The theme song "Big Fish" written by my cousin for the anime "Big Fish and Begonia" is not only very good, but also very much in line with the theme of this anime.

When he heard some of the lyrics sung by his cousin just now, Zhang Dacang couldn't help but have a sour nose.

To be honest, although "Big Fish and Begonia" is an anime, it is a tragic anime.

The story of "Big Fish and Begonia" is a tragic story in itself.

Yu is really pitiful, and he did not hesitate to sacrifice his life for Tsubaki, and in the end it became her and Kun.

She only knew that she owed Kun a life, but she didn't know that she owed more than one life, Tsubaki didn't care about Tsubaki at all, and Tsubaki has been silently guarding Tsubaki, she is not afraid of heaven and earth, but she is only afraid of Tsubaki's injury.

Tsubaki said that Kun's sister was waiting for him, and Tsubaki, he had no parents at all, and he was willing to put his life into it in exchange for Tsubaki's life, but Tsubaki's eyes only had Kun in them, and Tsubaki's eyes only had Tsubaki in them.

Yu also said that if there is no happiness, what is the point of living, he could have forgotten all the pain, but he didn't want to forget the happy time with Tsubaki, he was willing to bear everything himself...

Maybe Yu's feelings for Tsubaki are like the lyrics sing - I'm afraid that you will fly away, I'm afraid that you will leave me, and I'm afraid that you will stay here forever, and every tear will flow to you and flow backwards into the bottom of the sky.

To tell the truth, after Zhang Dacang read this story, he was moved to cry, and a big man cried a lot.

To be honest, he was quite upset, after all, he did so much for Tsubaki, but Tsubaki chose Kun in the end.

Yu didn't want Tsubaki to suffer, even if the people of the clan were against it, Tsubaki has always stood by Tsubaki's side, from silently guarding to being for love. For the sake of the tree, he jumped off the stinky ditch, let the rat woman play with the sword, he fought with the two-headed snake to the death for the sake of the tree, he stole the dragon mask, and did not hesitate to open the door of the sea and the sky with a weak mana, he did not hesitate to give up his entire life, only wishing that his beloved could be happy

However, he is only a seventeen-year-old boy, who will make his love? But the wine woke up, the sadness passed, and it was still the same. The feelings of the Murmur are so real. But love is the most helpless and ruthless.

Perhaps the thing he regrets the most for Tsubaki is that he couldn't hug Tsubaki tightly that night.

That night, the sky was full of stars, huddled on the grass, his heart was like a knife, and he sobbed silently. The girl he loved was lying beside him, and he wanted to hug her and say to her how much I love you. However, Tsubaki's voice pierced the heart, "I have always regarded you as an older brother."

It would have been nice if Tsubaki could gently pat him on the shoulder and comfort him, but she didn't. His outstretched arms hung in the air, retracted, and then hugged his trembling body tightly. How sad, how funny.

I love you so much, but you treat me like a brother, however, this is not to blame others, he knows that this is a love that belongs to him alone, even if he can't, he is willing.

Then in order to save Tsubaki, in order to become him and Kun, he even sacrificed his own life.

When he first saw this story, he was really moved.

Because he can also be said to empathize with Yun's experience, he can also understand Yu's pain.

He remembered that when he was in high school, he also liked a girl in his class, but this girl just regarded him as a good friend, and he wanted to muster up the courage to confess to this girl countless times, but he couldn't say anything.

After that, they went to college, and although they went to school in different cities, he would always keep an eye on all the news and news of the girl he liked.

One day he suddenly saw a news posted by her in this girl's space, which was a photo of her and a boy, and posted a message - I will also have a boyfriend from now on, come and bless us.

When he saw this dynamic, he was really miserable and miserable.

Although in his heart, he had long known that such a day would come sooner or later, but when this day came, he found that he still couldn't accept it.

"Ahhh......hh

At this time, he could only vent the pain in his heart through this kind of shouting.

Seeing that his classmates in high school had sent blessings under his news, looking at his mobile phone, he couldn't say the word blessing.

Finally, the girl suddenly sent a message: "All the classmates in the class have sent me blessings, why don't you send me blessings? We are the best brothers, and now I have boyfriends, so happy things, why don't you give me a blessing? Or are you not brothers?"

Seeing the message from this girl, he just smiled wryly.

"Blessings? Do you know how hard my heart is now? Do you know how painful my heart is now? Do you know that I have always liked you? I have never regarded you as my brother, I have always regarded you as the person I liked, but only you are like a fool and regard me as your brother. ”

"Do you know how painful I am when I see you hugging other men now?

Zhang Dapao saw the news she sent and muttered bitterly.

Eventually, though, he sent her a blessing.

But God knows how painful his heart was when he typed the word blessing, and how uncomfortable his heart was.

And although the things he experienced were somewhat similar to what Yu had experienced, the pain he had endured was nothing compared to the pain he had endured.

It's just that people nowadays like to call this kind of person a licking dog, although this name is not very good, but isn't this the truth?

Once a person is crazy about a person, he will change from a person to a dog, without dignity, and put all his thoughts on him, and it can even be said that you can't live without him.

But in the end, someone did send you a good guy card, or I just thought of you as a good friend all along.

And he said with a straight face: "I didn't expect me to treat you as a friend, but you wanted to sleep with me." ”

Isn't there a saying that is good? lick the dog lick the dog, lick the dog to the end, and there is nothing.

In the story of "Big Fish and Begonia", he even gave his life for Cheng Chun and Kun, but didn't he get nothing in the end?

It turns out that the saying that licking a dog is not good to die is quite reasonable.