I do think he inspired me a lot, but one such language, or just such an opinion, made me feel a sense of enlightenment to a certain extent.

"Then there are some things that I really can't do, for example, everyone has their own principles for doing things, and there is this bottom line, if once I break through my principles and bottom line, I would rather not do it anyway, and I will not attack others once. ”

"But you have to think that this is an adult world, as I just said is this cruel, some people he doesn't have any bottom line to behave and do things, he may be infinitely crazy to step on someone else's downline, you can't do it, but it doesn't mean that others may not do this thing, you have to know that in our adult world is a law of the jungle, so if you don't attack, then it's like sailing against the current, if you don't advance, you will retreat. ”

"So is it the type of three-body world? The Wandering Earth?"

He seemed to look at me in surprise, with some kind of appreciation and appreciation, I don't know what the situation was, but the language he said did surprise me too.

"Why do you also look at the mountain culture of the wandering earth, this dark forest system?"

"Please, big brother, why don't you look at this thing in our entertainment industry, in fact, it's not just brainless fans, it's okay, we are also educated? Don't we even read your fantasy novels? Isn't it becoming your privileged elite, do you understand a little narrowly?"

I looked at him with some annoyance, as if I really thought that my entertainment industry was just the kind of brainless fan to do, as if it was just a kind of humming haha, and it was a day.

He hurriedly put his arm on my shoulder, looked at me with a doting sunshine, and quickly explained.

"No, I don't mean that, I just think that in my understanding, girls like to read romance novels, or read some ancient sayings of the kind of time-traveling drama novels and the like, but to read novels of this genre, the dark series of science fiction novels, in fact, there are very few, and generally boys read a little more. ”

"Please, big brother, do you mean that I am a boy, am I a very maverick, and other girls are not the same as gentle as water. ”

"What's wrong with the woman? I must have inadvertently hurt you to some extent, or whether I offended you by saying something today, so you are going to make a lot of noise to me today. ”

He was very helpless, still hugged my shoulders tightly, let me sit on his knees, with a very caring look, held me tightly with his arms, and often sighed.

Just admit it honestly.

"I'm very, very jealous and hateful of you, and I hate you a little, believe it or not. ”

"Woman, what are you jealous of me? I don't seem to have anything to make you jealous of, I'm just jealous of why I love you so much, and I love you until I'm old. ”

"Look at what you said.,Why are you even better at playing a game than me?,Which plant zombie is better than me.,I should be better at this game than you.,You know that although I'm not good at playing before.,But I've worked hard.,But it's been calculated by the head of a scholar like you.,Alas.。 ”

He laughed, tightly dressed around my waist, and spoke in a very low, hoarse language.

"Haha, hasn't anyone ever said that you are so cute and amorous? You are really my lovely treasure girl, I really feel very happy to meet you, will we fight plant zombies every day in the future? After we get married, we will use this competition to see who will do the housework, okay? Have those people never praised you so much?"

I couldn't help but want to hit him when I looked at him for being so self-inflicted, and I wanted to say that I had a good reason for his situation.

"Do you think no one is going to praise me? I told you that there are still a lot of people who pursue things, although I don't accept it, but I may make people feel unhappy and unhappy, because we have a lot of pressure at work, and our work rhythm is very fast, so there is no way to have a good relationship, there is no way to sink down to love someone, or to settle down to understand a person, this is a very confused or stressful place for us as an entertainment industry. ”

He hugged me tightly, I was very serious, and my voice was low, and there was that kind of doting, and there was a sad look, looking at me, stroking my hair, with a kind of like I was a real baby of his.

"Why do you feel this way? Wouldn't girls in the entertainment industry make people feel happy and happy?"

"You see that you are a person like you is completely a proper diamond king, this is a representative of many girls and crazy men with an annual salary of one million, a successful career, a house and a car, this is a golden glitter, like us ordinary people, may be crazy for it, work hard all their lives, may not have reached the way to reach the tip of your so-called iceberg, and my life is completely different from yours now, you like to go to those musicals, completely watching the live version, talking about music and drinking coffee。 As for me, I like to watch a soap opera in the Ba Ren file, and all of my youth is a youth idol drama, what about you, you are completely different, life is a high-level life, how can the two of us be two of the same likes and preferences?"

He patted me on the shoulder and kissed me on the cheek with a faint affection and a very unspoken affection.

"Who said that you are actually an idol drama, and you have turned all your youth and all your enthusiasm into one of your scripts, but you must know that one day you will fall in love with a family, and feel that no matter how good you are in this world, and you have done an ultimate, but you will eventually return to the position of a family, no matter what kind of position you are, I will definitely think that you are my best wife. ”

I looked at him very seriously, the first time I looked at him so seriously, I used to be completely joking with him, or I didn't look at a person so seriously.

Because in my mind I always felt that I could not at least not be with him now, because there were all kinds of things that hindered the person I loved was not him.

In fact, I know very well in my heart, who I love and who I don't love, don't I know more in my heart?

I actually felt happy, but I also felt tortured.

"Then you tell me, you always say that you like me and want me to be your wife, what do you like about me, or what do you think I am different from other girls?"

"Ou Ruoxi, in fact, many times I find that sometimes I am too full of filling in the blanks with your whole life and your work, you are very confident in the whole work, and you can prove your strength very much, but you found another sentence in your life, I found that you are not very confident at all, or that you lack a sense of security, if you want, I really want to give you this sense of security, I always feel that you need a guarantee in the relationship, I am willing to give it to you. ”

I was often relieved when I was discouraged, but he also knew that what he said was very honest, and in fact I also knew that everything he said was as true as a true me, and I could not deny everything he said.

In fact, for me, in fact, it is like talking about my heart, I am indeed two extreme people, one is extremely confident, the other is extremely inferior, I balance my life relationship between these two relationships?

"It means that I don't know what type of person I belong to, and I'm actually not right, this emotional thing may have been too many years, I may feel that there are some gains and losses in the process, maybe to some extent I don't know. ”

He told him my helplessness, or said one of my inner words, his understanding may be the same as mine, but I do not know how to talk to him about these things in my feelings, because I have a secret hidden in my heart.

"Ou Ruoxi, why don't we go directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow to get married, anyway, I brought my ID card and household registration booklet, your family happens to be here, we will register the marriage in your family, okay?

"Don't think about it so much, don't you think that in fact, the things that get married are just a piece of paper, many people can still divorce when they get married, this will not just be a process, nothing must be forever, a lock to death. ”

Holding me tightly, there was silence for a long time, and I felt as if he was about to merge into my body, and I felt the strength he gave me.

Or maybe he's holding back a kind of silence on his part, and I know that what I just said might hurt him.

I don't know how hurt I am, and if it does, I'm really sorry.

"Say bah, bah, Tong Yan is unscrupulous, how can there be a big New Year to talk about this kind of divorce, the two of us will be happy when we get married forever, and we will never be separated, you will always be my loveliest wife, if you will always be your favorite husband, it's as simple as that, okay. ”

After he said this, he took out another two chocolate candies from his arms, peeled off the golden wrapping paper and put it directly in my mouth, just like a doting child.

I really don't know what to do with him, maybe I really think I should sing with him vigorously, how good it would be.

Where do you really find a man like him, a man who loves you to the extreme, and has behaviors that already make you feel that he is completely the kind of domineering president who is as gentle as water.

Even eating his candy in front of him, I felt like crying.

"Well, eat a candy first, forget about all the unhappy things, drink this candy sweetly, and arrange our lives happily, otherwise we will talk about the marriage after the New Year, okay?"

I really want to cry, he will always be in front of me unconditionally to help me, unconditional compromise, always everything, so that I will always feel free in the process, there will not be too much pressure.

He will always take care of my emotions, but he will not force me to go to the corner, but he will be by my side step by step, making me feel a solid strength and a yearning for love.

If we ate late at a relative's house, we went back, and my father drank a lot with him, so my mother drove from the side.

In the car, my mother asked me some questions directly without hesitation, and I was caught off guard.

"I've calculated some good days with my sister today, this year is two leap years are two springs, this year is the best auspicious day of the zodiac, so when will you get married to this Luo Jin, we will help you calculate the auspicious day of the zodiac, this year is a very good day, don't miss it." ”

"I heard you say this, we have only known each other for a short time, and we haven't lived a good world of our own two people, these things take your time, can you make us happy and romantic, romantic. ”

Well, I didn't say anything, but looking at this directly, Luo Jin really liked to smile directly.

"Luo Jin, you have to take it seriously and really take a good look at my woman, I am a very capable woman, I have been a good student with excellent moral character since I was a child, and I am also a good student since I was a child, and there are many pursuers, you hurry up and do this this year as soon as possible, maybe my daughter will definitely agree to you to get married, at that time, next year, we can hold a grandson again, wow, this life is like this."

In fact, I can help others bring down my grandchildren when I am young, and you can seriously wish you to do things at work, and you will not be delayed. ”

So my God, I didn't wait for this Luo Jin to answer, I immediately jumped up and answered, as if I can't give the other party any embarrassment at this time, it seems that all the embarrassment is borne by me, if I don't bear it, the other party is really sad.

"Alas, Mother, don't you say that again, don't you, do you think that tonight's exercise is over, don't you? ”

"Baby daughter, don't think that we are rural, as if we don't understand any news, I tell you that there is a thing called the Internet, I have seen it very clearly, like the things in your entertainment industry are divided and combined, and it is very chaotic, don't forget that there are too many things in your entertainment industry, I am very concerned about your work, don't think that these things are very glamorous, the most real thing is the pillow person around you. ”

"You are so powerful, you are so powerful, I have completely regarded you as one of my idols, that is, our role model. ”

"Of course, otherwise how could I have such an excellent woman, so what about it, you have to step up those stars in the entertainment industry, but you really can't talk about it, it's really just an ordinary person like seven, eight or nine types, and you can't find it with a lantern. ”

"Please don't say it, okay? Your Luo Jin is drunk now and is going to rest. ”

After I said this, my mother didn't say anything more, but I really felt that Luo Jin was holding my hand tightly and looking at me with a very deep vision, and there was an inexplicable kind of love in that kind of eyes.

He stretched out his hand and gently held me in his arms, and involuntarily snuggled up to him, as if there was an ordinary man and woman, a man and a woman in love.

It's as if we're going to run towards our own so-called future happiness.

There was a moment in that sentence, I really seemed to have fallen in love with him, and it was just that moment that I would really forget what kind of identity we were, his nobility and my ordinariness, we really have the same simple pair of lovers, the same love for each other.

There will be a lot of fireworks at night, almost every year every house will put a lot of fireworks, there is no moon, but the east and west will make you get a kind of fireworks romantic feeling in this small mountain village.

When you get home, you can't help but buy a lot of fireworks, and after getting out of the car, you can go directly to this yard, and directly invite the two of us to play together, this cherry blossom, it seems that they all have the same good time in childhood.

"Hurry up and play together, I guess you may not be able to set off so many fireworks in the city, we can put as many fireworks here as we want, but the best is the best thing of the year, you will find that all the happiness here comes from a natural, simple and generous. ”

Holding my hand and rushing over, and it seems that he is eager to try it directly, for the kind of fireworks now, you may be able to feel it, a child like him who grew up in the city, and a child who grew up abroad, if you really want to set off fireworks, it is basically very difficult, this is the simplest life standard in our countryside.

"It's because we couldn't play cherry blossoms easily before, and we're afraid of a fire, come and call Ou Ruoxi, hurry up. ”

My mother laughed and betrayed me.

"Don't worry, Ou Ruoxi has been very bold since she was a child, she is completely like a savage girlfriend, in the past, in order to set off fireworks, she directly threw this fireworks directly into this cover, and ran out directly. ”

I was very happy, took out the fireworks directly from his arms, and asked him to give me this, and directly let the fireworks bloom completely directly in the air.

He hugged me tightly, as if for this kind of thing, he seemed to be dependent on me forever, I was really like a child in front of him, I don't know why this feeling was so real, let me get a kind of happiness in this feeling.