951: Lost Memory
"Compare, of course, I said that I want to compete fairly with you, but what you said is that you have an advantage and I don't have an advantage, which is not fair at all, even if you win, you are also very disgraceful. Nan Nan held her head high and said angrily.
Lele was speechless, and couldn't cry or laugh.
Emotionally speaking, this girl just thinks that her questions are too difficult.
"Okay, then you say, how can I compare, I listen to you, this is always okay, right?"
Nan Nan tilted her head and thought about it, and suddenly her eyes lit up, and she thought about it, "Brother, let's compare paintings, Mommy likes my paintings the most." In the past, when Mommy was unhappy, I would draw a picture for her, so that she would be happy immediately when she saw it. ”
Lele looked at his sister with disgust, "You are very good at drawing, but I don't know how to draw at all, and your idea is to compare what you are good at with what I am not good at." Then don't compare at all, I'll give you this position. ”
"I don't want you to let me, I just want to compare with you, you hurry up. Nan Nan grabbed Lele's arm and shouted.
On the balcony on the second floor, Pang Fei encouraged An Yao in his arms to look down boldly, "Look, that boy is our first child, and that little girl is our daughter." The little girl who followed Lele's ass was picked up by Lele, called Xiao Lingzi. ”
"The children have taken great pains to amuse you. Don't be afraid, they are all children born from your womb, they are all pieces of meat that fell from your body, you left them with your life, you don't have to be afraid of them, they are your closest and closest relatives. ”
An Yao looked at Pang Fei, and there was still a very repulsive look in her dark eyes.
Pang Fei is not in a hurry, he has patience, if it doesn't work once, it will be twice, if it doesn't work twice, it will be three times, and if it doesn't work three times, it will be a hundred times!
Just like An Yao was unconscious for so long, didn't a miracle happen in the end?
He believed that this time a miracle would still happen, and he looked forward to the day when An Yao remembered all of them.
Pang Fei took An Yao around the house more, had more contact with the children, and walked around outside.
Everywhere she went, she told An Yao about some things related to their family that had happened in this place.
For example, the hall, which is where the family of four often frolicks and plays together; for example, the study where Pang Fei works, which was specially planned for him by An Yao, in order not to want Pang Fei to be disturbed when he is in the office; and for example, this villa, Pang Fei and An Yao went to see it together, and when they bought the house, some unpleasant little things happened......
On this Niutou Mountain, in this villa, there are too many common memories related to them......
Everywhere he went, Pang Fei could tell a corresponding story, as if those things happened yesterday.
"Wife, do you have a little impression of these things?" Pang Fei was afraid of irritating An Yao, so he asked cautiously.
An Yao shook her head slightly, "I can't think of it, I really can't think of it at all." I don't have a single word of impression of what you said. Pang Fei, you said that we used to have a deep relationship, but why, I can't remember anything?"
"It's okay if you can't remember, don't force yourself to think about it, then your head will hurt again. Your amnesia may be complete, that is, all memories related to the past are gone, and this disappearance is irreversible, so you have no impression of the things I said. ”
"But it doesn't matter, forget it, forget it, I will never forget you, and our children will never forget you. ”
An Yao lowered her head in frustration, "However, if I can't remember those things in the past, I can't have feelings for you." You say that you are my husband, and those children are our children, but I have no affection for you or for them. ”
"Do you think such a family can still be called a complete family?"
The pain and regret in An Yao's heart, how could it not be the pain and regret in the hearts of Pang Fei and the children?
But at this point, if An Yao really lost all her memories and couldn't get them back, then they could only look ahead with an optimistic attitude, right?
"I've taken your pulse, your pulse is normal, and the amnesia may only be temporary. I'll find a way to help you get your memories back and everything that belongs to our family. You will get better, and our family will be better. ”
An Yao was silent, not because she didn't want to speak, but because she didn't know what to say.
She had heard words like this chicken soup for the soul too many times since she woke up, but what was the truth?
She doesn't remember all the places and places that Pang Fei said were important to their family, is it really possible to think about these things in the future?
Don't know, not sure!
A person suddenly has decades of memory, and the memory is always blank, and then what others say is what it is, this feeling is not pleasant.
An Yao also hopes that Pang Fei can help her recover her memory as soon as possible, at least she wants to know what kind of person she is and what kind of life she has lived.
Therefore, when Pang Fei took her to find her memories, she was working very hard to cooperate.
The children teased her in different ways to accompany her, and she was trying to reconcile.
But no matter how hard she tried to adapt to it, it never had any effect.
The "relatives" helped her wholeheartedly, and she didn't want to disappoint everyone, and all her words could only be hidden in her heart.
But seeing that everyone is thinking about her and her, she is not good at letting these people down and lose.
The days passed like this day by day, although there was no memory, An Yao was slowly adapting to the current life.
Every day, it is customary to let the children play with themselves, and it is customary to let Pang Fei take them around their former homes, and listen to Pang Fei tell some interesting stories between them.
As Pang Fei said, everything was a beautiful and precious memory, but he never said whether there had ever been some unpleasant things between them.
Whether it's good or bad, An Yao wants to know, because it's all her memory.
She doesn't want to accept only the good things and not the bad things, because then it will make her feel like she is not a whole person.
"Pang Fei, you told me so many good memories between us, shouldn't you also tell me about those bad memories between us?" On this day, when An Yao was being dragged by Pang Fei on Niutou Mountain, she finally raised this question that she had been thinking about for a long time.
Pang Fei didn't want to tell An Yao all the truth, those painful and unpleasant memories would make them disappear forever in the long river of memory, and they would never appear.
In particular, the tragic memories of An Yao's loss of her child caused her to slip on the tire, weaken for a while, and finally lead to her unconscious.
At the same time, Pang Fei didn't want to be the one who deceived An Yao, because he had sworn that in front of An Yao, he would never lie again in this life.
He decided to tell An Yao his thoughts truthfully, "An Yao, it's not that I don't want to tell you, but I want to protect you and don't want you to be troubled by those injuries anymore." Since God has made you lose your memory, it is God who is helping you to forget those unpleasant things, which is something I have ever dreamed about. ”
"I don't want you to be tormented by those painful memories, I want you to be happy and happy, just let those bad things go with your memories. From now on, you're going to be a happy you, okay?"
All of Pang Fei's thoughts are to consider problems from his own starting point.
He was worried that An Yao was true, and hoped that An Yao would no longer be tormented by the pain, but ...... What he thinks is not necessarily what An Yao thinks.
An Yao really can't be a blank person with no memory, that's not living happily, it's escaping, it's cowardice, it's incompetence, and it's an incomplete person!
"Pang Fei, do you want me to be an incomplete person for the rest of my life?" An Yao still couldn't accept Pang Fei's kindness, she didn't want to live in good memories, she wanted to be a complete normal person, a person who had good things and bad things in her memories.
She subconsciously grabbed Pang Fei's hand and said excitedly, "Pang Fei, if you really want it for my good, tell me everything you know, whether it's good or bad, I want to know." Okay?"
Not good.
Pang Fei didn't want to say it, he didn't want An Yao to be stimulated again, he was even more afraid, afraid that An Yao would be stimulated again and repeat the situation last time.
Compared to An Yao's unconscious and tormented appearance, he hoped that An Yao was awake.
So, he can't say.
"I'm sorry, An Yao, I still can't tell you. Pang Fei still insisted on his attitude.
An Yao retracted her hand in disappointment, in her heart, this matter was very important.
She was full of expectations that this man who cared about her very much would listen to her advice and tell herself everything, but she didn't expect that Pang Fei's attitude was so resolute that no matter what she said, she couldn't listen to it.
Such persistence, is it good to be wholeheartedly in An Yao's position, or is it because Pang Fei has other secrets?
An Yao's heart couldn't help but feel a little suspicious.
She turned around and left alone, and her mood was inevitably a little low and complicated.
Pang Fei hurriedly followed, "Yaoyao, don't think about those things, I'll take you over there to have a look." There's a private jet over there, and our exclusive plane, I'll take you there. ”
Unable to resist Pang Fei's warm invitation, An Yao was dragged to the place of the private jet airport.
Here, sure enough, there is a private jet parked, a huge airport, and a locomotive runway, which is very spectacular.