Chapter 47: Both Confessions
"Have a drink?"
Ji Hangcheng raised his lips and smiled, this is his signature flirting god skill, and he said a word in the former Wei Temple.
Only Brother Ji Shuai smiled, and his sister burst into tears. "To put it bluntly, too many women are obsessed with Ji Hangcheng's appearance.
The first time Lu Qian saw Ji Hangcheng like this, she silently admitted that she had been electrocuted, but she was not as irrational as those stupid women.
"If you're not free, let it go. ”
Lu Juan reached out to pull the car door, but she was invincible to Ji Hangcheng, and she tried several times but failed to close the door.
"Ji Hangcheng, what do you want?"
Lu Wanliu's eyebrows were upside down, showing extreme impatience.
"Not much, have a drink, that's all. ”
"Why?"
Lu Wan raised his eyebrows lightly, and his cherry lips coldly spit out two words.
"Reason, is it a reason to repay you for helping me solve a straw bag just now? Or, do you repay me for saving my life last time?"
Ji Hangcheng was talking nonsense seriously, he couldn't understand why he needed a reason for everything.
Lu Wan's eyes narrowed, with a thoughtful look, and just as she was pondering, Ji Hangcheng had already squeezed into her passenger seat.
"You..." Lu Qian looked at Ji Hangcheng incredulously.
"Don't me, you, drive. ”
Ji Hangcheng said as he folded his hands in front of his chest, put himself in a comfortable position, closed his eyes, and fell asleep comfortably.
Lu Xuan's gaze wandered around his handsome face, but after all, she was defeated, and she turned back to start the car silently.
When the car drove out of the parking space, the corners of Ji Hangcheng's mouth, who was leaning on the passenger seat, rose slightly, revealing a triumphant smile.
Emerald Bar in Shencheng Financial District.
Lu Qian skillfully reversed the car into the garage, and as soon as her hand left the gear, Ji Hangcheng woke up, only to see him glance out the window with sleepy eyes.
"Arrived?"
"Well, that's it, I know that rich second generations like you like to go to high-end nightclubs, you can't look down on this kind of place. ”
Lu Juan glanced at Ji Hangcheng with cold eyes, and his words were full of sarcasm.
Ji Hangcheng: "..."
"You're thinking too much. ”
After speaking, Ji Hangcheng pushed the car door, got out of the car and walked towards the Jade Bar.
This bar is a literary bar, there is no heavy metal music to blow up the ears, the atmosphere and environment here are very good, and it is perfect for conversation and exchange here.
Lu Juan and Ji Hangcheng found a position near the corner, the two of them drank the wine in the cup with their hearts, and the female singer on the stage was singing affectionately.
Lu Juan turned her head to look in the direction of the stage, and suddenly thought of Yan Ziqi, and then thought of the medicine for depression that she saw in her bag that day.
Immediately, Lu Juan suddenly turned his gaze to the man opposite and asked seriously, "Ji Hangcheng, are you looking for a woman outside with Yan Ziqi behind your back again?"
Lu Juan knows better than anyone how much Yan Ziqi likes Ji Hangcheng, so she feels that her good friend's depression must be related to this man.
Ji Hangcheng sneered disapprenantly when he heard this, and he watched Lu Xuan respond to her words.
"First of all, I don't have much to do with Yan Ziqi anymore when I look for a woman, I want to find it, above board, without having to carry her back. Secondly, we have been broken up for a long time, what is a breakup, that is, men and women love each other. ”
"What? You broke up! When did it happen? Why don't I know?"
Lu Xuan's voice suddenly rose three degrees, and she grabbed the edge of the table with both hands and asked incredulously.
"How do I know, I think we broke up anyway. ”
Ji Hangcheng picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it irritably, when it came to Yan Ziqi, he felt that this woman was sick, and he still felt a chill on his back when he remembered the scene of her using an eyebrow pencil knife that day.
Also, every day he sent long messages, and sometimes he would call in the middle of the night, so he had to block her.
When they weren't together before, Ji Hangcheng felt that Yan Ziqi was good anywhere, and even kept her again and again. But I didn't expect that after being together, I felt that she was really ordinary, and sometimes it could even be said to be annoying.
When a relationship begins to be associated with the words "stalking", it will be offensive.
Ji Hangcheng is now, and he has an indescribable disgust with Yan Ziqi.
"Ji Hangcheng, why are you so scummy?"
When Lu Juan said this, he couldn't wait to wave his fist on Ji Hangcheng's face along with the words.
"I'm a scumbag, what am I a scumbag, you tell me who doesn't break up when they fall in love, oh, I just broke up with Yan Ziqi, so I'm scum?"
Ji Hangcheng didn't want to recall the that Yan Ziqi had done, if he counted it seriously, who was a scumbag, maybe he really couldn't say.
Lu Juan was suddenly speechless by Ji Hangcheng, she actually didn't know very well what happened behind Yan Ziqi, and they had rarely seen each other recently.
"But Yan Ziqi loves you so much, and you suddenly break up with her now, what should she do? Ji Hangcheng, do you know, she may be suffering from depression. ”
Lu Juan told Ji Hangcheng about the depression medication he saw in Yanzi's bag that day.
"Depression?"
The expression on Ji Hangcheng's face changed for a moment because of these three words, but it only stayed here.
"Well, so she should have left me sooner. ”
After a while, Ji Hangcheng spit out such a sentence unhurriedly, indeed, Yan Ziqi is in love with depression and still doesn't break up? Could it be that both of them are tortured into depression, is this a happy thing?
Lu Juan looked at Ji Hangcheng, and his handsome face loomed in front of her under the flickering lights.
This man has a skin that countless people envy, but no one knows that this beautiful skin is wrapped in a cold heart.
Ji Hangcheng saw Lu Juan looking at him like this, so he added another sentence.
"I'll tell you, she'll be fine soon, who hasn't been in love, the hurt of falling out of love is only temporary, there are so many chicken soup for the soul on the Internet, just take a look, and it will come out soon. ”
Ji Hangcheng has always believed that this is the case, everyone in this world lives independently, and there is really no one who can't live without it.
Lu Juan didn't speak, she actually agreed with Ji Hangcheng's words in her heart, there really is really no injury that will be engraved in her heart forever, if there is, it is just that she does not let herself go.
Also, from the beginning, she knew that Yan Ziqi and Ji Hangcheng would not go to the end, their relationship was too unequal, and it was precisely because of this unbalanced existence that it would inspire a lot of contradictions, so that no matter how much the two people who were in love at the beginning, they would come to the point of hating each other.
Ji Hangcheng looked at Lu Juan, he knew that she had listened to her words, so it was okay, some things would be easier to do after they were said.
After a while, I saw Lu Juan pick up her bag and prepare to leave, Ji Hangcheng saw this and hurriedly grabbed her hand: "Where are you going?"
"Check out, Ji Hangcheng, I invite you for this order, although I know that you are not bad for money, but even if it is my reward for saving me last time. Also, thank you for letting go of Yanzi. ”
After Lu Juan finished speaking, he tried to break free from Ji Hangcheng's confinement, but no matter how she resisted, he had no intention of letting go.
"Sit, since you have a treat, then show your sincerity, I just drank a glass of wine, and you are in a hurry to pay, is this how you repay me for saving my life?"
Ji Hangcheng said and directly pulled Lu Juan to his side, and then let go of her hand.
Lu Juan retracted her hand, she stretched out her other hand to hold the wrist that was imprisoned just now, at this time, there was still Ji Hangcheng's residual warmth on it, I don't know why, she suddenly had a throbbing feeling.
"Ji Hangcheng, what do you want?"
Lu Juan would not be stupid enough to really believe Ji Hangcheng's words, he was not the poor ghost in Jiangning who loved to take advantage.
"Heh~ What can I do in public? ”
Lu Juan frowned when she heard this, she looked at Ji Hangcheng and said angrily: "What is there to talk about, you and the period have broken up." ”
The implication is that in addition to Yan Ziqi, there are other topics that can be talked about between them.
The corners of Ji Hangcheng's lips rose, and he said with a smile: "Yes, I broke up with her, so this person has nothing to do with me anymore, but life has to go on, I can't be immersed in the past forever." ”
The implication of these words is already obvious, Lu Juan is not Su Mumu, she has IQ and EQ, although Ji Hangcheng did not say it very clearly, but she also understood it a little.
Lu Wan unnaturally moved to the side, widening the distance between the two.
I only heard her say coldly: "That's your business, it has nothing to do with me." ”
"Oh, what if I say it matters?"
After Ji Hangcheng finished saying this, he suddenly approached Lu Xuan's ear, and the smell of expensive laundry care agents remaining on his shirt wafted into her nose along with his burning breath.
Lu Xuan: "..."
At this point, her cheeks felt like they were being scorched by two fires, and her heart was pounding.
Lu Juan knew that she should slap Ji Hangcheng mercilessly now and then turn around and leave, but sometimes many things backfired, her feet were like being connected to the ground, and she couldn't move half a step.
Fortunately, Ji Hangcheng didn't do anything excessive later, he just drank silently, and sang a song on stage during the period, or played and sang on the piano.
In the past, Lu Qian often heard Yan Ziqi say that Ji Hangcheng sang well, but she had no concept at that time, but now, the words that she often listened to in her ears suddenly had pictures and perceptions, and she actually realized what it means to empathize.
That's right, at this moment, Lu Juan actually felt that he and Yan Ziqi were one.
Originally, Lu Juan thought that Ji Hangcheng was just a rich second generation who had no personality charm except for eating, drinking and having fun, but he didn't expect him to be so serious.
Just like some people fall in love with someone instantly because of a smile, a look, and a movement, sometimes they can't say why they love him, but they just want to be with him and get his love.
Although Lu Xuan was not so strongly touched in her heart, she had to admit that she was moved by Ji Hangcheng.
This feeling made her can't help but want to touch, but she was constantly spurred on by reason, forcing her to refuse.
This emotion is summed up in a nice word, contradictory.
However, Lu Juan and Ji Hangcheng did not have any unusual contact that day, and after drinking, the two went home separately.
However, there is one thing that has become different from the original, that is, a trajectory called "Ji Hangcheng" suddenly appeared in Lu Juan's ordinary life.
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At 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, Yan Ziqi woke up from her sleep sweating profusely, and recently she did not lose sleep, but became sleepy.
Sometimes, twenty-four hours a day, she could sleep up to eighteen hours.
Yan Ziqi checked that drowsiness is also a type of depression, but she does not reject it, because it is better to fall asleep than to wake up, at least it will not be sad and sad, and she can see the people she wants to see in her dreams.
After sitting quietly on the bed for a while, Yan Ziqi suddenly felt thirsty, she didn't turn on the light, just groped around on the bedside table in the dark.
Bang dang~
Suddenly, there was a crisp sound in the quiet air, the glass was touched to the ground by her, and it was broken into several petals in an instant, Yan Ziqi's heart became irritable, she felt that she was so useless, she couldn't hold a cup steadily, and felt why the world was full of such messy things, whether people live to enjoy happiness or suffer torture.
Countless thoughts swirled around her mind, and they were like intertwined yarns, tearing her thoughts more and more into confusion.
Yan Ziqi covered her head in pain, she knew that the "big black dog" had run out again, it was time to take medicine, if she didn't stuff a lot of medicine now, it was very likely that she would not see the sun tomorrow.
Sometimes it's really strange to think about this world, when people want to live well, life forces them to death again and again, when this person completely gives up wanting to die, another group of people stand up and say that it's good to live, and try every way to live, so ah, now there will be more and more half-dead people in this world.
Well, Yanzi period is one of them.
Ji Hangcheng's silent withdrawal this time was like a sudden tsunami, so that she desperately wanted to run to the shore, but she was still swept into the deep sea.
It's hard, it's so sad.
After a while, Yan Ziqi lifted the futon, she stepped on the cold tiles with her bare feet, and as soon as she got up and took a step, she came across a shard of glass, but fortunately she didn't step on it. Unfortunately, however, she crouched down and picked up the shard, making a bloody cut on her ankle without warning.
Suddenly, the pain of tearing spread to her heart through the soles of her feet, and Yan Zi smiled expectantly, it turned out that this was pain, and she thought she didn't have it.
Yan Ziqi didn't want to commit suicide, she just wanted to experience a pain, if she wanted to die, the location of the blood opening now should be the major artery in the neck or the blood vessel in the wrist.
It's good, she's still in pain, and it's addictive, and she thinks it's nice to hurt herself.
Yan Ziqi got up and threw away the glass, she reached out and unscrewed the typhoon at the head of the bed, slowly opened the drawer, took out all the medicine inside, and ate it seriously according to the dosage told by Yu Lu.
Generally speaking, it is impossible to fall asleep immediately after taking these medicines, it requires a process, so Yan Ziqi thought about finding something to do.
After wandering around the room for a long time, Yan Ziqi felt bored, and finally she chose to go for a walk in the yard.
At present, Shencheng has entered the depths of winter, and the temperature at night can reach minus three or four degrees, which may be nothing for northerners, but for southerners, it can be called cold to the bone.
Yan Ziqi walked out of the room wearing a down jacket, holding a mobile phone, and putting on wireless headphones.
She went downstairs and came to the yard, and just after walking two steps, the mobile phone video suddenly rang.
It's almost midnight at this time, who will send her a video?
Yan Ziqi took the phone out of the pocket of his down jacket and stared at the screen, it turned out to be Lian Xiaofan.
Pressing the connect button, Yan Ziqi said lightly: "It's so late, is there something wrong?"
"It's nothing, just watch my sister sleep?"
Lian Xiaofan's super milk dog's voice came from the earphones into Yan Ziqi's ears.
"Slept. ”
"Oh, yes, sister, didn't lie to me?"
Yan Ziqi: "..."
"Sister, it's not a good boy to lie, the lights in your room are on. ”
Just when she was silent, Lian Xiaofan suddenly threw such a sentence, Yan Ziqi's heart trembled suddenly, and he subconsciously glanced at his room, and sure enough, it was bright.
“...”
"Sister, open the door. ”
"Toot ~"
After saying this, Yan Ziqi only heard a video hang-up prompt sound from the earphones, and then a gentle knock came from the door of his house.
Yan Ziqi did not hesitate, she walked to the door, unscrewed the lock, the two doors were opened, and Lian Xiaofan's handsome figure broke into her sight.
"Good evening, sister. ”
Lian Xiaofan did not hesitate to bloom his brightest smile, and then took out a cup of milk tea from his arms and handed it to Yan Ziqi: "Sister, your favorite milk tea is still hot." ”
Yan Ziqi glanced at the milk tea in Lian Xiaofan's hand, and asked in a salty tone, "Why don't you go home so late?"
"Because I miss my sister, I came to take a look, I thought that if you sleep, I will go home, but I didn't expect you to be a night owl like me. ”
Lian Xiaofan stepped closer to Yan Ziqi, he missed her so much.
Recently, the incidence of Lian Ye has been very high, and this month he was admitted to the rescue room twice because of heavy bleeding, and even Xiaofan's hard-earned savings were looted.
And the doctor said that Lian Ye's disease still has to fight a protracted battle, and it is a bottomless pit, so Lian Xiaofan must be prepared to keep filling in the money.
Therefore, Lian Xiaofan now lives in Ruan Bingjie's villa and officially becomes her lover, from a per-time settlement to a fixed salary, with more money and less freedom.
Ruan Bingjie is very controlling, she doesn't like her man to get too close to other girls, in order not to offend herself, even Xiaofan has never dared to come to Yan Ziqi, and even Yan Chenghua's job in the musical instrument store He found an excuse to quit.
"Sister, aren't you happy to see me?"
Seeing that Yan Ziqi didn't speak for a long time, Lian Xiaofan tried to save the communication between them one sentence after another.
Recently, Ruan Bingjie went abroad to do business, and Lian Xiaofan was finally able to take a break to see Yan Ziqi, he didn't want to waste it like before.
"Sister?"
"Come in, it's cold outside. ”
"Okay. ”
Lian Xiaofan's face immediately smiled.
The two walked into the living room, Yan Ziqi turned on the air conditioner, and the cold room was gradually filled with warm air.
Lian Xiaofan sat on a couch, Yan Ziqi sat on the single sofa opposite him, at first the two chatted about some innocuous words, until slowly, the room began to heat up, and many ambiguous feelings were also stimulated at this moment.
"Sister, I like you, I want to be with you, you don't have to promise me in a hurry now, I can wait for you. ”
Lian Xiaofan couldn't wait to show his love, he knew that Yan Ziqi had fallen out of love recently, and it was the window period and the easiest opportunity to enter her heart, and he didn't want to let it go.
As for Ruan Bingjie's side, Lian Xiaofan knew very well that when Lian Ye recovered, or he could earn a lot of money, then he would definitely leave her without hesitation, and he and Yan Ziqi could secretly fall in love first, in the end, they were still nineteen-year-old boys, and they had never seen anything in the world, so they were simple.
Yan Ziqi turned his head to look at Lian Xiaofan, and after being stunned for a few seconds, he said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "I have a boyfriend." ”
Yes, even if she has been cold for a few months and hasn't seen Ji Hangcheng for a long time, she still stubbornly thinks that she is still his girlfriend, because she won't let this relationship pass in such a daze before she gets the answer she wants.
Hearing Yan Ziqi say this, Lian Xiaofan hurriedly retorted: "No, sister, you and he have broken up, if you still have a boyfriend, why doesn't he show up?
Yan Ziqi is persistent, and even Xiaofan is even more persistent.
“...”
"Sister, it's normal to fall out of love, how to live life is a regret, it's all waste, the only thing we can do is to abandon the past, move forward, don't look back, and let yourself get more happiness. ”
Lian Xiaofan approached Yan Ziqi, he came to the sofa where she was sitting and boldly hugged her shoulder, sometimes he was very envious of Ji Hangcheng and could get Yan Ziqi's love, and sometimes he hated Ji Hangcheng very much, because he didn't know how to cherish it.
"Happy?"
Yan Ziqi muttered and repeated these two words, what is happiness? She didn't seem to know for a long time.
Also, when a person is particularly fond of another person, she does not get any pleasure from him.
When Lian Xiaofan saw Yan Ziqi speak, he felt that he had found a breakthrough, and he worked harder to sell chicken soup for the soul.
"Yes, sister, life is really hard sometimes, so we have to work hard to make ourselves happy, sister, to tell you the truth, I'm actually not having a good life, so I like to see you laugh, because I think it can heal me. ”
"Sister, let's be together, give me a chance, a chance that will make me take you to heart. ”
"Sister, my heart is very clean, it is only you, my heart is also very picky, it looks down on other people. ”
Yan Ziqi: "..."
No matter what even Xiaofan said, Yan Ziqi was unmoved.
How can a person who hides someone in his heart give his heart to another person before he is completely eliminated?
Obviously, Yan Ziqi understands this truth, but Lian Xiaofan doesn't understand.
"Sister. Lian Xiaofan's voice was full of pleading.
Yan Ziqi slowly pushed Lian Xiaofan away, got up and said coldly: "You can't give me happiness, emotional things can't be forced, Xiaofan, thank you, but I don't like you, so we can't be together." ”
She is very calm, maybe there is the effect of those medicines, otherwise if she talks about things related to Ji Hangcheng without taking medicine, her head will hurt like an explosion.
"Sister, I don't want to force you, I just need a chance. ”
Lian Xiaofan's tone was a little high, and he tried to pull Yan Ziqi's hand as he spoke, but he still failed and was dodged by her.
Yan Ziqi didn't say anything this time, she turned her head and left the living room without mercy.
Liking someone can be a very short-term or a long-term thing, but whether it is love at first sight or long-term love, Yan Ziqi knows that he can't have any love-related emotions with Lian Xiaofan.
The second time, after living for nineteen years, even Xiaofan felt that he was a failure for the second time, Yan Ziqi was the first person he liked, and it was also the first time he mustered up the courage to express his love.
He~he~He~ Lian Xiaofan felt that God really didn't regard him as a human being, and he put him to death again and again.