Chapter 320: Don't Be Afraid
He Shi walked on the way to Yuqiu's courtyard, feeling very uneasy.
One night she was terrified.
She regretted that she was so excited that she said that she wanted to escape. She didn't know what to do in the future.
For more than a year, Yu Qiu has become such an important person in her life.
The thought of the possibility of parting made her heart ache.
But she really felt that now that it was like this, the two of them didn't know how to go on.
When he arrived at the gate of the courtyard, He Shi looked at the door and did not speak.
Originally, there was a small sign called "Feiye Culture" hanging at the door.
She doesn't have to open the door, she also knows what the flowers and plants in the yard are like.
But in fact, he hadn't been here for many days, and He Shi felt a sense of strangeness in his heart.
She took a deep breath and finally knocked on the courtyard door.
Then he heard footsteps running over, and Yu Qiu opened the door.
Seeing Yu Qiu, He Shi suddenly began to blush.
And Yu Qiu immediately put the watering can in his hand on the ground, and then hugged her.
"Don't hug me at the door, come in. Fei Ye squatted there and spoke.
He Shi was teary-eyed, and just looked at the direction of the courtyard, and saw Fei Ye smiling.
This is the first time that Fei Ye has faced him, and the expression on his face is very soft, including his eyes.
He Shi felt dazzled for a while.
Yu Qiu said: "Yes, let's talk about it first." ”
He Shi didn't even notice that there was an extra pair in what he said.
Being led into the courtyard by Yu Qiu, He Shi walked forward step by step, and the feeling that the two of them were close to each other revived step by step.
Then she heard Yu Qiu say to Fei Ye, "Fei Ye, come over together." ”
He Shi turned his head strangely to look, only to see that Fei Ye really stood up and followed behind step by step.
Entering the room, Yu Qiu said, "After cooking some porridge, I'll go fry a few lotus roots first." Would you like to help?"
He Shi knew that she didn't need her help to fry the lotus root clip, but she nodded lightly.
Fei Ye squatted on the bar, a little apprehensive in his heart, not knowing what the situation would be.
He listened to Yu Qiu and He Shi in the kitchen, just talking some homely things first.
Yu Qiu didn't start apologizing and reflecting directly, and He Shi didn't mention last night's emotional out-of-control, as if yesterday's events hadn't happened.
After they came out together and sat down at the table to eat, Fei Ye found that some of the restraints that Yu Qiu had shown before in front of him seemed to be gone.
He Shi didn't know that Yu Qiu was about to tell her that there was a human soul in the body of the cat in front of her.
So as if she had been temporarily cured, she smiled and fed dog food to Fei Ye with Yu Qiu.
Fei Ye has a big heart today, so he doesn't feel sour.
Damn, what's going on with a little nervousness?
At the beginning, he suddenly found that Yu Qiu could understand what he was saying, and he was only shocked.
And now he is waiting for his existence to be revealed, and Fei Ye's mood is very complicated.
There is a mixture of anticipation and uneasiness.
Yu Qiu noticed Fei Ye's emotions and grinned at him.
Fei Ye scolded: "You kid is laughing at a fart!"
He Shi was almost finished eating, and when he heard Fei Ye screaming there, he said, "Has it eaten?"
Yu Qiu shook his head and said, "No, he's not hungry, he's scolding." ”
"Huh?" He Shi was stunned, "How do you know it's cursing?"
Yu Qiu smiled, put the dishes and chopsticks aside, and then said, "You wait." ”
After saying that, he ran to the room and took the notebook out.
He Shi didn't know what he was doing.
After Yu Qiu sat down again, he said, "I have a very important thing to tell you today. ”
He Shi was a little nervous for no reason, and the whole person sat up straight and nodded.
Looking at this, Yu Qiu is not nervous about himself, is he finally going to ......
Yu Qiu thought about it for a long time and said, "First of all, I want to tell you I'm sorry. ”
He Shi shook his head gently: "It's okay, I already feel much better." ”
Looking at her appearance, Yu Qiu raised her hand and touched her face a little distressed: "This makes you feel much better?"
He Shi smiled shyly: "Maybe...... It's just that because I care about you more and more, I want to occupy more of your time. But I also know that you are indeed busy with work, and I am not a willful and squeamish person, and I will not be unreasonable. ”
Yu Qiu's eyes were soft, and he said softly, "I'm so lucky......"
He Shi felt that he understood what he meant, so he grabbed his hand in the palm of his hand: "But I still hope that you don't let yourself be so tired." You've done well enough in your career, and you're only so young, so you don't need to be in such a hurry......"
"So...... I'm still going to tell you I'm sorry. Yu Qiu said seriously, "Because for a while, I have indeed found one thing I want to do." I discovered this on my own. When I worked towards this goal, I was very involved and spent a lot of time thinking about it. Add to that some other work, and after spending more time in the company, there is less time left. ”
He Shi remembered Yu Qiu in the past period of time, and clenched her palms to grab him distressedly, not only because she felt sorry for him, but also because she felt a little wronged in her heart.
Fei Ye was a little stunned, and understood what Yu Qiu meant when he said "he chose it".
What did he find that he wanted to do? He wasn't busy with anything else during this time, so was it something hidden in the spring and autumn of Bit?
Yu Qiu said: "It's not just a matter of time. Even if you're busy, it's certainly not that you're completely out of time. But with some of that kind of free time, I'm actually still thinking about what to do. Sometimes, maybe because I am tired and my energy is more consumed, I don't want to move, and I don't pay more attention to you and plan how we can get together. ”
He Shi's heart trembled, and he muttered: "With me, will it make you feel tired......?
"Of course, it's not that I feel tired of being with you. Yu Qiu hurriedly said, "In short, I am actually a very ordinary person, when I found something I wanted to do, and when I really wanted to do it well, I felt that my brain was not enough." ”
He Shi said in a daze: "Maybe...... I can't help you. But when we're together, don't you feel relaxed and let your brain rest better?"
Yu Qiu smiled bitterly: "This is the very important thing I want to tell you today." Because of this incident, when I was with you, I actually had some unreal feelings. Because I think you're so good, I don't seem to be on my own to attract you to what you like. So, I don't consciously want to behave well, I'm afraid I'm going to lose you......"
"You...... What are you talking about?" He Shi's eyes turned red, "Are you saying that I like you because you can make money?"
Fei Ye rolled his eyes, the young man's complicated thoughts, the more things were described, the more confused!
He scolded, "Fool! Can't you talk about me first, and then explain your psychology?"
He Shi saw Fei Ye screaming fiercely with an impatient expression, and then saw Yu Qiu scratch it in embarrassment.
I just heard him say, "Okay, let's talk about this secret first." ”
He Shi held back her tears and nodded: "You say." ”
Yu Qiu Zhengse said: "What I say next, don't be afraid. ”
Fei Ye is confused, why is this line so familiar?