Chapter 7: Let Him Live
Xin Yi sat next to Si Heng and poured some iodine on the medical cotton ball, thinking about whether to treat him, after all, he was injured for her.
Looking at the cotton ball in Xin Yi's hand, Si Heng reached out and took it. The blood from the wound had coagulated and adhered to the cloth, making it somewhat inconvenient for one person to wipe it, and the wound was on the outer arm.
"You come, it's inconvenient for me. Si Heng threw the cotton ball to her.
"Oh, good. Xin Yi took the cotton ball, "Take off your coat first, otherwise it won't be easy to get it." ”
Si Heng snorted, took off his coat, and propped his palms on the chair so that she could clean the wound.
Xin Yi unbuttoned the cuffs of his shirt, rolled it up, his eyes unconsciously fell on his white but muscular arms, and swallowed his saliva unconsciously.
The cool cotton balls rubbed around the sensitive wound, and from Si Heng's angle, you could see her butterfly-like curly eyelashes, her upturned nose, and her plump and moist pink lips. Needless to say, Xin Yi is really beautiful.
Si Heng couldn't help but caress her delicate side face, his fingers rubbing her fair and clear skin, and his eyes gradually deepened.
This stunning face, Si Heng loves and hates, it was this face that almost ruined his life in the first place.
With an itch on her face, Xin Yi avoided his hand and moved to the side, and finally she wrapped a layer of gauze on Si Heng's wound very responsibly, "Okay, don't get water on it when you take a bath." ”
"It's ugly. Si Heng looked at the centipede-like gauze and said with disgust.
This bandaging is really not beautiful at all.
The corner of Xin Yi's mouth twitched, "Just be practical." She suddenly thought of something, "By the way, why is Teacher Si here?"
Si Heng put his coat on his arm and said casually, "Passing by on errands." ”
Xin Yi sighed, "Teacher Nasi, go get busy, I'm going home too." ”
Just as she was about to get up, Xin Yi was hugged into her arms, she stiffened, and wanted to push him away, but thinking of the injury on his arm, her hand retracted again.
"Teacher Si ......"
Before she finished speaking, Si Heng took it, "What you said about liking me at that time was true or false?"
His mute voice was like a strong hand, strangling Xin Yi's neck fiercely, making her unable to make a sound.
Then?
It should have been four years ago, Xin Yi told Si Heng that she liked him.
It was these words that made Si Heng like a moth and willingly threw himself into the fire of Xin Yi.
Xin Yi wanted to say that it was fake, but the atmosphere was a little delicate at the moment, and she really couldn't say it.
Silence is the best answer.
Si Heng smiled bitterly, "I understand." ”
"It's not early, let's go home. Si Heng took the initiative to let go of her, put his coat on his shoulders, and left.
It's ridiculous!
Xin Yi just bandaged his wounds, and he actually relented.
Si Heng started the engine and looked at the smaller and smaller person in the rearview mirror, and the coldness on his face spread.
Looking down at the white gauze on his arm, Si Heng's eyebrows were dyed with relish, and he tore off the gauze and threw it out of the car window with a little anger.
The wound that had just stopped bleeding was violently torn and burst out in an instant. Si Heng looked at himself in the reversing mirror, and his eyes were cold.
Xin Yi can't be allowed to shake him anymore, this time, he wants to take the dominant position.
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There is no need to go to work on weekends, so Xin Yi went to the supermarket early in the morning to buy some ribs, vegetables and fruits.
It took a morning for Xin Yi to stew a pot of corn rib soup. She filled the thermos flask to the full, ready to send it to Xin Jue to make up for him.
At noon, Xin Yi went to the hospital with a thermos pot and fruit.
Pushing open the door of the ward, intermittent sobbing floated out, Xin Yi walked in suspiciously, there was no Xin Jue on the hospital bed, there were large coagulated blood droplets on the white tiles, and Yao Jing was out of breath crying on the side.
I had an ominous premonition in my heart.
"Sister Xiaojing, what's wrong?" Xin Yi was inexplicably weak, and even her voice was shaking.
Yao Jing cried and said for a long time, without saying a word, she directly stuffed the Zou Baba paper in her hand to Xin Yi.
Glancing at the familiar font on the paper, Xin Yi's eyes gradually turned red, and tears sprinkled on the paper like pearls with broken threads.
This turned out to be Xin Jue's suicide note......
Xin Yi's whole body was weak, and the pork rib soup and fruit in his hand smashed on the ground, making a sharp sound.
"Where's my brother, I want to see my brother......"
Her tears flowed into her trembling lips, and she was on the verge of a breakdown, "How is this possible! This is a lie!" she roared hoarsely, and her voice was extremely poignant, as if she had been cruelly discarded a child.
She has worked tirelessly all these years just to keep Xin Jue, and he even dared to commit suicide! How could he do this!
At this time, a doctor in a white coat walked in and handed the paper to Xin Yi, "Miss Xin, your brother's critical illness notice needs your signature. He handed Xin Yi a pen.
Tears poured on her face, Xin Yi looked at the doctor blankly, her moist eyes full of doubts.
Critical illness notice?
"Yiyi, your brother is still rescuing. Yao Jing calmed down and said with a crying voice.
The voice exploded like thunder in Xin Yi's mind, and there were only five words in her head.
Xin Jue is still alive!
With a tear-stained face, a smile suddenly bloomed, Xin Yi wiped away her tears, took the pen, and signed the crooked name with trembling hands.
It's really scared to death! Sister Xiao Jing couldn't make it clear!
"I beg you, you must get my brother back. Xin Yi held the doctor's hand tightly, as if she was holding a savior.
The doctor's face was serious, and he nodded solemnly, "We'll do our best." ”
The doctor left, Xin Yi picked up the fruit and thermos pot on the ground, and collapsed on Xin Jue's hospital bed physically and mentally exhausted.
Almost she was about to lose the only person in the world who loved her the most.
But why, the person who loves her the most, wants to do such a thing to hurt her?
She only has Xin Jue left, how can he still be ruthless to leave her!
"Your brother. ”
Yao Jing handed her a jade plaque, which was engraved with Xin Jue's genus, the snake.
When the Xin family had an accident, Xin Jue was short of money, and he didn't take away this jade card. This is a coming-of-age gift from Xin's father, Xin Jue has been wearing it around his neck since he was eighteen years old and has never taken it off.
Xin Yi secretly clutched this jade plate, she knew how precious Xin Jue was this jade plate.
And in the suicide note, Xin Jue actually asked her to take the jade card away!
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After Xin Jue was out of danger, he woke up the next night.
In the ward, Xin Yi slapped the jade card on the table with a snap.
"What are you doing!" Xin Yi's angry voice hid a hint of pain.
Xin Jue was lying on the hospital bed, his face was pale, and he looked at the ceiling with a distracted gaze.
"Yiyi, don't worry about me anymore. In fact, everyone dies on a day sooner or later. Now I'm more comfortable dead than alive. ”
He didn't want to live like this, and he didn't want to drag Xin Yi down. Without him, Xin Yi would have a better life.
His voice was soft and weak, very gentle, like coaxing a disobedient child.
"I don't want it!" Xin Yi covered her ears, her voice suddenly sharpened, she rushed over and knelt in front of the hospital bed, grabbing Xin Jue's hand, "I don't want it...... Elder brother...... I beg you, don't do this again, okay?" tears poured out of her eyes, and Xin Jue's heart ached again.
"Yiyi, I ......" he tried to continue to persuade.
Xin Yi interrupted him in a deep voice, "If my brother does this again in the future, I won't live anymore!"
She stood up and wiped away her tears. What has supported her to survive all these years is to treat Xin Jue and let him live.
"What nonsense, how old are you!" Xin Jue looked a little angry, "If I'm dead, you won't live?"
Xin Yi's nose was sore, her eyes were hot, tears fell again, and she said stubbornly, "I'm not alive!"
She hated the word death the most when it came out of Xin Jue's mouth.
Xin Jue exhaled, closed his eyes and exhaled helplessly, his voice softened, "Okay, don't be angry, I won't do anything to make Yiyi sad in the future." ”
Xin Yi pursed her lips and snorted arrogantly with a crying voice, "Then you will give me a good life!"
"Hmm. He replied lightly.
Xin Yi stayed in the hospital to guard Xin Jue for the past two days, and she didn't return home, and now that Xin Jue has woken up, she is relieved.
Walking out of the ward, Xin Yi was stopped by Yao Jing at the door.
"What's wrong, Sister Xiaojing?"
Yao Jing pursed her lips, her face was a little embarrassed, "Your brother's medical expenses are not enough, and my money has been paid, do you still have it?"
Originally, the combined salaries of the two of them were enough to pay for the medical expenses, but this time Xin Jue committed suicide and rescued, which added a lot of additional expenses, far exceeding the advance of the two.
"You take care of my brother, I'll figure out the money. ”
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When she got home, Xin Yi hesitated again and again, but still called Si Heng.
"Teacher Si, can I advance next month's salary?"
"What's wrong?"
Xin Yi pursed her lips, "It's nothing, it's a false alarm, is it okay?"
"I'll have the money put on your card in a moment. ”