The room was quiet, Yuan Jia sat cross-legged on the bed, with his back against the wall, and on the right was an open window, through which the cool night breeze blew in, which was very cool.

He was wearing a loose white T-shirt, with a Q version of a stupid fire-breathing little green dragon printed in the middle of the T-shirt, and he was wearing light gray home beach pants on his lower body, without special pajamas, and he usually wore this suit to sleep.

Yuan Jia pinched the toes of his toes with one hand and held his phone in the other, smiling and replying to Gardenia.

Yuan Jia: "You are so bad, you actually bully a little ant." ”

Gardenia: "No......"

Gardenia: "I'll tell you my plan for tomorrow!"

Yuanjia: "Hmm. ”

Then Gardenia sent a voice message and told Yuanjia the first seven articles of the plan.

Yuan Jia: "Is that all?"

Gardenia: "Hmm......"

Yuanjia: "Or are you going to surprise me?"

Gardenia: "I don't know......"

She won't tell him about the rest of the plan, she must do it secretly......

Although Gardenia's plan seems so simple, Yuanjia still affirmed that for her, being confident is the most important thing, and 10,000 successful small things can create a confident person.

Gardenia: "Yuanjia, what if it rains tomorrow." ”

Yuanjia: "Then we'll meet on a rainy day." ”

Yuanjia: "If it's windy, then we'll meet when the wind is up, and if it's snowing, we'll meet when it's snowing." ”

Yuanjia: "It's not that our meeting is meaningful when the sun is out, but because we meet, it makes sense whether it's sunny or cloudy or snowy." ”

Looking at his words, Gardenia was very happy and felt sweet in her heart.

She didn't have to go to work, she didn't have to go to school, and Sunday was no different from any other day, but because she was going to meet him on this day, it made sense.

Gardenia: "That's good!"

Yuan Jia chatted with Gardenia about the little things in the past.

In the chat with Gardenia, I never stuck to any topic, about life, ideals, daily life, and the past, I said whatever I thought.

Gardenia also loves to listen to him, like a jar that has experienced a blank space, and wants to put everything in him.

Yuan Jia sent her a voice.

"In the past, when I was a sophomore in high school, Luo Qianqian and I played football in the evening, and halfway through the game, it got dark and soon it started pouring down. ”

"It's raining so hard, it's just a while, and I'm soaking wet, and I guess it won't stop until late. ”

"We hid under the grandstand in the playground, like birds hiding from the rain under the eaves. ”

The people were silent for a while, and then I hugged the ball and said, "Why don't we run back?" ”

"Everyone looked at each other, and then Luo Qian snatched the ball in my arms, laughed, run!"

"The sky was gray, the rain was heavy, and the dusty leaves on the side of the road were washed by the rain and were a little reflective. ”

There were no pedestrians holding umbrellas on the road, but there was a group of boys running wildly, chasing Luo Qian who was holding the ball in front, everyone laughed inexplicably, soaking wet, hair hanging on the head like seaweed, embarrassed, running all the way, stepping on a splash, what a kind of free fearlessness. ”

"What I remember the most was when I passed by a barber shop, there was a song playing in it, and the rain was pouring down my face, and I can still remember the content and melody of the song clearly. ”

All of my life

I call yesterday

The spid the specks

Of my life've gone away

Yuan Jia hummed this part of the song softly, he had never searched for the name of the song, nor had he heard the whole song, but the part he just heard at that time was deeply in his mind.

Until many years have passed, when I think back to the bits and pieces of that year and this lyrics, the feeling in my heart is very subtle.

It's like pulling out the memories of the past and savoring them again.

This is the flower season and rainy season that Xu Nanyu has never had, and she quietly listened to Yuan Jia's words and songs, as if she could also see that picture.

Inexplicably, I was a little moved in my heart.

Go ahead!

……

The night of sleep passed quietly, and the long-awaited Sunday arrived.

Xu Nanyu got up early today and started to prepare, and the appointment time was the same as last time, it was two o'clock in the afternoon, but Gardenia would not wait until one o'clock to start preparing.

After breakfast, she ran out into the yard and walked over and over again from the small pavilion to the watermelon patch.

For example, when she takes Yuanjia to see the watermelon, she has to stand on the right, and the position of the bluestone slab she walks to, do you want to say a word to him, but what do you want to say, and finally after seeing the watermelon field, you can go around to the window of her room and look at the swallow's nest.

The little swallow has been hatching eggs for more than a week, and in a few days, the swallow's nest on the windowsill will be lively.

After eating at noon, Gardenia went to take a bath.

Seriously washed Baibai, and her long hair was also washed, although it took a lot of effort for her to blow her hair, but she was reluctant to cut it, so Bai Yan helped her blow her hair together.

Her hair is particularly beautiful, and when draped over her shoulders, it looks like the sun's rays blown away by the wind.

Bai Yan helped her comb her hair, match her clothes, and her thrush, and the gardenia in the mirror was very beautiful.

Just like the last time they met, Bai Yan thought it was funny, Gardenia was very nervous, it didn't look like she was going to meet, but like she was about to get married.

"Mom, do I look good......"

It is said that the eighteenth change of the female college is that Gardenia at that time was not good at communicating with people, and she often lowered her head, but no classmates praised her for being actually beautiful.

Girls, how can they not care about their appearance.

She knew that Yuan Jia was good-looking, so she was worried that she was not good-looking enough.

"Then you've seen the photos of your mother when she was young, do you think your mother is good-looking?"

"Exceptionally good-looking......"

"You're so much better looking than Mom. ”

As soon as Jiangnan is mentioned, these two words will turn into a picture, small bridges and flowing water, hazy smoke and rain, and the real 'protagonist' of Jiangnan - Jiangnan girl.

The people on the edge are like the moon, and the frost and snow are condensed on the wrists.

The gentle temperament with a unique touch of melancholy, just the right delicate curves and a reddish pretty face, whether it is words and deeds or a smile, from the inside out reveals a kind of temperament beauty belonging to Jiangnan, which always makes people feel pity.

Xu Nanyu, whether it is her name or her appearance, is the best endorsement for this Jiangnan girl.

Nervous and anticipating, it's time for a date.

Oh, it's a meeting.

……

"Ah, my brother is taking me......"

Seeing that his brother was dressed like a dog again, Huihui didn't know that he wanted to leave his lovely sister to have a tryst with his little lover again, so he stuck to him like kraft candy and wanted to follow along.

"What are you going to do, be a light bulb. ”

"I can't shine, take me there......"

Huihui took her brother's big hand and shook it.

"I'll take you to play in the evening, go ice skating in the square?"

"Say yes!"

Huihui let go of her brother and happily played peek-a-boo with Ika.

Yuan Jia is dressed relatively young and fashionable today, wearing a pair of starry gray slacks and a sky blue T-shirt, full of youthful vitality.

While turning the key in his hand, he hummed a song, went downstairs, and drove to Gardenia's house.

The weather was very nice.

It's not as clear as last Sunday, and the sky is punctuated by soft white clouds, alternating between light and shadow on the ground.

When passing by the road near Suda, I also met Wang Yalin, who was going out with her roommate to go shopping in the commercial center.

In normal times, Yuanjia might have given them a ride, but not today.

After saying hello, Yuanjia left.

"Teacher Yuan is so handsome today......"

"When is he not handsome?"

"No, it's just that I feel very handsome today, Arlinn, you read a lot, you can describe that feeling. ”

"Like a spring breeze?"

"Yes, yes, that's what he just smiled!" he smiled at us and waved...... Damn, it felt like time had stopped!

"Arlinn, did you take a picture? As a little assistant, you need to record Teacher Yuan's daily life!"

"Hey, where do you think Teacher Yuan is going?"

"It must be a date!"

"I think so, too, I'm curious about who his girlfriend is......"

"Didn't you watch the usual live broadcast, it must be the gardenia boss. ”

"Yes, yes, yes!"

……

Yuan Jia didn't know how many girls were talking about his gossip, and at 1:40, he came to the door of Gardenia's house.

I got out of the car, took the little raccoon wood carving for Gardenia, waited quietly for twenty minutes, and then patted the dust on my body and walked into the yard gate.

For the first time, his eyes fell on Gardenia, who was sitting on the gazebo.

She is also beautiful today, wearing a pleated skirt and an off-white T-shirt, her gentle hair is scattered behind her, and the moment Yuan Jia's eyes look at her, her eyes meet him, and she keeps looking at the gate of the courtyard.

The heart began to pound.

The tender little hands were entangled with each other, and the palms were sweaty, pressing the book on their legs tightly.

The white cloud in the sky drifted away at the right time, and she saw the sunlight coming from the gate of the courtyard, like a tidal wave, following Yuan Jia's footsteps towards her, illuminating the entire courtyard.

Xu Nanyu, you have to be brave!

Xu Nanyu, you have to be brave!

This time they met, Gardenia didn't react as violently as last time, and she also wanted to get up and walk towards Yuanjia, but she felt that her legs couldn't be strengthened, and her whole body became soft, like a kitten that had been sunburned in the sun for too long, and she couldn't stand up.

The heartbeat was so fast, the blood all over the body flowed to the face, red like a small persimmon, and it was about to fall off when the wind blew.

Because he had to be brave, even if he couldn't get up and walk towards him, Gardenia didn't run into the house, but twisted her body and moved her little ass in his direction little by little.

And then I couldn't move......

As if he was petrified, his body tensed......

Because Yuanjia had already walked towards her, sat down beside her, and if he moved any more, he would run into him.

"Gardenia, good afternoon. ”

Yuan Jia looked at her closely, her skin was delicate and fair, with a translucent texture.

In the afternoon, the wind in the yard blew from her side, blowing the hair of her face like fluttering light.

He could easily smell her in the air.

Faintly, faintly......

It was as if the hair was touching his face, tickling Yuanjia's heartbeat.

Gardenia lowered her head to look at the tip of her shoe, looked up a little stiffly, and tried to look in his direction, and said in a low voice, "Yuan... Yuanjia... Afternoon... Well..."

Compared to last time, Gardenia was crying and saying a word, although this time it was also a little intermittent, but the progress has been great, and from her tone, Yuan Jia could feel her mood.

The painful emotion of fighting against the subconscious has almost disappeared, that is to say, Gardenia's subconscious has recognized Yuanjia's proximity in the last meeting, and the rest is just pure nervousness.

"Then you have to follow the plan and take a deep breath. ”

Yuan Jia said softly.

"Hmmm......"

Gardenia's voice is so small and small, inaudible, just like she was back then, always with her head down, and never spoke, when Yuanjia spoke, she used to reply with her heart.

As she slowly adjusted the rhythm of her breathing, Gardenia's tension subsided quickly.

"Yuanjia... Good afternoon..."

She spoke again, continuing to pace her breathing.

After repeating it three times in a row, she finally said fluently: "Yuanjia, good afternoon." ”

The courtyard is beautiful in the afternoon.

Seeing that Yuanjia didn't speak, Gardenia secretly raised her head to look at him, and then saw that he was looking at her, her face flushed, and she quickly lowered her head.

After a while, she felt that Yuan Jia didn't seem to be looking at her, and she secretly raised her head to look at him again.

Yuan Jia was looking at the pond next to the pavilion, and the koi were chasing a fallen leaf on the water, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he seemed to be fascinated.

Gardenia didn't let go of this opportunity, she didn't want to see koi, she just wanted to take the opportunity to see him up close for a while.

Look at the faint bruises on the back of his hands, look at his side face, look at the tip of his tall nose, look at his eyes...... Ah, he's seen it again.

Gardenia lowered her head again, her slender and soft fingers stirring and stirring.

After playing hide and seek like this for half an hour, neither of them spoke, but Yuanjia let her, so he deliberately didn't look at her and allowed her to peek at him for a while.

This kind of close-up peek at Yuanjia brought Gardenia an indescribable little joy, so the tension gradually disappeared.

According to the next step of the plan, Gardenia opened the book on her lap and took out a thin picture book from it, which she made herself, and even the cover was drawn by herself, and the cover was a cute cartoon girl.

"Yuanjia... This sends... For you..."

She took the album and gently poked Yuanjia's arm.

"What is it?"

"Hmm... Look..."

Seeing that Yuanjia was about to open it to see, Gardenia hurriedly blushed and said, "Go back... Go back and see..."

She was embarrassed to let Yuan Jia look at it in person, although drawing is one of the few skills she can have, and she is not bad at drawing, but she is very embarrassed.

There are five paintings in the album, all of which are dreams recorded when she usually has beautiful dreams, and they are all related to Yuanjia.

Gardenia didn't tell him that it was her dream, and I think Yuanjia would think it was just a dreamy painting.

Yuan Jia put away the album and turned out a small wood carving from the palm of his hand as if by magic, such a cool way to give gifts, he has been practicing for a long time.

"This one is for you. ”

Gardenia was surprised, and then saw the appearance of the wood carving, it was the little raccoon she drew last time!

The little raccoon hugged the trunk of the tree, curious and frightened to look at something, the wood carving was very good, especially this look, it was even more vivid.

Gardenia took the little raccoon wood carving in Yuan Jia's palm, and there was still some warm body temperature, her pretty face was red, and her big eyes looked at the little raccoon wood carving without blinking.

"Do you like it?"

"Love ......"

Perhaps because he felt that his tone was too light to express her liking, he tried to describe it: "I like ...... very much"

"That's good. ”

"Yuanjia ......"

"Huh?"

"You did it yourself......

"yes, I've been doing it for a week. ”

"You're so nice......"

Gardenia stretched out her hand, gently stroked the little raccoon wood carving, and said, "You are so amazing......

Yuan Jia smiled and said, "That's, otherwise how can you be worthy of your painting." ”

This is the best compliment Gardenia has ever heard about her paintings.

According to the next step of the plan, Gardenia will try to get a little closer in the direction of Yuanjia, get a little closer, and then take him to see the watermelon seedlings and swallow's nest, and finally take the opportunity to touch him!

As soon as she thought about her next plan, Gardenia began to get nervous again, thinking about how to get closer, so that it seemed more natural.

It's just that her plan was disrupted by Yuanjia.

Since Gardenia didn't tell Yuanjia about her next plan last night, Yuanjia began to implement his plan.

I saw Yuanjia standing up, and Gardenia was still sitting on the bench, so I thought he was so tall......

Yuan Jia looked around and sighed: "The weather is so good today, why don't you take me to see your watermelon field." ”

The two had the same plan.

Gardenia was stunned, her heart pounding faster, and she nodded, trying to stand up.

I don't know if it's because I've been sitting for a long time or I'm nervous, and some can't stand up.

Seeing her face flushed and working so hard, Yuan Jia stretched out his hand and said, "I'll pull you." ”

I'll pull you

I'll pull you

I'll pull you

Gardenia's voice kept playing in her head, looking at the palm that seemed to be very strong, warm as he reached out in front of her...... Gardenia was stunned.

She stretched out her little hand and put it in Yuan Jia's palm tremblingly.

The moment their skin touched, their hearts were beating at full speed.

Yuan Jia gently held her soft and slender little hand, slightly cold, as soft as if there were no bones, and her skin was warm, as if she was holding a piece of beautiful jade.

Gardenia's feeling is even stronger.

His head was blank, he only heard the sound of his own pounding heartbeat, and his little hand was gently held by him, and he felt that his whole body was surrounded by his warmth, and a sense of security and steadfastness that he had never felt before swept over his body and mind.

So instead of gaining strength from Yuan Jia's hands, even the bones of his entire body softened......

"Uh... Gardenia... You use a little bit of force, too..."

Yuan Jia pulled the soft gardenia and said helplessly.

Of course, it's not that she can't pull her, if Gardenia is willing, Yuanjia can run with her.

Gardenia was reluctant to withdraw her hand, so she blushed, and worked hard with Yuanjia, and finally stood up staggeringly.

Standing beside Yuanjia and fully feeling the breath on his body, the red on Gardenia's face never subsided, and he didn't dare to look at him with his head down, nor did he dare to look at the hands holding each other between the two, just looked at his toes......

Yuan Jia is 1.83 meters tall, and Gardenia is 1.68 meters tall, among the southern girls, she is relatively tall, wearing a pair of five-centimeter thin strap high heels, and when she stands with Yuan Jia, she looks very matched.

"Can you stand firm?" asked Yuanjia.

Gardenia nodded.

Suddenly, Yuan Jia seemed to let go of her hand, and the air slipped in, and she felt empty.

It was just a moment that she missed the feeling of being surrounded by warmth.

So in the process of nodding, he immediately subconsciously shook his head.

Yuanjia regained her grip on her little hand.

Wrapped in warmth and security again, Gardenia feels super grounded!

Trying to walk a few steps slowly, after Gardenia gradually got used to the rhythm, Yuanjia took her to see her watermelon patch.

Xu Watermelon is so stunned now, her head is blank, and she said that she was going to take Yuanjia to see the watermelon field, but it turned out that Yuanjia led her away.

But this feeling is something she has never experienced before.

Like learning to walk as a child, she can give her whole body and mind to Yuanjia.

The two walked very slowly, holding hands and 'walking' in the yard, until they reached the watermelon field, Yuanjia let go of her hand, squatted down and looked at each watermelon seedling curiously, gently touched the watermelon leaves, and then the seedlings shook a little, full of vitality.

"It grows so well! In two months, you'll be able to eat watermelon. Yuan Jia praised.

"I... Also in the morning... Give them back... Loosening the soil..."

Gardenia has come back to her senses, and looking at the watermelons she has grown, she has also drawn a lot of strength from them.

"Just use this... Little spade..."

Gardenia also squatted down next to Yuanjia and picked up a small shovel to demonstrate.

She is so serious, she is really cute.

Speaking of her watermelon, Gardenia has more words, usually chatting on QQ is always better than talking in person, Gardenia told him when he will water every day, and one day he caught a small insect and so on.

Under normal conditions, she will not stutter when she speaks.

As the tension subsided unconsciously, she spoke fluently, of course, not as talkative as other girls, her voice was very gentle, and she couldn't get out loud, whispering, whispering, just for Yuanjia.

After reading the watermelon field, Yuanjia is going to see the swallow's nest.

Gardenia stood still, blushing and not speaking, her eyes fell on Yuanjia's hand, and she took the initiative to stand to his right......

It wasn't until Yuan Jia took her little hand again and held it tightly in her palm that she began to follow Yuan Jia.

"There..."

The mother swallow was incubating eggs, and the male swallow came back and brought back something delicious for the mother swallow, so he fed it mouth-to-mouth.

It's like kissing.

When Yuanjia and Gardenia looked at the swallow's nest, they happened to see this scene.

Yuan Jia watched with interest, and Gardenia blushed and quickly lowered her head.

Gardenia, who adapted to the rhythm of getting along, fell in love with the feeling of holding hands.

didn't speak, didn't go back to the pavilion to sit, just walked around the courtyard with Yuan Jia.

Fortunately, the yard at home is big enough, and after two laps, Gardenia is finally satisfied, and the little wish in the dream is completed!!

Yuanjia is going back, and Gardenia is naturally reluctant.

Follow him to the gate of the courtyard, Yuan Jia is outside the door, and Gardenia is in the door.

After letting go of her hand, the feeling of emptiness made Gardenia miss that warmth even more.

"Yuanjia ......"

"Huh?"

"Are you... It's going to be next weekend... to come and see me..."

Gardenia said a little sourly, moving her steps frequently, and trying to step out of the gate.

"Gardenia thinks she's not making much progress?" asked Yuanjia softly.

Gardenia shook her head, she felt that her progress was too slow and too slow, and she wished that she could get better all of a sudden, and she was no longer afraid of the outside world.

"In my opinion, gardenia is a huge improvement every day. ”

This process of improving every day is the best treatment for gardenias.

Just like what he said to Xu Yi yesterday, shortcuts are sometimes not the best choice, and growing step by step is actually the best scenery.

"I will always be there, Gardenia don't have to be in a hurry, feel the changes every day, feel your progress little by little every day, because one day, you will get better. ”

Xu Nanyu is a person that Yuanjia wants to heal for the rest of his life, and he is willing to spend more time and energy to let Gardenia grow based on the essence of the soul in this process.

Love a flower, Yuanjia not only watered it, but also gave it sunshine.

"Uh-huh......"

Gardenia nodded vigorously, her eyes were red, and she couldn't bear to cry her nose.

……

After Yuanjia left, Gardenia returned to her room and lay down on the table to draw.

It is the feeling of holding hands.

How do you feel like it......

Gardenia didn't know either, so she filled it with all the elements and colors she could imagine.

For example, pink clouds, sky blue leaves, white starry sky......

This is her magical castle.

After only a few moments of separation, I began to miss him.

So I picked up my phone and sent him a message, asking him if he was home, if he had eaten, and what he was doing......

Then she sang him a few words.

The singing voice is crisp and lively.

Paths outside the forest-

Look at the fragrance of flowers-

Me and the elements of the sky-

A stroll under the city gates-

The depths of the cloister-

The fairy dances-

Guarding Your Mood -

To declare to the whole world -

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(The 6,800-word chapter is for everyone, I wanted to open it, and 8,000 words can be topped for two days tonight...) ）