Chapter 386: A Reason to Be Reassured
Xiao Xiao saw in his dream that his sister's eyes were very similar to hers, and the family was talking and laughing happily, when suddenly a woman shouted Chen Wenjin's name, he stood up and left, no matter how Xiao Xiao shouted, he just turned around and smiled at her and waved, but continued to walk, going farther and farther, farther and farther......
Xiao Xiao sat up abruptly and shouted, "Don't go!"
Then, she saw her mother sitting and about to get up, but she grabbed her clothes.
"Woke you up?" Xiao Mu thought she had woken her up when she gently removed Xiao Xiao's hand, and she looked apologetic.
"No...... Dreaming. Xiao Xiao breathed a sigh of relief and lay down again.
"I'll be back in a minute. Xiao Mu went to the bathroom.
The phone rang suddenly, Xiao Xiao glanced at the number, suddenly blackened his face, and directly pressed to refuse to answer.
When Xiao's mother came out, the phone rang again, and Xiao Xiao saw that it was still the same number, so he said with a dark face: "I don't need others to drive today!"
Xiao's mother answered the phone and said briefly: "You can rest today, you don't need a car." β¦β¦ Well, hanging. β
At the end, Xiao's mother saw that Xiao Xiao looked unhappy, thinking about not mentioning this man's affairs, Xiao Xiao's mood had stabilized a lot, so she hugged her arm and said, "I haven't taken baby Xiao Xiao's car today." β
"I don't want to lose my temper with you, I don't want to see him in the future when our mother and daughter get along, I don't want to know that he called you, let alone remind me that his existence is okay? If you want to see him, then just pretend not to come back and see him alone!" Xiao Xiao felt that his emotions were a little more intense, and he took a deep breath to control his emotions, and said as calmly as possible: "I didn't mean to embarrass you, but I think this is the necessary basis for me to get along with you well at this stage, and it may make you feel that you are making sacrifices." β
"Yes, Mom promises you. Xiao's mother didn't want to continue her previous state, and she was originally avoiding letting Xiao Xiao see the driver, but now she just paid more attention.
Xiao Xiao went to the bathroom, looked in the mirror, and thought, in fact, she also knew that she was not very fair to this matter...... Recently, she has been in a relationship by herself, and occasionally thinks that if her mother likes the driver, even if she only likes Chen Wenjin one percent, then the feeling of longing to see each other is very torturous.
Xiao Xiao actually can't accept that his mother likes others, but he can't accept the kind of situation he bumped into before, that is, he can't stand that kind of thing happening at home, and what that man makes Xiao Xiao feel disgusting is that that man has a family!
Trampling on responsibility to talk about liking is in itself an insult and betrayal of feelings!
The man must have been very fond of his wife, and he must have loved his children, and when he did such a thing, he betrayed his responsibility to his wife, sons, and daughters.
And her mother knew this, and still being with the man, it was tantamount to accepting the ugliness of betrayal!
Her mother should have hated this, but she accepted it!
This is the key to Xiao Xiao's psychological discomfort, her mother is beautiful and beautiful, how can she be embracing such an ugly woman?
But as long as it is a normal relationship state, whether Xiao Xiao likes it or not, she will respect her mother's emotional choice, and will never react like this.
Xiao Xiao washed up, reminded himself in the mirror: "Don't think about these unhappy things, I shouldn't think so much about her feelings, arguing again and again doesn't help things, my mother is actually trying to take into account my feelings, she is also trying to accept Chen Wenjin as much as possible, I should also make a little more effort and don't set foot in the forbidden area that will make us quarrel...... Chen Wenjin said that we should leave the greatest tolerance to our family, and I should be more tolerant of my mother, I can!"
When he pushed the door out, Xiao Xiao only had a smile left on his face. "I'll take you to the old house for breakfast later, do you remember the breakfast shop we used to eat? It's still open, it tastes as kind as ever, I often go. β
"Okay!" Xiao's mother recalled her memory and missed it very much, when she often had breakfast there in the morning, and then went to school and went to work.
Xiao's mother sat in Xiao Xiao's car, only to find that she had grown up, and she had more skills than she expected, and it didn't take long for her to suddenly find that Xiao Xiao had learned to drive by herself, and she drove very well.
On weekends, plus Xiao Xiao came later than usual, it was past the time to eat breakfast, and there were fewer people.
When the boss saw her, he greeted her and said, "Are you coming with your sister today?"
Xiao's mother laughed when she heard this, and then asked the boss: "I haven't been here for a few years, don't you remember?"
The boss looked at her, thought for a while, and had a little impression, after all, it is always easy to remember that she is beautiful and outstanding. "Haven't you been here for many years? You used to be a family of three, right? Your husband was an official, and I remember, I heard people say that he got bigger and bigger when he was promoted! Your daughterβoh! It's you, it's you! Ouch, at that time, it was said that the little girl was beautiful and cute, and she grew up to be more beautiful!"
Talking about the past, the boss said that he was an old customer, and he wanted to invite them to eat this meal......
Xiao's mother remembered the previous time, and also felt extraordinarily beautiful, chatted for a while, and left after breakfast, she suddenly asked Xiao Xiao: "Your boyfriend also lives here?"
"Rented a house but rarely stayed. The decoration I designed, do you want to go and see it? It's much better than the old house you decorate! You decorate it too old-fashioned!" Xiao Xiao saw that her mother nodded again and again to indicate that she wanted to go, so she looked at the time, and estimated that Chen Wen had slept early last night, and must have gotten up early, so she called and said, "Let's go, it's not far away." β
"Is he there?"
"He tries to go home and sleep, and on holidays he accompanies his mother and sister to eat and watch movies. β
Xiao's mother was a little worried when she heard this, but she thought that Aunt Huang was unlikely to hide it for Xiao Xiao, and knew that Xiao Xiao had gone back early in the evening recently, which was originally to convey that she could grasp the proportions of falling in love, so she couldn't bear to say those words that would destroy trust.
Entering the house, Xiao's mother couldn't help but light up, and asked Xiao Xiao in disbelief: "The decoration is all designed by you?
"It's all up to me, I don't need the kitchen if I don't need it, and I don't think he likes to call a group of people into the house, he cares a lot about private space...... Come and see the bath, Dangdangdang - I want a bathroom like this! Look at the effect of my lights!"
Xiao Mu looked at the effect of the tiles formed by the light like waves, and was more and more surprised to find that Xiao Xiao had grown up and had her own ideas and opinions, and the decoration of the old house should ask her about her thoughts from the beginning.
After appreciating, Xiao's mother paid attention to the supplies in the bathroom, and found that there were a lot of bath towels stacked in the cabinet, but the towel and toothbrush were used by a single person, there were no Xiao Xiao's clothes in the wardrobe, and there was only one pillow, there were few personal items in the room, most of the table drawers were empty, there was no lattice with locks, and there were no sensitive objects, so she was relieved.
It's just that young boys and girls, when they are in love, maybe they will cross the line at some point.
As for the behavior of crossing the line itself, Xiao's mother actually doesn't care, just like a father usually doesn't care about his son's behavior crossing the line, Xiao's mother is only afraid that the precautions are not done well, or the emotional investment is too deep, and the damage she will suffer when she separates in the future will be too great, or it will have an impact on her long-term reputation.
Xiao Mu looked at the dazzling wine cabinet and asked, "Do you usually drink and chat here?"
"Just swap the wine for the drink. Xiao Xiao opened the refrigerator, and Xiao's mother saw that it was all drunk. "He doesn't like to drink?"
"Unless you're having a beer with friends, you don't usually do it at all. What do you want to drink?"
Xiao's mother usually only drinks mineral water, so she will have the heart to sit there with Xiao Xiao to drink water and chat, feel the atmosphere, and say: "You look at the pick, let's just do the same." β
Sitting there and chatting, closing the curtains and closing the door, the effect of the ambient lighting can also be seen during the day.
Xiao's mother was very touched and said: "The decoration of the old house should let you decide." Xiao Xiao, why don't we buy another room here, and decorate it according to your like, what do you think?"
"No, although the old house is decently decorated, it is good to live with feelings. Xiao Xiao said, thinking of the sweetness of the family in the past, and couldn't help asking: "Mom, why did you divorce your father?"
"Walking, walking...... Suddenly, I found that two people are used to not needing to rely on each other, they have become symbols for each other, and the bond that still maintains the name of husband and wife is you, and the rest is feelings. In fact, he has talked about your father's affairs a long time ago, and I have long decided to turn a blind eye, because I have achieved communication, so I have no resentment, but occasionally I feel unwilling when I think about it, and I feel very lonely and wronged. Xiao's mother recalled the past time and missed it, but she knew that those were gone, looking at Xiao Xiao's confusion, she smiled and said: "Life is like this, although you want everything, in fact, there is always something to give." Your dad and I didn't take the initiative to get to where we are today, we were just working hard for the goal at first, and we were unconsciously used to facing our respective careers alone, and when we found out, we were already used to this kind of loneliness, and we couldn't go back to the past. If your dad hadn't met other temptations, we would have kept that state and continued to live, but if he did, then there was no way to deceive himself. β
"I don't understand...... Xiao Xiao didn't have these experiences. "Your separation has turned my view of love upside down, I used to think that the relationship between two people is like you, love each other deeply, hand in hand, regardless of difficulties or adversity are each other's support, bear and share together. But now, I feel as if it's all fake. β
"Baby Xiao Xiao, how can you be so negative? The feelings of Mom and Dad cannot represent the whole world, everyone's situation is different. Moreover, even if I am separated from your father, it does not mean that the time we spent together in the past is fake and meaningless. We have sincerely loved each other for a long time, faced life seriously together, and have the crystallization of love - you! These are very real, even if they have not come to the end of the day, but there are so many years of beautiful and deep feelings are still a blessing in life. The story only looks at the result, and life also looks at the process. Even now, have I turned against your father? No, not no. Because you are still the crystallization of our love, the proof of our affection for so many years. We still trust each other and try to help each other if necessary, which comes from the trust that has been built up over a long period of time, and also from you. You also know that one size fits all is bad, and isn't it one size fits all ideas to negate with a bad change? I don't think you should look at it so negatively. β
Xiao Xiao listened, thought, nodded and said, "I'll think about it more......"
Xiao's mother likes this kind of atmosphere, this is the state they used to get along with, but in the past such an atmosphere, Xiao Xiao's father will be involved, they will listen carefully to Xiao Xiao's heart, respect as much as a friend, and control the instinctive desire to control as parents.
Because, no one wants to be controlled.
And the long-term influence of their husband and wife on Xiao Xiao itself has made her form an independent personality that refuses to accept being controlled.
If they can't control Xiao Xiao, they will inevitably lose her trust and closeness.
This undoubtedly makes it much more difficult to be a parent, but it makes Xiao Xiao's life path better.
Carrying more difficulties, as long as it is better for the child, Xiao's mother believes that it must be so.
In the evening, Xiao Xiao drove her mother home, and then rode a motorcycle to meet Chen Wenjin.
When they met, Xiao Xiao said: "You may need to be mentally prepared, my mother may be planning to meet and talk to you." β
Xiao Xiao said, handing him the igniter.
Chen Wenjin took it and asked with a smile: "Did you pass the assessment at that time?"
"Halfway through the level, maybe you were smart but you were mistaken by being smart, you shouldn't pretend not to know her. Xiao Xiao saw that Chen Wenjin was a little helpless, and patted the car seat: "Get in the car! Teasing you, you should still be satisfied, she went to the house you rented to see, and she was relieved, knowing that I didn't live there, and at the same time, I will feel that you are more reliable than expected." β