When I went to Han Jue's house, I ran into him packing his luggage and preparing to move.

The high-end apartment where Han Jue lives belongs to the brokerage company [Jinsha Entertainment]. The contract with [Jinsha] is about to expire, and Han Jue does not plan to renew it, so he must leave the place where he has lived for five years. Under my introduction, Han Jue rented an ordinary apartment three times the size of a high-end apartment.

At first, I was worried that Han Jue would be picky, after all, he was a star who was used to living in a big house. However, Han Jue's extravagance and thrift went unexpectedly smoothly. Han Jue complained that the original high-end apartment was too big, empty, the decoration style was weird, the furniture was ugly, and there were no pets. After criticizing his aesthetics, he said that living was very painful, and "I didn't want to live there for a long time."

When Han Jue completely denied himself, he was very calm and not embarrassed at all, as if he was not talking about himself.

Leaving a place where you have lived for a long time, packing your belongings is no longer a simple packing, but a tidying up of your life. What to take away, what to discard, and what attitude you will use to start your life in the future all depend on this tidying up.

When I entered the house, Han Jue had already cleaned up.

Han Jue is going to throw away a lot of clothes with saturated colors and eye-catching styles, a few large art photos, and some messy magazines.

What I was going to take away was a cardboard box, a few stacks of books, a few simple clothes, a juicer, a stereo, and a computer......

In the middle were the things he wasn't sure he should take with him. Among them are treadmills, bedside lamps, sandbags and televisions. Han Jue pointed to the lamp and the TV and asked me, if I took this thing away, would [Jinsha] ask him for money at that time.

I didn't answer, because I saw guitars, synthesizers, and arranging keyboards in the pile of unsure whether to discard or not.

Han Jue admitted that he was ready to retire and was hesitating to give up music creation.

At this time, it has been a few months since Han Jue's comeback, and the response has been good, which can be regarded as a successful comeback, and several of his music works have made great contributions. And now that his career has just improved, he is already seriously considering retiring.

Han Jue said that he was ready to retire from the first day of his comeback. And now is the right time.

Move to a new home and live a new life.

......

Han Jue was born and grew up in the Demon Capital.

In the first seven years of Han Jue's life, life was complete. Wake up every morning with breakfast, come home from school for a snack and have a story to listen to before going to bed. On the weekends, I play with my neighbors. If you do well in the exam, you can go to an amusement park, and you can have a new dress for the Chinese New Year.

His parents are working hard for the family, and he just needs to grow up with peace of mind.

But everything in life took a turn for the worse after Han Jue's mother suddenly left.

Han Jue experienced nightmarish days, and after his mother's funeral, his father took Han Jue to move from one end of the demon capital to the other. In the days to come, his father raised Han Jue alone. "This is actually the transition to my independent life after that", Han Jue described it as saying about those two years. During that time, Han Jue's father was drunk all day long, and in addition to ensuring Han Jue's three meals, he had almost no extra care. Han Jue had to learn to take care of himself from that time on.

After two years, my father finally said one afternoon that he was going to buy bread, but he never came back. Han Jue seemed to have expected all this a long time ago, he neither called the police nor asked the adults for help, and quietly began his life alone.

There were no neighbors, no relatives to move around, and no one noticed that Han Jue had become an orphan.

When most children were afraid of school and feared teachers, Han Jue, who was already an orphan at the time, was not afraid of anything and did not like anything. This kind of prickly head must be noticed by the teacher in the class. After failing to teach his homework a few times, the teacher began to hit his palms, and Han Jue was so painful that tears fell out, but his face was still smiling.

Han Jue first caused trouble in the class, then at age, and then at school. Han Jue is fast, ruthless, at an age where he is not afraid of heaven and earth, and he is very talented in fighting, and the last school is not enough for him to make trouble, and soon Han Jue became famous in several nearby schools.

On the way out of school, he went to block people, and when others saw him, they turned around and ran, Han Jue didn't chase him, he stood on the spot and counted down five loudly, often counting [three], and the people who escaped didn't dare to run, and then went to Han Jue before [one], and asked Han Jue to pat his head a few times, and the matter was over. If you're still running, be prepared for a nose bleed.

There were several gangster organizations who wanted to co-opt Han Jue, but Han Jue beat them up instead.

When Han Jue recalled that experience, he touched his chin like a bystander and analyzed: "It's hard to guess what the second middle school teenager is thinking in his head. If I had to say, it was probably to gain a sense of presence or to attract attention, so I thought I was fighting everywhere. Actually, I don't know, after all...... It's been so long. (According to Han Jue's explanation, [Secondary 2] means the second grade of junior high school.) Secondary 2 refers to adolescents who have self-righteous thoughts, actions, and values. ）

Maybe it's because he has been in an environment of "either fighting a bloody road or becoming a blood on the road" for a long time, whether he is a trainee in [Aidu] or participating in a nationally eyeworthy draft, Han Jue can always fight his way out of the encirclement and become the one standing last.

After Han Jue joined [Blue Whale], according to him, his temperament became more stable, and he fought a lot less than necessary, and he almost became good.

He was a trainee for seven years and spent seven years training himself honestly. This is inconceivable for him, who is as common as eating.

"When I think that tens of thousands of people will like me in the future, I can endure anything. Han Jue said that the high-profile stage attracted him, and he found a goal to strive for, and he completely gave up his studies.

Han Jue became famous overnight in the draft competition, and his talent and strength were really a waste according to the judges at the time. But when an idol fan comes the fastest, then he has to be an idol.

But he didn't make his official debut, so he did another thing that was very in line with his personality - he changed jobs before his debut.

There are different opinions about this job hopping, some people think that Han Jue has another hidden story behind it, and some people say that Han Jue is inflated and betrayed his teammates and the company. Han Jue has never given an exact statement.

"I accept everything that says I'm stupid and that I don't have a brain. But the real reason is why, I won't say. When Han Jue talked about this, he smiled gently, "Because I didn't plan to say it then, and I don't plan to say it now." ”

Jumping to [Jinsha] did not make Han Jue have more achievements, more people's attention and liking as he said.

played a big name, left the recording program halfway, clashed with the artist during the recording, beat reporters, pushed down fans, committed a series of public anger, and was finally expelled from the entertainment industry by the whole people.

I was very impressed about the eviction.

I used to be one of the people who agreed to [Han Jue getting out of the entertainment industry], but looking at Han Jue after his comeback, it was difficult for me to connect the two people before and after.

The key lies in the three or four years of his silence.