Chapter 793: A Surprise

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She felt that she was the person Ou Ruoxi trusted the most, and then those who claimed to love Ou Ruoxi the most, and then put Ou Ruoxi in a dilemma.

Because Ou Ruoxi actually fully trusts him, Chen Feng will be happy and hobby, but in this process, Chen Feng did not leave a way out for Ou Ruoxi.

Because Ou Ruoxi was wrong in everything she did, she was very lonely at that time, so she could only study when she was lonely at that time.

Is it really something he can give her feedback, maybe she is already a beginning of getting along with herself?

Later, when I was very lonely, it was.

She started studying in the company by herself at the age of 15, and went to high school alone, and then because she was a foreigner, she couldn't understand Chen Feng's speech from the beginning.

And then there's some conceptual stuff, and then Ou Ruoxi will feel like an intruder.

Ou Ruoxi from a completely this is the center of the crowd, an i

side

Completely and thoroughly to it.

That Ou Ruoxi's feeling is that in fact, she may be for Luo Jin and the two, that is, the lonely and lonely state at the beginning is obsessive-compulsive disorder.

That is to say, Luo Jin did not choose him very actively, just at the beginning, and then slowly became a subconscious protection mechanism when it was true.

She and Ou Ruoxi may be in a bit of a reverse state, that is, when she was in her kindergarten.

Because her mother is a kindergarten teacher, she will keep changing kindergartens and treat her right?

Then she changed a lot of kindergartens, and each time her most profound picture was that everyone sat in there every time.

Because she was going to turn around and turn around, and every time she walked from that doorway to the middle, and then introduced herself to her.

Then the next time I turn around, and then testify, so it is possible that many children recall that their kindergarten will be a very bright situation.

But she thinks that people will always have some color for themselves.

She always thought that one of the kindergartens she had mastered was her. And then it was the kindergarten that happened to pull up all the curtains.

It's just that all the children sit on all sides like this, and then when she goes in, she feels so dark, but she doesn't feel so dark in her heart at that time.

Even now, she still thinks that when she was in elementary school, she was a year early and entered the first grade of primary school.

Then when she went in, it wasn't because school wasn't going to start in September.

It was already October when she went in, because she was familiar with everyone again.

She just entered that group, so Ou Ruoxi always felt that something was missing, that is, Ou Ruoxi couldn't say it, but she felt that something was missing.

So she thought it was possible. It was a state of loneliness she had experienced, and she felt very distressed after hearing it.

Because of Luo Jin's loneliness.

She felt as if she was passively enclosing herself in a small circle.

And then get along with yourself.

External factors are one of the reasons for this.

In fact, it started with a person who felt that she was different from others and felt that she was an outlier, but this being an outlier was not actually an active choice, although she was like that, because she was still young.

It's even more to pull the car, because Ou Ruoxi will find out.

is that no matter how Ou Ruoxi is cheerful and how she communicates with others, Ou Ruoxi will feel that something is missing.

It's just bad.

Yes, and then then Luo Jin said that when she was in college, in the late years of high school, she had completely regarded herself as a person, that is, he had already told her parents that she was a human being.

It's like two things with her, it's the feeling of suddenly something growing on her, um.

She was thinking about what loneliness is, is she going to be lonely when Ou Ruoxi feels that Ou Ruoxi needs people?

That is to say, Ou Ruoxi feels that sometimes loneliness is a state of this, for example, when the world is obviously difficult to be quiet.

Ou Ruoxi still feels deafening, he should be a very complex emotion, as if it is simply summed up in one word, in fact, loneliness she feels that it is the word loneliness in Chinese.

In English it is two words, o

Ly and Alo

E is two words, it is a state of mind, an emotion, the so-called kind of Ou Ruoxi just said.

So she needs someone else, but it's actually the kind of very neutral that Ou Ruoxi is a person.

A very objective descriptive state, she thinks it's a way of getting along with herself, and she thinks that loneliness comes from loss.

Or that she has lost a sense of security, well, she feels safe only when she's lonely, ah, really why?

is a truly normal state, because she feels that this is the ultimate state of everyone, and she must accept him and then adapt to his relationship with others.

Does it often make her feel that she is actually socially phobic?

In fact, without her, she is very good at sleeping.

But Ou Ruoxi is not a safe state, well, there is also a time when Ou Ruoxi will be very good with others.

Ou Ruoxi will also be very afraid of losing his association with this club, so the loneliness still stems from loneliness.

For her, it has now become a sense of security.

Oh, she'll feel OK.

She was safe at the moment, she could enjoy this solitude without having to seek any insight from the outside world.

But now not many people will feel that it is lonely, this kind of thing seems to have become a kind of demand, that is, a kind of external demand.

Loneliness is actually an excessation of consumerism.

If you want to find someone to watch a movie, find someone to eat, go shopping and buy clothes, it's as simple as that, Ou Ruoxi needs it.

, then Ou Ruoxi did not consume. So find someone to go out to the movies, eat, and go shopping. When Luo Jin was at the beach in college, there was that kind on the beach.

There would be a fisherman living in it, and she wondered if he would feel lonely.

So she went to ask him, and then she said that Ou Ruoxi was lonely Ou Ruoxi would feel. Looking at her very inexplicably, he felt that it was his normality.

It's his life, it's his life, it's that he doesn't feel lonely, he feels happy.

In fact, she suddenly felt that when Ou Ruoxi put her life into really specific and micro things, Ou Ruoxi would do this thing and do that thing.

Then to meet the changes of the four seasons, to be very busy preparing three meals a day, and then to get along with is to get along with Dali, in fact, Ou Ruoxi is very busy.

Well, she is keeping herself busy and then coming to escape. Her movements may be reversed, huh. She's busy, so she's not lonely, but because she doesn't want to be lonely.

So do you want to be okay? Then it is possible that Ou Ruoxi may be more and more lonely the busier she is.

Yes, so she saw a sentence that is, well, it means that Ou Ruoxi and Ou Ruoxi are lonely as if they were racing against him.

In her lonely state, she wanted to race against him, and ran forward desperately, Ou Ruoxi thought she was running fast. Lonely people, he will grab Ou Ruoxi.

That's a phrase that goes into the museum.

When did Ou Ruoxi feel particularly lonely?

Actually, it's because she had a sad winter, and it was in that winter that, well, she might just be facing misunderstandings and criticisms that felt like she felt like the world was questioning the world.

She was wondering why she was the way she was.

She is a person who likes to post WeChat very much, and she chats with friends, but for a while she didn't dare to look at the media of social networking.

She closed all the Weibo and WeChat circle of friends, and then even closed the exit of the circle of friends to see other people's circle of friends.

Well, it's like you said.

Isolate herself from the world Luo Jin, she is a person who loves music very much.

Because she feels like the concert is with her, so she feels safe.

But during that time, she didn't dare to listen to the songs of her favorite singers, just her favorite singer was Zhou Bichang, and Xu Jiaying didn't dare to listen to it for a while.

These were the things that she used to feel could warm her. It's all become a burden.

It's not a burden or a sensitivity, or a sensitivity that Ou Ruoxi doesn't dare to touch, and she won't listen to the color when it's dark.

Chen Feng's singing team rescue, this idea is very extreme, but I really thought so during that time.

And then after I went home from work every day and came back to the hotel, the room was actually very small.

But she'll feel empty, and then she'll feel secure, and she'll be insecure when she's lying on it, and then she'll be lying in that suitcase.

And then she just had a picture of Ou Ruoxi being able to relax for a moment, that is, with a big suitcase.

And then after it was over, she lay in again, there was no suitcase, it was the kind of person who had a remote control that made her very hopeful of saving the world a long time ago, and she hoped that there was that.

Yes, the sense of wrapping is just.

The feeling is that even music can't give her a sense of security.

The more you listen to it, the more terrible it becomes, that's what it is, and then it's on her side for that time, and then it's terrible in that state.

And then well, isn't there a kind of thing that Ou Ruoxi thinks. Things, for example, Ou Ruoxi loves movies, Ou Ruoxi loves music?

All the things that Ou Ruoxi loves, all of a sudden, those things Ou Ruoxi has gone, the reason is that Ou Ruoxi feels.

Will Ou Ruoxi really speak?

There is another kind that she can actually understand, and there is also that kind of salvation, Ou Ruoxi knows what kind of beauty Ou Ruoxi likes.

And then what happens to the shortened hair?

In the past cage, she was able to become another one, so she felt quite sorry for Luo Jin and the others.

No, because Ou Ruoxi is not Ou Ruoxi has to be responsible for the end, so he follows Ou Ruoxi, Ou Ruoxi will not go after Ou Ruoxi is good-looking.

Discuss it, because that thing seems to be a basic thing.

Then she can't say that she has made some videos before, or something, she knows.

For example, alas, it turns out that Ou Ruoxi is not a fat person, there is such a situation.

So she knew that the camera was going to make her, what was going to happen to her hair, and then she wanted to meditate on this.

The hospital went to consult, but Ou Ruoxi saw whether she knew if the upper and lower boards were down, and she showed him directly.

He said that Ou Ruoxi had many possibilities to mention it to her.

Maybe 3~5 years, how long will it take to take effect, she is already dizzy after listening to it.

Able to accept and.

Have the initiative to do something.

If you don't want to, don't bother him anymore.

He hoped the world didn't.

He thought he didn't want to just say it very seriously.

In fact, he thinks that this encounter with everyone is a surprise in his life?