Don't want you at all?

Forgot you?

This is obviously impossible, the person who once loved, even if a long time has passed and no longer loves, there will always be a time when the thought flashes by.

As for forgetting, I'm afraid it's not easy, a name, a hazy face, and a vague figure still have the impression in the end.

What's more, I met recently, and when I was a teenager, where can I forget and not think?

Whether it is emotionally or the high-spirited spirit of the teenager, it is impossible to forget and not want to.

But thinking about it, Chen Wenjin's recent thoughts about Hui are indeed not the kind of thoughts she wants.

That kind of beautiful and perfect, the pure longing for her face and the satisfaction of being around her, probably no longer exists.

"How could you forget, and how could you not want to?" Chen Wenjin finished speaking, continuing to drink Coke, staring into Megumi's eyes—but there was nothing shiny like that.

"Is the face alright?" Hui looked at Chen Wenjin for a moment, and suddenly changed the subject with a smile.

"If you like it to be harder, you can eat it. Chen Wenjin said and tore open his bowl, and when he heard Hui say he liked it, he helped her tear off the lid of the bowl as well.

Eating noodles, it's a little hot, so while eating, while waiting for the noodles to dissipate the temperature, chatting, at this time obviously not too targeted, like before, Megumi talked about the various things that happened around him.

Chen Wenjin chatted with Hui without hurry, as if he was as patient and committed as in the past.

After eating a bowl of noodles, Megumi said that she was full.

Chen Wenjin continued to play the role of a lonely nerd and said: "Then I'll send you back to school, it's about to close." ”

"Do you really want me to go?" Hui asked unhappily, Chen Wenjin hurriedly said: "Of course not, I'm afraid that you will delay your evening self-study or be held accountable by the teacher if you are not there." ”

"Yes, I'm going to check and make sure—" Hui said in a skeptical tone, went straight into Chen Wenjin's room, carefully observed it, and finally paid special attention to the sheets, quilts, pillows, etc., and then asked him with a strange expression, "Why is it so clean?"

"It is expected that it is often lively here, and the bed will occasionally be used by others, and the three-piece set on the bed bought a stack of cheap spares, and the guest ones are separated from my own use, and they are thrown directly when they are dirty, and they are too lazy to wash. Chen Wenjin opened the wardrobe, and Hui saw that there was really a stack inside, as well as socks and disposable underwear that looked bad at the quality, and couldn't help but smile and said, "Why didn't you notice you were so lazy before?"

Because I wasn't so lazy before. Chen Wenjin pondered the truth, but said in his mouth: "I didn't have a chance to find out before." ”

"What about books?" Hui suddenly asked, Chen Wenjin knew that she was asking why there were no study books and exercise books here since she said that she would study all her might, so she said, "I only came here when I was playing, why do I need to put books here?"

"Ah Bao rented this house just to bring the girl back to live, right?" Megumi sat on the edge of the bed, tried it, then lay down, was quiet for a while, and said, "The mattress is not very good." ”

"Too lazy to change, after all, there are few people living here. Chen Wenjin pulled up a stool and sat on the edge of the bed.

"I woke up early in the morning to memorize words, I was sleepy, and I would sleep. Hui yawned, pulled the quilt and smelled it, but there was no smell, so he covered it with confidence.

"Okay, you sleep. Chen Wenjin got up and went out, and thoughtfully closed the door gently. Undoubtedly, this is the only thing that lone nerds do.

After the door closed, Megumi, who originally said that she was going to sleep, gritted her teeth, and tears of grievance involuntarily overflowed in her eyes......

But she didn't believe it, and she wasn't reconciled.

She continued to lie down, waiting, waiting for Chen Wenjin to push the door in again.

This is not the situation she expected, nor should it be, it can't be this way!

It must be that Chen Wenjin cares about her too much, so he just wants to let her rest better, yes, it must be so!

Megumi thought so and waited......

Chen Wenjin sat on the sofa in the living room, drinking Coke.

So I didn't go in, but I didn't want to be needlessly tortured by the strength of the teenager to wake up three times a day.

Megumi knew what he thought, but he would rather not know.

In my memory, he broke up with Hui Ming after the entrance exam, for Hui, it took her a semester to adapt to the breakup, and Chen Wenjin waited for a semester, thinking that the cloud was open, but what she faced was her clear breakup statement. It is conceivable that one has adapted for a few months, and the other has suddenly faced it, and he will definitely not be able to accept it.

So they continued to communicate frequently as friends, Chen Wenjin accepted the breakup, and the wounds in his heart were dealt with by himself, during which their exchanges were completely the distance of friends, without any words and deeds that crossed the line, friends who played together knew not to touch the wounds, no one said anything about the private feelings of the two of them, and even many people did not believe that they would break up, and always felt that they would get back together soon.

One day, Megumi suddenly took the initiative to put his hand on his shoulder and asked him, "Have you been very cold lately?"

Chen Wenjin's eyes were a little cold at the time, and he looked at Hui's hand on his shoulder with some dissatisfaction, and then looked at her eyes without speaking, and Hui took his hand back.

On the phone that night, Megumi told him that she had done it on purpose and wanted to test his reaction. He said he was glad he put it down.

Chen Wenjin told Hui at the time: 'If you break up, you have broken up, whether you are let go or not, you have to keep a proper distance if you are not a couple, this is a matter of principle. ’

Hui asked him, 'This principle will not be broken?'

Chen Wenjin said at the time: 'If this principle is broken, then you must stay away from me, which means that I have other motives for other purposes, such as revenge. ’

At that time, Chen Wenjin did not retaliate against Hui, but years later he did such a thing to another woman.

After all these years, it turns out that his essence has not changed.

Obviously, he should take advantage of the situation to take possession of Hui's body, which is more conducive to the advancement of the plan and increases the sunk cost of Hui, which is undoubtedly more beneficial.

The only price is that Megumi's injuries will be deeper.

Chen Wenjin obviously felt that he should use the power of alien black technology to experience a different life course, but he still couldn't jump out of the framework he had delineated.

Time passed little by little, and Chen Wenjin knew that if he didn't push the door in, it would be difficult for Hui to sleep.

"So thirsty, gold—is there any water?" Hui suddenly shouted through the door, and Chen Wenjin agreed, taking the mineral water inside.

Megumi took two sips, about thirty milliliters, which was obviously quite far from what she said was very thirsty.

"I was a little scared and couldn't sleep. Megumi said, lying down again, but the quilt didn't completely cover her body, revealing the most conspicuous area where her clothes were tightly wrapped.

"Then mine stays in the room, and you continue to sleep. Chen Wenjin pulled a stool beside the bed, considering whether to release the state with another plot first, and then return to the moment.

But after thinking about returning to this moment, the body still returned to its state, and it didn't actually help.

Hui closed her eyes, lay quietly for a while, and suddenly opened her eyes again, looked at him and said, "Still can't sleep, can you sleep with me?"

Chen Wenjin believes that Hui took the initiative to say such a request, which was gritting his teeth and fighting with twelve points of courage.

However, he had to refuse.

"We're in a breakup right now and we should keep the right distance. Chen Wenjin's tone was very serious, and his expression was very serious.

Hui sat up excitedly and asked angrily, "You obviously said that you broke up in stages! What is it now, and you really broke up?"

"Phased breakups, which are also single breakups before reconciliation, should of course keep a distance. Chen Wenjin emphasized again very seriously.

"Then what do you mean? Did you really break up?" you said no!" Megumi was excited.

Chen Wenjin said: "It is very clear, break up temporarily, and resume as usual after going to school." If you say that you are so insecure and feel unacceptable now, then we can immediately restore it to the same state. ”

This sentence was like Megumi's death hole, and it instantly cooled her excited emotions. Hui Ming was already willing to step into the door, and even hoped that Chen Wenjin would lie down, but he couldn't accept that the relationship was really restored to its original state.

"I know I have to focus on my studies, but I'm always worried that I'll lose you, and I don't feel safe at all! We can't focus on our studies, but can we still take one day to meet each other every Sunday?" Megumi suddenly calmed down, but this remark didn't seem like a temporary idea.

"Isn't this a matter discussed? I don't know how sure you can do it, but I can't. Probably my personality is too extreme, and I can only keep my distance and not see each other, or return to normal. Chen Wenjin made his attitude clear, just looking at how much preparation Hui had made when he came today.

“...... But now I can't do either! It's necessary to focus on schoolwork, and we can't relax. But if you don't meet like this, and you are obviously outside the school every week, how can I bear it? You have made me feel particularly insecure recently......" Hui said this, hesitating, but Chen Wenjin deliberately did not ask, waiting for her to continue to finish speaking. “...... Can you stop associating with butterflies? I'm going to be jealous, I'm going to be worried. She's so lustful, so shameless, she's always seducing, you may not be able to help it at any time!"

Chen Wenjin smiled secretly, but his face deliberately frowned, and asked Hui rhetorically: "If I ask you to cut off contact with your friends of the opposite sex with you for the same reason, will you agree?"

"How can this be the same? I don't have friends of the opposite sex like butterflies around! they are all normal and serious!" Megumi was excited, but her tone was full of reason.

"It's exactly the same, Butterfly is my friend of the opposite sex, and she's normal, although her mouth is not very serious, but like many men who like to have a bad mouth, she just moves her mouth to talk. So, you ask me to take care of your sense of security and cut off contact with friends of the opposite sex, but you yourself can't do the same thing, this is called double standard, how can I accept it? In turn, I ask you to do this, and I don't do it myself, can you accept it?" Chen Wenjin calmly continued to ask rhetorically.

"Can you cut ties with butterflies for me?" Megumi doesn't talk about rationality, only feelings.

"I can, but can you cut off contact with other members of the opposite sex for me? I will also worry about whether something will happen to you every day? Can you also consider my feelings?" Chen Wenjin obeyed Hui's logic and only talked about feelings with her.

Hui took a deep breath, his eyes were red, and he said in a choked and sad tone: "Gold, you have changed, you have really changed, you didn't treat me like this before, and you won't treat me like this, you can keep your distance from others, but not to butterflies! If you change your mind and like her, you can say it directly, don't change your mind and say no at the same time! If you like her because of those things, I am willing to meet you once a week and stay here for a day at night, what reason do you have to refuse?"

"It's not me who has changed, it's you who have changed. You wouldn't have been so unprincipled before, you would do what you said was good, and you would never have been so distrustful of me. In fact, I have always wanted to ask you if you have changed your mind, there was no contact for many days during the Chinese New Year, I am worried that you will feel that our relationship has affected your studies, racking your brains to think of a way, and ruthlessly endure the pain of a semester of separation, since you are willing to agree, you can't do it. It doesn't matter if you can't, we'll just get back to normal, but you don't want to go back to normal, which makes me feel unreasonable. Did your grades regress last semester? Obviously not, then how can our recovery affect your studies? Is it that you have become very strange, but now you are asking me in turn? I have no problem, I am very willing to return to the same as before, but you are unwilling-" Chen Wenjin was observing Hui's eyes as he spoke, and he had the intention to point out when his doubts began, and he had the intention to link the agreement of a phased breakup with his doubts.

Chen Wenjin found that Hui's eyes were clearly struggling, and he couldn't help but secretly say: "Say, say it quickly, I am willing to say it, and you will be free!"