The first thing I do when I go out is to change into a nice dress.

Unlike other girls who go out normally, the distance that Xu Nanyu has to challenge today is only more than 100 meters, but for her, this matter is full of ritual.

In the room, Yuan Jia accompanied her to change clothes.

Xu Nanyi's cloakroom is large, and she also likes beautiful clothes, including small skirts, sweatshirts, T-shirts, shirts, etc.

It's just that after I bought it, I basically only wore it for the first time.

Whenever she put on new clothes, she would stare blankly at herself in front of the mirror, imagining herself wearing them and going outside.

It's just that it's all in her imagination......

These beautiful clothes in the cloakroom are more like her collection, but she never thought that today, she would wear these clothes to go outside.

"Wow!!Sister, you have a lot of little dresses!!"

Yuan Hui looked at the various clothes hanging in the cloakroom, her little face was like a bouquet, and she exclaimed fiercely.

"It's even better than Xiaoxue's dress! If she also has so many beautiful dresses, she must be so happy!"

Xiaoxue is a princess doll of Yuan Hui, Yuan Jia gave her a total of three small dresses on her birthday last year, and when she is usually fine, Yuan Hui will change Xiaoxue's clothes.

"Sister, can I help you get dressed?"

Yuan Hui is eager to try, she likes dress-up games the most!

Yuanjia: "......"

Slipping his stupid sister aside, Yuanjia also began to help Gardenia pick out clothes.

"Yuanjia, what do you think of this?"

"It's a little thicker, it's hot outside in the afternoon, and I think this skirt is great. ”

Yuan Jia picked out a plain little skirt, compared it with the gardenia, and said with a smile: "You must look super good in it." ”

"Hmmm......"

Xu Nanyu nodded, held the skirt in his arms, and looked at Yuanjia with a twist.

"I—I'm going to change my clothes......"

Yuan Jia suddenly realized, smiled and said, "Then I'll wait for you outside." ”

Saying that, he went out with his sister in one hand and the cat in the other, and closed the door.

After changing her clothes, Gardenia opened the door, and suddenly her eyes lit up, which made Yuanjia stunned.

"How'......"

"It's so beautiful. ”

"Mm-hmm, I love this dress too. ”

"I mean, you're good-looking. ”

......

Xu Nanyu was ready to go out to fight, she followed Yuan Jia's side, took a deep breath in front of the courtyard gate, and looked at the world outside the door.

Her eyes were focused, her pupils trembled slightly, and she held Yuan Jia's hand unconsciously, and Yuan Jia also clenched her little hand hard, and the real feedback made her feel much more at ease.

"We're going to scout the enemy!

Yuanhui and Ika also ran out, and took on the role of scouts, like two Teemos.

"Don't run far. ”

"Ji Dao!"

The property management on this side of the villa area is still very strict, in addition to the surrounding neighbors will come and go, if there is no owner pass, outsiders can not enter, and the neighbors are not as frequent as ordinary people, this is a scenic area, more often just regard this as a holiday residence.

The terrain here is relatively high, showing the arc of the uphill slope, from the door of Xu Nanyu's house to the right about more than 100 meters, there is a lawn on the left side of the road, under the fence is a small hillside, the trees can not block the view, you can see the Taihu Lake as vast as the sea in the distance.

It's five o'clock in the evening, it's mid-May, the sun doesn't go down until nearly seven o'clock, and the best time to watch the sunset is between five and six o'clock.

Huihui and Ika ran around for two laps, and after scouting, they reported, "It's safe!

Yuanjia looked at Gardenia and asked, "Are you ready?"

Xu Nanyu nodded and said, "Hmm!"

"Here, put this on. ”

Yuan Jia took out a mask with the image of a cartoon animal and helped Gardenia put it on.

After wearing the mask, Gardenia felt a lot more secure, and the uneasiness of being exposed was greatly reduced.

After thinking about it, Yuanjia went into the house again, took out an off-white beanie, and helped the gardenia put it on.

"How are you feeling now?"

"Very, very safe!"

Yuanjia couldn't see the small mouth in her mask, but he could see her big beautiful eyes, and Gardenia's eyes looked at him, and her eyes sparkled as if she could speak.

"Okay, let's go!"

"Well, let's go...!"

Xu Nanyu was wearing a half-sleeved plain dress, the color was natural and soft, the length of the skirt was just over the knee, revealing two beautiful calves, and a long black and silky hair fell from behind the beanie, she stood on the right side of Yuan Jia, the position was inside, her left hand was held by Yuan Jia in the palm of her hand, and her right hand also gently held Yuan Jia's arm, and the two were very close to each other.

Such a close fit allowed Yuan Jia to feel her heartbeat, which was obviously much, much faster than his own.

Xu Nanyu began to take a deep breath, for a second, two seconds...... It wasn't until a minute after she uttered the word 'go' that she took the first step.

The steps were so small that even one step of Huihui could be worth two of her steps.

Then she stopped again.

Quietly holding Yuan Jia's hand, so hard that Yuan Jia was a little amazed that her strength could be so great.

The two were silent and did not speak, and after she took a step, Yuan Jia took a step slightly larger than hers, so that there was a slight dislocation of distance between the two, and if Xu Nanyu wanted to keep up with him, he could only continue to take another step.

And so it goes.

Gardenia's nervousness increases as the distance from home increases.

It was like the first time she challenged in the yard, her face was pale, her eyes were dilated with fright, and her breathing was shortness like a bellows, she didn't dare to raise her head, and she clung to Yuanjia tightly, like a person hanging on the edge of a cliff.

Yuan Jia stopped and rested with her for a while.

The distance of the lawn at the destination was one hundred and fifty meters, and it took almost ten minutes to walk out and less than thirty meters.

Looking at her appearance, Yuan Jia was very distressed, it seemed that today's goal had to be reduced.

"How is Gardenia feeling now?" asked Yuanjia with her head down.

Xu Nanyu almost the whole person was attached to Yuan Jia's body, like two big magnets, clinging to each other without any gaps, and only such proximity could make her feel at ease.

"I... We... Walk... Come out... Many... Far ......"

She didn't look up at the scene around her, she just kept her head down and looked at her toes, but as the distance increased, the road she saw became unfamiliar, and she felt as if she had walked far, far away, so far that she could no longer see the home behind her.

"It's far away, Gardenia is very successful today, why don't we get here first today?"

The moment he said this, he immediately felt that Gardenia's body was more than half relaxed.

But immediately it tightened again.

"No... Don't..."

"Also... Not... Walked to... Arrive... Lawn..."

Even though Gardenia screams with her body to go back, her will is rigidly controlling herself, and she is about to be strong, and she is going to go to the lawn.

"But ......"

"Yuanjia... I'm scared... I'm very scared..."

Listening to Gardenia's crying words, Yuanjia looked down at her and reached out to hug her tightly.

He knew very well that Gardenia was afraid, as she wrote in her diary, that she had taken root in the ground, and that if she wanted to leave, she had to cut off the roots that were deep in the soil little by little with scissors.

"That's all for today, we still have a lot of time to ......"

"No ......"

Gardenia's little head buried in his arms shook his head desperately.

"Yuanjia... I'm not afraid of the outside... I'm scared I'll never get out... It's useless to be like this forever... It's useless to think about it in the future... I'm scared... So... So I'm going to come out..."

"The scenery you're talking about is beautiful... I want to see..."

"I love home... But I don't want to stay at home because I'm afraid to come out..."

"I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life... Yuanjia... I want to go to many, many places with you..."

Gardenia cried, her forehead resting on Yuanjia's chest, tears wetting his clothes.

Yuan Jia can understand Gardenia's mood, she is brave not because she is afraid of the outside world, but because she is afraid that she will continue to flee because of fear, and she has been doing escape all her life.

This kind of stagnant emotion is what makes Gardenia the most uneasy and worried.

She had to be sure she could get to her destination in order to be at ease, even if she fainted.

During this time, she had a very happy time, Yuanjia would come to spend the weekend with her every week, and even made her have a thought in her heart: It's okay if I don't go out, it doesn't matter if I do this for the rest of my life, Yuanjia will love me and take care of me.

It was like a fatal temptation, and she almost had to give up this painful challenge of going out at one point, and the more she felt Yuanjia's love, the more uneasy it made her.

The people who love her work so hard, why doesn't she work hard? When she thinks that she will not be able to leave the house for the rest of her life, and when she thinks that she will be useless in the future, Gardenia feels uneasy and afraid.

She needed more strength to cut off her roots in the soil, and although it was painful, it made her feel that she was really making progress, and in turn she could feel at ease.

Yuanjia patted her shoulder gently, he couldn't see Gardenia crying, and as soon as she cried, he also felt that his heart hurt like a pinprick.

"I see, let's move on. ”

"Hmmm......"

Xu Nanyu nodded, her body was completely close to her, which made her a little inconvenient, but she couldn't walk fast, and her legs were a little weak, so she slowly moved forward with Yuan Jia half holding her.

"Want to look up ahead?"

Yuan Jia spoke, and the gardenia on his chest could clearly hear the resonance of his chest.

"Hmm......"

Gardenia shook her head with her forehead against his chest, her smooth forehead rubbing against his shirt, her delicate skin slightly reddening.

"Then Gardenia closes her eyes, and I'll tell you what's around. ”

She obediently closed her eyes, and when her vision was turned off, the sensations of touch and hearing became more intense.

Gardenia can feel the temperature of the sunset sun falling on her skin, the flow of air as she moves slowly, and the sound, smell, and body temperature of Yuanjia.

"Do you feel it, now we are going uphill, there are slim cedar trees on both sides of the road, and there are turquoise mountain trees growing under the corners, and there are a lot of small wildflowers, Ika and Huihui are on our left, Huihui is picking wildflowers, and Ika is fluttering dragonflies......"

Yuanjia meticulously painted the scene around her, and Gardenia didn't open her eyes to see it, but she could still have such a picture in her mind.

She imagined herself holding Yuanjia's hand, walking in such a world, and then seeing the various landscapes he depicted.

Step by step, slowly.

As the imaginary picture in her mind became clearer and clearer, Xu Nanyi's nervousness also subsided greatly, and even several times, she couldn't help but want to open her eyes to take a look.

She truly walks in the outside world, and is surrounded by a strong sense of security.

This is a cognitive change.

Hearing footsteps walking by, Gardenia tensed up and buried her little head in Yuanjia's chest.

"It's Huihui. ”

Yuanjia said this, and Gardenia relaxed.

In fact, it was not Yuan Hui, but the neighbor next door went out for a walk, seeing the man and woman, the neighbor was quite curious, but the quality was very high, and he would not easily bother, and after Yuan Jia gave the other party a gesture hint with his other hand, the neighbor quietly walked away.

At this time, there was a sound of rapid footsteps, and Yuan Jia smiled: "It's Huihui." ”

This time it was really Yuan Hui, because the footsteps hadn't reached her side yet, but her voice had already reached her ears.

"Sister, I picked a lot of super beautiful little flowers!

Yuanhui is still very curious, sure enough, the upcoming little sister needs to be taken care of even more, even when she usually walks, she doesn't need her brother to hold it like this, or next time, she will also hold Sister Gardenia to walk.

Huihui's hand was held high, and she held a bouquet of small wildflowers of various colors, tied up with a long grass stalk.

The flowers are small and dotted. The floral fragrance is also very light and leisurely.

Xu Nanyu opened his eyes, and what he saw was Yuan Hui's smiling little face, as well as the bouquet of small flowers that he was trying to lift up.

"Give, give it to me......"

"Yes!"

After sending flowers to Gardenia's sister, Yuanhui picked two more and ran to find Ika, who planned to set a small red flower on Ika's head.

Ika was busy catching butterflies and dragonflies in the weeds on the side of the road, and was picked up by Yuanhui, covered with needles and cangs.

"Ahh

"Meow Woo ......"

The little fat cat that no one wanted had more fun.

When she got the flower gardenia, she was in a happy mood, and she continued to close her eyes and stick it in Yuanjia's arms as she had just done.

Yuan Jia could feel that her nervous and scared mood was much weaker, but when she saw that she was like a kitten and refused to get up, she left it to her, and the two continued to walk slowly, and he carefully painted the surrounding picture for Gardenia.

"Yuanjia ......"

"Huh?"

"I think of a song!"

"What song?"

"You are my eyes~"

Xu Nanyu said sweetly, she is enjoying the process now.

Yuanjia stood still, and she also felt the softness of the soles of her feet.

"You're standing on the lawn right now, it's a tuyere, can you feel the wind blowing in your face? ”

Listening to his words, Xu Nanyu stood stunned for a while, and then slowly opened her eyes and saw the lawn under her feet, she raised her head cautiously, the scenery was rising, and the world began to turn golden red.

She saw the sparkling Taihu Lake in the distance, the orange sunset on the horizon, and the continuous fiery sunset......

"Have we come out far......"

"Yes, Gardenia has traveled a far, long way today. ”

So Xu Nanyu choked up, her eyes were red, the sunset sun dyed her off-white hat golden red, there was a beautiful halo between her hair, and indescribable emotions surged up from her heart, turning into bean-sized tears sliding down her cheeks.

Teardrops reflect the outside world.

"Woo...... I...... I came out ......"

"Yes. ”

"I succeeded...... Woohoo......"

"It was a great success. ”

Yuan Jia gently hugged her, listening to her whimper and tell her feelings, he also felt that his nose was a little sour.

Thinking of what I said in the chat with Luo Qian that night, having a girlfriend like Gardenia is actually a very tiring thing, but being able to progress with her who likes it, the happiness brought by the process itself is incomparable.

"Huihui, come over here. ”

Yuan Jia called out to his sister, and the three of them sat down on the lawn together, enjoying the beautiful scenery of the golden sunset.

Even if the sun sinks little by little today, it will still rise energetically tomorrow, which is probably the meaning of enjoying the sunset.

Ika couldn't appreciate it, because at this moment it was being caught by three guys with a helpless face, helping to pluck the needles and canans stuck to the hair.

"Meow ......"

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(The career line is not well written, but the emotional line still has to be written well, in fact, the core of the story is the process of Yuanjia healing gardenias, when this process is over, the story that should be told is almost the same, the book is not long, if you can experience a warm feeling from it, then it is my great success~)