After returning home, Yuan Jia did not start the live broadcast tonight.

He took a hot shower, let the water from the shower spill over his head, slid down his slender neck, and his phone was placed by the windowsill, playing soft songs, and he smiled at the corners of his mouth.

I'm finally going to see her.

There was a wonderful feeling in my heart, anticipation, nervousness, curiosity, happiness, and a little bit of gardenia-like overwhelm.

Of course, the two have never seen each other like online dating, and ten years ago, they were already at the same table for most of the semester.

The hazy liking in adolescence unconsciously affects Yuan Jia's life trajectory, and it is also Xu Nanyu's dream around his heart.

Are you still the same as you were back then?

When Gardenia's phone call came just now, Yuanjia almost subconsciously wanted to go back to see her, but she still calmed down, seeing her under Gardenia's excitement was not a good choice, she needed to calm down for a while, so she decided to meet again tomorrow.

After taking a shower, Yuanjia returned to her room, closed the door, and chatted with Gardenia.

Gardenia stopped crying, and was eating the green fruit he sent in the room.

Qingguo was delicious, she hugged the bear and leaned against the head of the bed, while eating, she looked at her phone, waiting for Yuanjia's reply.

When I first heard him coming, my mind was almost blank, and now when I think about it, I am still in a trance, but the emotion I want to see him has not changed, and after I calm down, I feel that my heart is beating so fast and pounding.

It's like going on a date with a boy I like for the first time, and I can't help but think about a lot of pictures in my mind.

For example, what to say in the first sentence of meeting, whether to shake hands, whether to throw himself into his arms, whether to drag him to his room, whether to eat with him......

Yes, yes, yes!

Gardenia wants both.

It's a pity that she can't do it......

But in any case, you must see him.

Yuanjia: "What are you doing?"

Gardenia: "Have you finished taking a shower? I'm eating green fruits, it's delicious! and then thinking about ...... tomorrow."

Yuanjia: "Then how are you going to meet me?"

Gardenia: "I don't know......"

Gardenia: "If only you could suddenly appear in front of me, so I don't have to think about how to walk towards you." ”

Yuan Jia: "Then I'll set the process first." ”

Gardenia: "Uh-huh!"

Yuan Jia: "Tomorrow at two o'clock in the afternoon, you will wait for me in your yard, just like before, every time you come to the classroom before me, so don't think that you are coming to see me." ”

Yuanjia: "This time, I'll see you." ”

Gardenia: "You know me......"

Yuanjia: "Just like you know me. ”

Gardenia: "When did you know......

Yuanjia: "At the beginning. ”

Yuan Jia: "Do you want a video?"

Gardenia: "Don't ......"

Xu Nanyu bit her lip, the tension in her heart decreased a lot, Yuan Jia broke the identity of the two in a timely manner, which greatly reduced the sense of mystery before the meeting, and this familiarity could make her more comfortable to deal with the meeting between the two, just like Yuan Jia said, she didn't have to do anything, just wait for him to come to see her like before.

Unlike other couples, mystery helps to warm up the relationship between other men and women, but for Gardenia, familiarity is the most important thing, so that she doesn't have to think about it until she meets her.

Gardenia refused to video, just because of the girl's reserve, she hadn't taken a bath yet, and she was crying so hard just now, she felt that she was ugly, so she didn't want to show it to Yuanjia.

The two chatted for a while, and then switched to a phone chat.

With the real-time communication on the phone, Yuanjia can better feel Gardenia's emotions.

Her voice was soft, and most of the time it was Yuanjia who was talking.

Yuan Jia distracted her, didn't mention too much about the meeting, and chatted about her return to her hometown today.

Under Yuanjia's guidance, Gardenia was no longer so nervous.

Yuanjia didn't plan to make this meeting too grand or formal, so he didn't go to see her tonight, after all, it was Gardenia's emotional peak at that time, which would bring her heart anchor: the → meeting was extremely unnatural

What Yuan Jia wants is not 'an impressive meeting', he wants 'every ordinary meeting', the more ordinary and natural, the more able to make Gardenia not take the meeting too seriously.

Otherwise, every time she meets someone, it will be like taking a college entrance examination, which will bring her a lot of mental exhaustion.

For patients with social phobia, in the process of socializing, they always have an attitude of 'unexpected happening' towards unknown events, rather than an attitude of 'surprise coming'.

They are always worried about accidents, afraid that the clothes they are wearing will not look good, that they will say the wrong thing, that the weather will be bad, and that the other party will refuse......

Even if it is a dream meeting, it is almost difficult to show happiness on the face at that time, because the heart is really nervous, and if the other party does not take the initiative to end the conversation, he will not know what to do, so he has to continue with his head. If the other party takes the initiative to end the conversation, and you feel that you have said something wrong......

In short, any 'unknown process' of socialization can be unsettling for people with social phobia.

In many cases, even a 'surprise' will be regarded as an 'accident', which will overwhelm the social phobia sufferer.

For example, I made an appointment with a friend to go to the restaurant for dinner, and suddenly, my friend took out the birthday cake prepared for me, and the waiters in the restaurant also enthusiastically gathered over, lit the cake candles for me, and sang the birthday song together. But for people with social phobia, this surprise is simply the biggest surprise, and they may be overwhelmed by their hearts, pale, sweaty palms......

Unlike other people's dating, others wish that the other party would pay as much attention as possible, but Yuanjia hopes that Gardenia will be as normal as possible, and try to reduce her 'mystery' about meeting and make her feel natural.

At the end of the chat, Yuan Jia even detailed what style he would wear tomorrow, what color of clothes, what kind of words he would say, and how long he would stay in this meeting...... and so on, all recorded and sent to Gardenia.

In the same way, Gardenia also told Yuanjia what she was going to wear tomorrow, how she was going to do it, and what she was going to say......

Yuanjia: "If you're nervous, you don't have to talk, just like before." ”

Gardenia: "Isn't it bad......

Yuanjia: "I can guess what you want to say." ”

Gardenia felt sweet in her heart.

Most of the pressure is instantly relieved.

So before they met, Gardenia was able to imagine tomorrow's scene on her own, and she was mentally prepared, so that she didn't have to suffer from cranky thoughts.

Like a flower, you will pluck it, love a flower, you will water it.

This is the greatest tenderness for her, and it is also the most beautiful meeting gift for her.

This is also the reason why she likes Yuanjia.

"Good night, see you tomorrow~"

"Uh-huh!"

Xu Nanyi was reluctant to interrupt the chat, so he chatted with Yuan Jia until half past ten in the evening, and then put down his mobile phone and went to take a shower.

There was hot water in the tub, and she stood in front of the large mirror and looked at herself.

The hair is like ink, and the skin is like jade.

It's probably the fog in the bathroom, her beautiful eyes seem to have a light cage of smoke, the most is the gentleness of the bowed head, like the shyness of a gardenia that is not able to overcome the spring breeze.

Xu Nanyu held his face with both hands and looked at himself in the mirror.

Biting his lip slightly, although it has changed a lot from its previous appearance, it shouldn't be ugly......

Hot water is put away.

The silky clothes were pulled off her shoulders, and she lifted her snow-white feet and stepped into the bathtub, the warmth rising from the soles of her feet, and then slowly lay down, and the warmth covered every inch of her body.

Gardenia closed her eyes and imagined the scene of tomorrow's meeting, blue sky, white clouds, and Yuanjia......

So the face is even redder, and there is some seductive cuteness.

She sank her head into the water, like a mermaid.

Grunt, gurgling with little pink bubbles......

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(I feel like I'm going to be killed if I break here tonight...... ）

(Thank you Da Mao 11 for the helmsman reward, thank you very much~!)