I found that it's better to say this kind of thing as a testimonial as soon as you have it, and you can't get stuck at the end of the month.

A few days ago, I thought I had a lot of things to say, and the draft was ready, and I almost wrote it, but in the past two days, I "boasted" and there was nothing.

Let's talk about what has been set a long time ago, and talk about the outline.

This book actually has an outline, and many cuties don't believe it, but it does.

My outline is the protagonist's mental journey and changes in mentality.

Whether it's any other career line or a love line, it's actually all for this thing.

Because I have always believed that a person is made up of all the things he has experienced, the scenery he has seen, the people he has met, all these things, one by one.

Maybe he didn't experience something back then, maybe he didn't meet someone, maybe he didn't see the scenery he should see, so many years later, he will definitely not be the person he is now.

Because people really make a lot of decisions inexplicably, maybe just because of a sentence, maybe just a thought.

You have no idea what kind of chain reaction this butterfly with its wings will cause in the future.

Actually, I'm the same myself.

All the people I met, including you, including the dog man, participated in making up "who I am."

I'm still very grateful~

Seems to be off topic.

Rip it back.

The outline of the book, well, I'll just put it up.

An An is not a liberal arts student, in fact, she doesn't have any cultural background, but she is a little sentimental, so it is not easy to make up the same number of words in each sentence.

"Newborn calves are not afraid of tigers

Everything in the world is sad

Stratus clouds gradually rise to obscure the distance

Don't forget the original intention and move forward

The edge gradually showed its claws

Look at the tall buildings rising from the ground

A thousand sails have passed and are bland

Coming back is still a teenager"

That's my outline.

You should be able to see it, right?

When Zhang Tianyang first stepped into the clinic, he had no concept of many things, but he got a plug-in, so he had the momentum of "newborn calves are not afraid of tigers".

Dare to rush to the front at any time, and only judge right and wrong in doing things, regardless of anything else.

As an intern, he is always on the front line, and sometimes even if he knows that his action is illegal, he will do it willfully because he wants to save someone's life.

The first time he violated the rules, when he did the first case of gastroscopy without a field with his eyesight, Professor Zhu reprimanded him in private.

He confessed his mistake.

But when asked what he would do next time something like this happens, he replied, "Human lives matter."

In fact, in his bones, he still dares.

This is Zhang Tianyang in the first stage.

"Everything in the world is sad"

In the second stage, the longer Zhang Tianyang stays in the clinic, the more things he will see.

Those that make people happy, those that make people lament, those that cause anger, and even those who sigh helplessly and cry and laugh.

He had met a nephrology girl who stuffed himself with chocolate, he had seen a difficult case of infection in the internal medicine department that had been tossed and turned for five years to the point of numbness, and he had experienced a death that he could not save.

He has scolded the woman in red, met crazy reporters, and finally met Jin Duoduo of Zhi'en Tubao.

In the dermatology clinic, he saw many things that even made him feel "funny".

The more I watched, the more embarrassed and habitual I became.

He still felt these things because of these people, but the initial brutal momentum gradually became less aggressive.

This is the path that every doctor must go through in their growth journey.

Many people always think that the doctors who treat them are very indifferent, but they are not, because they have seen too much.

Witnessing countless joys and sorrows every day dooms them to be impossibly sentimental, because once they are busy with sentimentality, they are not in the mood to help you heal.

So, don't be in a hurry to complain when you encounter a doctor who seems "cold", it just shows that they are experienced.

After all, no matter what the industry, only "newbies" will shout at the slightest thing.

In the third stage, "Stratus clouds gradually rise and obscure the distance".

In fact, these stages are not the kind of stage changes that are very blunt like changing maps, and the change of mentality has always been imperceptible.

The foreshadowing of the third stage is actually reflected from the very beginning.

The neonatology senior sister took over the doctor-patient communication and did not let the two interns interfere.

The nephrology department's own patients are in danger, but they still question the woman in red in the hospital.

Infection of the reporter who jumped out of the Department of Internal Medicine.

These things actually left an impression on Zhang Tianyang's heart, just because there were many other and various patients together, which was not very special.

But it just so happened that at this time, Zhang Tianyang's turn was in the emergency room.

The emergency department is a difficult department.

All patients are very anxious, and when people are anxious, they are easy to lose control of their emotions, and with the large number of patients, conflicts may occur almost all the time.

On the other hand, the emergency department can even be called a "garbage shelter".

The wards of other departments can "pick" patients, "pick" the kind that some can save and have good senses.

After all, there are only a limited number of beds in the wards, and that's understandable.

But the emergency department cannot "pick" a patient, or even refuse to accept it.

As long as the sick come to you, you are saved.

That's why we have that tricky old lady.

You can say that this is a problem with the system, or you can say that it is a problem with the departments above shirking their responsibilities, and even the families of the patients themselves are also problematic.

Some of the things involved are too complicated, and it's really not up to a small doctor to have the final say.

A large number of patients, intense tension, and a variety of strong emotional shocks.

The contrast between different people in the face of "desperate situations" is even more obvious.

In this process of pulling back and forth, Zhang Tianyang's mentality was inevitably greatly affected.

Although he is still trying to "save people", he has more personal views and likes and dislikes about patients and their families.

And all these emotions ushered in an explosion after two things in succession.

One is a patient from the family that folded gold ingots.

First of all, the attitude of this family made Zhang Tianyang feel very comfortable, in fact, when he gave it a go, everyone united and indeed rescued the old man.

The final thanks seemed to be expected.

On the contrary, the family that has been making trouble unreasonably, everyone is also trying their best to save the patient's life under the strict requirements of the family.

After receiving the good news that the old lady had woken up, all the medical staff were happy.

But this joy was ruined by the scum.

I won't talk about the specifics, but if you're interested, you can go back and take a look.

Zhang Tianyang collapsed without accident.

In fact, in reality, An An also collapsed that night, and countless doctors and medical monks also collapsed.

In the circle of friends, all of them are the same forwards.

That kind of hatred and despair can really only be experienced by people who are engaged in related industries.

I've tried to recreate this feeling in the book, but I don't know if it succeeded.

"Stratus clouds are gradually rising to obscure the distance"

Stratus clouds are also dark clouds.

covered Zhang Tianyang's fiery heart.

Therefore, he once "indulged" himself and used all the resources he could use to add fuel to the fire, wanting the other party to get the punishment he deserved.

At this stage, Zhang Tianyang's mentality is actually a little distorted.

But I believe that whoever has experienced such a thing will be distorted.

But if it keeps twisting, he's really ruined.

And he, in fact, also represents countless young people who have just embarked on the road of medicine and are full of aspirations.

Lin Lin's existence gave him a lot of comfort, and the hatred of the society also made him see that many people were actually kind.

It was only when he remembered the previous patients that he suddenly came to his senses.

He was sad, he was angry, he began to question the industry, he questioned the path he had chosen, but it wasn't because of scum.

If it's because of scum, wouldn't it be okay to change industries?

There are so many medical books that can be gnawed, and the doctors who can survive between doctors and patients, what can't they do well?

The reason for his suffering is not the presence of scum, but the fact that there are many kind, hopeful people who are waiting to be rescued.

It is also because of the existence of these people that he will struggle, hesitate, and refuse to leave although he doubts his own path.

In the end, the scum was duly punished, and Professor Yang asked him if he remembered the oath he had taken.

He finally reaffirmed his faith.

Although there are thorns and traps on this road, there are also birds and flowers.

The bird song is worth it, and so is the fragrance of the flowers.

So he shouldn't be afraid of the thorns.

After figuring it out, he also entered the fourth stage, "not forgetting the original intention and moving forward".

And moving forward, there must be a direction.

Zhang Tianyang once struggled with the choice of three paths, but now, he decided to start from what he could do.

So he had been resisting going to the Department of Gastroenterology to implement a non-visual field gastroscopy, but now he began to have his own plans and goals.

This is also the first step he has taken in his career.

This stage is the fifth stage, "the edge is gradually rising".

Well, that's probably the stage I've been writing about so far.

After Zhang Tianyang took turns around the Department of Internal Medicine, he opened a chapter in surgery, and at the same time, the matter of gastroscopy was also promoted.

An An has not divided the volume, so let's divide it manually here.

Well, there's more to come

"Look at the tall building rising from the ground

A thousand sails have passed and are bland

Coming back is still a teenager"

These are not at that stage yet, so I won't explain them for the time being, so let's see.

I accidentally said so much.

And then think about what I said at the beginning of the sentence that I didn't have any testimonials, emmmmmmm......

Well, I underestimated the extent of my own chatter.

Then let's talk a few more words~

I would like to apologize to everyone here, An An was probably carried away by "love" before, and many things were lost.

It seems that since the book was issued, there has been no unified thanks to the alliance leaders.

Being able to become the leader of the alliance represents the recognition and affirmation of An An, which An An is super happy about~ Maybe because of these affirmations, An An will persist until now~

Well, now it's time to make up for it.

1. Again and again, thank you for the reward!

2. Dawn Watcher, thank you for the reward!

3. Refuse game, thank you for the reward!

4, Li's music officer, thank you for the reward!

5, the moonlight has exposed people's hearts, thank you for the reward!

6, the stars are still on the iron armor, thank you for the reward!

7. Old store, thank you for the reward!

8, Yunyan, thank you for the reward!

9. No books, no fat, thank you for the reward!

10. Raspberry yogurt, thank you for the reward!

11, Zun Mu Dakel, thank you for the reward!

12. I wish you a happy life, thank you for the reward!

Thank you for becoming the leader of An'an~Love you cute~

Hey, if you count it this way, it doesn't seem like there was one in March.

Haha, aren't you all running away?

The dog man doesn't want An'an, if you don't want An'an again, it will be really uncomfortable.

Hmm, in short, An An will come on in the future~

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Finally, it's time for the book push~

1. Well, this was supposed to be a book, but I didn't want to push it for some reason, but I didn't want to push anything else, so it was empty.

2, "I Am a Big Player", "The King Spares His Life", "The First Sequence", the author's talking elbow.

I didn't read the elbow's book except for the first game.,These three are all chased.,It's also a way to witness the elbow discover his own talent and skills and then carry it forward.。

What are the natural skills?

That's right, that's right, it's - "angry"!

The big player is entertainment + extreme sports, and the overall style is a little more enthusiastic.

The king's life is a revival of aura, and the style is funny.

The first sequence, the post-apocalyptic wasteland, as always, inherits the funny style, and also puts a lot of effort into character creation and profound meaning.

It is recommended to consume in order.

3, "Rotten Ke Chess", the author is really troublesome.

This book has been seen many times in the recommendation position, but it has been missed many times because of the name and classification.

Then I accidentally clicked in some time ago.

Well......

Anyway, I couldn't help but settle it all, it's quite expensive......

But it's worth it, and it's very attractive.

4, "I Add a Point to All Things" and "God-level Collection", the author is Changshi.

Actually, I chased it before I wrote a book, probably in April last year, and then the author said that he wanted to write a new book, but I didn't find it, so I threw it away.

Until recently, I suddenly saw a point, and when I saw that the author's name was a little familiar, I decisively clicked into it, and then skillfully blended into the readership.

I have to say, this is fate.

You can read both books, which are quite to my taste.

5, "Spending 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

This book is also known as "Spending Many Zeros", and the book is as its name and its author as its name is.

Well, to tell you the truth, I haven't opened this book.

But that doesn't prevent me from recommending this author to you!

Fan no this person, the thief is interesting, at his request, this paragraph was changed to his own words, as follows: Zhang Fan No, the author, summed it up in one word, handsome, two words, cool and handsome.

If you go to see it, you don't have to give him face, but if he scolds you, I will slap his man.

6, the author of "My Host's Painting Style is Wrong" The lenses are foggy.

Well, I'll help you blow up a vest, this girl used to be called a charging plug.

is a talented writer, and I have been chasing her to the book "Cannon Fodder I Don't Want to Talk" written before the college entrance examination.

Then this guy said "I'm going to the college entrance examination", and then there was no then.

After you finish the exam, you will continue to change!

Well, go and scold her, even for my sake.

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Hey, I accidentally wrote too much.

I'm sorry for letting you see me so many broken thoughts again~

Then, tomorrow will start the journey of surgery~

That's right.

Two days ago, a little cutie asked An An if she could have an offline party.

After thinking about it, it's my birthday in August, and if there are 50 alliance leaders before August, let's get together.

If not, forget it, An An can't afford it......

Forget it, it shouldn't be possible, An An is very safe (ღ ̆⌣ ̆ღ)

Uh-huh~