Since he couldn't pretend anymore, Hu Dekai didn't bother to pretend anymore, and admitted it very simply.

After admitting this, it seemed that the pressure in his heart was much less, and he slumped on the chair casually, although there were tears in his eyes, he obviously did not feel regret about what he had done.

Perhaps in his heart, although his parents gave him life, they did not educate themselves.

Is it also considered to be born and left aside and left to grow on its own?

There has always been such a question in his heart, although he may not remember much about the things in his childhood, but he still remembers some things clearly.

His parents didn't care much about him since he was a child, and when he was four years old, he put on the first dress in his life.

Many people may think that it is not a big deal, children grow up fast, and there is no such condition in the mountains, it is impossible to prepare a set of suitable clothes for a child who has not been born for a long time in the family, and may put the eldest son in the family with his previous clothes.

But in fact, Hu Dekai was four years old when he put on that clothes, and before he was four years old, he had been running around the yard with bare farts* all over the yard, not without clothes, but because his parents were afraid that he would accidentally damage his clothes when he put them on.

It wasn't until he was four years old, barely falling down while walking, that he put on his first set of clothes.

Although this dress is still made from old clothes, no matter what, this is the first dress that belongs to him.

But that dress also became the beginning of his beating and scolding, a four-year-old child is a playful and active age, and in the morning, several holes were cut in the clothes.

And the holes in this body were actually made by those children in the same village, Hu Dekai was bullied since he was a child, but at that time, he was innocent and didn't understand it at all, he just knew that following those children to run around outside, these children had no rules to play, and it was common to pull each other.

Hu Dekai, who came back from outside in the morning, did not have any intact parts on his body, as if he was a little rice flower, and he was naturally scolded by his parents when he saw it.

Even his angry father pulled him over and pressed him on the bed and beat him, so he almost fainted, and foamed at the mouth before stopping.

From that moment on, Hu Dekai, who was not sensible, remembered in his heart that in the eyes of his parents, clothes are more important, and he is simply a drag.

As for what happened at home later, in fact, Hu Dekai didn't have much memory at all, but he remembered that he was often beaten at home, and sometimes he would be dragged out and beaten without even knowing the reason.

During that time, he always felt that without his brother in this world, he might even be beaten to death by his family one day.

So subconsciously, he has no good feelings for this family at all, and even has only resentment towards his parents.

After the death of his brother, he had no affection for his parents, especially one night, he saw his father's violent beating, his brother fell into the river, and his father didn't even have the heart to go down to save people.

At that moment, Hu Dekai was really frightened, on the one hand, because his brother died because of himself, if he hadn't reported the news, maybe his brother wouldn't have died at all.

On the other hand, it was because he had witnessed his father's beating of his brother that he was a little skeptical that he was not his own.

Although her mother was not involved, she never said anything to stop her brother from being beaten, and when she was beaten, her mother even sat on the side, and sometimes even beat herself or pinched herself.

For these two people, Hu Dekai has never felt a little affection in them.

On the day of Hu Desheng's death, Hu Dekai hid alone in a small room, holding his brother's schoolbag, crying a handful of snot and tears, and almost fainted from crying several times.

I thought that when the police came, there should be some results in this matter, but who knew that when the policemen arrived at Hu Dekai's house, they just put the body down, and then just asked a few questions, and then a large group of people withdrew with a hula.

For their brother's affairs, these people don't seem to care at all, maybe in their eyes, a child is dead, and it is not a big deal.

The seeds of hatred continued to take root in his heart, and one day Hu Dekai remembered what he had seen in the book before, used some small things, made a few simple small devices, and used the glass ball that his brother had been playing with before to ignite the flame on the roof of the shed.

The fire burned for more than two hours, and he sat outside for more than two hours, during which he never left, and many people thought that he was not scared stupid, after all, this child himself is not smart, he has never seen such a big fire, even if he is scared stupid, this is not wrong.

But no one really saw what his expression was like at that time, and the weird smile on his face was only a few people who saw it, and they were also frightened by the smile on his face.

No one could have imagined that a fire burned a couple to death, and this fire turned out to be their son, who had planted it with his own hands, and the original purpose was to burn them to death.

No one knows how extreme that wooden boy is in his heart.

burned his family, Hu Dekai has nowhere to go, his father has no brothers and sisters, his grandparents are no longer in the early years, and the remaining relatives are his mother's side with a younger sister and an elderly mother.

The villagers tried to contact his aunt and grandmother, who originally planned to take him home, but there were already two daughters at home, and with the addition of a Hu Dekai, it was obviously a little unaffordable, and the aunt and uncle could not afford to raise this four- or five-year-old child, so they could only be sent to the old lady temporarily.

Fortunately, the old lady treated him well, thinking that her daughter was no longer there, and she had to raise him for everything, but when she was old, the old lady didn't have much energy to take care of a child.

After raising him for more than four years, he finally couldn't hold it anymore and could only hand over the child to his younger son.

After all, this is Xu Lai's sister's son, no matter what the reason is, he has to raise this child, the old lady is still more relieved at this point, the relationship between the three children has always been good, and it should not be a problem to raise this child.

No one knew how much Xu Lai resisted Hu Dekai at that time, not because he disliked that this kid had a problem with his brain, but because seeing Hu Dekai always reminded him of Hu Desheng.

The child has been close to him since he was a child, and even if they haven't seen each other for a few years, when the two meet, they still have a deep relationship.

But this child was found because of the book he forgot at home, and he jumped into the river without thinking about it, which is something he has been haunting all these years, and now when he sees his sister's son, he always subconsciously thinks of Hu Desheng and feels very sorry for him.

Taking Hu Dekai with him is undoubtedly reminding him at all times that Hu Desheng was killed by him, and no one can understand this sadness.

In fact, others don't know about this matter, but Xu Lai's old mother knows something, after all, this old mother lives with him, and he has seen him read that book before, but the child is already so old, and the old mother didn't say anything.

Later, Hu Dekai came to her house to play and took the book away, and the old lady didn't care, she didn't even know what was written and painted there.

It wasn't until later that she heard that Hu Desheng had an accident that she reacted, and then she remembered that the book was probably the culprit.

But she knew about it, but she didn't think to tell anyone about it.

She knows very well that this incident has happened now, even if she says it, it will still be useless, even if Xu comes to Hu Desheng's grave and kowtows to admit his mistake, Hu Desheng will not come back to life in the end.

Now that Sister Xu Lai's family has all had an accident, Hu Dekai is left alone, and raising this child can be regarded as him making a little compensation to the eldest sister's family.

And this matter, the old lady also intends to swallow it simply into her stomach and bring it into the coffin in the future, no one knows about it, it will be better for the living.

As for Xu Lai, the old lady was a little more cruel, she told Xu about it, but if he wanted him to keep his mouth shut, he was not allowed to say anything about it.

Even if he was sad in his heart, it was a mistake he made at the beginning, and he had to swallow this bitter fruit.

Xu Lai can be regarded as listening to his mother's words, this bitter fruit, mixed with tears of remorse, has been swallowed by him for nearly ten years, if it weren't for Ding Fan's forced questioning later, he even wanted to swallow this bitter fruit for a lifetime.

Over the years, he has been working alone with his children and working everywhere, although it is a little hard, but he only thinks that he is paying off his debts, and everything he owes to the Hu family is repaid to Hu Dekai.

even made an unexpected decision, after settling down in Pengcheng, he went to the hospital for ligation, and after being introduced by others, he found a local stone girl to get married.

The idea is also simple, that is, in the future, when he returns to old age in a hundred years, no one will compete with Hu Dekai for anything.

No matter how much he earns outside in his life, he will be inherited by Hu Dekai.

But he really didn't expect how much Hu Dekai hated him over the years, not to mention Hu Desheng's incident, just to say that he managed Hu Dekai strictly, which has always made Hu Dekai hate him very much.

Xu Lai's health has become worse and worse over the years, and a large part of the reason is caused by Hu Dekai's drugging.

Two people who are unlikely to have children in the first place will have a certain amount of contraceptive pills in their diets every day, which is Hu Dekai's means of revenge.

Perhaps no one could have imagined that a person who was so quiet all day that he wondered if he existed was actually a character who would be revenge in his heart.

It's just that on the surface, he doesn't show the appearance of mountains and waters, and when he really pays attention to him, he will find that he has lived under the same roof with such a person for many years.

How terrible it is to sleep with a hungry wolf sleeping next to you, always ready to eat your flesh.

Xu Lai never thought about it, and Ding Fan didn't think about telling him about it, anyway, it was something that had already happened, and the couple didn't have an accident, and in terms of continuing to talk about it, except for being sad, it seemed that there was no superfluous effect.

And today's interrogation has finally sorted out everything that happened back then.

Hu Dekai's hands already had two lives more than ten years ago, even if Pengcheng's matter had nothing to do with him this time, he didn't want to escape the punishment of the law.

Of course, this idea is just wishful thinking on the part of Captain Luo and others.