Chapter 410: The Bell of the Night
Yes, Xiao Gao felt that he was thinking too much.
But he didn't know that Huang Hui, who was facing away from him at the moment, was also suspicious.
Huang Hui felt that the hint given was already obvious, obvious, and obvious, similar to saying it directly, but Xiao Gao still didn't say anything further.
Huang Hui thought about the matter of Tank and Xiao Ji, and couldn't help but wonder if Xiao Gao had changed his mind because of Tank, and he didn't love her as much as he used to, and even didn't love her anymore?
If not, why hasn't Xiao Gao said anything so far?
Yes, Xiao Gao must have figured it out and felt that she was not worthy of being loved by him like she had in the past.
Or maybe she was hurt too deeply, her heart was dead, and she couldn't love her as much as she used to......
But...... Is it possible, is it possible that Xiao Gao still didn't understand her hints?
It shouldn't be...... Huang Hui dismissed this possibility. Because Xiao Gao is very smart, as smart as gold, and has very special opinions about people and things, how can he not understand her many hints that are simply explicit?
It's impossible not to understand!
Huang Hui felt that she only had a little hesitation, and Jin could understand it, and knew not to give her a chance to hesitate.
Even if Xiao Gao is not as sensitive as gold, even if he hesitates a little, it is impossible that he still doesn't understand it now!
There is only one possibility-that is, Xiao Gao pretended not to understand, because he didn't love her anymore, so he didn't want to express his position.
Yes, she has been hurting Xiao Gao so deeply, why does Xiao Gao still fall in love and love her as always?
Huang Hui thought about it, and couldn't help but cry silently......
Jiang Zai hurt her a lot, but she was more humiliated and angry, because she found that although Jiang Zai was handsome and made her like it, Jiang Zai was not worthy of her love at all!
In the face of this kind of injury, under the contrast of Jiang Zai, Huang Hui felt that Xiao Gao was the one worthy of her love, but she had always been hurt by her.
Therefore, Huang Hui was in pain and sadness, but she was not desperate.
And now, these speculations finally made Huang Hui think that Xiao Gao no longer loved her.
This thought made Huang Hui feel desperate......
She has already made the decision to separate from Jiang Zai, she will break up no matter what, she will never turn back, she will not do the kind of thing that she knows is not worth it and moths to the fire.
Jiang Zai's injury, she admitted it and endured it.
However, Huang Hui was not ready to lose Xiao Gao's love.
Night, quietly......
Neither of them spoke, but both thought the other was asleep.
In fact, neither of them fell asleep and could not sleep.
Huang Hui didn't have the courage to try to confirm Xiao Gao's idea again, because she felt that she had confirmed it many times, and the feedback from the hints she gave was already hundreds of percent proof of the answer, and there was only one answer - that is, Xiao Gao no longer loved her, or rather, he didn't love her as much as he used to.
Maybe it's sad, maybe it's disgusting her, maybe it's hating her, maybe it's thinking she's not worth it......
Anyway, here's the answer.
There is no need to kid yourself.
Since this is the answer, Huang Hui knows that what she can do is to accept the reality silently.
Because people can only accept reality.
Night, quietly......
Of course, Kodaka couldn't sleep.
Such an environment, such a scene, he has fantasized more than once.
But I didn't expect that it would be brought about by Huang Hui and Jiang Zai's breakup.
Xiao Gao felt that he was thinking too much about Jin, and Megumi just needed comfort, which did not mean that her behavior was some kind of hint or decision, and it was originally the same, it was too imprudent to make such a decision in such a hurry.
Xiao Gao looked at the night sky outside the window, sad for Hui's situation, but glad for her, it was better to find out that Jiang Zai was not worth it early than later.
And he is willing to always and continue to love her as a friend, to appear when she needs it, and to stand away and bless silently when she doesn't need it.
If there are no accidents, this silence will continue, and the night will end like this.
However, the phone in the guest room rang suddenly!
There was only one sound, but it was enough to shake the silence.
On the other end of the phone, Chen Wenjin put down his mobile phone and hid his name......
He knew that Xiao Gao would probably make the same choice as he did back then, but the difference was that he didn't love it back then, while Xiao Gao was passive and almost not aggressive because of his personality.
Therefore, Chen Wenjin also knows that at this point in time, if Xiao Gao chooses to forge ahead, then a phone ring is just a momentary disturbance, and then he and Huang Hui will continue to be interrupted by the topic; if Xiao Gao makes a choice that is in line with his character, then this phone ring is the key to breaking the silence and smashing the barrier of misunderstanding!
'I've helped here, if you still choose to miss ......' Chen Wenjin picked up the iced happy water, took a sip, looked at the night sky from a sad perspective of forty-five degrees, and thought silently: "...... If that's missed, then I'll have to do it again! Who made you a friend worthy of my help?"
That's right, Chen Wenjin has made up his mind, there can only be one result tonight!
Unless Xiao Gao doesn't love Huang Hui anymore, or Huang Hui doesn't want to!
Otherwise, even if it takes ten or eight more tonight, there will only be one result!
The phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence in the room.
"Who?" Huang Hui couldn't help but guess, Xiao Gao said, "Woke you up?"
Huang Hui originally wanted to say yes, but blurted out: "No, I didn't fall asleep, woke you up, right?"
"I didn't sleep either. Xiao Gao thought it was funny, he actually thought that Megumi was asleep just now, Jiang Zai's matter couldn't have made her fall asleep so quickly, right?
"Then why didn't you speak?" Huang Hui felt strange, she originally thought that Xiao Gao was asleep.
"I thought you were asleep, afraid to disturb you. Xiao Gao's voice was soft, as if he was talking loudly at this time, and he would wake someone up.
“...... So what were you thinking just now?" Huang Hui was very curious, and suddenly had a little hope in her heart - maybe, maybe Xiao Gao still loves her, or maybe Xiao Gao is willing to love her like he used to be?
"It's nothing ......" Xiao Gao's answer disappointed Huang Hui, and before she could speak, she suddenly heard Xiao Gao say: "Actually, I was thinking about what Jin said, and then I thought of Tank and Xiao Ji." ”
"What did the gold say?" Huang Hui was very concerned about this, she felt that the gold should have the intention to match them, and should not say something destructive.
This probably means that sometimes we men think that the best way to love the person we like is not what the person we like needs. So I think of Tank and Xiao Ji, and Tank feels that the most perfect way of love is not for Xiao Ji. Xiao Gao is thinking about this question, because it is natural that he should think deeply, is this the same for Hui?
"Gold always had a particular idea, something he would think about. I think it's right, Tank's love for Xiao Ji is very great, but whether Xiao Ji likes it or not is the most important, and whether we onlookers think it is good or bad is not as important as the feelings of the parties. Huang Hui has always agreed, or admired, almost all of Chen Wenjin's opinions, but he was disappointed by his plans for the future.
"Yes, you've always admired the idea of gold. Xiao Gao just lamented one fact.
Huang Hui hurriedly said: "The idea of gold is very special, but I can't agree with his plan for the future." It feels like he's chasing an otherworldly spiritual realm, which is beautiful, but I think those things that are too far away from our real life, just a paradise, a utopia, and I really can't accept wasting my life chasing that. ”
"There's nothing right or wrong about pursuing differences. Xiao Gao said.
Huang Hui didn't want to discuss this now, and asked tentatively with hope: "Does the tank matter make you feel ...... Think you used to be stupid?"
"No, why should I think I'm stupid?" Xiao Gao couldn't help but look at Huang Hui in amazement.
"Because...... You, like Tank, have been obsessed with people who don't deserve love. Huang Hui felt that this was too straightforward, but she thought again, since it was already a fact that Xiao Gao didn't like her, why did she dare not face it?
"I haven't changed. Xiao Gao was aware of Huang Hui's words, but he didn't understand why she used them that way.
“...... Huang Hui felt pleasantly surprised, but he was afraid that Xiao Gao would just comfort her before saying this, so he asked him again, "Then why are you thinking about the tank and Xiao Ji?"
"Because I think gold's words are very reasonable, so I was thinking, I used to think that I was being good to you, but those I thought were good, maybe not what you need, and what you need, maybe in other ways, but I have always thought that the way I love you is the most perfect, and I have always ignored whether you need ...... or not" Xiao Gao said his thoughts very seriously, however, Huang Hui directly interrupted and said: "I need!"
Xiao Gao couldn't help but be stunned...... The interruption was too rough and too direct.
As a result, there was no room for him to guess.
Huang Hui didn't know if Xiao Gao had changed her mind and was willing to love her again, or if she really, really didn't understand her hints, but this was what she wanted to know, Xiao Gao's attitude.
Now that she knows, she doesn't need to be vague anymore, Xiao Gao's passive personality she originally knew.
"Xiao Gao, can you sleep with me?" Huang Hui suddenly turned her back to him and said softly, her voice trembling involuntarily at the end, because she knew what this sentence meant......
Xiao Gao never dreamed that Huang Hui would say this...... He suddenly realized that his judgment with the gold at the beginning was right!
So he sat down on the edge of Huang Hui's bed, and then lay down, and when he was about to lift the quilt, he was still worried that Huang Hui was impulsive, and couldn't help but ask her again: "Hui, if you are just impulsive, it is still too late." ”
To Huang Hui's ears, it felt like Xiao Gao was still hesitant to love her as much as he had done in the past, and for a while he felt that these words were almost equivalent to half of his desire to reject her.
Megumi didn't answer, she waited silently, waiting...... She hopes that Xiao Gao will make a decision soon, whether she is willing to love her or not.
And Xiao Gao is also waiting, waiting for Huang Hui to answer......