Seriously, Lu Xuan's words sound like he really cares about the overall situation, and he also has a feeling of sacrificing himself to fulfill everyone.

If it was an ordinary man, I'm afraid he would have agreed a long time ago, or not to mention others, as far as Ji Hangcheng was concerned, he would definitely have nodded immediately.

But now, Ji Hangcheng doesn't want to do anything against his will.

But once people ignore it, trouble will follow.

After Ji Hangcheng's hidden marriage and birth of a daughter were exposed, this matter became an after-dinner conversation among some boring netizens and keyboard warriors on the Internet.

They even built a post bar for Ji Hangcheng, which contained all the news, including the girls he had soaked in before.

Praise him, step on him, and say anything.

However, Ji Hangcheng didn't pay attention to these until one day, Yan Ziqi was exposed, and all her information, including the previous unsightly past, was nakedly picked up, and the videos were spread all over the sky.

"Smack-"

In the public relations department of Ji's Group, Ji Hangcheng slapped the table heavily and said angrily: "What are you doing to eat, can't you do this little thing?"

"Mr. Ji, we are also working hard, the lawyer's letter has also been sent, we have done what should be done, and on the other hand, we have also contacted network security, but the other party's server is abroad, and our ability is limited. ”

The head of the public relations department said neither humbly nor arrogantly that he had indeed tried his best, and besides, Ji Hangcheng's private matter was not within the scope of their work at all.

"Idiot!"

“...”

Ji Hangcheng was so angry that he now felt that the Ji family was raising a bunch of useless garbage.

"Mr. Ji, if you are not satisfied with our public relations department, you can go to the board of directors and ask for us to be laid off. ”

is such a rigid attitude, and some people do have a lot of personality, such as the head of the public relations department.

"You fucking think I don't dare, okay, let me go. ”

Ji Hang angrily swept all the documents on the table on the ground, and after a while, the door was suddenly pushed open, and Yan Bin walked in from outside with a calm face.

"Come with me!"

Yan Bin pulled Ji Hangcheng, and the two took the elevator directly to the rooftop.

Today's wind was strong, and when I whistled past my ears, I felt like I had been cut by a sharp knife.

"To what extent do you still want to make trouble? Ji Hangcheng, do you think that by firing a small public relations department, you can solve all the problems and contradictions now?"

Yan Bin's tone was very impulsive, in his opinion, Ji Hangcheng was still not mature enough.

"Do you know what the problem is now? Do you really think that those netizens have nothing to do to do the news that stares at you every day? Do you understand why those trolls have to keep an eye on Yan Ziqi? If you don't solve the root problem, you always get entangled in the surface, is it useful?"

Ji Hangcheng looked at Yan Bin, his face was filled with dead silence, "Do you really think I don't understand what you said?" But I don't want to do that, if I understand, it means that I will lose my face." ”

How could Ji Hangcheng not know who was doing these little actions, it was nothing more than those who wanted to break him up with Yan Ziqi.

"So what? So you, Ji Hangcheng, do you have enough ability to protect her? If you had, she wouldn't have been pulled out and hurt again like this today. ”

Yan Bin's voice revealed a little helplessness, "There is no way for anyone to protect her now, because we are not capable enough to compete with the forces hidden in the darkness. Ji Hangcheng, they just used Yan Ziqi as a weapon to force you to submit, how innocent she was, when she met you, she was injured all over her body. This time it's just a rehash of the old thing, so what about the next time, have you ever wondered what will wait for her next time. If you really want to protect her, you have to be strong enough to resist everything, so that you can shield her from the elements. ”

Yan Bin's words are the same as Lu Juan, in fact, Ji Hangcheng is not a child anymore, he is just nothing, but he doesn't dare to take that step.

“...”

Whew-

The wind was still blowing on the rooftop, and Ji Hangcheng felt as if he was tied to the gallows, and everyone could come forward to Ling Chi.

"Ji Hangcheng, what to do doesn't need me to remind you, I know you don't want to, but for the second half of Yanzi's life, I beg you to let her live. ”

Ji Hangcheng didn't respond, he stared at the wall not far away in a daze, he didn't understand why the world was so good, some people would choose to end their lives early and jump off the building, how much courage it was.

Now he understands that sometimes being alive can really be torture.

*

Ji Hangcheng drove directly to Vanke after Ji left, and when he went downstairs, he habitually lit a cigarette.

Recently, he rarely comes back here, on the one hand, because he is not worried about being in the hospital all the time with Dong Li, and secondly, he doesn't know how to face Yan Ziqi.

Isn't it probably that everyone will meet a person who can't be together, reluctant to let go, too tired to insist, this kind of love can't be too tormenting.

Ji Hangcheng took a can of beer out of the co-pilot's bag, he also didn't plan to go up today, he thought it would be good to accompany her like this.

People sometimes just like to escape, always feel that as long as they don't face it, all their troubles will no longer exist.

Immature.

Ji Hangcheng smiled mockingly.

He pulled the tab, and as soon as he took a sip, his phone rang.

Ji Hangcheng stared at the screen, as if someone had pressed the pause button.

It took him a long time before he came back to his senses, his fingers touched the screen, and the phone was connected.

"Hey. ”

"Where?"

"In the company. "It's still so natural for Ji Hangcheng to lie.

In the past, it was because I didn't want to see it, but now I don't dare to see it.

“...”

There was no sound in the earpiece for a long time, and after a while, Ji Hangcheng saw Yan Ziqi outside the car window.

He was so frightened that he let go of his hand, and the phone fell to the ground.

"You..."

Ji Hangcheng's face was full of astonishment.

"Go upstairs, I cooked, Ji Hangcheng, you haven't eaten with me for a long time. ”

Yan Ziqi opened the car door and took the initiative to take Ji Hangcheng's hand.

When I got home, as soon as the door opened, the smell of food and rice came to my nose, and I don't know why Ji Hangcheng was suddenly sad, and he was almost suffocated.

"Change your shoes first. ”

Yan Ziqi came to the door first, and she took out a pair of indoor slippers from the shoe cabinet, which was the couple they Taobao together at that time, a pair for him and a pair for her.

This is the reason why Ji Hangcheng has never dared to return to this house, and everything in it is enough for him to touch the scene.

"You eat some fruit first, the soup will be ready soon, you can wait for me at the table." ”

Compared with Ji Hangcheng's unnaturalness, Yan Ziqi looks a lot more casual, and today she also deliberately put on makeup, especially the eye makeup is a bit thick.

"Yan Ziqi, I don't like you to wear eye shadow, it's not good-looking. ”

Ji Hangcheng walked to the kitchen and said this inexplicably, and Yan Ziqi's hand that was serving the soup suddenly froze in mid-air.

She was glad that she was now facing away from him, otherwise the emotions she had managed to disguise would have been leaked so easily.

Of course, Yan Ziqi knew that it was not good to wear such a thick eye makeup, but if she didn't wear it, how could she hide her red and swollen eyes.

"Okay, you go out first, I'll come right away. ”

Today's dinner is very rich, all cooked by Yan Ziqi himself, there are Ji Hangcheng's favorite dishes, and there are also Yan Ziqi's favorite dishes.

"Did you wash your hands?"

Yan Ziqi looked at Ji Hangcheng with a smile.

"Well, washed. ”

"Then let's eat, Ji Hangcheng, I've been learning this dish from the video for a long time, and I don't know if it's right or not. ”

Yan Ziqi sandwiched a shrimp and put it in her bowl, then slowly peeled it seriously, after removing the shell, she pulled off the shrimp line, and she put the shrimp into Ji Hangcheng's bowl.

"Eat. ”

Ji Hangcheng silently picked up the chopsticks and wanted to pick up the shrimp, but he tried several times, but he didn't succeed.

Smack-

After a few struggles, Ji Hangcheng put the chopsticks on the table, he looked at Yan Ziqi urgently and said: "Let's go, wherever you go, as long as you don't get found by them, I'm sorry, I really can't let you go, I don't understand the reason, but I really don't want to do that!"

When Yan Ziqi heard this, she lowered her head and smiled, and she took another piece of crab meat and put it into Ji Hangcheng's bowl.

"Yan Ziqi, you come with me. ”

Ji Hangcheng couldn't help but say it again.

"Let's go, where are you going? Are you fleeing? Ji Hangcheng, this is what you call giving me a happy life, I am displaced, and I have no fixed place to live? Do I have to live by wandering for the rest of my life? Also, you should have been on the Internet recently, you see, my scars have been uncovered by them again, I am so painful, really, you know, I have recently started taking antidepressant drugs again. Ji Hangcheng, who do you think I am owing to all this? Heh, and ah, have you ever thought that I may have ended before I started. "Lewen

Yan Ziqi wiped her tears as she spoke, her appearance of crying and laughing was really not good-looking.

"Ji Hangcheng, I really can't bear to tell you, in fact, we are just a dream when we are together, and there is always a time to wake up from the dream, and when it is dawn, I have to leave. ”

"Don't, Yan Ziqi, don't go, I really can't bear it. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Yan Ziqi threw his chopsticks on the table, and one of them bounced directly across Ji Hangcheng's face.

"Then can I bear it? Will you be too selfish, since I knew me, I have been abused, and I keep getting hurt, Ji Hangcheng, I have one life, I can't afford to play, do you understand!"

"I know, I know, I'm sorry Yan Ziqi, my fault, I was really wrong. ”

Ji Hangcheng's nose was sour, and tears flowed down without warning.

"I beg you, don't just give up on me. ”

He cried, Yan Ziqi also cried, she cried even more, "If I don't give up on you, I'm going to give up on myself, they are just revealing my scars now, what if one day it comes to my life!!"

"Ji Hangcheng, what do you think is there to say about the development of things to this day? Lu Juan, she is your retribution, do you understand. ”

"Don't say anything, you're wrong, this kind of childish thing, what can you do? Can you change the facts? Can you make that child mine?

The last two words, Yan Ziqi almost roared out of his throat.

"No, you can't. ”

Ji Hang is an emotionless machine, and he generally spits out these two words from his mouth.

"So don't say those meaningless words anymore, I don't want to escape, I want to live well, everything you do today is to pay for your reckless behavior, there is no road in vain in life, every step counts, you abandoned me at the age of twenty for Lu Xuan, and now you have to accept the result of losing me at the age of thirty because of her!"

"It's not like that. ”

Ji Hangcheng got up and came to Yan Ziqi's side, he half-knelt in front of her, and his hands tightly wrapped around her waist.

"Yan Ziqi, I know it's wrong, I really know it's wrong, this matter won't pay such a big price, I beg you, I really don't want to break up!"

"Let it go!"

Yan Ziqi raised her head and tried to hold back her tears, she felt that she was now cold to the bone, and her throat felt like she had swallowed a three-foot sword.

She tugged hard at Ji Hangcheng's fingers, "You let me go, I'm really tired." ”

Yan Ziqi really wanted to break up with Ji Hang, the sadness in her heart was no less than him, what is the meaning of ten thousand swords, this is!

She even despaired of the world again, she thought more than once about ending her life, but think about it, she lived alone in pain, but if she died, it would be the pain of many people, so she chose to live alone in pain.

"No, you can't..."

Ji Hangcheng buried his face in Yan Ziqi's abdomen, and he couldn't say a word sadly.

"What can't be, Ji Hangcheng, you have to learn to bow to reality, although we have no results now, but we can spend time with each other, I think it's good to think about it. ”

"Okay, get up, let's have one last casual meal, this time I didn't break my promise, I didn't disappear suddenly, come have a meal with me, husband." ”

When the word "husband" came out, Yan Ziqi felt that her heart suddenly stopped, and tomorrow will be the day when her appointment with Ji Xiaofan expires, which means that she must dissolve her marriage with Ji Hangcheng.

"Come, stay with me. ”

Yan Ziqi helped Ji Hangcheng up, "After eating this meal, we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow, and I will never be able to cook for you again in the future, let me be Mrs. Ji for another day, okay? In the future, we will gather and disperse in the rivers and lakes, and if we meet in the future, you don't know me, and I don't know you." ”

Butterflies flutter their wings, and for a long time, they still can't cross the sea after all.

This is the fate of Yan Ziqi and Ji Hangcheng.

"Why does it have to be like this?

In just one sentence, Ji Hangcheng said it as if he had exhausted his life's strength.

"Otherwise, do you have enough ability to protect me? Ji Hangcheng, in the past, you could live a colorful life as the son of Shencheng Ji, so one day you will have to accept the punishment brought to you by this identity, you are not an ordinary family, you are losing at the same time. I hope you will get better and better in the future. Also, I'm already very content, I've got something that Lu Juan may not get in his life, so being together or apart is not really that important to me. ”

In this way, Ji Hangcheng has been tired of listening to it recently, "So you also think that I am incompetent and can't protect you, right?"

Yan Ziqi smiled indifferently, "The facts are in front of you, Ji Hangcheng, you may think that I am more ruthless, give up my feelings and compromise reality, but I really don't have the courage to go on, you look at those videos of me hanging on the Internet, do you know? I don't dare to go out now." ”

“...”

“...”

"Okay, good, good, so be it, let's eat. ”

The two wiped away their tears and sat face to face, Ji Hangcheng looked at a table full of dazzling dishes, thinking about what Yan Ziqi said just now, he felt sad.

There is no way to vent his emotions, he can only use what is in front of him to abuse himself.

Ji Hangcheng picked up the chopsticks and kept stuffing the dishes into his mouth, even if he vomited after eating, he didn't stop.

This meal was like a severed head meal for him, he ate it so embarrassed that Yan Ziqi couldn't stand it in the end.

"Don't eat, don't eat!"

Ji Hangcheng didn't stop, he kept stuffing the food into his mouth, that look really couldn't help but be moving.

That night, Ji Hangcheng ate himself into the emergency room, and he was gastric lavage, but even so, the next day, he still had to face the torture that was almost like death for him.

*

Last time, Ji Hangcheng and Yan Ziqi were two people in the Civil Affairs Bureau, and this time, it was a group of people.

Divorce Registry.

"Hello, please show your ID. ”

Yan Ziqi pushed his ID card and household registration book in front of the clerk.

"Okay, Mr. Ji, please show your ID. ”

“...”

"Mr. Ji?"

The clerk politely prompted.

"Please show your ID. ”

Yan Ziqi glanced at Ji Hangcheng, "Take out the things." ”

Time passed minute by minute, and Ji Hang Chengdu did not take any action.

"Ji Hangcheng, you promise me. ”

Yan Ziqi frowned, she was not in a hurry to divorce, she was afraid that if he dragged on like this, she would also be shaken.

"Hmm. ”

Ji Hangcheng nodded, he reached out and took out his ID card and household registration book.

"Okay, wait a minute. ”

The clerk entered Ji Hangcheng and Yan Ziqi's ID cards into the computer system.

After a while, she said again: "Please show the marriage certificate again." ”

The marriage certificate Yan Ziqi took out of the safe in advance, and both of them were in her hands, and when she took them out of her bag, she squeezed them tightly in her hands, and tears flowed out like this.

"Well, Miss Yan, please give me the marriage certificate, I need to stamp it. ”

"Good. ”

Yan Ziqi wiped away his tears with the back of his hand and handed the marriage certificate to the clerk.

"Okay, the two of you have thought about it clearly, once the marriage certificate number is entered into the system to generate the divorce certificate number, your marriage relationship will be officially dissolved. ”

“...”

"Can you not... Nope..."

"Okay, we've thought it through. ”

Yan Ziqi interrupted Ji Hangcheng's words urgently, she was sitting like pins and needles now, and if she stayed any longer, she was afraid that the string she was tightening would break.

Ji Hangcheng turned his head and glanced at Yan Ziqi, and his eyes instantly turned red.

After a while, he withdrew his gaze, closed his eyes and said a word bitterly: "Okay." ”

The clerk picked up the marriage certificate, his flexible fingers jumped on the keyboard, Ji Hangcheng looked at the string of numbers on the screen, his heart was like a knife, his hand was on the table, his nails were hard to pick at the table, and in an instant, a piece of the paint surface was picked off by him, and blood flowed out from the gap between the nail cover and the flesh.

Even so, he still didn't stop his movements, which was clearly masochistic.

Yan Ziqi couldn't stand it anymore, she held Ji Hangcheng's hand and stopped his madness, "Listen, I won't be by your side in the future, you must live a good life, you remember, don't be decadent no matter what, otherwise you will be sorry for me." ”

After Yan Ziqi said this, their marriage certificate was also stamped with an invalid seal, and the clerk returned the certificate to them.

"I wish you both happiness in the future. ”