Yuan Jia's easy-going and natural opening remarks made Meng Shu feel very comfortable.

She couldn't help but zoom in on the picture to see those cute little wood carvings, she actually wanted to have a small pet, but she usually has no personal time, and she can't take care of it.

Shu: "It's so cute!"

Shu: "Teacher Yuan, you can even carve wood carving." ”

Yuan Jia: "It's just the level of craftsmen, it's just a matter of learning, I will do some in my spare time, and if there is a visitor who needs it, I will send one." ”

Shu: "Teacher Yuan is usually very busy with work, right? I have to go to class, broadcast live, and receive guests......

Yuan Jia: "It's okay, it's all something you are willing to do. ”

Yuan Jia: "You are resting today?"

Shu: "How can I rest, but today is not too busy, there is an event in the evening, and the work is scheduled until September next year, counting the Spring Festival, it will accumulate less than 20 days of rest." ”

Yuan Jia: "If you have a chance, you can sneak out to see the sea." ”

Seeing Yuan Jia's reply, Meng Shu felt very intimate, usually if she told others that she was busy with work or something, others would always say that it was good to be busy, to have something to do, or to arrange more rest time or something.

It's just that these are fixed by the schedule, and Yuan Jia understands her very well, if she wants to rest and relax, she can only sneak out by herself.

Don't think that she is resting now, she can only stay in the hotel, otherwise as soon as she goes out, she will be overwhelmed with cameras, and her every move will be magnified countless times and thrown on the Internet.

Because of her identity, she is destined not to do what she wants to do, crying will be amplified, tantrums will be amplified, and mistakes will be amplified, while bearing the pressure of work, while bearing the unwarranted abuse and malice from the Internet.

Once she was exposed to her temporary home, and the next day she received a mysterious delivery with a pair of men's underwear and nausea stained with it, which almost broke her down to the point of nightmares for days on end.

In the dream, she was surrounded by a crowd of people, who laughed and cursed, saying that she sold x top position, said that she had plastic surgery, and said that she was a......

And these are actually the norm in her Weibo comments.

Why do you have to bear such malice and be labeled with such a label if you have not done anything wrong?

Shu: "How much does Mr. Yuan charge for one hour of consultation? I want to buy your hour and talk to you." ”

The main reason why Meng Shu didn't look for other psychological counselors was that Teacher Yuan was also an Internet celebrity, and she had learned that even people like Teacher Yuan had a lot of hacks on the Internet, and similar experiences made her willing to try this psychological counseling.

Yuan Jia sent her the price list, and then Meng Shu directly transferred five thousand yuan.

Yuan Jia: "You want to buy ten hours?"

Shu: "Hmm. ”

The online consultation began.

Yuanjia has also done online consultation before, and the effect is much worse than offline, after all, it is impossible to see the other party's micro-expressions and body movements most clearly and intuitively, and Yuanjia cannot control the chat well.

But it is also divided into objects, a popular star like Meng Shu, it is indeed very difficult for her to come to offline consultation, not that she is unwilling to come, but that she can't find a chance to come.

In the systematic experience course, Yuan Jia has also been a star, and he knows very well where the pressure of celebrities comes from, sometimes he is too deep in the play, and even has severe depression or split personality.

When celebrities get sick, they won't be willing to admit that they are sick, on the one hand, the social group does not understand, and there will be more bad words to follow, on the other hand, the brokerage company does not allow them to be 'sick', and the value has not been squeezed out, how can you say that you are not doing it?

Most of their lives are under the camera, and it is difficult for ordinary people to imagine how painful it is for them to be so uncomfortable that they still behave positively and sunny.

In order to protect the diet, Yuanjia has a backup electronic version of the confidentiality agreement, which was sent to Meng Shu before the consultation began, which allowed her to let down her guard to a large extent and show her truest self.

Yuan Jia turned on the video.

This time, Meng Shu didn't wear sunglasses and a hat, it seemed that he had just gotten up, and he didn't wear makeup, his lips and face were a little pale, and his face was not very good-looking, but his facial features were still very delicate and beautiful.

"Hello Mr. Yuan, I'm Meng Shu, and I'm an artist......"

Celebrities come to do psychological counseling, in fact, they don't have to be taught by a psychological counselor how to do it, because it is useless, under the requirements of the contract, they cannot let go of their work, and they have to do what they usually do.

So why do you need psychological counseling?

I'm just looking for someone to talk to on an equal footing.

I have been lonely for too long, the spiritual world is as barren as a desert, and I want to find someone to resolve my loneliness, but I find that no one can find it, or I am afraid that I will find the wrong person and put myself in another abyss.

If you can be accompanied by someone who exists like a 'true friend', then you can achieve a healing effect, and your heart will not be so tormented.

Yuan Jia was observing Meng Shu, and Meng Shu was also observing him.

When Meng Shu revealed her identity, she could sense that Yuan Jia's face was very calm, as if she was just an ordinary person without any aura.

Yuan Jia's eyes and reply made her really feel like an ordinary girl, so unconsciously, as if she had removed a heavy shell, this kind of chat made her feel comfortable.

There is no need to deliberately hide anything, and there is no need to have any ambitions, she just said what she wanted to say, and Yuan Jia was just willing to listen, and he would not be entangled in what would happen if he listened, so he was frank and sincere.

This is Meng Shu's feeling, a natural feeling.

If she was chatting with someone else, it would only take three or five sentences for her to feel that 'the channel didn't match', so she quietly ended the topic.

Chatting with Yuan Jia, she was more vigilant at first, just saying something that was more ordinary, and no one in the circle would be too surprised, but she just felt that she was on the right channel with Yuan Jia, so she unconsciously said more and more, and even in the end, almost all of them were talking about her, and Yuan Jia didn't say a word, just listened quietly.

"Since I was a child, my family conditions were average, I remember when I was still studying, my parents always praised my neighbor's sister's annual salary of hundreds of thousands, especially promising, and now I earn dozens of times more than my neighbors and classmates, but so what, I don't dare to spend money indiscriminately, I really don't dare, I'm especially afraid that I can't bear it one day, and I break the contract, so I may be able to pay some liquidated damages. ”

"Teacher Yuan, do you know what my biggest feeling is, I feel like a woman in the Qinglou in ancient times, rushing into it, and then trying to make money for myself. ”

"I used to read comments on the Internet, but now I don't read it, I don't know how many people scold me, every day there are endless jokes, endless rumors, who am I with today, tomorrow I will be the unspoken rules of which leader, every move will be amplified, maliciously interpreted, there were predecessors who said to me, Xiao Shu, you will lose if you are serious in this circle, it is a big dye vat, everyone has it, who has not been hacked, has not been scolded, bad acting skills, plastic surgery, digging up black history, playing big names, getting out of the entertainment industry......"

"I deeply realized that I don't understand what that feeling means if I haven't experienced it, before I entered the circle, I also laughed and said, as long as it can be popular, what are these things, although I blacked me, haha, set up a flag, it was really red, and many people hacked me, but I couldn't bear it. ”

"I've received a lot of weird things, panties, dead rats, knives, writing in blood, and there's always someone with great powers who knows where I am, and the feeling of being watched by someone on the verge of breaking down. ”

"Even if I'm trying, even if I don't have any of these, but being in this circle, people think I deserve it. ”

"Yes, I deserve it. ”

"It doesn't really matter if they scold me, but they all implicate my family and friends, our family hasn't walked past relatives for many years, and we don't dare to go, and there are always all kinds of gossip. ”

"I could even imagine that if I went to see a psychiatrist and was secretly photographed, I would make headlines that night. ”

"I haven't opened the curtains at home for three years, and I can't open them, and as soon as I open them, someone secretly photographs my room from the tall building opposite. ”

"I'm a puppet, and the way I look in front of the camera is nothing more than the choreography of an entertainment factory. ”

......

Meng Shu said a lot, what should be said and what should not be said was poured out, and the rapid catharsis of pressure had made her lose her mind, and this feeling of speaking freely made her want to stop.

She longed to tell all the painful, disgusting, never-known things, like a man who had fallen into a dung pit, running like a psychotic in the pouring rain to wash away all the dirt from her body.

Yuan Jia listened quietly.

After Meng Shu finished speaking, in front of the camera, he covered his face with his hands and cried like this.

It seemed that the pressure was released at this moment, she felt relaxed, she didn't even care if Yuanjia would leak the secret, the huge relaxation at this moment made her feel that even if a darker night came, it didn't matter.

Of course, it is impossible for Yuan Jia to leak a little bit of information, not to mention the confidentiality agreement, and his professional ethics will never allow him to do such a thing.

In today's developed Internet, it only takes a day for a person to become popular, and it only takes a black spot to fall into the abyss from the top, and information can be spread in an instant, even if it is not the truth at all.

For the people who eat melons, it's true or false about you, as long as there are melons to eat, the topic is highly discussed, interesting, and hype, so that people feel that 'you deserve it'.

Even Meng Shu himself felt that all this was 'deserved'.

From the beginning of the dream of becoming a star, they all 'deserve it'.

Meng Shu cried for a long time, wiped his face after crying, and smiled bitterly: "Teacher Yuan, I deserve these things, right, I think so too." ”

Yuan Jia looked at her, shook his head, and said softly: "It's not something you 'deserve', but it's something you can't avoid." ”

"Is it really going to be good?"

"Of course, there are people who don't like you, but there are people who like you, and they treat you like idols, and you have to learn to reconcile with yourself. ”

Yuan Jia said softly: "There will always be many people and many things, but don't lose your original self because of these people and things." ”

"I ...... I don't even know what I want now. ”

"Think about yourself as a child, or hug someone who loved you. ”

"Uh-huh......"

Meng Shu knew that her work could not be changed, but after this confession, she was like a wooden bucket full of sewage, Yuan Jia helped her pour out all the sewage, even if in the next few days, the sewage will still gradually fill, but at this moment, she has regained courage and confidence.

"You're experiencing a rainy day right now, and if you're destined to get wet, try to calm down and feel the rain. ”

"The most important thing is to make sure you're really moving forward. ”

"Take your time, it'll be fine, you're not bad. ”

Meng Shu, who was comforted and encouraged, regained his strength.

Everyone knows that troubles have to be spoken, but to be able to let a person open their hearts and tell you about their troubles is the ability, and it is also the greatest value of this psychological counseling.

"Teacher Yuan, thank you really for listening to my complaints, I feel much better. ”

Meng Shu clasped his hands together on the other side of the camera and said thank you to Yuan Jia very solemnly.

"I also thank you for your trust, which is the greatest affirmation for me. ”

Yuan Jia also said thank you to her.

There is a cost to trusting this kind of thing, and for Meng Shu, she has gambled almost everything.

Meng Shu, who calmed down, was also a little afraid, but through this communication, she was already able to fully trust Yuan Jia.

"Teacher Yuan, I want to buy your one-year service time, and you can have a consultation once a month. ”

This is the longest consultation time Yuan Jia has ever received, and the unit price is also the highest, Meng Shu himself offered 100,000 yuan, which is equivalent to twelve online chats like today.

Yuan Jia didn't give in to the price, but just took out the wood carving of a little rabbit from the drawer and showed it to her in front of the camera.

In a few days, Yuan Jia will have enough points to buy an emotion reader, and he plans to write calm and indifferent emotions on this little rabbit wood carving.

He also often sees negative comments about himself on the Internet, because of his relieved personality, he doesn't take these seriously.

And this kind of character of his is exactly what Meng Shu lacks.

"It's so cute~"

"I'll give you this in a few days. ”

Meng Shu didn't know what the wood carving was for, but this kind of gift made by Yuan Jia himself was still very special.

"Teacher Yuan, thank you!"

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