Chapter 493 Tsinghua University or Peking University?This is a question (5)
Li Zhan couldn't help but sigh with emotion when he saw the messages of various senior high school students on Weibo.
Because at this time, he remembered the time he spent in his senior year of high school.
But at that time, he didn't have much pressure, the only pressure was whether to be admitted to Tsinghua University or Peking University at that time?
To go to Tsinghua University or to Peking University, this is a question worth thinking about.
But if there is no pressure at all, it is impossible.
After all, the whole class was immersed in that tense atmosphere, how could there be no pressure at all?
At that time, I was writing all kinds of homework and writing all kinds of test papers every day.
There is even a test every two or three days, and the exam can be said to be very frequent!
He does feel very tired at times, and even feels very annoyed at times, but when he has nothing to do, he goes to the playground for a few laps, and he feels that his whole mood is much better.
Running was the best way for Li Zhan to mediate his mood at that time.
But he understands that, just like the song he sang, "There is no real empathy in the world", there will never be real empathy in this world.
Maybe many people on the Internet feel that the psychological quality of this high school student is too fragile, so they will choose to escape from normal.
But only Li Zhan understands very clearly that something that may seem trivial to you has a very big impact on others at that time and caused a lot of pain.
Li Zhan believes very much that if he can live well, no one will choose to die.
The reason why many people choose to die is because they have suffered too much while they are alive.
And when a person's suffering reaches a certain level, to the point that the person can no longer bear it, often the person will go to an extreme path.
Li Zhan understands this feeling very well, although he can't really empathize with it.
Because the last time he endorsed a foreign brand, he was abused and attacked by the whole network, and was called a traitor by netizens on the whole network, and even his father was almost in danger of his life because of his own incident.
All of this made Li Zhan feel very painful.
The pain in his heart at that time was really beyond words.
Really, if it weren't for the strength of his heart, he would rather choose to die than face these pains.
Because it's just so painful.
Li Zhan thinks that there is a very good saying - if you haven't experienced the suffering of others, don't persuade others to be generous!
Maybe someone else suffered a lot and was tortured a lot because of something.
But as a bystander, you feel that there is nothing, and you are very shameless to persuade others to let go, let go of those painful things, and forgive those who caused you harm in the first place.
But just because you don't care doesn't mean that others don't care.
Because the pain wasn't happening to you in the first place, you feel like it doesn't matter.
At this time, the popularity of this high school junior's suicide because of the pressure of the college entrance examination continued to rise.
An hour after this incident came out, the suicide of this junior high school student has been parachuted from the tenth hot search to the first hot search on Weibo.
At this time, the problem of high school students' suicide has attracted widespread attention in the society, and the number of reads of this post has reached more than 3 billion, and the comments on this post have reached tens of millions.
"I'm a junior in high school, so I understand the pain and pressure in the heart of that suicide junior very well, really understand!"
"I'm also a senior in high school, I really don't understand why those people say that we senior high school students are psychologically fragile, and they don't know if our pain is okay or not?"
"Yes, at this time, I understood what Li Zhan meant by the song "There is no real empathy in the world"? really, there is really no real empathy in this world!"
"Yes, I really like Li Zhan's song "There is no real empathy in the world", because I have experienced too many such things in my life, and every night in the dead of night until late at night, I like to listen to this song on a single loop!"
"Why do you say that we are psychologically fragile? Why do you say that we run away from difficulties? Are we just doing it for ourselves? We just don't want to disappoint people who have very high expectations of me!"
"Yes, I'm really Alexander, I've been overwhelmed by studying every day, and my parents are going to divorce now, I live directly in school now, I don't want to go home, and when I get home, I have to see the two of them quarreling, it's really annoying!"
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Li Zhan saw this topic at this time, and there were many junior high school students below who were discussing it in various ways.
Many senior high school students said that they understood the suicide of the senior high school student very well, and they were very able to understand the pressure and pain that the senior high school student was under.
Of course, many passers-by said that this advanced student was too fragile in his heart, how could he commit suicide casually, and how could he not value his life so much?
Is he worthy of himself by doing so?
Is it worthy of the teachers who worked hard to nurture him?
Is it worthy of his parents who have worked hard to raise him for more than ten years?
Is it worthy of his parents' deep expectations and hopes for him?
Li Zhan saw this situation on the Internet, and he knew that he had to do something.
Because what these people have experienced, he has also experienced.
It's just that he has a pair of parents who understand him very well.
His father was strict with him since he was a child, telling him to study hard, grow up and be admitted to a prestigious university, engage in scientific research, and contribute to the country in order to be a scientist.
But when he reached high school, especially in his junior year of high school, his father no longer asked him anything about his studies, whether he did well or badly.
Never give him any orders, or give him any pressure, so that he must be admitted to any university.
Li Zhan remembers very clearly what his parents have always said to him, which is - don't put too much pressure on yourself, just try your best to take the test.
At that time, his mother cooked him a lot of delicious things every morning, and killed the old hen that had been raised in the family for several years and stewed chicken soup for him to drink, just to supplement him with enough nutrients so that he could better cope with the heavy study of the third year of high school!