CHAPTER XVIII
["Trickery"-9]:
"Geniuses will have some of the same behaviors as Yaspuj's syndrome. They have high language skills, a strong memory, they have a deep interest in some areas, they have a very high imagination, they imagine something imaginary, and they are out of step with their surroundings. Their thinking is very logical and direct, and they will act agitatedly. β
Because it keeps his brain in a state of activity and allows him to organize his thoughts better, he often gets lost in thought, in a book or in an activity, to the point that he forgets about everything else around him. β
"Some gifted people as children find that they can't keep up with people or share new, complex, difficult ideas, and that becomes a problem and makes communication awkward," says Brink's Doctor of Psychology. When he finds it difficult to find a partner who is similar to himself, he feels isolated. Therefore, school and family life will make him feel aggrieved and irritated by the lack of a confidant. β
Dr. Breck closed his report and said to Professor Brown, "Is it because of our lack of understanding of this, is Yaspuger's syndrome? or is it highly asynchronous intellectual development?"
"I regret his refusal to help and self-defeating. Professor Brown said sadly: "Alan is so good, his experience as a child, to say, is a heartbreaking story. I don't think he got any help from the school or the crowd at all. β
They left the observation room across from the Butterfly Room in the Science Museum. Before leaving, Dr. Breck looked at the boy in the glass room, standing among the butterflies, thinking about something?
Genius is an outlier for the crowd, and there are too many tragedies in front of the huge high-speed gears of this world, and there is no room for heterogeneity in it.
The boy lowered his eyes and looked at the crumpled butterfly in his hand, which had lost its life.
I used to think that if I could solve some puzzle and achieve something in my research, the darkness would leave meβuntil one day my friend Locke would leave me forever.
I often wonder what my life would have been like without those pasts.
My true family divides the world into the "upper world" and the "lower world", their goals are always more important than the family members, and they are more than happy to sacrifice this qiΔ, they are never-ending and use the psychology of hope and supplication to teach them the strife and hatred that they are good at.
Those people, without them, the world would only be a better place, with a lot less hatred.
Perhaps the God who made these rules does exist, and if that is the case, go to his God!
Alan stepped out of the bathroom and went straight to the floor-to-ceiling windows to look at the tall buildings under the night sky.
He really wanted to make her cry for a while, and when Alice was with him, her dark eyes reflected the misty water, reflecting in his eyes like a cat, and that innocent and lazy appearance made him look at it, and there was a kind of desire to destroy it*-
When he was twelve years old, he met a little girl in a purple dress in the alley, and the dress was known to be of extraordinary material and expensive design, and it can be inferred that the girl was born in a very good family.
Alan expects her to tell her the truth about these things, but she hasn't said anything for three years, so he hypnotizes Alice and learns the truth from her conversations, but she doesn't even know how she ended up there, is there any secret hidden in Alice's background?
The girl has a liking for herself, she approaches herself for unknown reasons, the purpose of her behavior is unknown, her mind is easy to guess, and she is not suitable for being a spy or something like that.
He was very confused about what he asked about her hypnosis, and wondered if she had the ability to resist hypnosis, but she had been with him for so long, how could she have time to learn this ability? She was not good at concealing it, and it was impossible for her to hide it from him.
When he looked up from under the corner, the first time he saw her, he knew that she was different from him.
When he was very young, he longed for love, but he didn't know what love was. The little boy had no relatives, except for his stepfather. He didn't have any toys, and he didn't have any friends around him to play games with, except that year a neighbor's old lady gave him high building blocks, saying that his grandson couldn't use them.
The little boy once tried every possible way to please the people around him, but he received an indifferent response. When Alan was five years old, he overheard Jensen complaining to his co-workers: "The child who should have survived died in a car accident in his mother's womb, and it was my son who should have survived......"
That night, the five-year-old boy fell asleep in tears of sadness.
When Alan was six years old, he looked like an angel in his portrait, with blonde hair and blue eyes. Alan was the youngest student in the class, but the math teacher, Miss Miller, found in many ways that Alan was the oldest in the class, and there was a worrisome maturity in him.
"He's a little adult, just barely tall. The teacher talked privately.
At school, he saw a world completely different from his own home β where parents threw birthday parties for their children, gave them gifts, kissed them, hugged them, and loved them.
The children would play a lot of games that Allen had never even heard of, and the boys would have their own variety of toys and gifts. For the first time in his life, he realized that there was so much missing in his life. He also painfully realized that none of these things belonged to him, which made him gradually more and more lonely.
On his first day at school, during his lunch break, the children opened their lunch boxes with all sorts of meals, and they opened the packages of apples, pastries, and sandwiches, but no one thought of preparing lunch for Alan.
"Where's your lunch, Alan?" asked Miss Miller, the math teacher.
The little boy looked up and said, "I have eaten well in the morning, and I am not hungry. β
Most of the children at school were dressed in shiny clothes, but Alan wore a faded T-shirt, jeans and shirts that were almost too small to wear. He went to his adoptive father. "Dad, I need clothes to wear to school. β
"Really?" said the adoptive father, sipping his wine, "I don't have any money, so you can go to the almshouse and ask for it yourself." β
"That's charity. β
The man slapped the boy hard.
It wasn't until later that Alan resolutely left that house, and met Alice on the way, not knowing why Alice was there, approaching herself as a stranger.
He knew that his appearance was very good, and he was very likable to girls, and her maintenance and care for him seemed to be just a simple liking, and this kind of care was like a kind of nature. Alice was full of hope and joy, and the eyes in her eyes were warm when she looked at him.
Alan knew what was missing in his life, he had never been cared for, pain and melancholy were always with him, and she was like a carefree princess who was carefully cared for compared to her sad self.
She had an innocent and lively look on her face, as if she had never tasted the vicissitudes of the world, and even if she lived on the streets with him, it did not change her optimistic nature.
He thought that she was ignorant of the world, but he didn't expect that Alice was very tactful and sophisticated, and she could deal with many things independently, turning her disadvantages into advantages, and quickly gaining the sympathy and support of the people around her as a child, and protecting herself like a little adult.
He found that Alice was like a two-faced Veronica, and that was the real her?Why did she always seem to be out of this world, looking at YiqiΔ with the calm eyes of a bystander?Will she cry like any other girl?When will she be sad?
When Alice stared into the air in a daze, she felt as if she was outside of this noisy world, as lonely as he was.
She doesn't look older than herself, but she's very protective of him. She just simply likes herself, and this kind of care is like a habit, without any impurities.
When the two of them first got along, he saw this child, who was no older than himself, running up to him like a salesman, shaking the milk in his hand, and said to him, "Drink some milk, it's good for your body! Would you like to try it?
He didn't look up at her, and he didn't take the milk.
"That...... You're growing your body, and that's a nutritional match. β
He didn't lift his eyes.
She bent down in front of him and said, "Drink a little?"
He turned his head away.
"That's... If you don't drink it, I'll drink it all?" she muttered to herself, is it so difficult to deal with awkward and arrogant genius children?
"You, you're bullying me!" she made a last move, Lori tears, thinking that if she couldn't coax the child with this method, her face would be lost!
After a while, I couldn't stop crying. She looked out between her fingers and saw that the other person was staring at her face curiously for a long time.
How to deal with this situation?
She herself was stunned, raised her face, and looked at him in a daze.
She wasn't really crying.
He really wanted to tell her that it was useless to play this kind of trick in front of him, and when he was very young, he paid attention to the hidden emotions and expressions of the people around him, and knew whether they were telling the truth or a lie.
However, watching Alice play the sad role so hard, just to make him drink a glass of milk, suddenly felt a little funny and dramatic.
He looked down and didn't smile, but when he looked at the sparkle in Alice's eyes, it was as if he was really sad.
The boy picked up the milk and said, "Give you half, you have to drink a little more." β
She objected, "Why should I drink more?"
The boy lowered his eyelashes, took a sip of milk, pushed it in front of her and said, "You are growing and tall." β
Su Xiaoqi was stunned, the words she used to persuade others were stuffed into herself?
The boy looked back at the stunned girl, then reached out and touched her head. This is...... Was it touched? Su Xiaoqi was embarrassed on the spot.
Alan looked at her dumb and stupid appearance, and suddenly felt in a good mood. Every time Alice gave him milk, he didn't say no more.
He thought, if Alice really cried, with a few strings of tears on her white and tender face, Chu Chu looked pitiful, she must be more like a cat?
Thinking like this, I want to make her cry once.
Because they were so close in life, he barely thought about what kind of relationship he wanted to have with Alice, who was by his side and always was.
Alice's eyes were always clear, always calm, and she looked at him with obsession, fleeting, always awake. For the first time, he deeply felt that such a simple liking, such a pure concern, her kind of liking for him was different from others.
As he grew older, he became more and more adept at recognizing the psychological state of others, they hid behind the curtain of the movie theater, and he found that Alice looked at his pupils changed, which meant that she was attracted to herself, when a woman was attracted to a man, her pupils changed, the movements of her knees, and her body posture would involuntarily make an outward posture.
However, she was afraid that she would find out about it, and she hid like an ostrich, and Alice's personality was indeed in a double contradiction.
He had a lot of plans, but Alice wasn't part of his plans, probably because she was always there for him and so presumptuously.
If it weren't for the recent events, he wouldn't have realized so quickly that Alice was a little different to him, and although she was usually floating around him like air, he would feel very annoyed if something happened to Alice.
When she came out of the bathroom, the boy stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, his eyes looking at the sparkling lights outside, as if the boy who had startled her was a hallucination.
Alan turned around and saw that the girl's hair* was dripping with crystal water on her face, and she was wearing a large nightgown, revealing her snow-white calves, collarbones and neck, and the whole room had a faint fragrance emanating from the girl's body.
"Alan?"
The boy turned around and stared at her, "It's not early, let's rest early! I'm going out tomorrow, what's the matter, leave a message on my phone!"
"Hmm. She nodded.