After Allen came back, Su Xiaoqi felt a lot more settled, and in the past few days, she no longer went out, but stayed in the house to stay with Allen. Since that incident, she didn't dare to go out casually, and if she really wanted to go to the street, she would only dare to go to a place with a lot of people and good security.

When Su Xiaoqi and Allen were together, she never felt that she was revolving around Allen, but in real life, it was exactly like this, like an asteroid, it didn't know why it revolved around a big planet.

By the time it was discovered, this gravitational pull had become a daily trajectory.

"Alan, your breakfast. She placed the breakfast tray on the table.

"Also, when you read a book, remember to drink milk. ”

"Alan, your shirt has been ironed. ”

Su Xiaoqi would habitually think about Allen, why would she do that? Probably because she was the author.

Seeing that the character she created was brought to life, she felt that the other party was like her own son. So whether Alan is indifferent or autistic, she accepts and likes him from the heart. While Alan was reading, Su Xiaoqi looked at him quietly, and she thought that if there was no accident, he would be able to live like a normal person in the future.

This child grew up in loneliness, with no relatives, no friends, no siblings, no neighbors and partners, no one who really cared about him and loved him. Later, his only partner, Locke, died under the conspiracy of the family's power.

Alan is like an ordinary child living a normal life day by day, she is at least happy, the protagonist does not encounter those suffocating dark events again and again, so that the vines that grow in the dark quietly crawl all over the heart, so that the darkness gradually spreads to the whole inner world.

The boy glanced faintly at the girl in his chair, knowing that she was looking at him.

Alan is a person who has excellent control over his own spirit, and he has a certain goal and plan for everything, and he will concentrate on solving it in everything that is planned and in the project. If it is not within the scope of his plan, he will habitually control and arrange.

Alice was not in the boy's plan, he just relied on his own sense of control and intuition, and habitually controlled her by his side.

Lately, she's been in a daze, not knowing what she's thinking.

When she returned, Alan found out that something had happened to Alice recently, and she didn't want to tell him.

He has always known that in addition to drunkenness, hypnosis, and torture to extract confessions, there are many gentle ways to make people tell the truth.

He had been with Alice for a few days, and he had been tricked out by him intentionally or unintentionally, and he knew that Alice was going to meet someone.

Although, Alice did not say who it was.

The other party must be a man.

Many of the men in the inns where they stayed called themselves "seductresses" or "affair collectors" and were interested in talking to young girls. Alice had never been fooled, and when she was with him, when she met the eyes of men searching for female encounters, Alice would pretend not to see each other's eyes and sneak to his side.

He began to wonder if Alice had enough brains and experience to deal with the things around her, and whether she had enough life experience to see the dangers in front of her, sometimes agreeing to go to coffee with a stranger was equivalent to agreeing to go home with him to keep warm, Alice wouldn't be a stupid girl who didn't understand the meaning of this, right?

So on this Sunday, the two of them sat on the sofa in the house, one reading the newspaper and the other watching the TV news.

Television aired a news story in which a policeman in the 19th neighborhood shot and killed two young men. She was stunned as she watched the TV screen, this world full of violence! Even the police were out of control!

Counting the time, she and Alan won't be here for more than a week! Thankfully, she's been in contact with a new place to live and will be moving out soon, never having to stay in such a horrible place again. (PS: Don't you think it's more scary to be with the boss?)

"Think it's scary?" Alan asked, turning to her.

Well, she nodded.

"I speculate that the reason why the police in the 19th neighborhood shot two young people to death in the news yesterday is probably because of the narcissistic hallucination of 'I'm strong, you have to obey me, or you're going to be miserable.'" ”

She looked at Allen, and he was rarely interested in explaining it to herself, so she propped her chin with her left hand and listened earnestly.

He said lightly: "To sum up, this game is a trilogy: I did A, you have to do B, otherwise there will be C." This C is a threatening message. Sometimes, the trilogy is reduced to a two-part trilogy - I want you to do B, otherwise there will be C. When a person is in a position of power and has a strong sense of control, then a two-part trilogy will appear. ”

To be more specific, it's a two-fold process. First of all, I don't fall for someone else's game, and whether I do B according to their will, or I refuse to do B at their will, I am not hit by their threatening message C. I didn't play a game that someone else initiated. I did A, I want you to do B. ”

Eren glanced at her and said, "The fundamental reason why others have succeeded in throwing poisoned arrows and traps at you is simply because you have fears,* and all kinds of emotional reactions buried in your heart. If you don't have these things in your mind, then the other person's projection will be invalid. ”

"The response to this projected illusion game is 'I don't move, I move randomly'. What this means is that my heart is empty, I have no desires at this moment, and when your heart moves, I will know, I will understand, and at the same time I will perceive one of the falsehoods, so I can act on it. ”

Some people think that this is something that only God can do, and that it is very difficult for us to do it. But in my opinion, it can be done, and the key is to be aware. It's a huge challenge for someone caught up in this kind of game to have an absolutely calm insight like this. ”

He looked up and said, "Once you can perceive this, it will be difficult for others to play this kind of game against you in this place, and it will be difficult to achieve the same effect. ”

- Super difficult! Su Xiaoqi kneaded her face into a bun with her hands, "I...... "Well, she admits that she doesn't have the kind of insight to be able to do this, to perceive the other person's feelings and the vanity in them, is this something that ordinary people can do?

Alan looked at Su Xiaoqi, she was really a bun, and she couldn't teach it, did he expect too much from her intelligence?

The two were still sitting on each other's sides, and Alan put down the book in his hand and looked at Su Xiaoqi thoughtfully.

Su Xiaoqi finished watching the news on the sofa in the room, picked up a novel and read it with relish.

She finished reading the novel and put it aside. Then, a hand reached over and picked up the novel, and she looked up to see that it was Alan reading the novel she had read.

That novel seems to be a story of hatred and forgiveness, and it is another disaster to be seen by a science genius! She has already learned the thinking mode of a science genius. But is her protagonist not only a science genius, but also a science genius who can play all the psychology experts?

She couldn't help but wonder what he would think of the novel. Alan read it quickly, and the way he read the book was a speed read.

Alan said: "There must be something wrong with the argument that we treat our enemies with forgiveness and love. ”

"Why?" she couldn't help but ask.

Alan said calmly: "Human nature is to take revenge, this is not unreasonable. How to accurately return what the other person has imposed on you is a profound science. ”

"The person who inflicted it is not necessarily the person who hurts you, and if we dig deeper into the mechanism of being hurt, we can see that it is an internal chain reaction. On the other hand, revenge is the driving force for us to explore inward, and when we find that we can't 'really' take revenge through external means, we turn to vipassana. ”

He said: "If you want to let go of hatred, you have to explore it deeply, face it squarely, and it is impossible to replace it with 'love'." ”

She remembered that he was originally set to be the villain boss, because Locke was shot and died, and he turned a science genius into a criminal genius.

When Eren had just taken over the family, he used all his means to kill all the people involved in Locke's death, which is really a criminal genius! Such a high-IQ boss can make all the criminal investigation police FBI go to jump off the building in grief.

Because of her involvement, Locke, who died in Chapter 8 of "Trick", is now a gangster. Every time she thought about it, she sighed in particular.

She went out alone on Tuesday to an appointment at Verision Gardens.

Because the person she met was Locke, the character in her writing, she thought about what would happen if she let Alan and Locke meet? Will the two be the same as before? She couldn't predict, but they didn't know each other now, and the trajectory of fate had changed strangely, all because of her.

The Wellisin Garden is a good place in the downtown area, and the leisure square not far away is a favorite place for young people, and there are two movie theaters nearby. If you want to dance, you can go to the Verischen Gardens. She chose to be here because the police force in this area is abundant.

For the teenagers who grew up here, there are many sports to participate in: football, ice hockey, pétanque, ice skating, and in the summer swimming and fishing.

Su Xiaoqi and Allen do not participate in these projects. Speaking of which, Alan is not like a child, and she doesn't have a child's heart at all, she is completely pretending to be a child, and using the child's cuteness to deceive the favor of the people around her.

This is the 10th arrondissement, bustling and noisy during the day, and with a constant stream of pedestrians, she arrives at a well-known restaurant in Verischen Garden Square, where she sits down and waits for Locke.

I waited for two hours, but no one came.

"Locke can't come today. A waiter came up and said.

"So, today is his invitation. He smiled politely.

The waiter began to serve her food. Su Xiaoqi buried her head, so what did she do? From the initial trembling promise to invite a treat, to later confirming that it was Locke, she thought a lot, but she was released into a pigeon, and people didn't come at all, is this called a wrong expression?

"Was that chick with Locke last time?" said a man in a suit and another behind the glass of the dining room cupboard.

"Just knock her out. ”

"You're trying to threaten Locke with her, maybe you're looking for the wrong person, right?" said another man.

"Don't doubt it, it's the chick who snatched the gun from Tyke last time. ”

After a while, a waiter came over with a plate and a glass of pale yellow crystal clear liquid on top.

"What is this?" she looked at what looked like a drink.

"Complimentary drinks from our restaurant. The waiter said politely.

After the waiter left, she looked at the glass of drink, which looked like a drink, the transparent color was very beautiful, and she was about to take a sip.

"Don't drink it. A hand stopped the cup in her hand.

She looked up and saw a teenager in a beige trench coat and a hat sitting across from her.

Alan? She looked at him in surprise, why did Eren come here?

"Don't be surprised. Alan whispered, "It's better to pretend there's nothing." ”

"Come with me. Alan said.

Su Xiaoqi followed Allen out of the restaurant, and the two hurried to the street.

"Who did you mess with with a stalker?" he asked.

"Probably the person who robbed last time, because I robbed someone's gun. When this happened again, she was nervous.

Alan said, "Should I praise you for being brave, or should I praise you for not using your brains?" He glanced at her quietly, "It seems that I can't ask too much of you!

Well, she knew that Alan still had poisonous tongue skills when she grew up, how cute she was when she was a child, she still liked that cute Eren. But... Didn't she know how lethal the original boss was?