As the monotonous scenery on the highway fades away, the city resurfaces.

At about nine o'clock, Yuanjia and his party had returned to southern Jiangsu, and the bus stopped at the gate of Suzhou University.

Huihui was still sleeping in a daze and didn't want to wake up, and saliva flowed onto Yuanjia's chest, so the white T-shirt was visibly wet.

"Huihui, wake up. ”

"Well, let's sleep a little longer......"

Yuanjia had no choice but to carry her bag and get out of the car with her.

"Teacher Yuan, are you going to have supper together?"

The students are very enthusiastic, the young people are full of energy, and after playing all day is not enough, they plan to go for a supper at the end.

Yuan Jia smiled and said, "Next time, I have to take her home, you should be careful not to go back to the dormitory too late." ”

"Don't worry, Teacher Na Yuan walks slowly!"

"Well, see you on Tuesday. ”

Yuan Jia hugged his sister and walked home, the night breeze was cool at this time, and it was very pleasant to take a walk and blow the wind after a long time in the car.

When he got home, as soon as he opened the door, Ika ran over to him.

"Meow whoa. ”

There was no Huihui to disturb it today, it slept on the balcony contentedly all day, ate and slept to its heart's content, woke up and ate, and then at night when the sun went down, it began to miss Huihui.

Huihui heard the cat's meow, so she yawned and woke up.

Carrying Ika and running into the house.

"Ika, do you miss me, Mommy, I'm crossing!"

“......”

I sweated a little today, and when Yuanjia got home, he changed his clothes and took a hot shower.

It's already more than nine o'clock, so I didn't start the live broadcast, sat at the table, opened the notebook, and briefly recorded today's itinerary and insights.

This is his habit all along, although he doesn't write much in a detailed diary every day, but if there is anything more special, he will still make a record in the form of a diary.

The main thing is to record the mood, which is very helpful to objectively understand one's own psychology.

Changes in people always occur unconsciously, just like a ship that changes a nail today and a plank tomorrow, subjectively thinking that it has not changed, but objectively, the change is already very large.

Sometimes Yuan Jia looked through the contents of his diary a few years ago, and when he saw some **, he couldn't help but be surprised that he would make that choice in the first place.

Didi –

QQ message sounded.

Yuanjia put down the pen and opened the message.

Gardenia (the giant wheel of friendship): "Yuanjia Yuanjia~"

Yuanjia (the giant wheel of friendship): "Huh?"

After 30 days of unremitting efforts, the chat interaction between Yuanjia and Gardenia has finally advanced from the boat to the giant ship!

This made Gardenia very excited.

As if I could see the progress of the relationship, watching the chat logo change little by little, I felt like I was attacking Yuanjia.

Gardenia: "What are you doing?" ”

Yuan Jia: "I'm writing a diary." ”

Gardenia: "Won't you broadcast live tonight?"

Yuan Jia: "Don't broadcast live, chat with you." ”

Gardenia: "Don't be~"

Yuanjia: "Then I'll go to sleep." ”

Gardenia: "Don't sleep... I want to chat..."

Yuan Jia: "Then wait a while, let's video, you go and prepare." ”

Gardenia: "Hmm......"

Although Gardenia didn't want to agree, she couldn't help herself from putting down her phone and sitting down in front of the dresser to prepare.

I'm still a little nervous.

In fact, there was nothing to prepare, and she didn't need to put on makeup, she just looked at herself in the mirror, pulled her hair with her fingers, and then made some expressions in the mirror quirkily.

Why can other girls' expressions be so rich, Gardenia feels that she doesn't seem to have any other expressions except blushing.

Who knows, blushing is the most precious expression.

Yuan Jia likes to see her blush, she blushes, she can't help but want to kiss her, and then look at her blushing even more.

As summer approaches, you can hear crickets outside the window on quiet nights.

The light in the room casts out from the window, creating a long shadow.

Yuan Jia leaned against the white wall next to the bed, and behind him was a huge poster of Dong Chou, which had been posted for many years, and the idols at that time were also old, and even their own songs had to be sung in a lower key.

Xu Nanyu leaned her back against the head of the bed, she was wearing an off-white nightdress, her calves were retracted into the quilt, she was holding a bear in her arms, her slender shoulders were the two suspenders of the nightdress, and her hair was tucked around her neck, with a kind of lazy and gentle beauty.

Both of them have cameras on their phones and are videotaping each other.

The video opened, and no one spoke, just smiling and looking at the phone, looking at each other on the screen.

On the contrary, Gardenia couldn't help but speak, her face was a little pink, and she asked in a low voice, "You, why don't you speak......"

"I'm looking at you, it's so pretty. Yuan Jia said honestly.

Gardenia tilted the phone at a crooked angle, so Yuanjia made a video with the bear again.

Yuan Jia said: "Little bear, little bear, I don't want to see you, I want to see a beautiful girl." ”

Little Bear snorted, "She said, she said she didn't want to show you. ”

Yuan Jia said: "Then I'll tell you a little story, and you can let her meet me, okay?"

The bear said, "Okay." ”

"Once upon a time there was a diligent fisherman who caught a great fish in the sea that had lived for a thousand years. ”

"Big Fish said, fisherman, let me go, I have deep mana and can fulfill your three wishes. ”

"And the fisherman said, What if I eat you?"

"Big Fish said proudly, that's amazing, not only am I nutritious and delicious, but you can also obtain the mana that I have practiced for thousands of years, making you invincible and terrifying...... Huh, ......"

The big fish was stunned, and so was the fisherman. ”

"Something seems wrong!"

After listening to Yuanjia's story, Gardenia giggled happily, and then turned the camera back on, but she still couldn't help but want to laugh, so she used a bear to cover half of her face to prevent Yuanjia from seeing that she was laughing so stupidly.

"So, did the fisherman eat the big fish later?" asked Gardenia.

"No, because the fisherman thinks that even if he has such a deep mana, it's useless, eating big fish will affect his IQ. ”

Gardenia was amused by him, resting her chin on Little Bear's head, looking at Yuanjia in her phone, the more she looked at it, the more she liked it.

"Yuanjia ......"

"Huh?"

"Are you coming to see me tomorrow?"

"yes. ”

Gardenia was very happy, and remembered other things, and her happy expression was quickly replaced by her heart.

Of course, the careful Yuan Jia did not leave this detail behind, which is why he always asked Gardenia to video with him, because in text or voice chat, Gardenia was always reluctant to tell him about her bad mood, if it was a video, Yuan Jia would be able to judge from her expression.

"What's wrong? Not happy?"

"No, it's not ......"

Gardenia hurriedly explained: "I'm very happy, I've been happy since Monday at the thought of meeting you." ”

Her voice was low, and she continued to speak with the encouragement of Yuan Jia's eyes.

"I don't have any big dreams, I have been watching the video of your class that day, and I have watched it many, many times. ”

"You said that you want to have a small building of your own, and you have to open a big skylight in the attic, your sister and cat live on the first floor, and you and your wife live on the second floor, and then make breakfast and call her who is painting to come down and eat......"

"Yuanjia, do you know...... At that moment, I felt that I had found the meaning of my life, and every day for the rest of the day, I fantasized about that image and worked hard......"

"It's just... Not... So... Yuanjia... Can I live like you?"

Yuan Jia looked at her on the screen, her eyes lowered and her gaze fluttered.

It is true that Gardenia has made great progress during this time, but the lack of self-confidence is still rooted in the heart.

Whenever she encounters something happy, or something happy, the signs of unconfidence will run out like a demon, and she will smile and say to her: Is this something you deserve to have? You don't deserve it!

"Of course. ”

Yuan Jia said softly: "But not to live like me, you will lie in bed in the sunny morning, and then get up in my clothes, hold the drawing board on the second floor to paint, when you hear me call your name, you know that breakfast is ready, so you lie on the railing and smile lazily at me, this is your life." ”

Gardenia blushed and red-eyed, but this time she didn't block it with the bear.

As if Yuanjia was right next to her, her eyes lowered and she bit her lip slightly.

Yuan Jia looked at her slightly upturned eyelashes, and the gentle light fell on her flushed face.

In this world, there are many things that are more terrible than imagined, such as the lack of confidence in happiness, that is, even the recognition of the feeling of self-happiness has been lost.

Gardenia has poor emotional control, and she can't help crying at this time, so she buries her head behind the bear.

Little Bear said in a muffled voice with a crying voice: "I always cry my nose, will it be rude......

Yuan Jia said with a smile: "I'm used to it, you're just a baby." ”

Little Bear asked, "Then will you give me Children's Day......

Yuan Jia said: "Before you give birth to a baby, you will be given Children's Day every year. ”

Gardenia poked out her little head and asked, "Am I not a baby when I have a child?" ”

Yuan Jia smiled: "You can celebrate Mother's Day." ”

Gardenia loves this kind of chat full of future vision, which always makes her feel sweet, and inexplicably has confidence and strength.

Her big eyes rose up from behind the bear's head, and she looked at Yuan Jia on her phone.

"Yuanjia ......"

"Huh?"

"It's okay, I'll call you to ......"

Yuan Jia also looked at her, smiling and not speaking.

She spoke again.

"Yuanjia ......"

"Huh?"

"When we meet tomorrow, okay...... Is it just a group photo?"

"Why? ”

"It's just a commemoration... I—If I want to see you in the future... I'll take the initiative to see you......"

Gardenia didn't know when she would be able to take the initiative to meet him, but she was going to write this goal into her plan book tonight, and she must achieve it as soon as possible.

"Absolutely. ”

Yuan Jia said: "If you take a group photo, I also have a condition. ”

"What's the condition, it's too difficult... I won't say yes. ”

Gardenia was a little nervous, this was the first time Yuanjia had made a condition to her, not only was she unhappy, but she felt like she was being treated equally, not the one who was always taken care of.

"I want to read the books you've read. ”

Book?

Gardenia didn't expect this, so she asked curiously, "Why do you want to read the books I've read?"

Yuan Jia explained: "Because the books you have read have the marks you left behind, I want to exchange books with you, I want to understand you." ”

Of course, Gardenia agreed, and the feeling of 'being favored' and 'valued' in her heart made her like it very much.

"Good~"

"Then we'll pull the hook. ”

"How do you hook it......"

"...... like this"

So Yuanjia and Gardenia stretched out their little fingers to each other and gently hooked them in front of the screen.

It was as if it had been hooked to my heart, and my fingers were numb......

Unconsciously, the two chatted again until more than eleven o'clock.

"I'm done with today's story, until you sing to me, and then we'll go to bed and see each other tomorrow. ”

"Uh-huh!"

Gardenia said distressedly: "But I don't know what song to sing." ”

"Then sing this, I'll teach you ......"

Yuan Jia taught Gardenia to sing this song, Gardenia's artistic talent is very good, and she can sing it after learning it twice.

It's just that the lyrics are too sweet, Yuan Jia looked at her in the video, she was very embarrassed, and her face was red.

The moon bends ~ lingers and lingers ~

The juice shares half of you~Love shares each other~

It's a long road~Bumps, stumbles~

The juice divides you in half ~ love to support each other ~

What a happy night~

The date is quite romantic~

While singing, Gardenia also had the picture of the lyrics in her mind, and her pretty face was flushed.

Brain supplement, brain supplementation......

It was as if on a spring afternoon, she and Yuanjia were sitting on a soft grass, and she was biting on a straw and drinking sweet and sour juice......

Then she gave the juice in her hand to Yuanjia.

But......

But this bad guy!

He kissed the straw she had bitten directly and slurred the juice!

Yes!

I'll never give you any more juice!

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(I met a super well-behaved child when I took the bus today, I was in a good mood, and there were two sweet chapters~)