Chapter 125: Mutual Torture
"Well, can I go and talk to Shishi?"
Shen Yan looked at the little hand on his arm, and couldn't tell what it felt in his heart, from his memory, he had no relatives, in foreign countries, he had always lived in the school, although there was an aunt there, but she was only responsible for his living expenses, tuition, and nothing else.
Home, what is it, he has no concept at all, what is family affection, he also has no concept, the warmth at this time, the feeling that gives him is a little excited, uneasy, and oozing with a trace of joy.
He had heard from his aunt that he had a younger sister named Shen Ling, who had only heard the name and had never seen a real person, and at the beginning he had complex feelings for Shen Ling, she could be with her parents, and she was jealous of it.
Later, he knew that he and Shen Qin were half-siblings, and there was a reason for everything.
He was an undesirable child, and he had a stepmother.
"Well, there you go. ”
The two of them soon left in Ling's, An Nuan asked for leave from the supervisor, and asked for leave on the first day of work, she was surprised by her supervisor, during the interview, her personality was gentle, and she refused to do anything other than her own job on the first day of work, and even blatantly said that she was a designer, not a clerk.
Shen Yan's car was the same bicycle An Nuan had when she first met him, wearing a hat and full of vitality.
"Xiaoyan, take my car, the bike is windy. ”
She stood beside him and said with a smile, Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, her face showed a blush, and she did not refuse, this is the first time someone has told him that it is windy to pedal a bicycle.
It's not that he doesn't have a car, but he doesn't want to drive, and the feeling of pedaling on the bicycle and the wind blowing in his face is very comfortable.
It's free, without any repression, he hates traffic jams, and when he gets stuck in traffic, his temperament will become very irritating, so he would rather pedal a bicycle.
"Well, should we go for a blood test to see if it's a sister-brother relationship?"
After the car started, Shen Yan asked An Nuan.
"No, I'm your sister. ”
This is an ironclad fact, he looks the same as An Yang, and An Yang has always lived with her, and there can be no fault in the relationship between sister and brother.
"I really didn't expect that I had a sister, and even a younger brother. ”
Shen Yan looked out of the car window and said faintly, if he knew, he would definitely return to China as soon as possible, and look at his younger brother.
"I never thought that I had a younger brother, and it's no wonder that our mother was so ruthless. ”
Thinking of Xiao Xiruo, An Nuan's heart suddenly became uncomfortable again, and she really couldn't figure out what Xiao Xiruo thought at the beginning, how could she be so ruthless to separate a pair of twin brothers.
And Shen Yan has been abroad, if he hadn't returned to China, wouldn't he have never seen each other in this life?
"Where are we going to find her?"
Shen Yan looked at the unfamiliar road scene and asked, An Nuan thought that she had seen her participate in the opening ceremony of Phoenix Mountain in Beicheng on TV not long ago, and she should still be in Beicheng.
As for where.
The car stopped on the side, and she dialed Xiao Xiruo's number.
It was almost at the end of the ringing that it was picked up, and Xiao Xiruo's somewhat cold voice came from there.
"What's the matter?"
An Nuan instantly thought that that day, Xiao Xiruo made countless calls to herself, but she turned it to silent and didn't answer a single call.
Xiao Xiruo is losing his temper with her.
"Where? We have something to ask you. ”
An Nuan was unambiguous, and spoke directly, pausing at the other end, and then asked her rhetorically.
"Who are you with?" Lu Chengxi?"
"I now know how hard it is to meet my own mother. ”
An Nuan hooked her lips, her voice seemed a little sarcastic, and her eyes were full of self-deprecation, thinking that if she wanted to see Xiao Xiruo's mother, she would have some ordinary feelings.
But she still had the luxury.
"Little Warm ......"
The voice on the other end suddenly became a little ethereal, and as An Nuan heard a man's voice, it seemed to ask where Xiao Xiruo's medicine was.
The grip on his hand suddenly tightened, and something was pressing on his chest, which was very uncomfortable.
She closed her eyes and hung up the phone.
Because of the excessive suppression of his emotions, An Nuan's shoulders couldn't help but tremble.
On the phone, the man's voice was unfamiliar, not like Mr. Peng, who I saw last time in G City.
"You, are you alright?"
Shen Yan saw that An Nuan was a little strange, and asked with some concern, An Nuan restrained her emotions, and just when she wanted to say that it was okay, the phone rang again.
It shows that Xiao Xiruo.
"Hey. ”
"Where to meet?"
Xiao Xiruo asked on the other end of the phone, and An Nuan took a deep breath before saying something calmly.
"At the South Island Cafe on X Road, we are waiting for you there. ”
Not wanting to hear any more bad sounds, An Nuan quickly hung up the phone.
The car started again and moved forward slowly, Shen Yan just observed her, did not speak, and vaguely felt that she was in a bad mood, and when he called just now, he clearly saw the loss on her face.
I thought to myself, she had a bad relationship with that mother.
No, or maybe she also hates this mother.
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On the other side, Xiao Xiruo listened to the busy sound on the phone, and his heart gradually began to turn cold......
"Xiruo, what are you thinking?"
As soon as Peng Yande walked to the door of the room, he saw the woman sitting at the dressing table in a daze, sniffed, and was about to walk over.
"Ade, my daughter called me. ”
The voice, revealing a thick sourness, and even the corners of his lips were smeared with a bitter smile, Peng Yande walked over, put his hands on Xiao Xiruo's shoulders, and his voice became particularly hoarse because of the cold.
"Do you want me to come with you?"
"No, I'll just go by myself. ”
Xiao Xiruo reached out and held the hand on his shoulder, and there was a bit of pain in his voice.
"Xiruo, it's time to tell her everything, let her hate you like this, you are also in pain, obviously two mothers and daughters, why do you want to torture each other?"
Peng Yande persuaded her, Xiao Xiruo just shook his head, and his signature smile soon appeared on his face again.
"I'm going to get ready and go see her. ”
"I'll send you there. ”
"No need, it's not that I don't have a car, you have a cold, take a good rest at home, don't go to the company, teach the juniors to take care of it." ”
After speaking, she began to put makeup on her face, stroke by stroke, and soon sketched a perfect makeup, she looked at herself in the mirror, she was about to be forty-five years old, An Nuan was almost twenty-five years old, she gave birth to An Nuan when she was twenty years old, and gave birth to the twins at the age of twenty-two.
Twins......
She was in a trance.
That child, when she was just born, she took a look at it, and was taken away by Shen Junmo, who dared to come back in a hurry, she was lying on the hospital bed, and she didn't have time to tell him a good news.
She was pregnant with twins, but Shen Junmo said cruelly.
"Xiruo, let's break up, I can't marry you. ”
The original joyful mood suddenly seemed to be in the cold winter, what Shen Junmo said later, she didn't hear it at all, the pain in her body, the pain in her heart, she felt like she was going to die at any time.
Later, Shen Junmo took the child away, and he said that his daughter was left to her.
Little did he know that she would give birth to a child after he was gone.
Because she was stimulated, the reason why the child was almost suffocated at the time of childbirth caused Anyang to become Luo Zhi'er.
From the corner of her eyes, as if something was flowing out, she looked at the dazzling tears, and felt incredible, after the two sisters and brothers fell ruthlessly, she never shed tears again.
Life is not Lin Daiyu, who do you shed tears to? Only when you are strong can you have a reason to live.
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"Xiao Yan, what do you want to drink?"
An Nuan followed Shen Yan to the café, she asked Shen Yan very thoughtfully, and invited the waiter to thoughtfully order a glass of juice for him.
"I don't need juice, can I switch to wine?"
Shen Yan asked rhetorically when the waiter placed an order, and An Nuan remembered that Shen Yan was not Anyang, and all of Anyang's needs were arranged by her.
Shen Yan is an adult with his own thinking ability.
"Tell me what kind of person she is, I'm curious. ”
Shen Yan took a sip of tea and asked An Nuan, An Nuan pulled the corners of her lips, and suddenly didn't know what to say about Xiao Xiruo, and couldn't find any image words.
"It seems that she is a failed mother. ”
Shen Yan took a settled tone.
An Nuan pursed her lips and did not deny it.
She has lived until now, and the most useful sentence Xiao Xiruo has said is---- An Nuan, divorce, you are Cinderella, Zhong Shengxin is not a prince, you will not be happy."
Glancing at the beautiful shadow outside the door, walking here, black leggings, a coat of about color, hair as if it had just been sorted out from a hairdresser, and black leather gloves on her hands, when she pushed the door open, her hand gently brushed away the long hair that fell in front of her, and her every move revealed the temperament of a person who belonged to her.
"It's coming. ”
An Nuan said two words expressionlessly.
When Shen Yan followed her gaze, her eyes suddenly widened, and her face was full of shock.
And over there, Xiao Xiruo was also shocked when she saw Shen Yan's face.
Shen Yan!
Xiao Xiruo's footsteps paused there, his heart suddenly gushed out and he felt uncomfortable, the back of the hand holding the handbag was protruding, and the red lips that were originally slightly opened turned into biting lips.
"Hello, miss, how many may I ask?"
When the waiter's voice came, Xiao Xiruo's emotions had already reined in.
She walked over and stood there, looking at An Nuan with a calm face.
"That's what you're here for?"
The purpose refers to Shen Yan, whose face is calm, making An Nuan's heart feel like being hit by something, and finally becomes a piece.
"Shouldn't you explain?"
An Nuan laughed at herself, the position of her left chest, the heart was twitching.
"Yes, shouldn't you explain why I look so much like her brother?"
Shen Yan squinted his eyes and looked at Xiao Xiruo, he never thought that his biological mother would be so temperamental, although he had never seen his stepmother, he didn't understand why his father would abandon the person in front of him.
In addition, Xiao Xiruo's unchanged demeanor made his heart uncomfortable.
Xiao Xiruo sat down next to him, with a dignified posture, asked the waiter to bring a cup of coffee, looked at An Nuan, and then at Shen Yan.
"Shen Yan is Anyang's elder brother, it seems that he was born dozens of minutes early, and the specific situation is not very clear. ”
The tone, as if saying that the weather was good today, An Nuan and Shen Yan's faces were not very good-looking, An Nuan's hand fell on his knee and clenched into a fist.
This is her mother.
This is her and An Yang, Shen Yan's mother.
She didn't do anything for the three of them except for being responsible for giving birth to her three sisters and brothers, An Nuan felt that something around her neck was getting tighter and tighter, and finally, she couldn't even breathe, her eyes were astringent, her voice suddenly became hoarse, she stared at Xiao Xiruo with red eyes, that calm, expressionless face, deeply pierced her heart. Pit throwing and side rowing.
"Why? Why did you always tell me that I still have a younger brother and an older brother in Anyang? Why the hell, you told us!!"
I couldn't control my emotions anymore, I became excited because of the uncomfortable and my voice, An Nuan cried, and tears came out of the frame.
"The two of them have never even met, but Yin and Yang are forever separated, leaving regrets in this life, Anyang has always hoped that he has a brother, if he knows that he has a brother who looks exactly like him, how happy he should be, how happy, but he didn't have time to know anything, so he left us. Xiao Xiruo, how can you be so ruthless! Even if you hate the three of us, we are always the children who fell from you, and we shed blood from you, it doesn't matter if you don't care about us, we don't mind, we don't mind at all. But why don't you let me know that I also have a younger brother, it's obviously just a matter of one sentence, but you want to do this to the three of us, the woman who is a mother in this world, that is, you Xiao Xiruo failed and did it ruthlessly!"
The vision became blurry, and An Nuan whimpered uncontrollably, and something clicked in his throat......
Shen Yan sat opposite, and his heart also seemed to be gnawing on something, and the unfamiliar feeling made him very uncomfortable.
An Yang, the younger brother who looked exactly like him, is no longer alive.
Seeing An Nuan crying very sadly, and his chest was pressed like something, thinking that An Nuan saw him that day, he cried and said that he missed Anyang very much, and asked him why he didn't go home.
They are two sisters and brothers, and their relationship is very deep.
"Xiao Nuan, I ......"
"I hate you so much! I really hate you, because of you, Zhong Shengxin came to approach me and use me, in order to take revenge on you; before, I said I didn't care, I really didn't care, but now I know, I care, I have always cared, if there is no mother like you, Anyang and I will live a very happy life in this life, very content, Anyang from birth to death, never feel your mother's love, you know that he is only four years old, your heart is made of stone? If you don't like us, why did you give birth to us?"
An Nuan interrupted Xiao Xiruo's words, and word by word slashed through Xiao Xiruo's heart like a sharp blade.