Chapter 186: A Psychological Shadow from a Little Child
The next day, when Shen Weizhi woke up, Ji Hangcheng had already left, and in the second half of yesterday night, she fell asleep in a daze.
Not to mention, this sofa in Yan Ziqi's house is really good to sleep on.
"Morning, Sister Ziji. “
Shen Weizhi rubbed her sleepy eyes and walked into the kitchen.
"Morning, go wash up, I've got a new toothbrush and a towel for you. “
After Yan Ziqi finished speaking, she continued to be busy with the work in her hands, and she was making breakfast.
"Good. “
Shen Weizhi nodded, and then walked into the bathroom, she rubbed for a while, and did not wash up immediately.
Shen Weizhi picked up Yan Ziqi's skin care products on the dressing table and looked at them again and again, she just wanted to understand her inexplicably, even if it was some insignificant details.
Because Shen Weizhi feels that only by understanding Yan Ziqi can she turn herself into her, so will Yan Bin give her some attention?
It is said that love makes people blind. will lose himself, this is properly verified in Shen Weizhi.
After washing up, Shen Weizhi came out of the bathroom, and she saw that Yan Ziqi was already sitting at the table waiting for her.
"Come, come and have breakfast. “
Yan Ziqi carried a glass of milk to the empty seat opposite.
Shen Weizhi nodded and walked over.
“...“
During this period, the two of them ate breakfast peacefully, Yan Ziqi may really be enjoying the food, but it may not be Shen Weizhi, because she has been thinking about what topic to talk about later.
Just as Shen Weizhi ate the second doughnut, Yan Ziqi spoke, "Miss Shen." “
"Oh, Sister Ziji, don't call me Miss Shen, it's awkward, just call me Weiwei. “
Yan Ziqi hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Okay, Weiwei." “
"Uh-huh, what do you want to say to me?"
Shen Weizhi's expectant gaze wandered back and forth on Yan Ziqi's face, she really regarded her as a goddess.
"It's nothing, I just want to talk to you about something. Weiwei, I know that you and Yanbin are in love, since they are together, then cherish them. “
Shen Weizhi hooked her lips bitterly after hearing this, "Do you think I don't want to cherish it?" Now it's Yanbin, all he thinks about is you. “
Yan Ziqi didn't dare to deny that there was no such thing at all, but he couldn't say that what Shen Weizhi said was right.
"You're too absolute, and you don't know Yanbin too much. If he doesn't mean anything to you at all, he can't be with you at all. “
"Then what do you mean is that Yan Bin actually has two people in his heart, you and me?"
There are three most taboo lines in the world of feelings, and Shen Weizhi doesn't want to do this.
"No, I don't mean that, I want to say, if you want to be with Yan Bin well, you should let your relationship be full of sunshine and use your love to tolerate him. Of course, feelings are not something that will be rewarded if you pay, just like me, after tossing for so long, it will be empty in the end. “
Yan Ziqi has completely thought about it now, and she is not suitable for touching such things as feelings, she doesn't have that life, so she doesn't want to.
Shen Weizhi heard this. Suddenly lowered his head sadly, "Does that mean I'm going to give up?"
"No, it's up to you to give up or not to give up. Feelings are like people drinking water and knowing themselves, whether words are worth your pay, you think about it yourself, I can't say anything. I'll leave you today to say that I don't want you to destroy your beauty because of your feelings, Weiwei, I can see that you are a particularly sunny and lively girl, I hope you will always be like this, I don't want you to become a second Lu Xuan. “
Hearing Lu Juan's name, Shen Weizhi was disgusted.
"I'm not going to be her. “
"Well, okay, that's all I have to say, what to do depends on yourself, if you want Yan Bin to like you, you have to show the best of yourself in front of him, and rely on your own efforts to fight for this relationship. “
Shen Weizhi understood that Yan Ziqi meant that he didn't want to trouble her in the future.
"Okay, I see, Sister Ziji. “
*
When Ji Hangcheng got home, Mianmian was sitting in the living room, and when she heard the sound, she hurriedly ran over.
"Dad, you're back, why didn't you come home last night?"
Mianmian is now trying to slowly accept that Lu Juan is not around, and she also understands that if she wants not to be sent away, she must firmly hold on to Ji Hangcheng.
"I've got something. “
Ji Hangcheng has never been close to Mianmian, and everyone says that the father and daughter are like lovers in the previous life, but when it comes to them, the relationship seems to have just become a relative in the previous life.
"Oh, Dad, don't you like Mianmian anymore?"
Mianmian pouted and pressed her head very low, and said in a small voice: "Dad, I will be obedient and obedient, can you not send me away?"
Hearing Mianmian say such things, Ji Hangcheng didn't say in his heart that he didn't feel anything at all. He squatted down, looked at her level and said patiently, "I won't send you away, don't worry." “
"Then will you find me an aunt? Dad, I don't want aunts, they are all bad women!"
Don't think that the psychological shadow of childhood is just a child's innocent moaning, this is real.
It's like a child who doesn't want to go to kindergarten, they start crying as soon as they walk to the way to school, this is the shadow.
Mianmian is now, and she has a shadow on all the women who appear next to Ji Hangcheng.
“...“
Ji Hangcheng has a headache, Mianmian is so repulsive, so how can he be with Yan Ziqi in the future?
"Mianmian, there are some things you don't understand now, but I don't want to hear such things in the future, you know?"
"I don't know, I don't want a bad aunt, I don't want it!"
The more Mianmian spoke, the more she felt aggrieved, so she simply cried directly, her voice was very loud, and the whole room was filled with this kind of piercing cry, Ji Hangcheng felt irritable in his heart.
"Enough!"
The more he stopped, the more Mianmian cried, and she even started to lose her temper and throw things, like a little madman.
Faced with such a situation, Ji Hangcheng had no way at all, no wonder he, a big man had never raised a baby, how could he know how to take care of their emotions.
Ji Hangcheng, who was crying continuously, was upset, and in the end, the nanny who took care of her had no choice but to coax her.
Ji Hangcheng returned to the bedroom and sunk himself into the big bed, he looked straight at the ceiling, feeling that the retribution was not over yet.
Lu Juan left behind, this is really fucking endless.
*
Yan Ziqi's bar opened, she became the proprietress again, when she was in a good mood, she would sing, the bar business was very good, and all the white-collar workers who needed to release and decompress came to it, so it can be said that it was full almost every day.
"Eh, my business is really good now, and the salary has just arrived, and the proprietress has raised my salary by 1,000 yuan. “
Next to the bar, the bartender wipes down the utensils and chats with the waiter.
"Hehe, I'm up too. I wish our bar business was going so well. “
The waiter looks young, a post-zero, and speaks very simply.
The bartender laughed. "Brother, it's always been so good, it depends on whether the boss lady is in a good mood or not. Do you know where all these guests come from?"
The post-zero waiter shook his head, "I don't know." “
"They are all employees of the Kee Group. “
"Huh? What kind of company is that Ji's Group?"
The bartender glanced at the waiter with long eyes, "Say that you have just come out of society or just out of society, Ji's Group doesn't know, the boss of Shencheng real estate, is old and rich." It is in the top three on the Forbes list every year. “
"So what does this have to do with our bar?"
The waiter asked again.
After listening to this, the bartender directly showed a gossipy smile, "Hey, you came late and don't know the reason for this, the chairman of the Ji family, he turned out to be the old friend of our boss's wife, and they were originally married." “
"Really, so I'm out of play?"
The waiter's face immediately showed disappointment, and his face was good-looking and young. It's normal for all ages to eat all.
"Let's play on the side, it's just you, hehehehe..."
The bartender gave the waiter a look of his own experience and left the bar.
They didn't know that the conversation just now happened to be listened to word by word by Yan Ziqi.
Seriously, she was quite surprised at first, the recent business is a little abnormal, that is, no matter sunny or rainy, weekdays, weekends, almost every day is a constant flow of customers, now she understands, it turns out that there is Ji Hangcheng's credit behind this.
As the saying goes, the one who comes is the guest, Yan Ziqi thinks that she can't refuse those Ji employees out of the door because of the rejection of Ji Hangcheng, if she does this, she can only say that she is too childish.
Forget it, let it be.
Yan Ziqi touched the position of the stomach above the lower abdomen, and recently she often felt that sometimes her stomach would ache faintly.
However, she didn't take it too seriously, thinking that it should be caused by eating too many instant noodles in three irregular meals.
Unknowingly, she went to the hospital that night because of this.
Of course, there is nothing wrong with it, it is a stomach ulcer, which is commonly known as stomach bleeding.
Yan Ziqi was lying on the hospital bed and losing a drip, she looked at the man sitting in front of her with an unhappy expression, "Why are you everywhere?"
Faced with Yan Ziqi's ridicule, Ji Hangcheng didn't care, he stirred the porridge in his hand, scooped a spoonful and sent it to Yan Ziqi's mouth, "Open your mouth." “
Ji Hangcheng thought that it was good to have him, if he hadn't suddenly gone to her house today, he wouldn't have known that she fainted in front of her house because of stomach bleeding.
Yan Ziqi glanced at the porridge. Said angrily: "Ji Hangcheng, you are very idle as the chairman of the Ji family, and you have nothing else to do all day?"
"Yes, but I can balance you and take care of your work, you don't have to worry about it. “
Phew! Yan Ziqi thinks she doesn't have to worry about it.
She snatched the porridge from him, because she didn't say hello in advance, and Ji Hangcheng didn't expect Yan Ziqi to stretch out her hand.
So without defense, the porridge was spilled, and the hot soup was splashed on Ji Hangcheng's thigh. The intense burning sensation made him frown.
"I..."
Yan Ziqi didn't mean it, she just didn't want him to feed herself porridge, but she didn't expect to cause this.
"I didn't mean to. She kept her voice low, like a child who had done something wrong.
"I know, it's okay, I'll just take care of it. “
Ji Hangcheng put the empty bowl on the bedside table, and then walked out of the ward.
When he came back, it was still the same pair of pants, but the rice grains on them were missing, and there were some traces of water washing.
"Come, drink the porridge, I'll have someone make it again, do you want me to feed you, or do you want to come by yourself?"
This time, Ji Hangcheng was not reluctant.
"I'll do it myself. “
"Well, be careful of the burn. “
Ji Hangcheng handed the porridge to Yan Ziqi, then pulled out the chair next to him and sat down.
Yan Ziqi lowered her head and drank porridge without any thoughts, to be honest, her heart was not made of stone, when she did so many things in the face of Ji Hang. Nor could she be completely indifferent.
But it seems impossible for you to make her heart go again.
Now the relationship between Ji Hangcheng and Yan Ziqi is a desperate desire to advance, a desperate desire to retreat, when this chase will end, none of them knows.
Ji Hangcheng had been taking care of Yan Ziqi in the hospital, and only after confirming that she was okay and asleep did he get up and leave.
As soon as he got up, he felt that his leg was not quite right, it hurt too much. The burn just now didn't deal with it in time because he helped Yan Ziqi get porridge, and now the burned place is a mess.
Ji Hangcheng didn't want to deal with it in the hospital, because his current identity was too eye-catching, and if he met someone who did something good, it would not be good to spread this matter to Dong Li's ears.
Ji Hangcheng insisted on gritting his teeth and driving home, and he asked the nanny to buy scald cream and prepare to deal with it at home.
I didn't know that the nanny was also timid and afraid, and after seeing Ji Hangcheng's wound again, she directly reported it to Dong Li because she was afraid.
No, in the middle of the night, she rushed to Ji Hangcheng's villa.
"Mom, why are you here?"
Ji Hangcheng was about to treat his wound when Dong Li appeared in front of him.
Dong Li glanced at the burns on Ji Hangcheng's thighs, and instantly her heart ached, "It's all like this, do you still think it's all over just by applying the burn cream?"
Hearing this, Ji Hangcheng understood, and he secretly decided to fire this troublesome nanny tomorrow.
"I'm fine. “
"It's okay? It's okay to be hot like this?"
Dong Li looked at the shocking blisters and quickly took out her mobile phone. made a phone call and asked someone to find an expert doctor from the burn department of a well-known hospital to come to his home to take a look at Ji Hangcheng.
It turns out that Dong Li is very necessary to make such a fuss, and Ji Hangcheng's scalding has reached the level of de-identification.
The doctor carefully treated Ji Hangcheng's wound, and then left after a few words.
Dong Li sent the doctor away and then turned back to Ji Hangcheng's room.
Looking at Ji Hangcheng lying on the bed and pretending to be asleep, she sighed again and again.
Dong Li already knew what kind of scalding Ji Hang had become, in fact, it was far more than this, and she knew many other things.
She thought that she hadn't met a lover husband, why did she give birth to such a lover son?
Sometimes Dong Li herself can't figure out whether this is a good thing or a bad thing.
She came to the edge of the bed and sat down. Reached out to hold Ji Hangcheng's hand, "Chengcheng, Mom wants to talk to you one by one." “
"What are you talking about?"
Ji Hangcheng closed his eyes, and his face was as calm as water.
"Talk about your future. Chengcheng, you have spent so much energy and investment on Yan Ziqi, have you gained anything?"
In the past, Dong Li was very supportive of Ji Hangcheng and Yan Ziqi being together, and she felt that as long as Lu Xuan was kicked away, the relationship between the two of them would make a big progress.
Therefore, when Lu Juan was shot, Dong Li really thought that all the ups and downs would end here, she would never have thought that Yan Ziqi would be such a tough person.
“...“
Seeing that Ji Hangcheng didn't speak, Dong Li continued: "Qiyang is so much younger than you, he is going to be a father, Chengcheng, have you ever considered it, if you continue to consume like this, will I have a chance to see the day you start a family." “
Dong Li is a post-60s generation, is she really unable to understand the feelings of contemporary young people who want to die or live? She thinks that she can love unforgettable, but in order to wait for a person to die alone, there is no need.
"Chengcheng, sometimes a lot of things can't be forced, since Yan Ziqi refuses to turn back, it means that she may have no feelings for you, in this case, what are you still doing persistently?"
Dong Li's bitter words Ji Hangcheng didn't listen to a word, or he listened to it, but he didn't take it seriously.
Ji Hangcheng opened his eyes and sat up, he turned his head to look at Dong Li word by word, and responded to her very seriously, "Mom, if I don't cling, then I will die, you may not be able to understand what it feels like to just want to marry someone and live alone for a long time." But I know, really, I think about her every night when I go to bed, and if I don't have it, I can give it up because I don't know what it's like to have that kind of joy in the Yanzi period. But. Now I've owned it, I'm addicted, and I can't get out. Do you know that two people can get married, and they have accumulated a lot of virtue in their previous life?"
The concept of love that is several generations behind will still be a little biased.
Dong Li naturally had no way to understand, she felt that this matter was Ji Hangcheng's exaggeration.
"Chengcheng, you believe in your mother, as long as you forget the Yanzi period and start your life again, you will definitely be able to accept others. There really is no love in real life. Only the fit is not suitable. “
What Ji Hangcheng hates the most is because he is suitable to be together, in the past, when he was in his early twenties, he might be able to be together because of his body, but that was because he didn't plan to be serious at all, so it didn't matter.
But not now, he's serious, and since he's serious, he must get the one he wants the most.
"No way, Mom. I, Ji Hangcheng, am not the kind of person who compromises his marriage for the sake of so-called suitability!"
"But..."
"Okay, Mom, don't talk about it, no one can change what I decided. “
"You..."
Dong Li's brain hurt, she thought why she gave birth to such a son?
Think about it when you are a child, you can listen to everything, this grows up, your wings are stiff, and you have your own ideas.
"Whatever you want. “
Dong Li dropped this sentence a little angrily and left his room.
As soon as she went out, she saw Mianmian in pajamas, holding a doll, with a cloak and bare feet, standing in front of her.
"Oops, it scared the hell out of me. “
Dong Li was really frightened by the lingering eyes, at such a young age, her eyes were so terrifying, could it be that she wanted to eat people!
"What are you doing, you don't sleep at night, and you're reincarnated as a ghost. “
Dong Li has never had a good face for Mianmian.
"Look at what, look!"
Just when Dong Li reprimanded loudly, Mianmian suddenly tore off the hand of the rag doll in her hand and threw it on the ground.
When Dong Li saw it, she broke out in a cold sweat, she felt that this child was sick in her heart.
"Bad woman, you go die!"
Caught off guard, Mianmian threw away the doll, and then ran towards Dong Li, she stretched out her hands and pushed her lower abdomen hard.
"You damn child!"