Note: "Letter to Myself" - Zhong Shuman

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Hu Fei and the others were chatting when they saw three acquaintances coming over from a distance.

It is the Big Three of Koike Studios.

What is different from the memory is that Xiao Xia was the leader of the trio before, and she was the head of the eldest sister. Now Qianqian is in the lead with an umbrella, and from time to time she has to turn around and urge the two behind her to hurry up.

Hu Fei saw that Xiao Xia and Xiao Chi were left behind, looking scared, and when they got closer, he asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

Qianqian took out a small mirror, touched up her makeup, and explained: "No, just watched two episodes of "My Love", and these two people's brains became bad. ”

Natsu and Koike angrily wanted to say something, but in the end they didn't say anything. Because they have said too many things in the past few days, without exception, they have all been refuted by Qianqian and have nothing to say.

""My Love"~~" Hu Fei and these old people looked at each other and smiled, understood, obviously knew the reason. They have also watched "My Love", and of course they understand what happened, and they also understand where Koike Kochi's melancholy mood comes from.

The president said, "It's good to be with Lin Qin." ”

Xiao Chi immediately glared angrily: "Teacher Zhang is the best!"

"Lin Qin is beautiful. ”

"Teacher Zhang is also very beautiful!"

"Lin Qin is very talented. ”

"Teacher Zhang is also very talented!"

"Lin Qin is very smart. ”

Teacher Zhang...... Teacher Zhang is lovely!"

Hu Fei and a group of them laughed.

On the other hand, Xiao Xia pounced on Xiao Chi, punched Xiao Chi one after another, and said angrily: "Why don't you refute? Ah? Why don't you refute? Teacher Zhang is just a little sluggish, not stupid! Not stupid!"

The president and his group laughed back and forth.

"Let's Be in Love" [Working Couple] merged half a year later, which attracted a lot of attention, but what caused widespread discussion was the interaction between Han Jue and Lin Qin.

After watching the two episodes of the show, the chemical reaction of Han Jue and Lin Qin turned out to be good. When getting along, they are inexplicably compatible - good-looking men and good-looking women are always a good match when they are together. Now there are many voices on the Internet that hope that Han Jue and Lin Qin will be together, saying that Han Jue and Lin Qin are true love.

Compared with young people like Xiaochi Xiaoxia, Hu Fei and the others look at this relatively lightly. They are past the age when they think that idols must be with whoever they like. Because this is Han Jue looking for a girlfriend, not them looking for a girlfriend. Whether it is Zhang Yiman or Lin Qin who is with Han Jue, as long as they are happy and happy.

After all, people who are already thirty years old should also consider starting a family and finding their own happiness.

"It's been almost ten years. Hu Fei sighed.

It has been almost ten years since Han Jue appeared on TV.

And how long has it been since they, Han Jue's veteran fans, discovered Han Jue?

Thirteen years, fourteen years, fifteen years.

I hope it will slowly become, sixty-three years, sixty-four years, sixty-five years......

......

The show started at half past seven, and as soon as six o'clock arrived, the audience began to enter the venue one after another.

The few who stayed outside without tickets, a small number of them were still making their last struggles.

Hu Fei received a message, opened it and saw that it was a thank you from the woman she had just met by chance.

Just now, a little couple in the group broke up, the man left, and there was an extra ticket, which was digested by the friends in the group, and Hu Fei helped the girl leave the ticket.

After entering the venue, Hu Fei and the others found a position and stood down.

Now that the stars have not yet come to the stage, they stand in the middle of the field, look around, there are people near and far, as if they are being watched by tens of thousands of people, their muscles are tense, and they have already felt pressure. Then I have to admire the stars, singing and dancing in front of the attention of tens of thousands of people, you can't make a mistake, talk and laugh, and exude charm, it's amazing.

Not far away, [. N.4] also entered the stadium.

People on both sides looked at each other, and compared to in Xiangjiang, there was less tension in the atmosphere.

But there are still a small number of Han Jue's fans staring over there, because they can't forget the picture of Han Jue being smashed on his body by mobile phones.

"Alright. Hu Fei patted Jiang Yun's head, "The chairman has negotiated with that side, and it won't happen again." The younger ones over there were all driven to the back. ”

Before today, the president and the vice president talked about the situation of the last concert, and the president warned the vice president to be optimistic about the people on the side and not to throw the mobile phone again. The vice president did not stiff-mouthed, and she earnestly assured that the same or similar situation would not happen again.

Jiang Yun muttered and withdrew her gaze, then patted her husband's head.

Her husband finally "snorted" a few times over there, and also withdrew his gaze and teeth.

Time passed slowly, and when the audience completely filled the stadium with a capacity of 80,000 people, the Modu Station concert was about to begin.

......

The countdown before the start of this concert did not stop at [4] like Xiangjiang, and then jumped to [5]. This time it was normal.

There are still four people who appear.

Everyone is prepared. Although they knew in advance that there would be Han Jue in this game, they also knew that [. N.4] All the singing repertoire was done by four people, and if Han Jue was to be added, the lyrics distribution and dance positions would have to be reorganized, and it would take a lot of time. And Dao Han Jue has a busy schedule, and it is impossible to follow from beginning to end.

So I watched the show with peace of mind.

One by one, hot songs and golden songs come out, even if some audiences are past the age of listening to idol industrial pop songs, but in the atmosphere of the concert, they can have fun, sing, dance, and be very happy.

The first half of the concert came to an end, and the four of them descended from the stage to change their costumes and rest, and then it was the turn of the supporting guests.

Everyone cheered up.

At the Xiangjiang Station, Han Jue appeared as a guest at halftime.

However, the guest who helped slowly appeared, but it was another popular singer.

is also a very famous idol and powerful singer, no matter the style or status, he is not inferior to Han Jue, and even surpasses it. However, no matter how powerful a singer is, it is not Han Jue after all, and there is no Han Jue for [. N.4].

After a quick moment's loss, everyone adjusted their mood and immediately started listening to music again.

After two songs, the supporting guests chatted with the four people on the same stage, and then handed over, and the four of them restarted the second half of the performance.

At a certain time, when the lights changed and the four of them disappeared on the stage again, everyone understood that Han Jue was finally about to appear.

[It's finally here!]

Hu Fei and the others have been recuperating from the beginning to the present, and in the process of watching the performance, no matter how excited they are, they refuse to consume their voices, because they are worried that when it is Han Jue's turn, the cheering for Han Jue is too quiet.

Now that Han Jue is here, it's time for their support club to exert its might.

The stage was empty for about a minute.

The lights changed again, leaving only a white light in the center of the stage, where the lift platform was located.

The lift platform was previously in the ground, and now it is slowly rising, to lift out what is placed on it.

The cheers of the fans grew louder as the lift platform moved.

When the whole picture of the things on the lifting platform appeared, everyone saw that it was a table with glasses and wine on the table, and five chairs around it, and there was no one in sight.

A lone light shone down on the table, setting off the moment like a party where everyone was absent.

The cries of the fans became a little confused.

"Boom~~" The piano began to tinkle, and there was a melody. And they are able to put [. N.4] Die-hard fans who listen to each song over and over fifty times can't tell what kind of song it is.

[What you have done in the past ten years, is there any regretless pride?

What you believed at that time was not shaken, was it?]

A voice rang out.

The spotlight was shining on the source of the singing, it was Xiang Zu, who was walking from the edge of the stage step by step with the microphone.

He was dressed for the meeting.

[The object and fate have appeared, and the achievement is not bad?

Did you add experience to your journey, and did you make the edges and corners disappear?]

Another voice.

Jin Can walked up from the other side while singing with the microphone.

Two short pieces of lyrics came out, and many people in the audience had already heard what kind of song it was.

If memory serves, the song is called "To Me Ten Years Later".

It is a song that appeared in the show "Idle is Idle" a few days ago, and Han Jue sang it.

"Idle is Idle" is a variety show, the artist directed and self-filmed, and the protagonist of the original shooting was Zhang Zishang, who took a camera to shoot everywhere. But Zhang Zishang mixed into Han Jue's public class in [Blue Whale] and filmed it, and recently the show was cut out, and the protagonist became Han Jue very realistically.

Some time ago, there was a lively [Han Jue Q&A Class] on the Internet for a while, and everyone begged for nothing to avail, and finally opened a lot of new Q&A in the show, and the audience was very happy. What made the audience even happier was that the [Teacher Han's Music Lesson], which the [Blue Whale] trainees were proud to show off, was also released through the program. Although I only put a few words, I listened to it quickly and satisfied my curiosity. The song is good, and the amazing thing is that Han Jue chatted and chatted, and he had the ability to come up with a new song, which has to be admired.

After watching the show, everyone was looking forward to when Han Jue would come out with a sound source, but they didn't expect that now there would be [. N.5] version!

Why is it [. N.5] instead of [. N.4】？

Because there are five chairs around the table, not four.

Xiang Zu and Jin Can pulled out their chairs and sat down after singing their own parts.

Later, Lin Yuzhe and Gu Fan also appeared one after another.

Four people sat in pairs on either side of the table.

The position left in the center is undoubtedly reserved for Han Jue.

Gu Fan was the last to sing, but people thought that after Gu Fan finished singing, Han Jue would also come out of a corner of the stage.

But no.

After Gu Fan finished singing, it was the turn of Xiang Zu at the beginning.

The audience is puzzled.

Gu Fan leaned over in the midst of the singing, opened the wine glasses placed on the table, and poured wine into each glass. Cup by cup.

However, the four of them sang solo, sang in chorus, and finished singing a song, but Han Jue never appeared.

The four of them just held their wine glasses, didn't drink, looked at the empty seats, and waited. But when the last note of the song fell, the four people sitting at the table couldn't wait for Han Jue. Han Jue's position was still empty, leaving an empty glass of wine in front.

Didn't wait.

The light above them slowly faded, weakened, and the four of them seemed to be about to melt into the darkness.

When fans saw this, they really couldn't stand it, screaming and crying don't want it.

They knew that there must be Han Jue tonight, but they were still uncomfortable when they saw the four of them waiting for one person.

The emotions of the fans of "Ah!!hh

suddenly saw the scene where Han Jue abandoned his teammates and failed his teammates a few years ago.

"Azu!" "Gu Fan!" "Jin Can!" "Azhe!" they shouted loudly. N.4] The names of the members, who want to give them comfort.

The hearts of the president and Hu Fei were also like being poked into their hearts by a blade, and then they were twisted like pain.

It was the same pain as it had been.

They are also people who were abandoned by Han Jue.

[What about Han Jue? Why hasn't he shown up yet?]

Just when the noise at the scene was getting louder and louder, a string of piano sounds suddenly sounded in the dark venue.

It's a different melody from "A Song for Myself."

A beam of light slowly shines down, and the direction is the edge of the stage.

Somebody was playing the harp in that place,

Everybody can see clearly,

It was Han Jue who was playing the piano.

Listening to the tune, all kinds of shouts on the scene gradually subsided, and after a while, only Han Jue's playing could be heard.

It's weird.

The tune of the piano is obviously brisk, and Han Jue is also smiling on the big screen. But looking at Han Jue's lowered eyes, he was alone playing the piano in the dark, and his figure seemed so lonely.

After the prelude to the song, Han Jue leaned into the microphone and began to sing:

[I believe that great love can be achieved.]

I believe in showing off

Very greedy and wishing for a lot of good parties every day

Write a letter to keep the ambition alive

Write a letter to remind yourself

Written low, it is a lot of small fragments of poetry in my heart......]

Han Jue smiled, his voice full of nonchalance.

It's like a young man who is just about to face the world, imagining everything he can have in the future before he sets out.

In a big screen in the back, Han Jue's arrogance in the draft was reflected.

[I wonder how old I was that day.]

made me write a sentence that was not afraid of tears......]

At this point in the song, there is an emotional progression, and there is no technical difficulty, but when Han Jue's singing voice is here, there is a pause, and some audience members with sharp ears can hear it.

But most of the audience didn't hear it.

The singing continues.

[I doubt that I will never get tired.]

Ten feats will be shown in ten ranks......]

Han Jue missed the shot again.

The audience was in an uproar.

Han Jue wanted to cover up the past quickly after making a mistake, but found it difficult because he found that he couldn't make a sound.

The piano kept ringing, but there was no singing, and finally the piano simply stopped.

Han Jue, who had never made a mistake on any stage or in any scene, actually made a mistake.

There was an uproar in the audience.

They weren't expressing anger at the stage blunders, or laughing at the man who had been known as a singing machine since his debut.

They just don't know what to do.

Because, when they saw the man who wrote that he was not afraid of tears, now he was singing and choking.

The man who said he would never get tired now hunched over, bowed his head and pressed his fist to his forehead.

In the scene where there was no piano and singing, the audience could only hear the sound of Han Jue's breathing to suppress his emotions.

Heavy as a wounded lion.

There were people in the audience shouting, and some people were crying.

"Don't cry......" Hu Fei wanted to shout, but found that his throat was blocked by something, and his voice was almost none.

"Old Han, don't cry!" the president was calmer and able to shout loudly. But Hu Fei turned his head to see that the president's face was already covered with tears.

"Don't cry, old Han!" the people behind the president shouted softly or loudly along with the president.

They just can't help but want to scream.

They couldn't help crying.

"Don't cry...... "The vice president muttered as he wiped his tears.

For Han Jue, she is complicated.

Now Han Jue is back in the arms of [Blue Whale], and she is the one of [. N.4], the president of the support club, tried her best to appease the emotions of the fans on her side and do ideological work, but this does not mean that she forgave Han Jue. She will never forgive Han Jue for the rest of her life.

But looking at Han Jue's lonely appearance of wiping tears, she didn't know why her heart hurt so much.

The big screen in the back is still showing the glorious moments of Han Jue's draft period.

Crying in talent shows seems to be a common thing. Practice crying if you are too tired. I was too tired to practice but endured it, and in exchange for success, I cried with joy and cried. I was misunderstood by the audience and cried. Cry when you talk about the experience of chasing your dreams. Teammates are eliminated and cry. Fulfill your teammates' wishes and cry again......

Han Jue didn't cry once.

He even unceremoniously expressed that people who cry in front of the camera are too weak. Crying after practicing hard, that is, not being prepared for the game and enduring hardships, you should go back to practice again, cry for your dreams, cry for your teammates to leave, and you are too good at acting, and you are coquettish in public.

"I'll never cry. My tears had dried up early on, so I knew early on that crying wouldn't solve anything. Those who dare to cry are favored people. I'm not, so I don't cry. Han Jue's face was full of disdain, "If you want me to cry, it's better to let me die." ”

How can you not feel distressed by seeing such a person who sees crying as a shame trying his best to control not crying?

"Don't cry!" shouted the vice president, "Don't cry......!"

The voice here echoed Hu Fei's voice.

"Han Jue!"

"Don't cry!"

Little by little, the sound spread.

In the end, the voices of the audience converged.

"Han Jue, don't cry!"

Everyone was cheering for Han Jue.

In the field, Han Jue seemed to be greatly encouraged by the shouting, and finally calmed down.

His Adam's apple moved, and he closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths.

Hands were raised, and the shouts faded out.

Han Jue closed his eyes and sang:

Let me ......

Break out of a new world and hand over your true personality

If you want to love, you will find a loving partner

Suddenly, ten years passed

Fang knows that the years are as cold as water

Even if the handwriting doesn't change, the paper won't wrinkle

If you want to laugh, you will get a gloomy mood

Silently read it from the beginning

Sentence by sentence is too crisp

One by one has been crushed]

Every time a sentence is sung, a video is played on the screen behind it.

It's a video after his debut.

There is a picture of a fist swinging at the same guest.

There is a picture of a person registering at the hospital.

There are pictures of people singing and dancing in front of the bar.

It's like smashing the past nonsense word by word.

He fell from the sky.

If "To Me Ten Years Later" is to ask the future. Then "Letter to Myself" is a response to the past.

Hu Fei and the others looked at the picture and listened to the words, and they couldn't cry anymore.

Growth will undoubtedly make people better, but growth does not come in a vacuum, it must come at the cost of pain.

The light in the center of the stage slowly lit up.

The four people sitting at the table had different expressions.

Gu Fan just looked at Han Jue with a smile, his face covered with tears.

Xiang Zu lowered his head and closed his eyes.

Lin Yuzhe's eyes were red.

Jin Can wiping tears.

After Han Jue sang the last sentence of "Letter to Myself", he stood up, picked up the microphone, left the piano, and walked to the table in the center of the stage.

He sat down in his place.

"[Don't be too late, I will think about it in ten years, are you happy?] ”

After singing this sentence, the music that sounded on the stage was the song "To My Self in Ten Years".

In this song, Han Jue seems to have returned to ten years ago.

He raised his glass and raised it flat.

Gu Fan, Xiang Zu, Jin Can, and Lin Yuzhe picked up their respective wine glasses one after another and raised them flatly.

Clink.

"Ding-dong-"

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Note: The prototype of "Idle is Idle" is South Korea's Kim Tae-ho and Yoo Jae-seok's online comprehensive "What are you doing idle".