384: Selfishness
"An Yao, I'm really worried that my mother is worried about you......"
Pang Fei, do you know that your kindness is sometimes a burden and a pressure. You are like this, you want to be good to everyone, you don't want to hurt anyone, you think this is the best of both worlds, but have you ever thought that not everyone is the same as you. When a relationship is over, it's over, let's not have anything to do with it, whether I'm doing well or not, it doesn't matter to you. I beg you not to do this again, you let me heal myself and let me work on my own......"
An Yao's words pierced Pang Fei's heart like a steel needle.
What he thought was good, but to An Yao, it was more like chicken ribs, and he was reluctant to abandon it after eating it.
Maybe for Pang Fei, the meaning of divorce is that the two people don't have the legal effect, but after all, they are people who have loved deeply, and they will still help if they are in trouble. But he forgot that for An Yao, divorce meant that their An family no longer had Pang Fei. She would rather bear the pain herself, be tired and hard, and never have any attachment and reluctance to Pang Fei.
As An Yao said, since they are all divorced, don't break the thread anymore.
He was like this to Lin Jingzhi, and he was like this to An Yao, if it sounds good, it is soft-hearted, and if it is not good, this is insatiable, no one can give it up, how can there be such a good thing in the world.
You can't have both fish and bear's paws, you must give up your bear's paws if you get fish, Pang Fei is too greedy and wants everything.
"Lin Jingzhi doesn't mind, but I do. Let's go, don't interfere in the matter of our settlement in the future. ”
An Yao restrained her mind and wiped away the tears that unconsciously slipped down her cheeks, as if she was also erasing the past that belonged to her and Pang Fei.
At the time when Pang Fei said that she wanted to divorce, she was dead to Pang Fei, not that she didn't work hard, not that she didn't fight, but that she worked hard and fought hard, but she still couldn't catch up with Pang Fei's footsteps.
Maybe she was wrong from the start, and when you put yourself down to pursue another person, you are doomed to failure.
resolutely turned around and left, leaving only a back that quickly disappeared from sight to Pang Fei.
With a "clang...... door, the door of the ward was closed by An Yao from the inside, but the small door blocked the two people into two worlds.
Pang Fei stood at the door for a while, but finally turned around and left.
When he came back this time, he wanted to discuss with An Yao, so that they could get together and disperse, even if they were divorced, they could still get along like friends. But obviously he was wrong, An Yao didn't care so much on the surface, in fact, she cared very much, but the more she cared, the more difficult it was to forgive Pang Fei for what she did. Coupled with Cao Xiu'e's matter, it was like the last straw that crushed An Yao, and the words that were originally unwilling to be said in my heart were also spoken.
"Insatiable, selfish, ......"
An Yao's words flashed back and forth in Pang Fei's mind like a movie.
Pang Fei never thought that his own goodness would be a kind of pressure on others, and he always wanted to take everyone's emotions into account, but in the end, he still hurt some people.
As An Yao said, not everyone is Lin Jingzhi, and not everyone can indulge his overflowing sympathy.
Did he do it wrong?
Did he really do something wrong?
Pang Fei didn't figure out this question after thinking about it all night, he only knew that An Yao was right, he couldn't appear in front of the An family anymore. An Yao needs time to forget him, and it takes time to adapt to the days without Pang Fei, if Pang Fei always appears by the side of the An family, it will only bring them constant trouble.
But the An family is like this, it is not good to have no one to help them, Pang Fei entrusted this matter to Shi Feng, and asked him to secretly help An Yao a little more, "In addition, there is a guy named Feng Zelin who has been pestering An Yao recently, you can help me check the details of that guy." ”
Shi Feng still couldn't believe his ears, "Is it really gone?" No, I just think so...... When that woman was not good to you before, I was looking forward to you leaving her all day long, you don't want such a good Lin Jingzhi, why do you have to be entangled with An Yao, how tired. Can...... Hey, I can't tell what's going on, I really heard that you and An Yao left, but I couldn't be happy at all. ”
"Ah, I see, because it's not the right time for you to get divorced, yes, that's it. It would be nice if you left early, but now that you are divorced because of Lin Jingzhi, others will definitely think that you are at fault and will accuse you of not doing it. Brother Pang, I just feel sorry for you, in fact, I can't completely blame you for this, you said that Lin Jingzhi was so good to you at the beginning, who is not impressed. ”
"Don't talk about that, you remember all the things I told you. "The soul is gone, and he still talks about those useless things, Pang Fei doesn't want to continue those topics.
Shi Feng sighed and shook his head, "Look at our brothers, are they counted...... I just broke up with Shen Ningxin here, and you divorced An Yao here. But you're okay, at least there is Lin Jingzhi with you, as for me, it's miserable, and now I'm alone. ”
Pang Fei smiled, "Didn't you say that a person is chic, what do you want to do, why are you tired of this chic life so quickly?"
Shi Feng immediately changed his words, "Yes, yes, a person is chic, I am very chic now, you see, every day in addition to dedicated work is entertainment, no longer have to worry about what to say and do when you go back from work, how chic." ”
This guy is obviously duplicitous, and secretly ran back to peek at Shen Ningxin. But Pang Fei didn't poke him out, if it weren't for his helplessness, who would be willing to take this step.
Picking up the glasses, the two brothers touched it.
Thief Wu hurriedly came, pulled a chair and sat down, this guy, drank beer as water, and poured a large cup down like that.
"You two are really...... If you don't tell me sooner, I'm tired of running so far away. Hey, I said Boss Pang, are you really leaving tomorrow?"
"No, my Brother Pang is a person who is going to do great things, to be the president of Liu's Group, isn't it?" Shi Feng felt very proud when he said this.
Pang Fei smiled, "I don't care if the president is not the president, I don't care at all, I just want to let my dad come back as soon as possible." ”
"Getting the old man back is the main task, but we can also divide some side quests to come out, such as slapping their Liu family in the face, so that they also know that we are not so easy to bully......? Make more money, change our detective agency to a bigger place, and buy some better tools. Hey, we have to do a big business, go abroad, go international, this is not possible without funds......" Thief Wu stood on the chair excitedly.
Shi Feng hurriedly pulled him down, "Don't go abroad, this month's performance hasn't reached the standard, there is no money to make, we have to fight the northwest wind, hurry up and think about how to pull more lists." ”
"Boss Shi, you are the boss, I am just doing errands, this kind of thing must be what you want, I just carry out the task. ”
Shi Feng smashed his eyes with a big eye, "Brother Pang, look at it, everything you have done has fallen on my head, I am used to being the shopkeeper of this handshake, and suddenly put so much pressure on me, I am really afraid that I will not be able to bear it." ”
"You can. After saying so much, Pang Fei replied with such a sentence, which was too calm and calm.
Come on, Shi Feng doesn't want to talk about this topic, the three of them will have one last meal tonight, and send Pang Fei away tomorrow.
Early the next morning, the two drove Pang Fei to the high-speed rail station, except for his ID card and wallet, Pang Fei didn't bring anything, and he seemed so out of place with the crowd of people around him.
Looking at the fading scenery outside the car window, a strange feeling flashed in Pang Fei's heart.
On the mobile phone screen, An Yao's phone number was turned out, but the phone was not dialed out for a long time.
Whether to make this call or not, Pang Fei couldn't make a decision for a long time.
"Thank you for finally answering my call...... I'm leaving here, I don't know why, I just want to hear your voice again and say a few words to you......" It was a middle-aged man sitting next to Pang Fei, and it seemed that he was also saying goodbye to a certain woman.
The man looked sad and wiped his tears with a tissue from time to time, but on the phone, he always pretended to be very calm and calm, "No matter what the result is, we used to love each other, although we are separated now, I don't want us to become like enemies." I know that I am to blame for that incident, you will never forgive me in this life, and I dare not expect your forgiveness, I just hope that ...... You can call me when you need me. ”
Because it was very close, Pang Fei could hear the woman's voice on the phone, "Since you have decided to separate, why don't you completely cut off contact, why do you still call me, do you know that you will only make me more uncomfortable." I don't need your help, I don't need your concern, I can still live well without you. ”
The man couldn't hold back, and a big tear fell with a "bang".
"Sorry to interrupt!"
Trembling and hanging up the phone, the man covered his eyes with a tissue and shrugged his shoulders.
Pang Fei pressed the return button and gave up the idea of calling An Yao.
The difference between women and men is that men are always more rational, while women are always more emotional.
Men always think that they can be friends when they are separated, but women think that if they are separated, they are enemies, and it is impossible to be friends again.
The damage he brought to An Yao was already big enough, and she really couldn't block her anymore.
It's just that from now on, the two of them may be passers-by at the end of the world, thinking of this, Pang Fei can't help but feel a faint pain in his heart.