For a former monk, being a xenomorph is probably the most uncomfortable thing.

It's no wonder that Anthony's mentality is not like that of an immortal, for him, the curse of vampire creatures, which brings not immortality, only infinite guilt, is a real curse.

This explains why Celine hated Alva so much, and he enjoyed immortality, while Anthony suffered the side effects. ”

Anthony once said that Alva in his youth was very similar to Adam now, so it was easy for him to bring Alva's mindset into it.

Is it enough to just make a elixir?

What he wants to achieve is a leap in the natural life span of human beings, without violating the laws of human birth, old age, sickness and death, essentially changing human beings and making human beings immortal.

Therefore, this ability to live forever is mostly hereditary.

Cirene is also estimated to have a relationship with Alva. "Celine is Anthony's niece, which means that Celine is the daughter of Anthony's contemporary, plus the previous speculation, Siline is likely to be Alva's daughter, a human immortal who has inherited the ability to live forever.

"It's just a few things that don't match. Adam frowned, was Celine born before the success of the elixir research or after the success?

What about Alva's servant Ai, according to Doug's intelligence, Ai also drank elixir.

"The problem with Mr. Anthony is that he doesn't want to live at all, but now there is a reason for him to continue to live. Adam thought of the words that Anthony had warned him before.

There should be something more important than life.

"Friendship. For Anthony, friendship is more important than life, and it is friendship that has sustained Anthony to this day.

At this moment, Adam also hated Alva irrepressibly, because he hadn't seen Anthony for a long time.

For Anthony, who supports himself with friendship, this is such an uncomfortable thing.

It's just that Anthony has never resented himself, and when his own student recommended by Alva appeared, Anthony burst out with unprecedented enthusiasm and taught Adam carefully despite his discomfort.

"If I'm not mistaken, if the vampire creatures don't eat for a long time, they will get more and more uncomfortable, and their condition will get worse and worse, Doug once sent someone to explore the central clock tower, one of them disappeared, and the next day he didn't see Celine, Anthony's face was much better, but his spirit was much worse. ”

Apparently that day, Celine did something against Anthony's personal wishes that was beneficial to Anthony, but Anthony didn't like it.

Adam's judgment of Celine was right, she was wholeheartedly for Anthony, but she also had her own personal wishes, and he did open a breakthrough from her.

Adam was in a strange mood right now, even inexplicably happy.

If Anthony is really a xenomorph, then as long as Anthony's dislike for his own bloodline is changed, some things can be solved.

"In that case, I probably don't need to leave Roa in a hurry and stay in the Reflection Tower......" The idea was just beginning, and Adam threw it out of his mind.

Regardless of whether Anthony admits to the xenomorph or not, he is going to leave Roya, his special has already been revealed by Char and others, as long as that person comes to Roya, he will definitely be able to get the information that he is disguised as Adam.

The Reflection Tower may not be able to hide him, Alva, he may choose to hide it for Anthony, but it is difficult to say about Doug.

"Not to mention that Alva is very likely to attack me directly in order not to implicate Anthony. "Adam won't forget the extracorporeal curse that Alva has placed on him.

Adam promises that once Alva learns his true situation, in order to keep Anthony's secret, he will most likely cast an extracorporeal curse at all costs, using the curse to take Adam out of the Reflection Tower.

Judging from the previous contact, Alva has been worried about Anthony, but why hasn't he come to visit for so long?

He was surprised to learn that Anthony was not in good health, and he was almost certain that Alva was not aware of Anthony's hunger strike before that. ”

In other words, he only came to visit Anthony a few times in the early stages of his transformation, and when Anthony suffered from the after-effects of his hunger strike, Alva never walked into the Reflection Tower again. ”

"Is it disgust for xenos, or is it guilt for an old friend?" Adam guessed, "Or is there something else that makes Alva afraid to see Anthony, and he doesn't even want to let Anthony know his current information." ”

"Otherwise, there would be no need for Alva to deliberately cast an extracorporeal curse that would blur my memory of Mr. Anthony when I face him. ”

"Could it be that Alva doesn't regret his past actions as much as he imagined, and is still researching long yams?" Adam thought of Ai's existence.

It's not impossible, and Adam puts himself in Alva's mind.

If it were him, because of his actions that caused his friend to be implicated, then he would definitely not stop researching, but would further research the elixir and figure out how to save his friend.

"So Ai is likely to be the result of later research. ”

Adam thought about it, but felt that he didn't quite understand Alva's thoughts, in this case, there was no need to avoid Anthony, these days of contact, Adam knew that Anthony was the kind of person who was very enlightened, as long as Alva's research was reasonable, Anthony would not stop it.

"Unless the elixir is extremely inhumane in its making. Adam remembered that when he was experimenting, Anthony's admonition retained the necessary respect for the subject.

As soon as the idea came out, Adam had a vague feeling that he might have found the right way, but he still knew too little about the curse.

"Let's continue to learn, as long as the knowledge reserve is enough, it is not difficult for me to reverse the production process of the elixir. Adam let go of his cluttered thoughts, went into the library, and began to look for all kinds of books about curses.

Now that forty years have passed since the elixir was developed, Alva was able to research the elixir based on a vampire creature curse at that time, and now that he has all kinds of information from the past, it should not be difficult to simply reverse the process.

"The supreme quest of the Extracorporeal Curse is to know the true name of each target. ”

"A true name is the sum of all the traces that exist in this world, and theoretically knowing the true name of a target can understand everything about him through his traces. ”

"And even if you just touch the target's real name, you can use this connection to perform an extracorporeal curse. ”

"A person's real name is constantly changing, because a person will continue to leave traces, and outsiders' opinions of him will continue to change. ”

"Sometimes when you look at your real name, you even feel that the person in your real name is really you?"

"Because a being should be three-dimensional, there are other people's perceptions of you besides yourself. ”

"Perhaps it is because of the existence of other people's opinions that your real name affects you, just as other people's opinions affect you. ”

"The correct step to touch your real name should start by touching yourself, you must first understand, what kind of person you are?"

"What kind of person are you in the eyes of others?"

"What is the meaning of being in this world?"

"With the help of oneself and one's own connection, after realizing what one's true name is, one can perceive the existence of one's true name, and then further touch and observe the existence of others. ”

Adam absorbed this knowledge and grew rapidly.

After realizing that Anthony might be a xenomorph, Adam became more and more sober, and the world's hatred of xenomorphs became more and more sober.

Even Anthony is the same, disgusted with his xenomorphic identity and refuses to drink blood, otherwise with Anthony's identity as a powerful sorcerer who has condensed the ritual, he can live well no matter where he is, and there is no need to shrink in the reflection tower and endure torture every day.

Bloodline is everything, and Anthony can't escape that.

So Adam realized more clearly that there was a real barrier between man and heterogeneity.

Leaving the Reflection Tower, Adam sat in the carriage, but did not rush to say that he would go back to Boku's house, but after a moment of silence, he said: "Crowe, when you get back to Boku's house, you go to Roma's house, and ask Mr. Doug to prepare a house for me near the central clock tower." ”