Because Lin Miaoxue was really drunk, An Yao didn't have much time to talk to Wu Qianqian and Yuan Xiaorong, so the two sides said goodbye and separated.

In the car, Lin Miaoxue hugged An Yao and cried, crying and laughing for a while, and hitting her head against the car for a while, and constantly scolded herself for not being so selfish, only caring about her own thoughts, and not considering An Yao's feelings.

"Yaoyao, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry for you...... I'm sorry for myself too...... Why do you have to have a name...... I hate myself so much, I'm so useless, I'm so fragile...... I'm so not independent...... Yaoyao, sometimes I envy you so much...... Anything you do, even if you know it's wrong, you at least know what you're doing, but I'm different...... A lot of times I don't know what I'm doing, and I feel like a fly on the roof......"

"I am...... It's just that he does what he wants, and sometimes he only cares about his own thoughts, and doesn't care about other people's thoughts...... That's why no one likes or loves, and I live a good failure...... It's so sad......"

An Yao took her into her arms, patted her head gently and comforted, "Okay, okay, don't blame yourself too much." ”

Because An Yao knows Lin Miaoxue's situation very well, because the incompleteness of her family since she was a child makes her afraid and afraid, which makes her especially afraid of loneliness and loneliness, so once she meets someone she likes, she desperately wants to catch it. However, the failure of the first love caused a great psychological shadow to her, afraid and longing, when the hope in her heart appeared, she couldn't help but want to hold on to it firmly, desperately grasping it.

She couldn't understand this kind of feeling before, and she only learned about Lin Miaoxue's situation after telling Dr. Xue about it.

Like Lin Miaoxue's case, it is a typical symbol of insecurity, but she has not been completely robbed of reason by insecurity, she still knows that it is wrong to do so, so she is trying hard to restrain herself. It's just that this kind of forcible restraint and the extreme insecurity in her heart form two contradictory individuals, and these two feelings constantly collide and rub in her heart, making her in a dilemma and very tormented.

An Yao had blamed her, but she didn't want to blame it now.

It's not Lin Miaoxue's fault, it's just that her emotional sustenance is the wrong person, and An Yao is also very sad for her.

Lin Miaoxue has achieved her current achievements step by step through her own efforts, how difficult it is to do so, I thought that life could be sunny from now on, but because of emotional things, it became a mess here.

The root of all this is because of the abandonment of the original family.

Therefore, An Yao never blames her, but she feels sorry for this stupid girl, when will life be smoother?

found a hotel to settle Lin Miaoxue, An Yao took care of it in the hotel, Pang Fei was waiting on the side, although he couldn't help much, but he couldn't just leave, in case An Yao couldn't be busy alone, he would be able to help.

The mobile phone suddenly "buzzed" and vibrate, it was a call from Shi Feng, Pang Fei walked to a secluded place to answer the phone, but he heard Shi Feng's anxious voice from the mobile phone, "Brother Pang...... Gaze on her...... Concentrate on her ......"

"Don't worry, speak slowly. ”

"Ning Xin had an incurable disease, but she never told me...... Damn, I've been with her for so long, I didn't know she had an incurable disease, I ......" Shi Feng whimpered, and his words couldn't be said clearly.

Pang Fei interrupted him, "Where are you now, I'll come over right away." ”

"...... at the Central Hospital"

Pang Fei briefly talked to An Yao, and told her to call her if there was anything, and then left in a hurry.

In the central hospital, outside the emergency room, Shi Feng curled up and squatted on the ground, knocking his head with his hands from time to time.

He hated himself, hated himself very much, why had he been with Shen Ningxin for so long, and he didn't even know that she had an incurable disease.

In fact, Shen Ningxin's condition was discovered when she had her ** removed last time, but she concealed it and didn't let Shi Feng know.

Since then, her attitude towards Shi Feng has changed one hundred and eighty degrees, no matter what Shi Feng does or says, she only has one sentence, impossible!

Before, Shi Feng had never understood why Shen Ningxin had changed so much suddenly, but now he finally figured it out, it turned out that it was all because Shen Ningxin knew that his life was short, and he didn't want to affect Shi Feng.

"Bastard, I'm such a bastard......" How could he be so careless and not even know such a thing. What's even more bastard is that he actually left Shen Ningxin because of anger, God knows how Shen Ningxin dragged his sick body to live alone in the days when he left?

I don't dare to think about it, the more I think about it, the more painful it becomes, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes.

Pang Fei stopped him and told him not to blame himself for now, even if he regretted dying now, it was useless, the question at the moment was, how could Shen Ningxin's condition be cured?

The door of the emergency room was finally opened from the inside, and the doctors in white coats were the first to come out, and Shen Ningxin was lying unconscious on the hospital bed, his face extremely pale.

Shi Feng subconsciously asked, "Doctor, how is the patient's condition?"

"It's not optimistic, it's already at an advanced stage, and the probability of cure is less than 10%......"

Shi Feng's legs were weak and he almost fell to the ground, but fortunately he was supported by Pang Fei in time.

Shen Ningxin was pushed into the ICU to continue to observe, and Shi Feng, who was outside the ward, had no other way than to beat himself in annoyance.

Pang Fei deeply knows this kind of powerless pain, when his sister Pang Yan was seriously ill in bed, he was also so tormented.

Outside the ward, another familiar figure appeared.

Pang Fei secretly glanced at An Lu and motioned for her to leave quickly, but An Lu shook her head.

This time, she didn't come to pester Shi Feng, nor did she come to find trouble, she just wanted to accompany Shi Feng when he was most lonely and helpless.

It's just that her kindness can't be understood by Shi Feng, every time he sees this face, all he can think of is helplessness and anger, and even, he blamed An Lu for what happened unexpectedly with An Lu that night, "If it weren't for that incident, Shen Ningxin and I wouldn't have separated, and I wouldn't have left her alone to bear those hardships alone......"

"Shi Feng!" This is a bit serious, although Pang Fei didn't know what happened at the beginning, he also knew that the two of them were unconscious when they were drinking.

Besides, he hurts, isn't An Lu in pain, giving his body to his favorite person, but getting nothing, for a girl, this kind of injury is no less than Shi Feng's pain.

And this time, she really wanted to accompany Shi Feng, and she didn't mean anything else, but Shi Feng scolded An Lu with a scolding face, and also added the original incident and even the pain suffered by Shen Ningxin to An Lu, which Pang Fei really couldn't stand it.

Tears gradually gathered into a small river in An Lu's eyes, and the piercing pain was unbearable for her, but she still tried to explain, "I...... I don't mean anything else, I just want to be with you......"

"I don't need your kindness, as long as you're far away from me, it's better than anything else......"

"Shi Feng !!" Pang Fei couldn't stand it anymore, and really wanted to punch this bastard.

But given that Shi Feng is in a very low mood now, how can he make things worse for him.

Forget it, Pang Fei still pulled An Lu away, don't let her suffer here.

"You shouldn't have come. Pang Fei sighed helplessly.

An Lu finally couldn't hold back her tears, "I didn't mean to, I just accidentally saw you when I was doing an investigation in the hospital, so I wanted to come and have a look...... I...... I've tried so hard not to disturb him, and I've tried so hard to let go of my feelings for him, but how can these things be let go so easily. I was just...... Just trying to do my best, I'm ......"

I couldn't go on, her voice was choked.

Pang Fei sighed and said, "Okay, it's understandable that he is in a bad mood because of Shen Ningxin's matter, but that bastard is indeed a bit heavy, and I will find an opportunity to help you teach him a good lesson in the future." ”

An Lu shook her head, "No, it doesn't make sense. From now on, I won't ask him about it anymore, and I won't care about it anymore, that person has nothing to do with me at all. Call...... I still have something to do, so I'll go first. ”

Pang Fei didn't stop him, because he believed that An Lu had the ability to self-regulate, and she would definitely be able to get through this difficulty.

On Shi Feng's side, the sudden accusation and outburst surprised him a little.

But if you think about it carefully, it is understandable that if the person lying on the hospital bed is replaced by An Yao, I am afraid that Pang Fei will be so difficult to control his emotions.

"Shen Ningxin's illness may not be curable, perhaps, I can try. Pang Fei patted Shi Feng's shoulder and said.

Shi Feng was taken aback, "Brother Pang, you ......"

Pang Fei knew what he wanted to say, and took the initiative to explain, "I don't have the ability to cure the disease, but I may be able to find someone who can cure Shen Ning's heart disease." It's a coincidence, when Yanzi was sick, I was looking for him with all my might, but there was no news, but some time ago, I heard some news about him from Ji Ruxue. Moreover, the other person is now in Huaxia Kingdom. ”

Shi Feng was excited, and hurriedly grabbed Pang Fei's hand, "Then Brother Pang, you must help me find that person, you must find it, no matter how much money it costs, I am willing." ”

"Hmm. Pang Fei didn't want to explain too much, so he should take it down first.

Subsequently, Pang Fei called Ji Ruxue and asked her to help find news of that person.

"What? You asked me to help you find Xiao Hua Tuo? Are you kidding, where can I go to find him? ”