Chapter 360: The turmoil has not subsided, and I have been sleeping at night! (c)

Chen Lu was only allowed to go downstairs for a walk after completing the day's psychological test.

Not long after he came here, everyone was afraid that he would suddenly leave again, and they were wary of him. His travel is regulated.

When he proposed to go out for a walk alone, Xie Xi was looking at him with a worried face, struggling inwardly, and said, "I think I should still be with you." “

"I'm not going to walk around. Chen Lu said.

"It's not just that you say it, you're my only son. I don't know what to do if you get lost again. Xie Xi said. "Now that you've disappeared in front of me for a second, it feels like a knife to my neck, and my heart is always hanging. “

Chen Lu was a little funny: "Is it that serious?"

In the past few days, the frequency of Chen Lu's laughter is really not very high, probably because he is separated from Xu Suining. The whole person is cold most of the time, but his emotions are indeed stable.

"Of course there is, more serious than you think. Xie Xiren said seriously, "When the knife fell, I didn't find you uncomfortable." “

Chen Lu was silent for a few seconds before he said lightly: "Thank you for not really giving up on me when I kidnapped." I always thought that you were deliberately not answering my calls. That time I said that I might never need motherly love again. That's fake, and I'm still longing for you to care about me. “

It is precisely because of this talk about this. He was a little more emotionally stable.

Not long ago, the doctor helped him recall what he looked like when he first became ill, it was when Chen Lu was very young, his classmates sneered at him for not having a mother, and he was a rather forgiving person from a certain point of view. So I went through a semester of cynicism like this.

This kind of irony still touched his heart deeply. He became more and more withdrawn, less and less inclined to talk to others, often unhappy, and felt that life was meaningless. Then one day, a sudden outburst broke the child's nose bone with a punch.

Chen Zechu realized the seriousness and sent him to recuperate.

The cause of Chen Lu's illness was originally because of Xie Xi, and the root cause of several episodes of illness was inseparable from her.

Nobody knows. In his life, how much he longed for his mother's love. Even now. He also cares about what Xie Xi thinks of him.

Xie Xi didn't speak for a while, and finally she took the umbrella for him and put the hat on for him. seemed to say casually: "Anyway, in this life, I will always guard you." “

Chen Lu glanced at her a few times. Finally, I glanced out the window, and the snow was very thick. Workers sweep the ground hard.

"During this time, have you been in contact with Ning Ning?" Xie Xi was about to go downstairs. Suddenly, there was such a sentence.

Chen Lu's footsteps paused obviously, and finally said without emotion: "There is relatively little contact." “

One is jet lag. The second is that the more you talk, the easier it is to miss each other.

Chen Lu simply reduced the frequency of contacting Xu Suining. Every day, she was almost exclusively sent her daily treatment schedule, as well as three meals a day.

Thinking of this, he glanced at his mobile phone, and the message he sent to Xu Suining today has not yet been replied.

Chen Lu frowned, but soon remembered that she also had her own things to do, and she was busy, maybe she stayed up late at this time to have a meeting or meet with a client, maybe she was sleeping, and it was understandable not to reply.

He put down his phone, got up and walked downstairs, covered with snow that covered almost the entire city.

Chen Lu remembered the day when she went back to Chen's house with Xu Suining for the first time, it was also snowing, and then she sat on the swing and looked at him with a smile.

He couldn't help but wonder.

Maybe he liked it sooner than he thought.

It's just that after laughing, I began to think about her daily life again. I don't know if she went out with someone she knew to go shopping and eat.

Chen Lu was thinking, and when he looked up, he found a snow-white obstacle in front of him, just in the middle of the road, looking like a snowman from a distance.

When he squinted again, the snowman suddenly laughed, and then ran towards him: "Chen Lu!"