"Well, I know, Sister Yu, but I'm not worthy of him. ”

Yan Ziqi kept her voice low in the last few words, so low that only she could hear them.

"Period, what did you say?"

Yu Lu asked again with some uncertainty.

"It's okay, Sister Yu, I said that you have to be well, your body must be healthy, your work must be smooth, and your family must be happy, in short, I hope you are well, you must be well. ”

Yan Ziqi gave Yu Lu a big hug as she spoke, and her sudden enthusiasm surprised Yu Lu.

"Period, are you alright?"

"It's okay, it's really okay, Sister Yu, don't worry, okay, you can prescribe medicine for me, I'll have something to do in a while." ”

Yan Ziqi let go of Yu Lu, her smile was like a flower, she looked really normal than ever.

"Okay, then you wait. ”

It was exactly two o'clock in the afternoon when she came out of the studio, and Yan Ziqi took a taxi back to the small apartment where she lived.

The place has been restored to its original state, and there is no change in the house except for an additional posthumous photo.

Yan Ziqi carefully held the posthumous photo in his arms, wiped it with a clean small towel, looked at it again and again, and then put it back in its place.

Yan Chenghua's posthumous photo was placed in the room where he lived before his death, and she locked it up after cleaning it.

Back in the living room, Yan Ziqi picked up his mobile phone and ordered a lot of dishes on the APP, and the shopping cart was full.

Then she cleaned the whole apartment again, replaced the bed in her room with new sheets, and stuffed a box of things under her pillow.

After cleaning the room and the dishes purchased online were delivered, Yan Ziqi began to work in the kitchen.

Her cooking skills have always been online, and in less than two hours, she has prepared a table of dishes.

When the dishes were ready and the dishes and chopsticks were set, she took another half an hour to take a shower, put on light makeup, and put on the dress she thought looked the best.

When this is done, the person who should come has arrived.

"Ding Dong~"

At the right time, the doorbell rang, and Yan Ziqi walked to the entrance and opened the door.

"Old Yu. ”

As soon as Yan Ziqi saw the people outside the door, his face was full of spring and his smile was opened.

"Come on in. ”

Outside the door, Yu Qing was dressed in a smoky gray suit, holding a bouquet of stars in her hand, and the smile on her face was also very bright.

He handed the flower to Yan Ziqi, carefully looked at her from beginning to end, and then asked with some doubts: "What day is today, dressed so beautifully, and invited me over for dinner." ”

Yu Qing was really surprised when she received Yan Ziqi's call, she invited him to her apartment for the first time.

"Just come in and you'll know. ”

Yan Ziqi carefully inserted the flowers in his hand into the empty vase on the shoe rack, and then put his hand around Yu Qing's arm affectionately, and the two walked to the restaurant together.

Looking at the table of dishes and the clean and tidy room, Yu Qing was a little confused, so he couldn't help but ask again, "Xiao Yan, what's wrong with you today?"

"No, come, take off your coat first, I'll turn on the air conditioner. ”

Yan Ziqi said like a virtuous wife, reaching out to help Yu Qing take off her coat, and then neatly placed it on the sofa in the living room.

She returned to the dining room, and the two sat down face to face at the table.

Yan Ziqi opened a bottle of red wine, she took a goblet and poured half a glass of wine into it, and put it in front of Yu Qing.

"Lao Yu, I know you don't drink, but can I ask you to make an exception for me today. ”

Yan Ziqi said and did not forget to wink mischievously at Yu Qing.

“...”

Yu Qing looked at Yan Ziqi, he seemed to know that something was going to happen, but he didn't seem to be too sure.

Yan Ziqi finished pouring himself wine, and then raised the cup in his hand to Yu Qing with affection.

"Lao Yu, the first cup, I wish you peace and health. ”

Yan Ziqi said and raised his head and swallowed all the wine in the cup into his throat.

Xu was a little violent, and she was choked: "Ahem~"

"Eh, slow down, Xiao Yan. ”

"It's fine. ”

Yan Ziqi shook his head and poured himself another glass, "Second cup, Lao Yu, I hope you are happy, find someone you love and love you, there will be no difference." ”

I don't know if this sentence is too sensational, Yan Ziqi's nose suddenly sour, and then tears filled his eyes.

She endured the heart-wrenching pain and forced back her tears, and then looked up at Yu Qing, "Old Yu, you are really good, so you deserve better, sometimes I regret why the first person I met when I was ignorant was not you, if it was you, maybe I would be very happy and happy." ”

Yan Ziqi didn't hold back, she said as she spoke, tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Xiao Yan, you know my mind. ”

"No, no, no. ”

Yan Ziqi took out a piece of paper from the paper box next to him to wipe away his tears, and then used chopsticks to clip a shrimp for Yu Qing.

"My old Yu deserves a better girl, you know, no matter how depressing and difficult my life is, you, Yu Qing, are the only light I can see after countless collapses. ”

“...”

"I really..."

The more Yan Ziqi spoke, the more sad she became, her voice began to choke slowly, and her tears became more and more fierce.

"Xiao Yan, don't say it. ”

Yu Qing frowned, Yan Ziqi made him feel unspeakably distressed.

"If you want, tomorrow we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau. ”

What a nice sentence, Yu Qing's words are like sweet honey smeared on Yan Ziqi's heart, and her heart is full of sweetness.

Of course she is willing, but she can't, her old Yu deserves a better girl.

The person who can be matched must be knowledgeable and courteous, full of sunshine, with warmth, soothing people's hearts.

It's a pity that she is not in the face of her child, she is a disaster star, but anyone who is involved with her will not end well, she is a nemesis, whoever touches it will die, since this is the case, she should go where she should go to touch the people she should touch.

Yan Ziqi took the red wine bottle next to her and drank two-thirds of it in one gulp, the purple-red wine flowing down the corners of her mouth, sliding through her white neck and into the collar.

Seeing this, Yu Qing also drank the wine in the cup in one gulp.

There are some things that don't need to be said, the answer is already very clear, and Yu Qing knows that Yan Ziqi finally chose another path.

"So..."

Yu Qing paused for a moment, then sighed heavily and said, "So you still plan to return to him, right?"

Yan Ziqi nodded, "Yes, Lao Yu, my father's departure taught me two things, one is to learn to bow my head, bow to fate, bow to people who are higher than myself, Ji Hangcheng He can give me all I want, so I have to bow to him." ”

"The second is that I can't change others, I have to change myself. ”

"So, you're going to bow down to him, so you're going to change yourself, so you're going to abandon me?"

Yu Qing is not a hypocritical person, he rarely says such things, and it is rare to hear him say such things today.

Reluctant!

Of course, Yan Ziqi was reluctant, but she couldn't, fate was too unfair to her, so that she was burdened with layers of shackles, so she couldn't protect herself, how to love others.

The sadness reached a critical point, Yan Ziqi's heart wall collapsed at this moment, and the sad emotions poured out like a torrent, and she couldn't control it and vented it all at once.

Yan Ziqi lay on the table and cried heartbreakingly, and his liver and intestines were broken.

Who doesn't want to live a good life, who wants to live in the shadows forever, but even if some people want to climb out of the abyss, the deeper they will fall in the end.

Seeing Yan Ziqi like this, Yu Qing finally compromised, and he couldn't bear to force her anymore.

Yu Qing reached out to hold Yan Ziqi's hand, and after a long time, he slowly spoke, "Okay, Xiao Yan, I promise you, don't be sad." ”

Yu Qing didn't expect that after his words, Yan Ziqi cried even more sadly, and the whole room was filled with her crying.

Yan Ziqi lay on the table, crying on her shoulders, if it weren't for Yu Qing in the end, she would probably have to cry to death.

I saw Yu Qing get up and come to Yan Ziqi's side, he hugged her, hugged her tightly against his abdomen, and let her tears wet his shirt.

"Xiao Yan, I won't force you, you boldly let go and do what you want to do. Don't worry about me, I will also move forward, we have no fate, just here, we will live well in the future. ”

Yu Qing knew that Yan Ziqi had always felt guilty about herself, and she was also worried that he would have a bad life, so in order to make her better, he would deliberately follow her words.

"Xiao Yan, you don't have to worry about me, I'm really going to live well, a few days ago, my grandfather also introduced me to a blind date, she is a university teacher, she is very good, I plan to contact and see." You can rest assured, we all have to move forward, but you have to promise me that no matter what happens, you must live well. ”

Yan Ziqi couldn't say anything, she hugged Yu Qing's waist and cried fiercely, crying fiercely...

Suddenly, caught off guard, Yan Ziqi straightened up, she hugged Yu Qing's neck tightly, and said to him in an almost pleading tone: "Lao Yu, is it okay for you to kiss me, Lao Yu, I want to kiss you, I really want to." ”

Once, Yan Ziqi wanted to indulge once, she looked at Yu Qing with teary eyes, "Please, old Yu." ”

Even if you can't get it forever, it's good to get it for a moment.

"Please, old Yu. ”

Yan Ziqi held Yu Qing's face, his eyes full of pleading.

"Good. ”

Yu Qing nodded, and then he lowered his head and kissed Yan Ziqi hard, and the two hugged each other tightly and kissed inseparably.

They kissed all the way from the living room to the bedroom, and Yan Ziqi was ready to hand himself over to Yu Qing tonight.

Her mind was so clear that Yu Qing couldn't understand it, and just at the last step, he suddenly stopped.

Yu Qing took the quilt on the side and wrapped Yan Ziqi impenetrably, he sat in front of her, hugged her tightly, after all, he still couldn't bear it.

Doesn't Yu Qing want it?

No, he wanted it, but he didn't want to, and since he couldn't get it all, he would rather never have it all.

"Xiao Yan, promise me, no matter where you are in the future, you must take care of yourself, okay?"

Yu Qing kissed Yan Ziqi's forehead and told him over and over again.

"Also, do what you can, your own safety is the most important thing. ”

"Good..."

"Good..."

"Old Yu... Lao Yu..."

Yan Ziqi's tears were already swollen, and she hugged Yu Qing's neck, like a dying person desperately trying to keep the beauty of this world.

One look, one more look, another look.

In everyone's world, there is an unforgettable bright moon, it is very big and bright, it has illuminated the darkness, and it has also warmed the whole world of a person.

Yu Qing is the bright moon of Yan Ziqi, he has been here, and she knows enough.

*

The next day, Yan Ziqi woke up in an empty room, Yu Qing was gone, and her world was back in the past.

Yan Ziqi is still sad, but she knows that this ending is the best, and now she is alone, and there is no longer any bondage.

It's time for a lot of things to start.

Yan Ziqi lifted the futon and went to bed barefoot, and after a simple wash, the first thing she did was to take antidepressant medicine.

The colorful little pills were swallowed by her like this, and sometimes Yan Ziqi was also very puzzled, why such a small thing, it can control a person's emotions.

After taking the medicine, Yan Ziqi made herself a simple breakfast, and then her phone rang.

"Hey, hello, we are from the Dongcheng District Public Security Bureau, and our case has been closed on our side. ”

"Your father Yan Chenghua died of murder, the murderer is a woman, her motive for committing the crime is that she once had a financial dispute with your father, so she is waiting for an opportunity to take revenge, and now this person has been imprisoned by us, and then the judicial process will be followed, and this is probably the case, about the case file, you can come and see it at any time. ”

"No need. ”

Yan Ziqi hung up the phone after saying these three words, she already knew the result of this reversal of right and wrong, and Ji Hangcheng intervened in it, which was the biggest distortion of the facts.

Yan Ziqi walked to the dresser, and her swollen eyes, which cried last night, have now become swollen, which will not affect her appearance at all.

Yan Ziqi picked up the eyebrow pencil and traced it carefully, and then the lipstick, she didn't paint herself beyond recognition, it was a very simple little fresh outfit.

Then, she took another set of clothes from the closet and changed them for herself.

Yan Ziqi looked at herself in the mirror, she once felt like she was back in the twenty-second year, when she first met Ji Hangcheng, she was good-looking.

Yan Ziqi didn't have much narcissism, and after cleaning up, she went out.

There was a printing shop next to the apartment, and Yan Ziqi went in to print a copy of his resume, and then casually hailed a taxi on the road.

"Girl, where are you going?"

The taxi driver greeted him warmly.

"Go to the Ji Group. ”

"Okay. ”

The master pressed the meter, kicked the accelerator, and the car drove out.

About half an hour later, when there was still about a kilometer away from the Ji Group, Yan Ziqi suddenly asked the master to stop.

After paying the fare, Yan Ziqi pushed the car door and got out of the car.

The place where you get off the bus can see the magnificent building of the Ji family, among the rows of high-rise buildings, it is so dazzling and dazzling.

Yan Ziqi stood in place, looking at the building for a long time and did not take his eyes off.

Sometimes, she will comfort herself, although her relationship is not good, but Ji Hangcheng is also a rich second generation, even if she is deceived and played with by scum, she will not look back and think about it very disgusting.

Ji Hangcheng is good-looking and rich, and most girls want to be deceived by him, she has done what many people dream of, what is there to be sad about.

Is it?

A lot of people must think so.

On the ground, a cold wind passed, Yan Ziqi gathered the scarf around his neck, and then hugged the resume in his arms and walked towards Ji's.

Just when she was about to arrive at Ji's, Ji Hangcheng suddenly appeared in front of Yan Ziqi, as if it was some kind of deliberate encounter, and the two met.

"Yan Ziqi, are you okay?"

Ji Hangcheng looked at Yan Ziqi, he didn't dare to disturb him recently.

“...”

Yan Ziqi turned his head to the side and did not speak.

What's good, if you fall in love, you're dead dad, who can be good.

Ji Hangcheng felt that the sentence he asked was quite wasteful.

Immediately, he followed up and asked, "What are you doing here?"

"Find a job. ”

Yan Ziqi replied lightly.

"Looking for a job? Aren't you singing in a bar?"

Ji Hangcheng remembered that Yan Ziqi liked to sing the most.

"Nope. ”

Yan Ziqi shook his head, "Now I want to live a normal life, and I don't want to reverse black and white." ”

She looked at Ji Hangcheng and said very seriously.

"Did you find it?"

"No, I went to a lot of homes without results. ”

"Well, you don't have to worry about my business. ”

Yan Ziqi said and walked straight forward with his resume.

"Wait, Yan Ziqi, if you want, you can come to work at Ji's. ”

Ji Hangcheng stopped Yan Ziqi.

Going to work at Ji's?

Yan Ziqi turned his back to Ji Hangcheng, and a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth.

But soon, she hid the smile again, "No need. ”

As soon as she took a step, Ji Hangcheng caught up with her, "Yan Ziqi, since you have tried so much, it means that the hope is very slim, so you might as well come to Ji's, don't worry, it's bigger than you think, it's hard for you to meet me." ”

Ji Hangcheng knows Yan Ziqi's thoughts, doesn't she just hate to see herself, then she can't see it.

Yan Ziqi: "..."

Seeing that she didn't speak, Ji Hangcheng followed up and said: "It's not just a job, you hate me, but why don't you bother with money." ”

Of course, Yan Ziqi will not be unhappy with money, she has not gone to many companies to run into a wall, she tells so many lies, but it is just for one purpose.

"Let's go, I'll take you up. ”

Ji Hangcheng saw that Yan Ziqi was unmoved, so he reached out and prepared to touch her.

"Let it go!"

“ok。 Then you and I go. ”

Yan Ziqi didn't say anything this time, and obediently entered the Ji building with Ji Hangcheng.