When Suzuko was twelve years old, she had her own pet for the first time, it was a cat that had just reached the full moon, small, faint yellow, shallow patterns, and screamed softly, Suzuko liked it at once, held it in her arms, and rubbed her immature face on its back, calling it softly.

The cat was brought back by the grandmother from Aunt Zhang's house, her yellow old cat gave birth to five kittens at a time, the old cat is too old, the kittens are not well developed, and two died after birth, Aunt Zhang picked the healthiest and most beautiful for grandma to take away, because grandma always helps her children put on cotton jackets and cotton pants, which is also a courtesy.

"Grandma, what does this cat have to feed it? Can you make steamed buns in vegetable soup for it? Its teeth are so small!" Suzuko asked excitedly, this was her first pet, and it was also something she had dreamed of since she was a child but never got.

"Can't it eat that, just like a child, its teeth don't have the ability to chew on its own?" Grandma smiled, this girl, look at this joy!

"Then what should I do? Why don't I send it back to Aunt Zhang's house to eat her mother's milk?"

"The kitten doesn't need to feed anymore when it's full moon, besides, that old cat has nothing to feed, and the lamp will run out! Grandma has a way, that's how your grandmother fed you when you were a child......

Grandma said while putting a small piece of steamed bun into her mouth and chewing it, chewing it and then handing it to the kitten's mouth, the kitten tilted her head and ate it hard, and ate it all after a few bites, and then meowed at grandma, meaning to eat.

"Grandma, you're amazing! You raised Boblet, right?" asked Suzuko.

"Xiaobo really hasn't fed like this, your brother is catching up with the good time, he has been milk powder and rice noodles since he was a child, your mother said, to raise children scientifically. Grandma chewed another piece of steamed bun, and the kitten ate it greedily.

Xiaobo is Suzuko's younger brother, is in the first grade of primary school, was secretly born by Suzu's mother, and now family planning, grandma doesn't have any old concepts, often say that as long as Suzuko has a child, it's good, Suzuko's mother herself is not convinced, and she actually got a first-born disability by going to the relationship, not to say that Suzuko has a low IQ, in line with the requirements for having a second child.

The neighbors just know that it's fake and no one reports it.,It's no wonder.,Suzuko has been the last one to study since she was a child.,Mom is a primary school teacher.,And won the Outstanding Teacher Award.,It's a pity that you can't teach your own children well.,Suzu never talks in class.,Nor naughty.,But Suzuko just doesn't want to study.,I'm always distracted in class.,In addition to loving to read storybooks.,Philology is OK.,The rest basically failed.。

For this child, Suzuko's mother Ji Xueying can say that she has given up, out of sight and out of mind, disgusted to the extreme, she often thinks that she must have created something in her last life to give birth to such a stupid child!

The hard work pays off, before begging grandpa to tell grandma to get a second child permit, in hiding, Ji Xueying won a man in one fell swoop, that happy bell is the first time in his life, before giving birth to a son, Ji Xueying can be said to have never smiled, pulling a face every day, not to mention that the students in the school are afraid when they see it, even grandma calls her old cloudy behind her back.

After having Xiaobo, Suzuko has become a shadow, Ji Xueying is like she doesn't exist, there is only Xiaobo in her eyes, and of course there is grandma who is ignored, even including Suzuko's father Li Yibai!

Li Yibai works at the railway station in this small county town in Lunan, working in three shifts, the work is not very tiring but very boring, Li Yibai took his father's class to work on the railway, I don't know how many people envy him at that time.

Suzuko's grandfather has worked on the railroad all his life, in order to let his son take over, he retired early, and after a few years, not long after he officially retired, he suddenly had a cerebral hemorrhage and died, and since then his grandmother has lived with Suzuko's family, grandma has no income, and naturally like Suzuko, she was treated as a waste and a burden by Ji Xueying.

Suzuko named the cat baby, and every day after school, the first thing Suzuko did when he entered the door was to shout: "Baby, baby!"

The baby heard the wind and jumped out of the house, it has grown into a young man in two months, lively and active, from this house to that house, a moment chasing grandma's ball of yarn, and then pounced on the floor swaying shadow, when there is really nothing to do, it pursues its own tail, so and so, never tired of it.

At that time, it was winter, and at night Suzu locked himself in the room to do his homework, the old-fashioned railway house was in tatters, as soon as he entered the door, there were three rooms, and there was no special living room and dining room, Ji Xueying often complained that Li Yibai had no ability, so he asked Li Yibai to make the smallest north-facing room into a living room, opposite the sofa is a small TV cabinet, a folding dining table is placed by the window, and a small marching bed is supported in the room, and Lingzi's room is installed in the living room, and the other two south-facing rooms, one is where Ji Xueying and his wife live, and the other is where grandma lives with Xiaobo。

Anyway, it's not allowed to watch TV at night, every day at dinner, the whole family watches the news while eating, and turns off the TV after eating, Ji Xueying has always attached importance to children's learning, and only on weekends does the two children be entertained, of course, those hours of TV have always been occupied by Xiaobo, he changed several stations to watch cartoons, and it is basically impossible to see the Hong Kong films that Suzuko likes to watch, fortunately, she can sneak to Aunt Zhang's house next door to watch TV, her daughter Liu Lili is Lingzi's classmate.

Xiaobo is doing homework in his mother's room, Ji Xueying is tirelessly opening a small stove for his son, don't you say, Xiaobo is not only white and chubby, but also has a much smarter brain than Lingzi, which makes Ji Xueying's heart bloom, and his love for Xiaobo has gone to a higher level, and all his energy is focused on educating Xiaobo.

Suzuko is in a daze, anyway, the homework will not be done, those algebraic geometry, those shaking numbers, Suzuko will be dizzy when he sees it, and tomorrow will also be punished for the day of standing, this is already commonplace for Suzu, going to junior high school, out of Ji Xueying's sight, Ji Xueying will never feel ashamed again, anyway, the parents will let Li Yibai open it, let the teacher humiliate him, maybe Suzuko's stupid genes are inherited from their old Li family.

The weather is very cold, there is no heating in the old house, there is only a small electric heater in the small room of the bell, she has frozen her hands and feet, the baby is asleep at her feet, and she is snoring, very cute.

Suzu can't help but be motherly, find a big handkerchief, make a cradle-like thing, wrap the baby in it, like a baby, and then hang around his neck, look down to see it, the cat also opened her little eyes from time to time to look at her, and then fell asleep again with satisfaction and peace of mind, Suzuko Girl's heart was full of warmth, and couldn't help but think: I will have a son in the future, probably this is how it feels.