I can only love.

"Well, well, no. ”

Xiao Pingnan breathed a sigh of relief, his voice sounded behind him, his handsome face was full of disdain, and the corners of his mouth were smug smiles. Now I finally got rid of this plague god.

"Didididi!"

The phone behind it rang out very inappropriately.

"Hey, Lingling! Yes, it's all done. Well, it's done. She didn't ask for anything, she went out of the house. I'm finally free, and she's not going to be between us. You wait for me, I'll come right over".

Xiao Pingnan on the other end of the phone said excitedly, with an unconcealable excitement in his tone. grabbed the divorce certificate on the counter, and quickly passed by Yingzi's body.

"This kind of man is not worth it. ”

The clerk behind the counter looked at Xiao Pingnan, who left quickly, with disdain, and said softly to himself. I turned my head, the corners of my mouth slightly raised, and nodded to the clerk with a smile.

My legs were a little weak, and my body felt like it had been emptied all at once. Staggered a step and subconsciously held on to the chair in the hall. The corners of his mouth twitched, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Stabilize his mood, sighed heavily, and stood firmly in his chair. Fingers wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. He straightened his coat and walked straight out of the door of the Civil Affairs Building with his bag held high.

"Since this is what he wants, let's do the final thing. ”

I have loved him for ten years, and I am not pestering him, it is the last tenderness that can be given to him. It's time to wake up from the lies woven by this man.

My name is Yingzi. You read that right. I'm divorced, and just now that guy I've known for 10 years, and he's been my husband for 8 years, but now he's my ex-husband. This man's name is Xiao Pingnan.

I put the collar of my coat up, the air outside the hall was a little cold, I took a deep breath, put my hand in the pocket of my coat, and the moment my fingers touched the divorce certificate, my heart felt like a sharp knife. What lingered in my mind was his fierce, unforgiving voice, that disgusted, disgusting expression.

"With you, I'll never be the boss. ”

Xiao Pingnan's words seemed to burst out in his ears, lingering.

"How capable you are, I've been with you for 10 years, don't I know? I thought you had a good family, but you had an eccentric mother. In the past eight years of marriage, what else have you done besides this house?"

"What do you have besides being able to take out 200,000 yuan a year from the trust fund that your father has deposited for you as your living expenses? You yourself are just a small staff member of the Nanfeng Group who has not been promoted for 10,000 years. With that meager salary, how capable can you be?

"Do you know why you couldn't get pregnant after all these years since that miscarriage? I tell you, I've never loved you, remember that cup of hot water every night? I've been giving you birth control pills, how do you get pregnant. ”

Xiao Pingnan gave me too much information at once, and from the bruised forehead and beads of sweat, I knew that this man had reached the point of being extremely vicious. He pushed me to the floor and looked at Yingzi condescendingly.

"What do you think you are? ”

A slap was slammed in the face, and his face was hot.

"It turned out to be you, it turned out to be you"

I pointed at him and looked at him fiercely, with anger, unwillingness, and humiliation in my eyes. In order to be pregnant, how many Chinese medicines have he been forced to take in the past few years, and how many times he has been scolded by his mother openly and secretly. It turns out that he has always been the one who made the hell.

"What if it's me".

A slap in the face again. The corners of my mouth were soaked with blood, and I lay on the ground weakly, my head buried deep between my arms. Silent sobbing, shoulders shaking with sobs.

"I was with you at the beginning, but I saw that your family was well-off, and you had your own building materials company, and your father was kind to you. Thought that company was going to be in your hands. It's yours and mine. Over the years, no matter how much I have blown the wind in your ears, you have never reached out to them for more than half a point. My plan fell through. I waited 10 years and planned for 10 years. I'm sorry, I don't want to play with you anymore. ”

Xiao Pingnan stepped over my body, grabbed my hair, and slammed me to the floor.

"What is not yours, why should it be given to you".

I turned my head to look at the man in front of me who felt strange to me, and a faint smile hung on the corner of my mouth. It turns out that I just live in a lie all the time, this man, I never really understand.

"You're laughing, what are you laughing at? You're a joke. If I have nothing to gain from you, what is the use of me keeping you? You are just a stepping stone in my life. You don't stand in the way of my development, how can I be willing to work all my life. I'm going to be the boss and I'm going to have my own business. Lingling promised me that as long as I divorced you and married her. We will be able to start a company in partnership in no time. As for where you came from, go back to where you are, don't get in my way."

This man has been completely carried away by power and temptation, and there is no cure for it.

The cold voice echoed in my ears over and over again, sticking knives into my heart again and again. Close your eyes and let the tears run down your cheeks. Heartache and can't breathe. I can still clearly feel his ruthless eyes, cold words, and wolf-like greed in his red eyes, without a trace of emotion. I can also feel the pain in my cheeks, the burning pain.

A person who doesn't love you, even if you lower yourself to the dust, he doesn't love you. It turned out that it was all a lie.

At that moment, my heart went cold. It turns out that he is such a greedy person, it took me ten years to see him clearly, but fortunately it is only ten years, and I can still start over. I'm Yingzi, I've been independent since I was a child, no matter how much I go through, I can start over.

He will never know why I call Liang Meixiao my mother. He never knew how much Dad had saved for me and Meizi. Because these are the things I promised my father, and he doesn't deserve to know.

I walked alone on the riverside avenue, walking without purpose, the house was given to him, the car was given to him, and the existing savings were given to him.

"Heh, I really don't have anything left now, I don't even know where I'm staying tonight. ”

Although he is not short of money, but the matter has come to this point, a sense of despair arises spontaneously, looking at the rolling waves of the riverside river. Suddenly I felt as if I was so tired from life.

"Is this the end for me?"

It's cold today, and the cold wind rolls up the ginkgo biloba leaves on the ground, swirling in the air, and the wind blows the corners of the skirt. There are very few people on both sides of the riverside, and occasionally a person passes by in a dark hurry.

"It's the same as the first time I came to the city eight years ago, it hasn't changed for eight years, but after all, things are different. ”

I muttered to myself.

"Sneeze".

A sneeze brought me back to reality, and after six years of living in the city, I couldn't get used to the winter here, and it was time to leave. When I decided to divorce, I had already submitted my resignation application, and I left the company where I had worked for 6 years, and I had completed all the handover procedures yesterday. Let's go back, it's okay to change your lifestyle.

Winters in this city are very dry, and the sun can clearly see the dust in the air, filling the smell of earth.

The leaves of the ginkgo tree on the right side of Binjiang Avenue have almost fallen, and a few ginkgo leaves that have time to fall in the future are hanging on the bare trunk. The ground was crawling like a golden dragon. Stepping on it, there is a "whoop, whoosh" sound under your feet. A gust of wind blew, and the only remaining leaves on the tree slowly swirled down with the wind, falling gently. I distinctly heard the sound of breaking free, the sound of tearing, very clear, very clear.

I kept walking and walking along Riverside Avenue with no purpose. This avenue is 30 kilometers long, with the Binjiang River on the left and Lingnan Mountain Park on the right. The famous Lingnan Mountain Mansion in Z City is in this park. I haven't been tired of seeing the scenery in front of me for six years, from spring to summer to autumn and winter, and the colors on the riverbank are different. Today I suddenly feel like I've lost all my color.

"Maybe it was wrong in the first place, maybe I really shouldn't be so obsessed."

The wind gently ruffled my long hair, and I reached out and gently smoothed them.

"He said he liked my long hair the most, black and soft, like a waterfall"

I gently followed, it turns out that people's tastes will change, I always thought that people would be very affectionate, but I didn't expect people's hearts to be so affectionate.

"Hehehehe!

I laughed out loud and held on to the guardrail weakly, it turned out that people's hearts were so unbearable.

Turning around against the guardrail, he clenched his fists in pain, his nails were already deeply embedded in his palms, numb and unconscious.

"It turns out that it's not worth it together, it's not worth it."

I slammed my fist on the guardrail, which made a muffled humming sound. I knew it was like this, and I should have stayed in G City 6 years ago, and I didn't come here. Aside from the places I am familiar with, I don't even have a place to go today.

Let the wind, my nose was already red from the cold, and my fingers were numb. I turned around the path and walked into Binling South Park. This is where I went for my morning run, today is Wednesday, eight years ago today, I kicked the household registration book I stole from my home and drove nearly 2,000 kilometers alone to this city to marry him. Eight years later, it is still today, I used to come alone in a hurry, and now I am finally leaving alone. There are no people in the park. I found a remote chair and sat down. He stared blankly at his surroundings. I am very familiar with every plant and tree here, and the Taohui Tiandi where I used to live is only 10 minutes away from here, and I pass by here every day when I go to and from work. Now that I'm leaving, I'm going to say goodbye to every plant and tree here, and I may not see each other in the future.

"Go to live in my hometown, the air in my hometown is very good, the four seasons are distinct, where we have two children, after dinner, we go for a walk in Lingnan Park. Taking a morning shot on the riverside river, those days are not pleasant. I just want to live with you like this for the rest of my life."

Those sweet words still echo in my ears.