Xu Suining never thought that Chen Lu would talk to her about his past so suddenly.

Obviously, he didn't want to speak at all. She couldn't help but hold her breath and waited quietly for him to speak.

Chen Lu glanced at her twice. He continued: "Later, I was the first to realize that my parents did not have a good relationship. When they met, my mother was always cold, and once when I came back from school in the first grade, I saw my father's leather shoes stepping on a man's face, and I could clearly feel it. My father really wanted to humiliate him. And my mother, on her knees. I couldn't cry—"

No one's gaze was on him.

Xie Xi glanced back at him, cried and scolded Chen Zechu for dying, and then shouted the name of the man on the ground distressedly, looking extremely helpless.

The man didn't say a word. Just holding Xie Xi's hand stiffly.

Seeing this, Chen Zechu sneered and raised his foot to grind, which caused his finger to be broken, and the man was sweating in pain, and his hand did not let go.

On the contrary, it was Xie Xi, who said no, crying bitterly, a person who had never paid attention to Chen Zechu, but now he was reduced to begging him in a low voice and kowtowing to him.

Chen Lu was still young at that time. But I also know that no one's mother would be so humble in front of her.

He felt a little sorry for Xie Xi. He whispered, "Mom." “

Xie Xi only looked back at him coldly.

He pulled down the strap of his schoolbag with some uneasiness, and then Chen Zechu said softly: "Ah Lu, you go back to the room first." “

He didn't want to, so the nanny forcibly took him away.

After that, he didn't know what was going on, and Chen Zechu asked Xie Xi to take the man away. When the two of them passed by Chen Lu, no one wanted to look at him.

All Chen Lu's words of concern were stuck in his throat. Little children, always think about their mother. But Xie Xi didn't say a word to him, so he was naturally very disappointed. He ran to see Chen Zechu again, but he just sat in the study, smoking silently one by one.

It's just that Chen Zechu doted on him, and soon beckoned to him and hugged him into his arms.

Chen Lu asked him if Xie Xi didn't like him.

Chen Zechu was silent for a while, and said, "It's not that she doesn't like you, she's just a little contradictory to me, she loves you very much." “

--When will she come back to see me?

--Miss her?

--I learned to draw for her. I wanted to paint her, but she never came back. I don't know how to draw her.

Chen Zechu was silent for a long time and said, "She must be very happy to know." “

Chen Lu was still convinced of Chen Zechu's words at this time.

Until Xie Xi came back half a year later, the whole person was extremely cold and never looked at him. But he finally got a chance to paint her. After the painting, it was secretly placed in her room, and the next day the painting appeared in the trash.

Chen Lu squatted beside the trash can alone and watched for a long time.

And after that. He was sick, and Chen Zechu sent him to recuperate. I was only in my early teens. Chen Zechu would visit him every month, and Xie Xi never showed up once.

Chen Lu also couldn't stand being alone. I sent a message to Xie Xi, even if it was only a few words back. He can also be happy for a long time.

Until one of his birthdays, Chen Zechu brought Xie Xi to celebrate him. She drank too much, and her eyes were misty and said to him, "I regret giving birth to you." “

Chen Lu was stunned at the time and said, "Mom, you drank too much, don't joke." “

Xie Xi laughed: "I really regret it." “

......

When Xu Suining heard this, he couldn't listen to it anymore, and quickly took Chen Lu's hand and looked at him with some concern.

His face was calm, and he probably didn't mind it anymore. I flipped it back and said, "This is the only photo I have taken with her." “

Xu Suining looked at it, Chen Lu was only more than a year old at that time, it is estimated that the relationship between Xie Xi and Chen Zechu was not so stiff at that time, she looked at Chen Lu There was still a little tenderness on her face.

Chen Lu was too beautiful when he was a child, Xu Suining had never seen such a good-looking child, especially a pair of eyes, which were very big.

Xu Suining could even imagine that Chen Lu looked at Xie Xi with hope on his face when he was a child, and he could also imagine his loss after understanding that Xie Xi didn't like him.

Don't look at how rational Chen Lu is now, he was just a child before. When you are a child, it is easy to feel insecure, your parents are the backers, and when the backers are not there, the child's sky will fall.

Xu Suining said: "Then when your parents are not around, who do you think about a little more?"

Chen Lu paused slightly, and finally said lightly: "This is actually very strange, although my father is very good to me, but every time something happens, I still think of my mother first at the first time." I didn't think about her until after that. “

That incident is probably what Zhou Yi said, he was almost pricked with a needle with AIDS. When I asked Xie Xi for help, she didn't respond. The performance is still very cold.

Chen Lu has actually been injured many times, but he is still giving Xie Xi a chance.