Chapter 39: Gardenia's Diary

This email speaks to the hearts of many people in the workplace.

It's like a boss likes to say to his employees, work hard and you can achieve your dreams, what are your dreams, my dream is to lie at home and not work.

But there is no word 'demolition' posted in front of the house, and there are not many houses that can collect rent stably, and it is not a rich second generation, and buying lottery tickets is also the one who contributes to the prize pool, so how can you not work in this case.

After reading the email, there was a lot of discussion in the live broadcast room.

[That's right, I have this problem]

[Crying, I feel like I'm talking about it]

[I've been out of the job for half a year, and I haven't found a job yet]

[I want to start my own business, but I don't have capital]

[Nine of the ten startups in the first year lost money]

[It's difficult, I used to want to make my own breakfast shop, but unfortunately I couldn't get up in the morning, and this idea was stillborn]

[Don't give up, work hard, and you can break even (funny)]

[What? Can you save money at work?]

[Yes, I've been working for three years, and I have enough money to buy a toilet]

Yuan Jia has encountered a lot of psychological counseling about work, and even when he just graduated, he had the same troubles.

Whether to stick to his dream of doing psychological counseling or obediently follow his parents' advice and go to school to become a teacher was also a thing that troubled Yuanjia for a long time.

There is a lot of chicken soup on the Internet, and capitalists will tell you that work is to realize the value of your life, work is a kind of practice, and you have to love your work......

For those who have not yet entered the workplace, they will feel full of motivation after listening to it, but for those who are crawling in the workplace, these are.

When you work 12 hours a day, seven days a week, and then receive a salary of thousands of dollars a month, looking at the rising housing prices, the reality will be like a toppling mountain, overwhelming you, and in the dead of night, you will ask yourself: What is work for?

After reading the letter, Yuan Jia said: "Your problem is not that you don't know what you want, after reading the email, I know that you know very well what you want, and like most people, you want a job with more money and less work close to home." ”

[Haha, the teacher is right]

[More money and less work close to home, ask for introduction!]

"Then why is there a phenomenon of 'you know what you want' but you are still confused and don't know what to do, a friend mentioned it in the live broadcast room just now, because this kind of work does not exist, and it can't fall on your head. ”

【Heart-piercing】

[Ask the teacher to be gentle]

Yuanjia continued, "I can't improve your ability to work, but I can help you understand one thing, and that is how you should view your work. ”

"First, you treat your work as your life. Of course, if you can do it, there will not be so many troubles, when the work is a part of life and even life, you will naturally study, will work hard, even if you have just changed positions, you can adapt in a very short time, and quickly become the pillar of the department, this kind of people are workaholics, I admire them. ”

"I had a senior sister when I was in college, and when I was interning in my senior year, I did everything, rushed to do it, I could design, hand-draw, cut audio, write copywriting, typesetting, and do operations, and I had become an indispensable person in the company during the internship period, and I was directly promoted to department manager after getting my graduation certificate, do you know what her signature is?' Please squeeze me as much as you want, let me become a useful person!"

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【666】

【Looking up to the big guy】

Yuan Jia smiled, he didn't lie, the senior sister he knew before was really so terrifying, her mind never thought about things outside of work.

[Teacher Yuan directly said the second kind, this kind of can't be learned]

"The second way, I will tell you, you have to completely separate work and life, work is work, life is life, don't get involved, otherwise you will be asking for trouble. ”

"The only purpose of work is to obtain the means of survival, it is not your life, it is just a means, it does not need to be given meaning, let alone a sense of honor, if there is, it is also to obtain more benefits. ”

"Don't pay attention to your boss's words, you know very well that he is playing chicken blood, don't associate work with your life, colleagues are colleagues, and being a friend will only bring trouble to your work. ”

"Your current troubles are just because you confuse work and life, and you want to balance work and live a leisurely life, so you subconsciously look for a job that is 'more money and less close to home', and every time you will bring the unhappiness of work to life, which reduces the quality of work and affects the happiness of life. ”

"I can't improve your work ability, and I can't teach you how to make money, I can only teach you how to choose, first determine your heart. ”

[I, who was working the night shift to fish, watched Teacher Yuan's live broadcast and felt very happy]

[You can't have both fish and bear's paws, salted fish and happiness can]

[I like to watch Mr. Yuan's live broadcast, not chicken soup, very real]

On the topic of work, Yuan Jia chatted with the fans for a while, and then moved on to the next topic.

The popularity of the live broadcast room is very high, and there is also a small recommendation from the partition, in the one-and-a-half-hour live broadcast, more than 8,000 people watched it at the peak, and Yuanjia's fans have paid attention to 15,000.

There are a lot of bits and pieces rewarding, many fans who don't like to watch game anchors have come to Yuanjia's live broadcast room, most of them are female fans, listen to him chat with fans, watch him read emails, if you happen to meet yourself and have similar troubles solved, the more you like this good-looking anchor.

Yuan Jia reminded the audience: "I'm really not a good-looking anchor. ”

[I want to hear Mr. Yuan sing]

[Yes, Mr. Yuan sings a song, your voice is so good, you must sing very well]

Yuan Jia set a small goal: "When we have 30,000 fans, I will sing a song." ”

Before I knew it, the time had come to half past ten, and it was time for Yuanjia to go on the air.

"Let's rest early, don't stay up late, be good for your skin, drink plenty of hot water, and remember to cover a small quilt when you sleep. ”

The effect of the same words in Yuan Jia's mouth is different.

[Teacher Yuan is so caring!]

[Does Mr. Yuan have a girlfriend?]

[I think Mr. Yuan is so understanding, I want to get married!]

[I want to get married!]

So there was a large reward in the live broadcast room with a special effect covering the entire screen.

[Gardenia: Send Aircraft Carrier x1]

The live broadcast room fell silent......

It seems that there is no chance......

......

After the broadcast, Yuan Jia went to the bathroom to wash his face, returned to the room to change into loose pajamas, and lay on the bed to turn on his mobile phone.

Yuan Jia: "Why are you giving me so many gifts, it's too expensive." ”

Gardenia: "It's okay, I like to watch your live broadcast, it's just a little pocket money......"

Yuanjia: "......"

Gardenia: "You don't like it......"

Yuanjia: "I like it very much. ”

Xu Nanyu doesn't have any concept of money, little rich women at her level, just buy a beautiful little skirt and a small bag, it's hundreds of thousands of dollars out, these rewards are really just a little pocket money, and Gardenia usually doesn't spend money.

In the dead of night, the two of them coincidentally lay on the bed, Gardenia to the left, Yuanjia to the right, the light of the screen is printed in the eyes, like a bridge across time and space.

Gardenia: "What are you doing?" ”

Yuanjia: "Lie on the bed and look at the stars outside the window." ”

Gardenia: "I also like the stars, I think they are like me, I hide during the day, and only sneak out at night when everyone is sleeping......"

Gardenia: "But I think I can't do what even stars can do......"

Gardenia: "I often can't control my frustration, I will wake up at night and cry, I must be very useless, I can't even take care of my mood......"

Yuan Jia quietly looked at the words sent by Xu Nanyi, he could understand her pain.

When depression strikes, perhaps the slightest disturbance can make the mood depressed and depressed.

Yuan Jia: "I'm listening. ”

Gardenia: "Yuanjia...... If, if one day I don't reply to your message in time, it's not because I don't like to talk to you anymore, but because I don't want to come to you with helplessness and sadness, I'm afraid it will be insincere. ”

Yuan Jia: "We are friends, so you have to share your happiness and your unhappiness with me, how are you feeling today?"

Gardenia: "I was very happy today, I went to the balcony to paint, and I walked to the steps, and I ate so much......"

Yuanjia: "When you share happiness with me, I will also be happy together, if you are lost, but you don't tell me, then I will be worried, and I will be lost." ”

is different from normal people chatting, when Yuanjia chats with Gardenia, she will say everything very carefully, and only this kind of chat can make her feel comfortable.

Gardenia: "Thank you......"

Yuan Jia: "Do you know what happens when a star dies?"

Gardenia: "What is it?"

Yuan Jia: "It will become us." Particles don't disappear, they don't go away, every atom in your body comes from a dead star, no different from the moon, cumulus clouds, the sea, these beautiful things, your left hand may come from the constellation Cygnus, your right hand may come from the constellation Cygnus, everything about you is stardust. ”

Just for a moment, Xu Nanyu felt as if she was important, because of the death of the star, she could stand here today.

As if transcendent all, everything about her is stardust......

This is the most romantic, human-existent explanation she has ever heard.

Gardenia: "The moon, the cumulus clouds, the sea, the dewdrops......"

Yuanjia: "You are a better thing than them, so rest assured and go to sleep." ”

Gardenia: "Mmmmmmmm ”

Yuan Jia: "Remember to record your mood, relief is happiness, depression is sadness, but close the book, today is over, and you will start looking forward to tomorrow." ”

Gardenia: "Uh-huh, Yuanjia, good night, see you tomorrow!"

After putting down the phone, Xu Nanyu sat up from the bed, pulled out the chair next to him, and took out the notebook from the drawer.

Start recording from the back of the page with the gardenia petals in it.

Pick up a pen and write down today's date.

"March 21, 2020, fine. ”

The handwriting is beautiful, one after another, small, neatly arranged line after line, like a timeline.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening, Bai Yan came in with medicine and water, and saw her daughter writing something seriously, looking focused.

"What is Gardenia writing about?"

Hearing his mother's voice, Xu Nanyu subconsciously lay on the table, covering his notebook tightly, his pretty face was crimson, and he seemed to be a little panicked.

"I can't read it, I'm writing a diary......"

Bai Yan was a little curious, she actually wanted to see it, but Gardenia didn't show her, so don't look at it.

"I'm going to take some medicine, and I'm going to rest early. ”

Medicines must be taken, and without medication, Gardenia is completely unable to sleep and will be awakened by nightmares.

"Hmm. ”

Xu Nanyu closed the book and said, "Mom, tomorrow I want to eat fritters and soy milk, and the fritters want the kind of two that are combined together, the long ......."

Bai Yan was very happy, she liked that her daughter took the initiative to tell her what she wanted, agreed, left the room, and gently closed the door.

The gentle moonlight brushed across the windowsill, reflecting a curtain of bamboo shadows.

The girl removed her hand and gently rubbed her handwriting, as if caressing today's mood, her eyebrows shallow.

At the end of the page is a Q version of a teenager.

"You are, young rejoicing. ”

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