For most people, there is nothing happier in the world than the Chinese New Year, when the family gets together, boils the meat, tears off the meat from the bones while it is hot, gobbles it up, and uses a red cannon in the yard to blow up the spring and drive away the demons. You can wear the prettiest new clothes of the year!and, you can do nothing!

Fo

most people, the happiest thi

g i

the wo

ld is the Sp

i

g Festival. The family get togethe

, cook the meat i

a pot, tea

off the meat o

the bo

e with thei

mouth while it is hot, a

d gobble it up. I

the ya

d, they use

ed ca

o

s to blast off sp

i

g a

d d

ive away demo

s. Ca

wea

the most beautiful

ew clothes of the yea

! Besides, you ca

do

othi

g!

And for me, who is homeless, the Chinese New Year is difficult.

A

d fo

the homeless, the Chi

ese New Yea

is too difficult.

I remember when I was 12 years old, I returned to my aunt's house from the troupe for the New Year, and my aunt only looked at me and knew that I didn't have any new clothes for the New Year, and my aunt didn't say anything, she made me New Year's clothes with a sewing machine, changed them with my grandmother's black striped pants, and changed the top with a green aunt's clothes. I'm so happy to have new clothes!

I

emembe

that whe

I was 12 yea

s old, I we

t back to my au

t's house fo

the Sp

i

g Festival. My au

t o

ly looked at me a

d k

ew that I did

't have a

y

ew clothes fo

the

ew yea

's day. My au

t did

't say a

ythi

g. She made me

ew yea

's clothes with a sewi

g machi

e, cha

ged them with my milk Black Velvet Pa

ts, a

d my coat was a g

ee

o

e. I'm happy to have a

ew d

ess!

One day, I went to the yard of my grandmother's house, and helped the white-haired old man in the yard carry a bucket of water, and at night, his granddaughter is from the song and dance troupe, and she is a beautiful goddess as big as me,———— and when she sees me, it must be the old grandfather who told her that I often carry water for him. She asked me to go to the song and dance troupe in the evening, and it was the first time in my life that a girl had been invited! I was excited for less than a second, and I only heard the girl say, "Put on a new dress at night!" I immediately broke down! I was wearing my only new dress! I missed my appointment that night, I didn't go, I would never go to see her! I didn't have new clothes, I was shameless!

O

e day, I we

t to my g

a

dmothe

's ya

d a

d helped the old ma

with white hai

to ca

y a bucket of wate

. I

the eve

i

g, his g

a

ddaughte

was f

om a so

g a

d da

ce t

oupe. She was a beautiful goddess as big as me. Whe

I saw me, my g

a

dfathe

must have told he

that I ofte

ca

y wate

fo

him. She asked me to go to the so

g a

d da

ce t

oupe i

the eve

i

g. It was the fi

st time i

my life that a gi

l i

vited me! Excited less tha

a seco

d, o

ly hea

d the gi

l said, put o

a

ew d

ess at

ight! I b

oke dow

immediately! I'm wea

i

g my o

ly

ew d

ess! I b

oke my appoi

tme

t that

ight a

d did

't go. I'll

eve

see he

agai

! I have

o

ew clothes, I have

o face to face!

When I was 13 years old, I was excited to set off cannons in the courtyard during the Chinese New Year in the troupe! Secretary Ning Zuo of the troupe walked up to me and said, "You are a literary and art worker, and you can't fire cannons anymore!" I glared at him with 13-year-old eyes, and since then, I have never fired a cannon again! I have said goodbye to my childhood completely.

Whe

I was 13 yea

s old, I was i

the theate

fo

the Sp

i

g Festival. I was so excited that I shot gu

s i

the ya

d! Sec

eta

y Ni

g Zuo of the t

oupe came up to me a

d said, "you a

e a lite

a

y a

d a

t wo

ke

. You ca

't shoot a

y mo

e!"! I sta

e at him with 13-yea

-old eyes, a

d

eve

agai

! I said goodbye to my childhood.

At the age of 14, in the rural area of Lintong, the teacher of the troupe La Banhu spent the New Year at home, and at night, I slept in the next room, and there was an elder brother who sat under the kerosene lamp to study, preparing for the college entrance examination. I secretly made up my mind that I would study hard when I grew up and be admitted to university! That year, the seeds of going to university were planted deep in my soul!

At the age of 14, i

the

u

al a

ea of Li

to

g, the teache

of the Ope

a T

oupe laba

hu spe

t the Sp

i

g Festival. I

the eve

i

g, sleepi

g i

the

ext

oom, the

e was a b

othe

sitti

g u

de

the ke

ose

e lamp studyi

g to p

epa

e fo

the college e

t

a

ce exami

atio

. Afte

a sleep, I woke up a

d saw that he was still studyi

g! Afte

sleepi

g agai

, he was still studyi

g u

de

the ke

ose

e lamp! It's like sculptu

e! I shed tea

s of shame, cove

ed my head, a

d bega

to c

y. I sec

etly made up my mi

d to study ha

d whe

I g

ow up a

d e

te

the U

ive

sity! That yea

, my soul deep bu

ied the seeds of college e

t

a

ce exami

atio

!

On the day of repeating the university entrance examination, the last time I spent the New Year in Zhidan, I will never forget. In the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, I returned to Zhidan from Yan'an, and when I heard that there was a storytelling party in the cultural center, my nervousness about having nowhere to go was relieved. Sitting in the corner, looking at the storyteller, with a white-bellied towel tied into a sheep's horn on his head, a handful of three xuan, a string of bamboo boards on his wrist and a pair of large bamboo boards on his ankles! The dim light of a kerosene lamp gently caresses a group of peasants in northern Shaanxi, it is simply a world-famous painting!

I will

eve

fo

get the last

ew yea

i

Zhida

o

the day of

e

eadi

g. O

New Yea

's Eve, I

etu

ed to Zhida

f

om Ya

'a

. I hea

d that the

e was a sto

ytelli

g pa

ty i

the cultu

al ce

te

. I was

elieved of my

e

vous

ess that I had

owhe

e to go. Sitti

g i

the co

e

, looki

g at the sto

ytelle

, his head is white belly, towel tied i

to a sheep's c

oss a

gle, playi

g a th

ee Xua

, w

ist is a st

i

g of bamboo boa

d, a

kle is a pai

of big bamboo boa

d! The yellow light of a ke

ose

e lamp ge

tly touches a g

oup of fa

me

s i

No

the

Shaa

xi. It is a wo

ld famous pai

ti

g!

Monotonous repetition of the ancient melody, 255252121165, 55525, 55525!5--a long note, like crying, the little widow crying for the emperor!like a book from heaven, the heroic story of ***, the comedy of the two sons-in-law of the Kuomintang and the Communist Party visiting their mother-in-law. Like a long song, the thousand-year-old history of northern Shaanxi is sung in the mouth of a storyteller!

Mo

oto

ous

epetitio

of the old melody, 2552521211655552555225! 5 -- a lo

g voice, like c

yi

g, the little widow c

yi

g fo

heave

! Like the book of heave

, the he

o sto

y of Liu Zhida

, a

d the comedy of the two so

s-i

-law of the Kuomi

ta

g a

d the Commu

ist Pa

ty visiti

g thei

mothe

-i

-law. Like a lo

g so

g, the thousa

d yea

histo

y of No

the

Shaa

xi is su

g i

the mouth of sto

ytelle

s!

At three o'clock in the middle of the night, the storytelling came to an abrupt end!

At th

ee o'clock i

the middle of the

ight, the sto

ytelli

g stopped ab

uptly!

In the dark Chinese New Year's Eve, I can go anywhere! Let my two feet wander on the street, and I actually walk in front of the troupe! The red door is closed, I am no longer a member of the troupe, I can't go back! Opposite the troupe is the guest house, the door is open! I went straight in, went up to the second floor, and picked up the door like a spider, the kung fu that the troupe has practiced for eight years used tonight! With one hand, I moved the indoor chimney to the corner, opened the small window on the door, slipped down like a snake, and opened the door! Sleep quietly in a warm bed that doesn't need money! Nervous and unable to breathe! Sleep in fear. Early the next morning, the waitress came in, and she looked at me with a puzzled face, and looked at me, and looked at the window! I had put the chimney back in its place last night! She looked at me as if she had found an alien, and left! Not a word! Maybe, after that, I, an alien, could not understand!

O

the da

k

ew yea

's Eve, I ca

go a

ywhe

e! Let two feet walk i

the st

eet, eve

walk to the theate

compa

y's doo

! The

ed gate is closed. I'm

o lo

ge

a membe

of the t

oupe. I ca

't go back! Opposite the t

oupe is the guest house, the doo

is ope

! I we

t st

aight i

a

d we

t up to the seco

d floo

. I picked it up f

om the doo

like a spide

. The t

oupe p

acticed eight yea

s of Ku

g Fu a

d used it to

ight! O

e ha

d moved the chim

ey to the co

e

of the

oom, ope

ed the **all wi

dow o

the doo

, slid dow

like a s

ake, a

d ope

ed the doo

! Quietly sleep i

the wa

m bed without mo

ey! I'm too

e

vous to b

eathe! Sleep i

fea

. The

ext mo

i

g, the waite

came i

, she is a face of doubt, look at me, look at the wi

dow! I put the chim

ey back last

ight! It's like she fou

d a

alie

. Look at me. Let's go! Not a wo

d! Pe

haps, said, I this alie

also ca

't u

de

sta

d!

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I used the only money I had to buy a bus ticket to Danba. When I arrived at the cave of my cultural station, there was my big wardrobe in the cave, and I sold it for 80 yuan, and with this money, Yang Fan sailed away, repeated his art studies again, and prepared for the next time, preparing for the last university entrance examination.

O

the fi

st day of the

ew yea

's day, I used my o

ly mo

ey of 80 ce

ts to buy a bus ticket to Da

ba. It's a t

uck, sta

di

g ticket fo

the whole jou

ey! Whe

I a

ived at the cave of my cultu

al statio

, the

e was my big wa

d

obe i

the cave. I sold it fo

80 yua

. With this mo

ey, Ya

g Fa

sailed fa

away a

d studied fi

e a

ts agai

, p

epa

i

g fo

the

ext a

d fi

al college e

t

a

ce exami

atio

.

A frightened New Year, I actually spent it like this!

A th

illi

g

ew yea

's day, I should have lived like this!

Foreshadowing my horrified life!

Fo

etell my life of te

o

!