"I envy her so much, really, boldly and passionately, simply and stubbornly like you, I can't do it. It's not that I can't like you, but I can't like you as much as she does. ”

Zhang Mingyue was sad in her heart, and her words were choked when she spoke, and she couldn't control herself for a while.

Lin Yun had never experienced this kind of thing, she stayed on the side blankly, not knowing how to comfort her, at this time Mingyue wanted to listen, to spit out her bitterness like herself, to express her heart like herself, and to tell her heart like a living soul.

Although the two stood far away, and Zhang Mingyue didn't even let Lin Yun get half a step closer to her, Lin Yun felt that the relationship between the two was closer.

You can't believe it when you say it, you really feel that you are close to Mingyue, he has always regarded her as a responsibility, but now the responsibility has become a person, a person who is flesh and blood, will cry out when he is injured, and cry when he is betrayed, while asking Lin Yun not to get close to him, he is sorry to him.

"I didn't know what feelings were, and I didn't know what women think. In this life, it was you who made me understand responsibility, but it was Xiaoyue who made me feel love. I didn't understand you at first, and I will slowly get to know you. Please open your heart to me more so that I can truly feel you. ”

Lin Yun walked in front of Zhang Mingyue as he spoke, Zhang Mingyue just wanted to push him away, but he stood there fixedly, no matter how hard Zhang Mingyue tried, he was like a mountain, standing still.

Zhang Mingyue began to retreat, wanting to stay away from him, but Lin Yun followed suit, always following her, and finally Zhang Mingyue retreated to the corner, and there was no way back.

"But anyway, I've done it, I know you're angry, but I don't regret it. It's shameful to say it, both of you are good, I want both. Whether you understand it or not, but it has happened, and you can only accept the fact. ”

"It's a pity that I can't let you go. ”

Lin Yun wanted to say something more, but Zhang Mingyue had already slowly squatted down, clasped her knees with her hands, buried her head deep in it, and her whole body was trembling slightly from sobbing.

Lin Yun was most afraid of a woman crying, but he provoked it, and he couldn't give her the best of both worlds.

"It's better to cry. I'm really sorry, I'm going to go out to sleep tonight, don't be too upset. ”

Lin Yun walked to the cabinet, picked up a quilt and left.

When I walked to Zhang Mingyue's side.

"Where are you going, going to sleep with my sister?" Zhang Mingyue roared.

"No, I sleep in the doorway. Lin Yun was about to open the door as he spoke, he knew that this kind of self-punishment would not make Mingyue feel even a little better, but at least it could smooth out the guilt.

"No, let's sleep together. Zhang Mingyue hugged him, hugged his waist from behind, and Zhang Mingyue wrapped her hands around his chest.

She has a feeling that she is gradually losing this man, just now he actually said to his face that liking himself is responsibility, and love is love for his sister.

The damage caused to her by this sentence is probably ten times stronger than when she learns that her husband has slept with his sister.

He's just a responsibility to me? He didn't love me?

Marry me because of duty, but not because of love, which is not happiness but sorrow for a woman.

Although he will treat himself well and rely on himself for everything, he does not love himself.

What kind of person am I, Zhang Mingyue, grew up with fine clothes and food and was carefully cared for by my family.

Holding it in your mouth for fear of melting, holding it in the palm of your hand for fear of falling, you are so different and superior.

has been sought after by so many people since he was a child, and there are so many followers, and he has a successful career and is as beautiful as a flower.

Although it is not as good as some people, how can I count it, I can be regarded as a rare high-quality woman at the top of the pyramid.

This man doesn't love him, you're just a son-in-law, Lin Yun, why don't you love me.

She kept shouting hatred for this man in her heart, but her body was begging this man not to go, not to leave her.

The relationship between men and women is like a piece of paper, once a crack is torn, no matter how good your sewing skills are, but the gap is there, even if you touch the gap

It's flat, so that it can't see a single crack, but the two of them will never treat it as a complete piece of paper in their hearts again.

Every time the two of them saw it, even if they couldn't see its cracks, they knew in their hearts that it had been torn apart.

At this time, this kind of problem has occurred in the relationship between the two, and now one person needs to stand up and mend it, if one of the two only knows how to complain, and the other will only blame themselves, then this rift will be like a ravine, making the relationship between the two farther and farther apart, until the relationship breaks into pieces and is out of control.

What she thought in her heart was that although Lin Yun blamed himself, he didn't know how to repair it, and his self-blame would torment him all the time, so that he could no longer be close to him, maybe it would be okay for a while, but if he kept doing this, he would get bored, and he would feel that instead of doing this, it was better to cut through the mess quickly and throw himself into Xiaoyue's arms.

No, I can't be like this, I love him, I don't know when, she has fallen in love with her deeply, when her sister told her that she couldn't leave Lin Yun, she also wanted to say that she couldn't leave.

The relationship is broken, the paper has been torn, at this time, someone must stand up, take the initiative to make up for this rift, and hand it over to Lin Yun, I am afraid that it will only make the rift bigger and bigger, and I can only sacrifice myself, bear all this alone, forgive him, treat it as if it didn't happen, swallow all the pain in my stomach, and carry it alone if I am injured.

Zhang Mingyue would never have dreamed that in front of love, in front of Lin Yun, she was a licking dog, or the kind of licking dog who was slapped and greeted with a smile, not shouting pain and not holding grudges.

"I don't allow you to go, why do you want to run away when you make a mistake, instead of thinking about how to comfort me, you bastard, Xiao Yue is probably eavesdropping at the door now. You really plan to sleep at the door alone, what does she think of me, she will probably laugh, good sister, if you don't want it, then I will laugh and accept. ”

Even if they are the closest sisters, when facing such a thing as feelings, they can't think about it calmly, and all sisters' affection will be thrown aside, only jealousy, only complaining.

"I didn't mean that. Lin Yun simply felt that he was sorry for Mingyue, thinking that even if he cheated on her, he would not let himself go to bed.

"Give me an honest back, do you want to embarrass me and embarrass me?" Zhang Mingyue became more and more angry the more she thought about it.