Chapter 311: There are no ifs in life, only results and consequences
As soon as the car returned to the community, An Nuan saw the familiar car, the silver BMW parked on the road outside her house.
Because I see it a lot. So naturally there was an impression.
His brow furrowed slightly.
Lu Chengxi glanced over there as if he had a sense, and then his gaze fell on her.
"Little Warm ......"
"Lu Chengxi, what do you think I should do?"
An Nuan glanced at the child sitting beside her, and said in a calm voice.
For Shen Junmo, she really can't forgive, all the results are because of him, she really can't let go of her heart to accept him.
Even if he gave her thirty percent of Shen's shares?
The father's love that has been lacking for more than 20 years. Can it be made up?
He gave her shares when she needed money the most, and at the beginning, when she needed it most. So study hard, in order to enter Zhong's work, get this coveted job, to support her expenses, and finally meet Zhong Shengxin, and there will be future harm......
These. You can not care about warmth.
What she cares about is Anyang and Shen Yan!
An Yang's accident designed by Lu Huan'e is now vivid! Even if An Yang is alive now, she can't forget the situation when he fell in a pool of blood.
And Shen Yan, although he took it away, he didn't even look at it for more than 20 years!
If he didn't trust Xiao Xiruo so much, and felt that she had betrayed him, why did he leave with Shen Yan? She carried them all, at least. He's experienced the warmth of family affection, hasn't he?
"Xiao Nuan, what do you want to do? No matter what kind of decision, I support you. ”
Lu Chengxi stopped the car, turned sideways, and looked at her with extremely serious eyes.
For Shen Junmo, Lu Chengxi only felt dispensable, even if he recognized An Nuan, An Nuan couldn't experience any kind of fatherly love, but took on a responsibility.
Now that she has herself, she will give her all the love.
Therefore, Shen Junmo is simply dispensable in Lu Chengxi's eyes.
"Thank you. ”
An Nuan said from the bottom of her heart.
It's not just this one thing, there are too many things, An Nuan feels that she wants to say thank you to him.
Getting out of the car, Lu Chengxi took the child, An Nuan walked alone in the direction of the car, the window was rolled down, and she saw Shen Junmo leaning on the seat a little tired.
At the same time, his eyes are closed.
An Nuan stood there, looked at him, and only after a few seconds did she call him, "Mr. Shen." ”
Shen Junmo suddenly opened his eyes when he heard this familiar voice.
"Warm, warm. ”
His voice trembled a little because of excitement, and he was about to open the car door and get out of the car, but then An Nuan's somewhat indifferent words came.
"In the future, you don't want to come. ”
The movements of Shen Junmo's hands stiffened, and his face was gloomy that could not be concealed.
Immediately afterwards, An Nuan said slowly.
"I'm pregnant with a child now, I don't want to think too much about you, you have the heart to recognize us, I already feel it, but that doesn't mean I'll recognize you and forgive you. There were too many things in the past, and they couldn't be explained clearly in a few words, but you have a lot of responsibility for causing such a result, and I don't want to say anything to you now, I just want to tell you, just like before, live your own life. Also, that share, I have asked Cheng Xi to find the law to make a transfer letter, and I will give it back to you directly......"
"Nuan Nuan, that's a little bit of my heart. ”
When An Nuan said the last sentence, Shen Junmo interrupted her sadly.
Give him back the shares, what does it mean?
She didn't treat him as her own family at all, so she didn't think that the shares belonged to her.
"Your mind, I already feel it! Feeling it and wanting to accept it are two different things, in fact, you are not wrong, you are just making your own choice, and the things that follow are what you did not expect, just like the harm to An Yang and Shen Yan, I believe that you actually don't want it in your heart; and Shen Ling is not your child, and you didn't expect it, but God just loves to joke with us, since this is the result, we have to accept it." If you can't go back, maybe, you can't go back. Although I don't forgive you, I know that my biological father is named Shen Junmo, that's all, a fact that I can't change at all; ”
When An Nuan spoke, a little sour welled up in the depths of her heart, spreading to all cells in her body.
She looked at Shen Junmo calmly, his dark eyes were flushed, and she even saw a layer of moisture.
This man is the father of their three siblings!
It's an undeniable fact, but let her call him Daddy.
An Nuan can't do it!
It really can't be done!
He didn't have any bitterness, he was like this because he was cowardly and not resolute, he didn't deserve sympathy, he was just bearing the consequences of the choices he had made.
"Anyang, thank you, I hope you take care of your health in the future. ”
This is the last thing An Nuan said, and after finishing speaking, she turned around.
Until she was supported by Lu Chengxi, she didn't look back at Shen Junmo.
The two of them entered the house like this.
At the moment when the door closed, An Nuan felt relaxed, and the corners of her eyes were tears that even she didn't know.
"Husband, am I doing too much?"
When An Nuan asked, her heart twitched.
Lu Chengxi tried the tips of her thumb to remove the tears from the corners of her eyes, and her voice was extremely soft.
"My wife is the best at what she says and does. ”
"Thank you. ”
"Say thank you, don't forget, I'm your husband! I'll always be your strong backing!"
Lu Chengxi stretched out his hand and wiped a warm face......
Feelings, it's quite fleshy.
An Nuan is embarrassed.
Her face was stabbed by others, and in my impression, when she was still thinking about it, the neighbor's children bullied her, and this is how she slashed her face.
"Are you just going to work one morning in the future?"
An Nuan also asked a little incredulously.
"Of course, I'm the boss, so if I ask someone else to do nothing, do I still come to take a vacation?"
After Lu Chengxi finished speaking, he rubbed An Nuan's nose again.
An Nuan was embarrassed again and ignored it.
"Then Jian Chen doesn't have a lot of opinions? I seem to have heard that he is getting married, by the way, is Mo Wenjian gone?
An Nuan suddenly thought of Meng Lanshuang's matter!
That Mo Wenjian actually had a wife and children at home, but he told Meng Xiaoshuang that the two would maintain an underground relationship first, because they were afraid of being known by others!
"You've been fired! You're at home, and you're quite concerned about the company's affairs. ”
When Lu Chengxi finished speaking, he reached out and put an warm earlobe!
"Lu Chengxi, can you behave with your hands, all of a sudden, all of a sudden, all of a sudden, all of a sudden,
An Nuan shook off his outstretched hand and said to him angrily.
"You know. ”
“......”
In the face of his seriousness, An Nuan surrendered!
The unpleasantness just now was swept away.
Those who love you always use all kinds of methods to please you, but you don't even notice it.
Is it Lu Chengxi's great ability, or is An Nuan slow to respond?
After An Nuan came back, she was a little tired and went to bed.
Xiao Yan was directly taken by Lu Chengxi and became a father, although he wanted a daughter, he also loved his son very much.
The son is obviously clingy to his mother, which makes him a little uncomfortable.
Now, holding the child, I began to teach a lesson.
--- mother now has a younger sister in her belly, and you, as an older brother, want to let your sister go, so do you understand that you can sleep alone at night?
Lu Anyan looked at Lu Chengxi with wide eyes, opened his mouth, revealing a few small teeth, that look, as if he was laughing at his father, of course, this is what Lu Chengxi thinks.
---As a conversation between men, you have to give me a serious face, what is the smile on your face?
After saying this, Lu Anyan was very faceless and smiled......
---- have a generation gap with you, and can't communicate! Your dad goes to try on clothes, you go and lie there!
After speaking, I put the child in the rocking car, took the parent-child clothes I bought today, and compared the paintings......
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Shen Junmo felt that he was even breathing and became far-fetched, and although An Nuan's words were said calmly, every word was telling him, let it go!
Don't do any of these unnecessary things.
She wouldn't recognize him as a father.
Now, all he has left is to look at the three children quietly!
Yes, recognize each other or not.
He really doesn't care anymore......
The three children are so strong, they all have their own persistence and beliefs, and if he had more heart, he would not have such a result.
After all, An Nuan took a little time, but as a result, because of that report, he denied her.
In the final analysis, he didn't trust Xiao Xiruo enough.
Even, I suspect that the first time she gave him was made outside.
One wrong step, one wrong step.
Only then did he have the current result, and Shen Junmo regretted it.
When he hated Lu Huan'e, he also hated his original insistence.
If he is only half as good as Lu Chengxi, perhaps, the results will be better than now.
When his car stopped at the intersection, the pair of men and women passing by on the sidewalk added a stab to his heart that was already a little numb in pain.
"Why, you always like to go both ways?"
In his mind, Xiao Xiruo's words flashed in his mind, that is, when crossing the intersection, he always stood on the side where the car came, because the lane was opposite, so he always changed direction.
Xiao Xiruo would ask him like this.
He said that because the car was here, he turned around, because he wanted to protect her.
As soon as I remembered, the young Xiao Xiruo felt tears in her eyes, and even in the middle of the crossroads, she tore off his head and kissed him.
The picture is so beautiful.
However, when I think about it at this time, I feel that my whole body is convulsed in pain.
Once, she loved him.
Now, she is also in love with Peng Yanhuai.
He clearly watched Xiao Xiruo turn in two directions, just like he once protected her.
The two of them clasped hands, even when she changed positions, never let go.
Peng Yanhuai is older than Xiao Xiruo, standing next to Xiao Xiruo, even if he has a good identity and back, and even has a good temperament, but standing next to Xiao Xiruo, he still looks a little gloomy.
Xiao Xiruo is not what she used to be, wearing high heels, a long thin coat, and between her eyebrows, she is full of a woman's indifference and tenderness......
Once, what belonged to him alone was her purity and beauty.
Now, what belongs to another man is a woman's unique style.
The two figures had disappeared for a while, and Shen Junmo was still sitting in the driver's seat, not moving.
The horn behind him was getting louder and louder......
Finally, when he came to his senses, the car passing next to him always felt a resentful look from the driver's seat.
Not long after he came, Shen Junmo received a phone call, not only An Nuan, but also Shen Yan didn't ask for the shares, so he retreated.
Anyang alone.
Anyang is not like the two of them, one has a husband and a lot of money, and the other has his own career, when he is in the hot wind, so he didn't manage it.
But still a few years later, I also received the shares transferred back by Anyang, of course, these are all later words.
Shen Junmo hung up the phone, his hands trembling.
turned around, he went to the hospital, and now, Lu Huan'e is also being tortured.
Countless surgeries have left her exhausted.
When Shen Junmo pushed open the door of the ward and came in, she stood in the backlight, so dazzling that she couldn't take her eyes off.
She felt as if her heart was moving again.
looked at Shen Junmo blankly.
"Lu Huan'e, now, you are satisfied!"
The two looked at each other like this for dozens of seconds, her eyes were infatuated, his eyes were resentful, and in the end, it was Shen Junmo who broke the silence.
"Junmo ......"
Lu Huan'e's throat was dry and painful.
No, it should be that even the cerebral cortex in the body hurts.
The only little belief that supported her was Shen Junmo.
"Now, all of them don't recognize me, everyone is living their own lives, and my father, in their eyes, is just a dispensable ornament! The effect you want has been obtained! Lu Huan'e, the effect you want has been obtained. ”
When Shen Junmo said the last time, his voice seemed to come from the depths of his throat.
Anger, unwillingness, resentment, and hatred.
Flooded his face.
"Junmo, do you really think that everything is because of me?"
Lu Huan'e looked at the man who was suddenly approaching and laughed lowly.
It's just that the smile is a loss that has never been seen before.
"Isn't it because of who you are? Lu Huan'e, didn't you design everything?"
Shen Junmo yelled at her.
"Junmo, do you remember the first time we had?"
Lu Huan'e looked into his eyes and suddenly asked.
The two have never talked about that incident for decades.
Today, for the first time.
"The thought of me being with you once makes me sick!"
Shen Junmo's words burst out of his teeth.
"But, that night, you said I was beautiful......"
"Impossible!"
Shen Junmo's face twisted and shouted!
That night, he was drunk.
He didn't have any impressions, and the next day, he couldn't remember anything.
Say she's beautiful!
It's simply impossible.
"Yes, it's impossible! But you take me for Xiao Xiruo, wouldn't you say such a thing?"
Lu Huan'e suddenly asked in a choked voice.
I never want to think of the first time she had with Shen Junmo, because she is a stand-in!
At the last moment, he said she was so beautiful......
Lu Huan'e's heart that had just jumped up was put into the ice cellar because of the --- Ruoruo in the back.
Looking at the disbelief in Shen Junmo's eyes, tears flowed down the corners of Lu Huan'e's eyes.
What a lot of love, how deep love, what a relationship between the two now!
She wanted to tell him the truth when she was relieved.
Although, that relationship gave her a chance, now that I think about it, this opportunity is actually a sin that she can't bear.
"Shen Junmo! I love you, I love you more than myself, but I am a woman, how can I tolerate my husband not having me in his heart from beginning to end? If you show a little love for me, how can I send someone to kill An Yang, how can I send someone to spy on Xiao Xiruo? Everything is because of you, do you know? It is because of you that there is such a result!"
For the first time, Lu Huan'e was a little torn in front of Shen Junmo.
Shen Junmo stiffened there, and it was undeniable that what Lu Huan'e said was so correct.
"Do you think that the result I have now is something I would like to see? You know, like this, I would rather die, why don't you burn me to death right there? Let me suffer like this, you know, such skin has to be repaired every time I have surgery, even if it recovers, in this life, I can't be the same as a normal person, and Lingling, my only daughter is gone, Junmo, I don't feel good, I don't feel better than you!"
Lu Huan'e continued to say to him.
Shen Junmo closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were dead gray.
Even if she calculated him at the beginning, he still recognized her, and regarded her as Xiao Xiruo, just drunk once, was she really so drunk to death? Shen Junmo asked himself in his heart.
Even so, he was not resolute enough!
He's too soft-hearted!
In the final analysis, it was his love for Xiao Xiruo that didn't come to that at all.
Shen Junmo came out of the hospital again, feeling that his love for Xiao Xiruo was actually so vulnerable, he said that he wanted to grow old and that he wanted to have children and grandchildren, and the two of them had countless futures, but they couldn't withstand a collision.
In the final analysis, in fact, he was just unwilling in his heart.
For more than 20 years, she was unwilling to care why he was so good to her, and was even willing to break off the relationship with the Shen family for her and take her away to fly away, however, she gave him a 'green hat', thinking that An Nuan was not his daughter at all.
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Lu Chengxi made a phone call, and a guest room at home was also renovated......
Looking at this reading of her daughter's thoughts, An Nuan could only hold her hands on her stomach, thinking in her heart - baby, you can't let your father down.
When the drawings were just ready, Xiao Xiruo came to the house.
Seeing this, he opened his mouth to stop.
"In the first trimester, I couldn't move the heavy things at home, and I was very particular about pregnancy. ”
"Is there such a statement?"
Lu Chengxi asked suspiciously.
"Well, pay attention, if you want to modify it now, you have to move something or something, which will alarm the fetal god, Chengxi, this is released in advance. ”
After all, it is the experience of the predecessors, and Lu Chengxi still pays some attention.
For the sake of the child in his belly, he didn't dare to touch anything at home for the time being.
Everything remains as it is.
"Xiao Nuan, has it been a good reflection recently?"
Xiao Xiruo asked softly.
Morning sickness is only a little worse in the morning, and this time it is really much better than when I was pregnant with Xiaoyan.
At that time, she really vomited to death.
What to eat and what to vomit.
Sometimes, I vomit even when I drink porridge.
At that time, it was really difficult for Zhong Shengxin to take care of her so much.
Thinking of Zhong Shengxin, An Nuan felt a little strange in her heart, but she couldn't say it.
"It's not serious, I just want to eat spicy. ”
"Sour and spicy girl, Xiao Nuan, this time I may add a sister to Xiao Yan. ”
As soon as Xiao Xiruo finished speaking, Lu Chengxi's words came from far and near.
"Well, I agree with it too, recently I made a few boiled fish for Xiao Nuan to eat. ”
“......”
An Nuan didn't know, this person must have heard this, and deliberately cooked this spicy food for her to eat, but as soon as she ate it, she became addicted.
"Don't eat more of these things, pregnant women still have to eat lighter, Chengxi, make some soup and something for Xiao Nuan to drink, like what? bone broth, chicken soup, like boiled fish, sauerkraut fish, just eat it once for a long time, don't eat it often, it's not nutritious." ”
Xiao Xiruo frowned, preaching seriously.
Lu Chengxi also listened carefully and wrote them down.
After that, Xiao Xiruo also said a lot of things, and what else could not be eaten, An Nuan listened, and for the first time felt that Xiao Xiruo knew a lot.
When she was pregnant with An Yang Shen Yan, An Nuan thought that she didn't pay so much attention.
gave birth to her, she was born out of wedlock, and the Shen family did not admit it, and later when she was pregnant with twins, Shen Junmo had already begun to have something to do with Lu Huan'e.
In my heart, I couldn't help but feel a little more distressed about Xiao Xiruo.
When Lu Chengxi walked away, An Nuan said sorry to Xiao Xiruo.
"Over the years, I have misunderstood you. ”
"Xiao Nuan, I don't blame you, it's me who is cowardly and doesn't dare to be nice to you. ”
Hearing An Nuan's words, Xiao Xiruo's eyes were a little red......
An Nuan raised her stiff hand, and when she was about to touch Xiao Xiruo's face, she held it, and Xiao Xiruo couldn't control her excitement and hugged An Nuan.
"Xiao Nuan, thank you for forgiving me, I never wanted to abandon you, it's just that I don't dare to take this risk. I can only turn a blind eye to you, I can only pretend to be disgusted with you, so I can keep you safe, Xiao Nuan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my mother's fault, it's me who didn't take responsibility, it's me who is not strong enough. ”
Xiao Xiruo cried and said.
"No, I don't blame you, you, don't cry. ”
An Nuan's hand patted Xiao Xiruo's back stiffly, and the more she answered like this, Xiao Xiruo couldn't cry.
When Lu Chengxi came back, he saw the two of them hugging, and there was a cry.
Woman, it's really made of water.
I thought to myself.
In his hand, he still had some fruit in his hand, and he hesitated to go over......
"Chengxi, quickly bring the fruit, what are you doing standing there? ”
After An Nuan saw it, she said a word, and Xiao Xiruo restrained her emotions at this time.
When Xiao Xiruo left, An Nuan was warm for a while before he spoke, "Mom, drive slowly!"
The person sitting in the driver's seat almost used the accelerator as a brake, and froze there for a while before he reflected.
Looking at An Nuan, he smiled and nodded with tears in his eyes.
Following.
There's a message from the hospital. The chaste doctor to carry it.
Lu Huan'e is dead!
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