117: Make a decision
"There are some things you don't understand, just listen to me about this matter, this marriage can't be divorced!" When it comes to military secrets, An Jianshan can't say it.
Cao Xiu'e is an ordinary housewife, but she can't understand that, no matter how good she knows Pang Fei, she can't do this kind of thing.
It was one thing to guess before, but it's another thing to hear it with your own ears.
She is supportive of divorce!
Very supportive!
"Leave, you have to leave, I can't watch my daughter being wronged. ”
Cao Xiu'e has always been on An Yao's side.
An Lu was very embarrassed, in fact, she still didn't want An Yao and Pang Fei to divorce in her heart, but Pang Fei's approach this time was really incomprehensible.
She has no idea when she is swaying from side to side, so let her parents and An Yao deal with this matter by themselves.
If you're a student, don't get involved in this kind of thing.
"Xiu'e, can you say a few words?" An Jianshan was also very tired, thinking that after the efforts of him and An Lu during this time, the relationship between the two could be eased, but he didn't expect that now it is getting more and more stiff, and the divorce has been brought to the surface many times, even normal loving couples will hurt their feelings if they talk too much, not to mention that An Yao and Pang Fei have always been in a not harmonious relationship.
He can understand Cao Xiu'e's worries about his daughter, so he doesn't want to quarrel, he just wants Cao Xiu'e to be quiet for a while, and he wants to have a good chat with An Yao.
"Okay, okay, let's talk!"
The father and daughter sat facing each other for a few minutes, An Yao kept her head down and didn't speak, so An Jianshan could only open her mouth.
"Yaoyao, do you know why Dad insisted on opposing your divorce from Pang Fei?"
Knowing that An Yao would not answer, An Jianshan answered his own question by himself, "Because once you divorce Pang Fei, it is very likely that something will happen to our entire An family." ”
An Yao couldn't understand this, why was her marriage with Pang Fei so exaggerated?
When he finally raised his head, his eyes were so red and swollen, and An Jianshan was also distressed when he saw it.
An Jianshan was distressed, but he was helpless, "There are many things that Dad can't tell you, because there are too many things involved." But one thing I can be sure of is that Pang Fei's identity is not simple, and even this discharge is not an ordinary discharge. ”
"Dad, what do you mean?" An Yao didn't understand those things in the military of the army, and her life circle determined what she paid attention to.
"What Dad means is that when Pang Fei joined the army, he was definitely not an ordinary soldier, and he had to give him a few thin noodles even for buttons, if it wasn't good, he was likely to be a person from the regular military region. ”
"I know something about this, doesn't it mean that the people who can enter that place are the top students in each military region, and the conditions in all aspects are very good, and only one or two students are recruited from each military region every year. ”
"Pang Fei is only twenty-five or six this year, it is not easy to get ahead in the local military region, and it is even more fantastical to enter the main military region, right?"
An Jianshan denied her statement, "You haven't been a soldier, you don't know about soldiers, some people are born soldiers, they are gifted with intelligence and qualifications, and I have seen people who were specially recruited into the army when they were teenagers." ”
An Yao stopped talking.
An Jianshan continued, "Some time ago, I was on a mission in Niutou Mountain, and I was discovered by the other party, and they arrested me on Niutou Mountain, and it was Pang Fei who rescued me alone. At that time, the Southeast Military Region dispatched special forces to deal with the group of bandits, but in fact, they did not come at all for the group of bandits, but for Pang Fei, and they were there to protect Pang Fei. ”
This matter was also inadvertently known to An Jianshan, and as for the reason and cause and effect, he couldn't tell An Yao.
This kind of unbelievable thing just sounds unbelievable, but now it happens to the people around you, which is even more uncalming.
An Jianshan continued, "I also judged from this incident that Pang Fei's discharge from the army may be part of the plan above. After the last incident, the captain of the special forces of the Southeast Military Region intends to take Pang Fei under his command, if Pang Fei divorces you, can you guarantee that he will not return to the army when he is disheartened?"
"If we destroy the above plan again, you and I, or even our home, can't afford it. ”
"If Dad is just an ordinary person, then I can be selfish and not think about these things, but your Dad and I are also a soldier, and my identity makes me have to think about those. ”
The mission of soldiers has never been only reflected in the troops, An Jianshan, Pang Jinchuan, and Pang Fei are the same!
This is the belief and idea of every soldier who is deeply rooted in the mind of the soldier, retirement is not the end of their army, and the heart of protecting the family and defending the country never stops because of whether or not they wear military uniforms!
From the moment they stepped into the army and put on their uniforms, their belief in joining the army was deeply rooted in their minds for a lifetime!
Although An Yao didn't understand, she also knew what her father meant when she said this.
"Son, Dad shouldn't have put these burdens on you, shouldn't have let you bear them, but I had no choice. ”
This topic is too heavy, and when I say it, I just want An Yao to understand his thoughts, of course, now he is more of a father's role, how can a father not think about his children.
An Jianshan didn't blindly think about it from his own perspective in this regard, he also thought about An Yao, "One thing Lulu said is right, you have Pang Fei in your heart, right, otherwise you wouldn't be so disappointed, so desperate, and so sad." ”
"Dad doesn't know how to untie the knot between you and Pang Fei, the only thing he can do is to be cheeky and keep him at Anjia and by your side. He has other women outside, it's not that he cares, but that he can't get love in this family and in you, so he will pin this love on other women. ”
"You have all made mistakes, and since you are wrong, you are wrong, and there is no such thing as one who is wrong and who is not wrong. If you still want to save your marriage, you should change yourself, and sometimes you have to learn to let go of what you should let go. ”
An Yao's mood was heavy, and tears fell uncontrollably, "Dad, but I can't pass the psychological level." ”
"Then think about it from another angle, can Pang Fei survive the fact that you and Luo Liang have fallen in love?"
An Jianshan is embarrassed to say too deep a topic, psychological derailment and physical derailment are both derailment, An Yao is entangled in the matter of Pang Fei and Lin Jingzhi, why is it not Pang Fei entangled in her and Luo Liang's matter?
An Jianshan asked her to think about it again!
An Yao sat alone in front of the window for a long, long time, and she was always in a bad mood, she would think about how sad Pang Fei must have been when she and Luo Liang were always together, and how sad Pang Fei should have been alone in that small and deserted room......
Her room is so warm, she can grab a doll to hold when her heart hurts, Pang Fei's room is so deserted, I'm afraid he can only smoke when he's sad, right?
When he first came to settle down, his addiction to smoking was not very big, but now he has a box a day, and I am afraid that it is all the addiction of smoking in countless sleepless nights.
In the past, she was so insulted and insulted, Pang Fei never had the heart to find a woman, but this time......
Is it that his heart is completely broken, is it that he really can't feel the slightest warmth in this home, and he doesn't dare to tell others about those things, so he can only talk to Lin Jingzhi.
Lin Jingzhi is so gentle and understanding, and it is the best healing medicine after injury......
Yes, it's all me, and I personally pushed Pang Fei away from me step by step!
An Yao hugged her knees and choked with tears.
didn't close her eyes all night, and she cried many times, making An Yao's eyes swollen like walnuts.
The night's reflection was not without effect, at least she understood what her problems were, and she was willing to accept and acknowledge the comments and advice from her father and sister.
There is one thing she is still very entangled, and she is always uneasy if she doesn't make a decision, and that is her feelings for Luo Liang.
lost the enthusiasm and excitement at the beginning, but in the end there was still a little guilt.
Luo Liang has become what he is now, and it can't be said that it has nothing to do with her original refusal.
It is this guilt that supports her last bit of friendship with Luo Liang.
She will make up for Luo Liang, but not by getting married, breaking off the relationship with Luo Liang, so that she can devote herself to Pang Fei's affairs.
"What do you say is going on with those two people, what time is it, they don't come out, will something happen, will they faint? fainted, died?"
Cao Xiu'e slapped her on the back of the head angrily, "You don't talk nonsense, okay." ”
"Okay, okay, I won't talk about it, so what now?" An Lu spun around anxiously.
Cao Xiu'e looked at An Jianshan, didn't she talk to An Yao last night, why is she still like this today, "Lao An, you have something to say." ”
"Go and ask Aunt Zhang to serve dinner, and then ask them to come out to eat. ”
What kind of idea is this, Cao Xiu'e and An Lu are confused.
"Do as I say!"
An Lu stood up with a "whoosh", "Okay, I'll go and scream, if they blame you, I'll push it on you." ”
Before they could go upstairs, the doors opened at the same time.
The two looked at each other, one looked haggard, the other had red and swollen eyes, and they knew that they hadn't slept well last night.
An Lu's eyes were bright, and she was afraid that the two of them would be embarrassed, so she hurriedly ran over and hugged one in one hand, "Sister, brother-in-law, you got up just right, Aunt Zhang has boiled a perfect tonic soup, but it's fragrant, you come down and taste it." ”
An Lu deliberately arranged two positions next to each other for them, husband and wife should look like husband and wife, how good it is to sit together, why do you always sit separately!
Not to mention, these two people are really too husband and wife when they sit together, and even their haggard expressions are so similar.