In the afternoon, there were very few people in the hospital.

After Xin Yi had an MRI of her brain, she sat in her position and waited for the results.

After more than an hour, Xin Yi got the results.

I didn't understand the professional terms above, so Xin Yi listened to the doctor explain it to her.

"The brain structure is normal, there is no lesion location, and it is healthy. The doctor said.

Xin Yi frowned, how could this be.

Hasn't she had accidental amnesia before?

"Doctor, if the brain has been damaged before, can an MRI check it out?"

"If the injury is not serious, after years of recovery, it is generally impossible to find anything, if the injury is more serious, there may also be a certain amount of old lesions, this is not accurate, everyone's situation is different. ”

Xin Yi pursed her lips, "What about the amnesia, can you check it out?"

"Amnesia is a condition that arises as a result of trauma to the brain. If you have had a hard blow to the brain, you can do an MRI of the brain. ”

Xin Yi became more and more confused, the test results were normal, she had not been hit hard in the brain, and she had no amnesia, so what did she forget?

"Doctor, are there any drugs in medicine that can make people lose their memory?"

The doctor shook his head, "There is no specific drug in the world that can make humans lose their memory. ”

Xin Yi asked, "What about the other aspects? What causes people to lose their memories?"

"From both active and passive perspectives. Passive is relatively simple, it is the amnesia caused by a heavy blow to the brain. Initiative is very complicated, it refers to a person who is exposed to external stimuli and forgets something that he does not want to remember or wants to escape. ”

After a pause, the doctor continued, "It is impossible for a drug to make people lose their memory. If you have any doubts in this regard, you can go to the fifth floor to find a professional psychologist to answer you in detail. Our side is mainly from the physiological level. ”

"I see, thank you, doctor. ”

With the results of the report in hand, Xin Yi left the consultation room listlessly.

This morning, there was still a harvest, and Xin Yi was sure that the memory she lost was related to Si Ping.

Since it was not due to a severe brain injury, it is most likely that she was affected by an external stimulus that triggered the brain's defense mechanism, which caused her to lose a memory.

One step closer to the truth, Xin Yi became more and more nervous and anxious.

If she chose to forget, then the reality must have made her struggle painfully, and when the water came out, was the truth she could bear?

She wasn't ready.

Xin Yi wanted to know the truth, but she didn't dare to take this step, the cells in her body were rejecting and fearing something. Subconsciously, it was as if there was a force desperately trying to thwart her movements.

With a slight pain in her head, Xin Yi closed her eyes and buried her face in her knees.

After resting for a while, Xin Yi raised her head, her face haggard.

Once the seeds of curiosity are planted, they can never be uprooted. If she didn't get that lost memory back, she couldn't feel at ease for a day.

Escaping is never a good way to solve a problem, and all doubts can only be solved by herself.

*

After lunch, Xin Yi returned to the hospital again and registered with the psychological counseling department.

There were very few people in this department, and there were only two people in front of Xin Yi.

Xin Yi sat in the waiting area. From the moment she sat down, her heart was beating fast, and there was an uneasiness about the unknown and a fear of the truth. She even began to worry that she would be so nervous that she would speak up during the appointment.

The face-to-face consultation in this department was very time-consuming, and it took almost an hour to wait for Xinyi to arrive.

Walking into the consultation room, Xin Yi's tense nerves relaxed a little. This psychiatrist she knew. During the period of insomnia, Xin Yi went to see a psychiatrist, and it was the doctor who prescribed her sleeping pills at that time.

The psychiatrist looked up and saw her, his face was slightly stunned, and then he smiled gently, "Hello, are you still anxious this time?"

Xin Yi shook her head, pulled out a chair, and sat down, "I came this time to ask, after the human spirit is stimulated, will it be selective amnesia because of avoidance?"

While she was having lunch, she looked up a lot of information on the Internet. Her memory loss is most likely due to selective amnesia.

"There is a possibility that varies from person to person. Selective amnesia is a defense mechanism in psychology. In layman's terms, if a person encounters a powerful stimulus that the person cannot accept, then subconsciously he will choose to forget about it, and selective amnesia will be formed. ”

Similar to Xin Yicha's information, she asked, "How can I recover my memory?" ”

In fact, the patient seems to have forgotten about it on the surface, but its shadow is still there. When you do something, you will be unconsciously affected by that event, and there is no such thing as completely forgetting that memory. ”

The doctor asked, "Have you ever had amnesia from a blow to the brain?"

Xin Yi shook her head, "No, I have already consulted, and I have also done a brain MRI, and the results show that the brain has not been damaged." ”

"And how did you find out that you were missing your memory? Can you tell me more about it? so that I can make the right judgment. ”

Xin Yi was troubled, "I didn't find out, I learned from my family that I had lost a memory. That memory may have been related to the life of a person I knew but I had never seen. I've dreamed of her, twice. The first time her face was blurry, the second time her face was clear, and I remember her face now. ”

"You know this person, but you haven't seen her, you don't know what she looks like, and then you dream of her and can remember her face, don't you?" the doctor stated word for word what he understood. She couldn't believe it, it was incredible.

Xin Yi nodded.

The doctor frowned, "I've never had this happen to me. So, now selective amnesia is ruled out. There are many things that don't match your situation and your amnesia. When did you lose your memory, and was there anything unusual in your life before you dreamed of her?"

"I lost a memory about four years ago. Xin Yi thought for a moment and continued, "After the car accident, I dreamed about it once. After seeing her picture, I dreamed of her again. By the way, I dreamed of a car accident twice, and the first time I dreamed about her was because I was in a car accident myself, could it be related?"

After listening to Xin Yi's narration, the psychiatrist frowned, his fingers rhythmically tapped on the table, and his head hung as if in contemplation.

After a long time, the psychiatrist spoke, "Your previous insomnia, anxiety, and auditory hallucinations all appeared after dreaming about her, right?"

"Yes. Xin Yi nodded.

The psychiatrist pondered, "Do you understand hypnosis? Your previous symptoms of insomnia, including some reactions, are very similar to the after-effects of hypnosis. ”

Seeing Xin Yi's confused face, the psychiatrist explained, "Amnesia can recover memory in a short period of time. Hypnosis, on the other hand, can make people lose a certain memory. You experience a car accident, dream about a car accident, and then start insomnia, anxiety. It is very likely that after you were hypnotized, you experienced a similar situation, which stimulated your hidden memories in your subconscious, and then a series of hypnotic sequelae appeared. ”

Xin Yi was confused and dizzy.

Amnesia, selective amnesia, hypnosis to the present, things are so complicated.

According to the conversation between Xin Jue and Yao Jing, she felt that Xin Jue knew that she had been hypnotized.

But why was she hypnotized?

"If it's hypnosis, is there a way to recover the memory?" Xin Yi didn't want to be hidden anymore, and this feeling in the clouds was painful.

The psychiatrist nodded, "There is a way, but you have to find a professional hypnotist to perform the operation." I specialize in art, which is not my main field, and what I know is only scratching the surface. ”

After speaking, the psychiatrist took out his mobile phone and slid his fingertips on the screen, "Hypnotist line, the water is too deep." In the industry, I know a hypnotist who has a strong business ability and has been recognized by many people. If you want to consult, I can recommend him to you. ”

The psychiatrist clicked on the number and handed the mobile phone to Xin Yi, "The cost of consultation is a bit expensive, you should think carefully before making a decision." ”

After hesitating for a few seconds, Xin Yi wrote down the number and said "thank you".