1074: Snow is dead
"It's okay, I'm not afraid. Pang Fei said.
Bai Xue's voice choked and refused, "But I really don't want Brother Big to see me now." ”
Pang Fei's hand on the switch slowly retracted, and he walked in front of Bai Xue.
In the dimly lit room, Bai Xue still covered her face with a quilt, and she would only be like this when she was in front of Pang Fei.
She didn't want Pang Fei to see anything bad about her, and she didn't want Pang Fei to see her terrible appearance.
Pang Fei is the only person who has been good to her in this life, although this good lasts for a short time, like a flash in the pan, but this is so precious to Bai Xue.
It is precisely because no one has ever done this to her, and because she has never felt warm and cared for, so even a little care and care is as precious to her as the source of life.
Although Pang Fei couldn't feel her mood, it was understandable, so he followed Bai Xue's wishes and didn't force anything she didn't like or want to do.
"I went to the snow mountain to look for it, and Bai Xuelian is really hard to find. Pang Fei said truthfully.
Bai Xue smiled lightly, "Bai Xuelian is a rare medicinal herb for the world, and it is still difficult for the villagers who live near the Snow Mountain to find it, Brother Pangda has only been there for a few days, how can he find it so easily." But I still want to thank Brother Dang, for all the things you have done for me. ”
"Stop talking, get some rest. Listening to her very weak voice, Pang Fei knew that her life was disappearing from her body little by little.
Seeing a person leave in front of him, Pang Fei still felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
Bai Xue didn't want to rest, because she was afraid of this rest, and she wouldn't have a chance to say a lot of things to Pang Fei.
Life is not a precious thing for her, every day is a pain, and dying early can be freed as soon as possible.
She thought that this life would be like this, and she only hoped that she could be reincarnated as an ordinary person in the next life, but she didn't expect that when she was dying, she would meet Pang Fei.
In her gloomy life, there seemed to be a bright light, bringing her warmth and light that she had never had.
And all this was given to her by Pang Fei.
Maybe Pang Fei didn't mean it, and he never thought about really caring about her, but it didn't matter, Bai Xue only knew that these things were given to him by Pang Fei.
"Actually, before I came, my body was already abnormal, and the bones of our Phantom Clan were all scattered, and we needed to take a large amount of bone cream every day to ensure the hardness of the broken bones, so that they would not be too scattered. ”
"Although this bone cream has the effect of fixing broken bones and condensing them, it is also highly toxic, and when taken for a long time, it will damage various organs and tissues in the human body. ”
"Therefore, the people of our Phantom Clan, the more powerful the Phantom Technique is in everything, the more we will not be able to live for long. I thought I'd just die like that, but I didn't expect that before I died, I saw you on TV. ”
"Maybe you don't believe that a stranger would fall in love with another stranger at first sight. But that's the way it is, the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you. ”
This kind of liking is not only the liking in the heart, but also the spiritual liking, which is a kind of spiritual dependence. Brother Pang, if I hadn't met you, maybe I wouldn't have survived at all. ”
"If a person doesn't want to live in his heart, even if his body is tough, he can't live. Can you believe it?"
"Believe. Pang Fei said truthfully.
Bai Xue smiled lightly, "I knew you would believe it, you are so good." ”
"Take the covers off the covers, so you can feel better. Pang Fei tried to persuade.
Bai Xue choked up and said, "I also want to take it away, and I also want to talk to you with a normal appearance, but now my appearance is more terrifying than a ghost." I'm afraid of scaring you, and I'm afraid that I'll leave a terrible impression in your heart. You don't know how much I care about what I look like in your heart, even if I always just appear as your wife, at least, you will remember that there was such a person who appeared next to you. ”
"But if I show my appearance, I'm afraid that you won't even dream of me, and every time I think of this, I will be heartbroken, and I will be miserable. ”
"People die like lights go out, where will these red dust trivialities be remembered. I don't care, so why do you care so much?" Pang Fei said comfortingly.
Bai Xue sobbed softly, "People don't know anything after they die, but there are still memories and memories before they die, I don't want to leave with regret and pain, I just want to leave with memories full of you." Brother Pang, you haven't had such a time, maybe you can't understand my current mood. ”
"Do you know why I'm helping you?" Pang Fei asked suddenly.
Bai Xue smiled bitterly, "It's because I can conjure up a face exactly like your wife, it's hard not to be moved when you look at that familiar face." ”
Pang Fei said, "No. It is because we are born in this world, there are always many things that we are helpless about, and there are always some things that we cannot control. We are all poor people who are just as much as fate to sway, and by helping you, we are also helping myself. ”
Bai Xue didn't understand his words too well, Pang Fei was obviously so successful and so powerful, how could he be a poor person who was swayed by life?
Pang Fei smiled and didn't explain too much.
There are some things that you feel deeply, but others may not understand.
Everyone has different experiences and feelings, so how can they ask others to think the same as their own.
But it doesn't matter, Pang Fei just knows what he's doing.
"Ahem......" Bai Xue coughed violently twice, her voice getting weaker and weaker.
She said, "Brother Pang, I have one more thing to tell you. When we Phantom Clan arrived in my generation, although the number of people fell, there were only a few people left, but the people of the Phantom Clan had a very strong sense of faith. ”
"I'm afraid that if they learn that I'm dead here, they'll mistakenly think that I'm dead at your hands. So, I want to ask you to arrange someone to send me out of Niutou Mountain, Brother Pangda is very good to me, I don't want to affect Brother Pang. ”
She is like this, how could Pang Fei bear to send her away now and let her fend for herself?
As for what she said, Pang Fei didn't care about it at all.
There are only a few Phantom Clan in the world, even if they all come to Niutou Mountain to find trouble with Pang Fei, Pang Fei doesn't care.
The ten major sects of the rivers and lakes still dare not make a mistake in front of Pang Fei, a phantom clan with only a few people, how can Pang Fei take it to heart?
"You can live here with peace of mind, although there is no white snow lotus, I will try my best to help you heal. Pang Fei said with relief.
Bai Xue coughed twice, and suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood, dyeing the quilt on his face red.
Pang Fei subconsciously wanted to see what she looked like now, but was stopped by Bai Xue, "Don't ...... Don't look at me. Brother Pang, promise me never to look at me the way I am now. If I'm gone, you'll have someone wrap me in a quilt and just find a place to bury me. ”
"I ...... I really don't want Brother Pangda to see my true appearance, I want to leave a beautiful image in Brother Pang's heart. ”
This is the third time she has pleaded with herself, and it can be seen that this matter is really, really concerned about this matter in her heart.
Although Pang Fei couldn't understand her mood, he still followed her meaning.
"Good. ”
"Thank you...... Thank you, Brother Pang...... Thank you...... Xie ...... "The voice grew weaker and weaker, weaker and weaker, until, there was no more voice."
The man under the quilt never moved again.
Pang Fei gasped deeply, knowing that Bai Xue was gone.
Watching a life go away in front of him, saying that he was not moved, that is fake.
It's as if the more people experience, the more they fear life.
In the past, when I was prone to killing people at every turn, I had never been so unsure, but now, for some reason, when I see a life passing, I always think of what I would be like if I had that day.
The deceased was the greatest, Pang Fei followed Bai Xue's instructions, did not let people clean up her appearance, and directly sent her to the crematorium with the quilt.
It is reported that in the crematorium, two crematorium workers suddenly went crazy to fight for Bai Xue's ashes, and were caught by Qi Feng and others on the spot. One escaped with serious injuries, and the other was stabbed to death on the spot.
When the dead man fell, his body was like mud, and he had no support at all.
But the people in the crematorium were taken aback, and even Qifeng, who had experienced a hundred battles, was also frightened.
None of the Phantom Clan's bones are intact, and when they die, their bodies will return to their shattered state, like a puddle of mud.
It's no wonder that Bai Xue repeatedly asked Pang Fei before she died, don't lift the quilt, just wrap her like this.
She didn't want others to see her true appearance, she didn't want to scare others, and more importantly, she didn't want to scare Pang Fei.
The appearance of this girl is like a flash in the pan, so short-lived, coming and going quickly.
However, her appearance left an indelible shadow in Pang Fei's life.
In particular, the words she said before she died always appeared in Pang Fei's mind from time to time.
Man, one in the flesh, one in the flesh, and one in the flesh and blood, will always die.
An Jianshan, Cao Xiu'e, and Pang Jinchuan are getting older and older, and there are more and more problems.
No one knows when something will go wrong with them, if one day ......
If one day one of them is going to leave this world, how will Pang Fei face them?
couldn't help but think of the scene he saw with Nameless on the snowy mountain, the prince and general who sought immortality, and the word immortality that lingered in his mind for a long time.