Xu Suining subconsciously wanted to escape.

She wasn't ready to answer this question, so she could only change the topic as if she didn't understand, and said, "Chen Lu, I'm thirsty." “

He looked at her darkly for a moment, said nothing, got up and poured water for her.

Come back again. Chen Lu didn't say anything about it anymore, just went into the quilt and hugged her, she wanted to say something, but he kissed her forehead and said lightly: "Go to sleep." “

But in this way, Xu Suining felt even more guilty in her heart, she knew that she had to make a decision as soon as possible.

She couldn't sleep, and when Chen Lu fell asleep, she touched his face and leaned over to rub him. I said sorry in my heart.

Chen Lu turned around and hugged her directly, half-pressed her down, and said absentmindedly: "If you can't sleep." We'll do it again. “

Xu Suining pushed him away and said, "Why do you look like you've taken medicine." “

Chen Lu looked at her and said in a calm tone: "People can't envy her, and you still dislike it." “

She said that she was like being in a blessing and not knowing the blessing.

Xu Suining pursed her lips, if she really wants to say it, most people will probably think that Chen Lu's cold appearance is impossible to be enthusiastic about this matter, and maybe they think she is bragging.

Because of Chen Lu's going abroad, she was in a low mood for two days. When Xie Jin came, he joked with her: "What's the matter with you, Chen Lu's condition is better than you now." “

Referring to Chen Lu's state, Xu Suining was barely in the mood to ask twice: "Is he doing well in the past two days?"

Xie Jin said: "It's quite stable, there are no external stimuli to interfere with him, in fact, it is sent abroad, on the one hand, for better medical resources, and on the other hand, it is an environmental problem." There are few people who know him in an unfamiliar environment, and there are fewer people who can drive his emotions, and they will not be affected. “

He looked at Xu Suining's somewhat distressed face, paused slightly, and said, "You haven't made a decision yet?"

Xu Suining glanced at Chen Lu not far away, shook his head, and said, "Being with Chen Lu this time is actually quite sudden. He was sick and I felt distressed and he came to me. I couldn't bear his pain, so I stayed with him. “

"Dr. Xie, I'm very realistic, I fell in love before, it must have been to be happier and better, but this time, I'm uncomfortable a lot of the time, and I still haven't thought about breaking up, so I think. I like Chen Lu. But I still love myself a little more than he does. “

Accompanying Chen Lu abroad, there are still many things that are different. It is really not easy for her to cut off the circle she is used to, to leave her family, and to come back abroad, not to mention that the future is unknown, and no one knows how long she will be gone.

Couples who have been together for many years are stable, and the future is planned, and the kind of people who may be able to leave as soon as they say they can. But the emotional foundation between Xu Suining and Chen Lu is actually very weak, and they are really together, just because she pitied him for this time. It's not that he said that she had to, she believed it, what will happen to the relationship must pass the test of time.

Walk or not. It's very simple to say, but it's all about it. Otherwise, how can there be so many people who break up because of a long place. A large part of them are unwilling to give up the foundation they have laid to accompany each other in each other's cities.

Xie Jin said: "If you really love yourself more than Chen Lu, you won't be so entangled." It's okay not to go. “

Xu Suining was silent for a moment and said, "I don't know, but I just need to think that he misses me every day when he goes abroad." But I'm not there, and I want to cry. “

Xie Jin sighed and said, "He is much more important in your heart than you think. Miss Xu. How long did you reject him, and finally came with him. In fact, how many contradictions and entanglements there are, how much you like him. You look at the previous ones. How can you be so entangled? Do you mean that you break up and break up?"

Xu Suining pursed her lips and didn't speak.

When Xie Jin left, Chen Lu didn't go back to the original place, and the nurse reminded her that Chen Lu went to the cold room where the flowers were placed. When she went up. I saw him pruning the branches of flowers alone, probably preparing the flowers for her today.

Then he repaired the flowers and packed them into a bunch. Placed next to the first bunch yesterday, I looked at it for a while, probably dissatisfied. frowned, and took it back down to change the color.

He looked as serious as he did when he treated his patients.

Chen Lu's serious and rigorous appearance is really handsome, and there is a sense of sexual tension without knowing it.

It's just that the more he works with her, the more guilty Xu Suining feels.

She stood silently at the door and watched for a while, and when she saw Chen Lu change today's roses to pink, she didn't look any further.

Xu Suining went to the rooftop to stand alone for a long time, and finally called Xu's father.

Father Xu was a little happy when he received her call, and said, "Ning Ning, why are you so free to contact me today?"

"You say this as if I never contacted you. Xu Suining snorted.

"That's not true, it's just that most of the time you call me late, it's daytime, and you don't play your cards according to common sense. “

"How's your health?"

"It's tough. Xu's father said, "I went to climb the mountain with your mother yesterday, and your mother shouted that she was tired before she was halfway through, and I went up and down the whole time, and I didn't feel tired." “

Xu Suining gave Xu's father a big thumbs up.

"But what's the matter with looking for Dad?"

Xu Suining was silent for a while, and said, "It's not a big deal, it's just possible, I'm going to go abroad." Probably not, I will come back to see you often. “