Chapter 178: Go Abroad
An Nuan looked at Xiao Xiruo's red eyes, and she didn't know what it was like, sour, with a little heartache that even she couldn't understand.
Peng Yanhuai also walked out of it at this time, standing next to Xiao Xiruo, An Nuan knew that he was famous for his jewelry, he lost his wife in his early years, and he has never been married since then, and he has a son who is now taking care of the company's affairs, and he and Xiao Xiruo's affairs, An Nuan has also read it in the newspaper before.
It is nothing more than that if Xiao Xi successfully stepped into a wealthy family, Peng Yanhuai spent a lot of money to buy a luxury house, a luxury car and so on for her. The island is looking for cloth skills.
It's not that she deliberately pays attention to Xiao Xiruo's affairs, but that she is too dazzling, and the people around her will always gossip like this.
He took the initiative to stretch out his hand to An Nuan and said very politely.
"Hello, Xiruo often mentions you to me, it's nice to meet you. ”
This, counting, is the first official meeting.
"Hello. ”
An Nuan was a little bit, and said hello, Peng Yanhuai put a hand on Xiao Xiruo's shoulder, patting and comforting her.
"Xiao Nuan, can we talk?"
Xiao Xiruo asked again in a hoarse voice, at this time, her shoulders were trembling, perhaps, after a loss, she understood this family affection better.
Seeing An Nuan again, Xiao Xiruo couldn't suppress her emotions anymore.
Over the years, she has been ignoring An Nuan and An Yang, An Yang's unexpected departure made her unacceptable, after An Yang was buried, she lay in bed for two days, and did nothing, it was Peng Yanhuai who was always by her side, comforting her and giving her confidence.
Yes, she owes these two sisters and brothers too much, and God didn't give her a chance to make up for it at all, and Anyang had already left the world.
An Nuan stayed there, looking at Xiao Xiruo like this, just like looking at her for the first time in her memory.
"Good. ”
An Nuan nodded.
In the elegant café, An Nuan sat there quietly, opposite her, Xiao Xiruo held the cup of coffee tightly, and on her slender hand, she had a huge ring, which was shiny and a little dazzling.
Neither of them spoke, both were silent.
Ling Fei and Peng Yanhuai sat on the other side, giving the two of them enough space.
"If nothing happens, I'll go first. ”
An Nuan was the first to break the silence, and as soon as her hand held the handbag next to her, Xiao Xiruo stood up in a panic.
"Xiao Nuan. ”
An Nuan's gaze fell on the other side, waiting for her to continue.
"I'm sorry!"
Three words, very heavy, came out of Xiao Xiruo's lips, and An Nuan's hand suddenly tightened.
"You are not sorry for us, you have your right to pursue happiness. ”
An Nuan's heart was astringent, her voice was extremely indifferent, and the emotions on her face were still unmoved, but she clearly knew that she was very uncomfortable.
"Xiao Nuan, you have always hated me, haven't you? That's right, at the moment I gave birth to you, I have never been a mother's responsibility, and I regard you as a stain on my life; even ruthlessly, I don't dare to look at Anyang more, do you know? Anyang looks like him, seeing him, it reminds me of the past, the memories I want to erase; in the end, I am just a weak person. ”
Xiao Xiruo spoke in a low voice, with a light tone, but it impacted An Nuan's heart.
This is the first time in her memory that she took the initiative to talk about her father.
Even if she never thought that the man who bears these two words is still alive in this world.
"While I suffered myself, I also hurt the three of you, Xiao Nuan, I'm sorry, you, can you forgive me?"
Xiao Xiruo said in the end, her fingers gently scraped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and An Nuan still sat there, indifferent.
Forgive.
Why bother, more than 20 years have passed, why bother asking her for forgiveness.
However, her heart was bloody.
She took a sip of the tea in front of her, it was so bitter that it was difficult to enter her stomach, she swallowed it forcefully, but her heart was like forcibly pouring Chinese medicine, which made her frown.
"Little Warm ......"
Xiao Xiruo saw that An Nuan did not react, her eyes focused on more and more tears, An Nuan looked at it like this, looked at it like this......
There was a soft choking sound on the other side.
She spoke.
"I'm sorry, I can't forgive!"
A few words, rejecting all Xiao Xiruo's expectations, she still wanted to speak, but heard An Nuan continue to speak.
"I have a mother as much as I don't have a mother, I have lived through my most difficult childhood, I am a teenager, I have grown up now, I have my own home, the time when I need my mother to take care of me has passed, so the word mother no longer needs to appear in my life. Miss Xiao, in fact, I should be grateful to you, without you, there would not be such a strong warmth as now. ”
Xiao Xiruo's chest froze, and the coffee she had just picked up spilled out because of trembling.
Even if it was spilled on her beige blouse, she didn't care about it in the slightest.
An Nuan was rejecting her, her eyes focused on more and more pain......
"Xiao Nuan, I ......"
Xiao Xiruo saw the figure not far away, and his pupils shrank sharply.
"What are you?"
An Nuan hooked the corners of her lips and asked, Xiao Xiruo's eyes flashed, she bit her lip, and did not continue.
She didn't dare to say that she had seen that man's figure countless times over the years......
Lu Huan'e has never relaxed her vigilance against her, even though she herself is not in Beicheng, but she has arranged for someone to follow her for decades.
Isn't she tired? Isn't she getting the news of her marriage to Peng Yanhuai?
It's been more than 20 years, and she no longer has any illusions about Shen Junmo!
"Xiao Nuan, are you okay with Cheng Xi?"
Xiao Xiruo leaned back on the sofa, closed her eyes, and asked again, An Nuan smiled self-deprecatingly, thinking that Xiao Xiruo would look forward to recognizing her daughter.
Everything is just self-inflicted.
"Good. ”
An Nuan laughed, the taste of sarcasm was very strong, and Xiao Xiruo lowered her eyes.
"Xiao Nuan, sometimes, what others do may not be the same as on the surface, they are forced to be helpless, she also has her own difficulties, I hope you can understand, yes, I left you behind, it was my fault, but if you are by my side, or the growth you face will be more difficult than before. ”
"You mean, that man has been getting you in trouble?"
An Nuan blurted out, her gaze was a little urgent, and she felt that she was even breathing.
Pass the buck!
She only has this word in her mind, why is she helpless? If she really wants to be a good mother, how can she bow her head to others?
"If you can, you can go abroad with Cheng Xi. ”
Xiao Xiruo continued to speak, but An Nuan laughed cruelly as if she had heard a joke......
But under his eyes, there was a chill.
"Are you worried that my relationship with you will disturb your happiness with Peng Yanhuai?"