Chapter 1090 Then, looking down on the sky
Reina Higashiro is an ordinary person.
She was born in an ordinary family, with ordinary parents and ordinary sisters and brothers.
She graduated from ordinary kindergarten and then entered ordinary elementary school.
Reina also has a complete understanding of his attributes as an ordinary person.
From a long time ago, she realized that she was just an ordinary person.
She goes to school ordinarily, looks forward to Prince Charming, and chases stars like other girls.
However, in the heart of the girl, there is a desire for not so ordinary ideals.
So in middle school,The girl made a decision that seemed very arrogant in her own opinion:She's going to be admitted to Sakakino School Park.。
There are only two kinds of people who can go to Sakakino School Park.,One is rich and powerful.,And the other is a knowledgeable.、Brave scholars.。
Reina is neither.
Therefore, she can only study her own.
She gave up chasing stars, gave up the topics that girls were keen to discuss, and she even cut off her long hair to express her determination.
She wants to be different.
It's not that it's different in appearance, it's not that I want to be the focus of attention, it's that I want to jump out of the trajectory of my own life, and I want to find a new world, a world where I can see a new sky.
So,She chose Sakakino School Park。
After being admitted to this school, Reina was a little relieved, and she even became a little complacent.
However, after entering the Sakakino School Park,Reina realized how ridiculous his complacency was.。
Here, the rich and powerful noble "aristocrats" are elegant and comfortable swans, they are so awe-inspiring in their every move.
And those students who passed the exam to enter the school worked harder than Reina.
Have you ever seen someone who is better than you, but who is studying harder?
In the face of those "noble" children, Reina can still say how hard she works, but in the face of those real scholars, she knows that sometimes, the word "hard work" just sounds so good.
What's more,Even those so-called X second generation,It's not the so-called gentlemen,They make friends at school、Establish clubs,That's all planning for their future,And even in this case,Everyone's grades can keep up with the teaching rhythm of Sakakino Gakuen - think about it,If you put all your potential on learning,How powerful would it be?
Geniuses exist, as evidenced by the fact that the "Tianhai" classmates who will always occupy the top two on the grade list are proof.
I'm just an ordinary person.
After entering the Sakakino School Park, Reina Tojo's previous little wish not only did not come true, but it became stronger.
But at that time, President Lihua appeared in front of him.
What a perfect person that is!
Excellent grades, friendly, naturally beautiful, and loved by classmates, respected by teachers, and unhurried action, the awe-inspiring student president is the most perfect image in Reina's heart.
From that time on,The predecessor named Kichijoin Reika,The student president of Sakakino Gakuen,It has become the most longed-for existence in the heart of Tojo Reina.。
Then, Reina joined the drama club.
She didn't want to join the club.
According to Reina's original thoughts, she wanted to study seriously in high school.
However, after coming to Sakakino School Park,The little hope in Reina's original heart,It was shattered.。
Then,Reina knows,In the Sakakino School Park,The most precious thing may not be the academic grades.,It's the connection.,Whether it's a future business.,Or an ally in politics.,These are what you're needed.。
Then join a club.
Although the ideal is getting farther and farther away, but in this case, please at least let me experience the beauty of Sakakino Gakuen.
Then, Reina noticed the drama club.
And at that time, a voice appeared in the girl's heart: Since I am just an ordinary girl, then, at least let me play the kind of firm and powerful person!
Then, the man stepped into Reina's field of vision.
Amami Senxia.
The "genius" who always appears in the top two on the results list.
What kind of person is that?
It's obviously a boy, but it's more beautiful than a girl, and it's only a year, but it's able to write such a powerful script.
Later, many more things happened.
When Rina came back to her senses, she had already joined the current research institute where Tenkai Senxia was.
Although the appearance is soft and weak, but the boy named Tianhai Senxia is so awe-inspiring and firm in his actions, obviously just a high school student, but he established his own club, and also created one classic work after another.
Reina loves Mori Xia's books.
Whenever he saw the book written by the other party, a little courage would appear in Reina's heart, which made him recall his goals and what he had wanted to do.
- Then hold on a little longer.
That's what the girl thought.
The books of teenagers have become the spiritual food of young girls.
"Ours" is a book that tells a deep and dark story about teenagers who need to pilot robots to fight against invaders from another world - but when they get on the robots, it means that their lives are coming to an end.
However, the teenagers were undaunted, they may be in pain, they may be confused, but they all end up in the robots, and then defeat one terrible enemy after another.
Then, the teenagers learn the truth: the enemy is the people of the other world, they stand the same as themselves, and their defeat means the destruction of the earth in the other world.
The teenagers were shocked, and then fell into deeper despair.
- Just like Reina.
However, everyone did not give up, even if they were stepping on the bones of the corpses, even if they needed to live ugly and hypocritically, they still wanted to live, wanted to lead their own earth, and won this cruel survival game.
"Ahh ”
The girl said.
In addition to the necessary club activities, the girl's life basically returned to her middle school days, studying, studying, and then studying hard.
She set a new goal for herself: to be admitted to the University of Tokyo.
After graduating from high school, girls generally choose to work directly, either to go to a junior college, or simply to get married and have children.
Reina is an ordinary person.
But she didn't like any of them.
What the girl longs for is not that she is not ordinary, but that she does not want to be ordinary.
This strange idea, even some contradictory thoughts, but the girl at that time did think like this.
Then, Reina played a game.
It stands to reason that Reina didn't like the game, but she played it anyway because it was made by Mori Xia.
"The Crown of Sin".
Kasai and Sakura Manji, and then there are intertwined fates and emotions.
"I see, I ...... What I don't want is my own fate!"
At that time, a girl named Reina Tojo seemed to understand what her ignorant dream was.
She wanted to "jump out", jump out of the original place, jump out of this land, and look down on the sky-
Then, the figure of the boy became more fulfilling in the girl's heart.
Gradually, the figure of the teenager replaced the president he longed for.
Gradually, the figure of the young man gradually merged with the image of Prince Charming in his heart.
Gradually, the girl found that she seemed to be in love.
No, it's just unrequited love.
The girl is very aware of the feelings in her heart.
It's like an ordinary girl, longing for Prince Charming in her heart, but Prince Charming can't look at himself in the crowd.
President Lihua...... Be better than yourself.
Yes, I'm just an ordinary person.
As an ordinary person, do you really have that qualification to be with Tianhai Senxia?
He is so good, so beautiful, and around him, there are so many girls who are far more powerful than him.
Even President Lihua is the same.
To this day, President Lihua is still the most revered president in the hearts of girls, and her excellence is still one of the driving forces for Reina's progress.
President Lihua, who is by Mori Xiajun's side, will be very happy, right?—Reina Tojo wishes the president so deeply that he can have a bright future.
And her own words - just watch from the sidelines.
Reina was self-aware of herself, she knew she could never be like those geniuses, and she knew that sometimes slaves were of little use.
Delusion that you are special, delusion that you are special, that kind of thing...... It doesn't exist.
Because there are already so many wonderful people in this world.
Moreover, it is precisely because I am so ordinary that I have such delusions.
She thinks so.
But......
But ah.
The throbbing in the girl's heart did not cool down with the girl's thoughts.
The girl still has that impulsive feeling in her heart - and five years ago,It's this feeling,Let the girl who has just entered middle school,Set yourself the goal of being admitted to Sakakino School Park.。
And now, high school life has passed so much.
The feelings surging in the girl's heart began to become more and more boiling.
- Then, the girl named Chaoyan appeared.
She was like the morning sun, shining into Reina's heart.
At that time, the longing that surged in Reina's heart began to manifest as if it were materialized.
The germination in my heart began to intensify at that time, and the emotions in my heart began to explode at that time.
And then — and so on to this day.
February 14th.
It's a special day for girls.
It was also a special day for Reina.
She was delusional about the same as before, making up her mind and working hard.
However...... Sure enough, it's still not good, these are two things, do you really have such courage now......
Therefore, the girl chose to run away.
But why is this happening?
The girl lying on the bed was looking above her.
Just now, she recalled her past.
But even so, the girl can't imagine why it became like this.
Was it because I ran out of the room in a panic and then returned to the room unprepared?
Or maybe it's because you don't remember what you really want?
Ahh
Your own brain is refusing to understand.
At this time, Reina Tojo already felt that she had been stirred up into a mess.
"Today's ......," the girl's gaze wandered, "It's so late today, and if you go home tomorrow morning, you should hurry up and prepare a bento." ”
She was telling her plans for tomorrow, and her eyes looked out the window: "Although the exam is over, I really want to spend the last time in school." ”
"Mom and Dad are also going on a business trip, so I have to prepare bento boxes for Keiichi and Xiaoyu...... What should I do? ”
"Keiichi doesn't like green peppers, but Xiaoyu likes ......"
"There's some pork in the fridge, let's make some pork chops." ”
She turned her face sideways, her fingers bent, the second knuckle of her index finger pressed against her ear and chin.
She was still looking to the side, her gaze as if focused on the light coming in from the taut curtains.
And then ...... And then what to do...... I can't remember it at all......"
Outside the curtains, neon lights are flickering.
Pink, blue, cyan, white.
“...... Ah, by the way, Yuu makes a lot of chocolates every year," she muttered, "but every time she can't give away her chocolates, she's still such a young child, but she thinks about such things......"
Her voice grew strained, and then she gently bit down on her own knuckle.
"In the past, I would wrap these chocolates and put them in the refrigerator, but every time I haven't figured out what to do with them, Keiichi will quietly eat those chocolates, I don't know what will happen to Xiaoyu's chocolates this year......"
"Hmm......"
Her teeth tightened and she had teeth marks on her fingers.
"Ahh
"Na-"
She said.
"Sure enough, I still want to know—"
"I want to know, I want to try...... I wanted to try that different feeling. ”
"Let me look down on the sky - I want to look down on this sky, I want - I want - I want - "
Her voice was choppy, and her tone was fluctuating.
"—I want, to reach the sky. ”
......
Fingers are completely out of control......
If you don't understand......
If you can't understand what's going on, then you can't understand (funny)......
Two-in-one festival, meow meow~