Luo Zhihe looked at Chen Lu in front of him, and said for a long time: "Looking back now, in college, I always knew her by fate. Now that you think about it, it's probably you who are holding it back. “

Originally, Xu Suining took a big adventure and sent him that interesting letter, he was quite interesting to her, but in the blink of an eye, Chen Lu went to teach her the sixth level.

Although it is not related, Level 6 tutoring also takes time. Where did people come from so much free time, he wanted to ask her out again. You have to find someone who is available for both of you, so it's difficult.

Of course, it is also the reason why Luo Zhihe's heart for Xu Suining is not so eager. He felt that he seemed to like her, and she was with Chen Lu, and he was not uncomfortable, but it was not to the point of falling out of love.

Chen Lu just glanced at him. Didn't speak.

"I just don't understand, why do you want to act like you don't like her so much?" Luo Zhihe asked, even with hostility.

"It's not a performance, it's that I didn't like her at the time. Chen Lu said without a tone, "I hated her a little at the time." However, now that she is with me, she will definitely be happy. “

Luo Zhihe smiled bitterly: "How can happiness be said like this. “

But after thinking about it, Chen Lu let himself go, obviously he was also working hard. Wait for him to come back to his senses. Chen Lu had already raised his feet and walked away.

......

Xie Jin didn't know why Chen Lu's face had deteriorated again.

He thought that it was probably because of the meeting of his rival, so he said: "Chen Lu." He has no intention of going against you. “

"I know. The man glanced at him.

Chen Lu was just a little irritable, why did there always be someone to question his life with Xu Suining. Feel that they are unhappy. Could it be that they only think that the kind of show that goes out every day is called happiness?

He wanted to go back and share this strange point of view with Xu Suining as soon as possible, and he wanted to hear her also think it was strange, and wanted to hear her deny it, so he asked the driver to drive faster.

And Xie Jin just arrived at the villa. took his leave: "There is still something to do, so I will leave first." I'll come back in the afternoon. “

Chen Lu nodded, raised his feet and walked inside.

......

Xu Suining only remembered Chen Lu after cleaning up the living room alone.

She hurriedly asked where the others were.

The nurse said that when he went out, her brows were furrowed, but when she learned that Xie Jin was following, she relaxed.

She sat alone on the sofa in a daze, and then received a call from Xu's mother.

Xu Suining's frequency of calling home is not low, this period of time is relatively rare, Xu's mother feels that she did not squeak at home, and she is not at ease. I took the initiative to call over.

As usual, it is those few questions, life, diet and daily life.

Presumably, her voice was also a little hoarse. Mother Xu was a little worried: "Suisui, have you been in a bad state lately?"

Xu Suining bit her lower lip, but still denied it.

"You kid, you like to hold back everything. Xu Mu sighed and said. "You are like this, which makes my mother even more worried. The only thing I worry about all day long. Except for your dad, it's you. Every day I think about whether you are doing well outside. You won't say anything, Sui Sui. Even if the good news is not reported, it should not be like this. I really envy my colleague's children. Tell everything home. “

Xu Suining's eyes were a little red, listening to the words that Xu's mother told her. Suddenly said, "Mom, I've actually been quite depressed lately. “

Mother Xu was stunned, she didn't expect her to speak suddenly.

"I ...... Somewhat painful. Xu Suining's throat rolled, and with this sentence, her emotions also fluctuated, this was the only time she had such obvious mood swings during this time, she said a little helplessly, "Mom, I kind of want to go home." “

"Then come back. Mother Xu said worriedly on the other end of the phone.

Xu Suining said to herself: "Every day, I have to disguise myself as an emotionally stable person, and I have to pretend to be very happy and happy, I am really tired. I don't even dare to have friends messy. Mom, I think life is hard. Sometimes I even feel like I'm sick. I don't understand, how can I, a person who loves myself so much, live like this?"

In the end, his voice trembled, and his tone was full of pessimism and helplessness.

What she didn't know was that Chen Lu, who was standing at the door after coming back, was pale.

Soon he walked out in a trance.

"Ning Ning......" Xu Mu said with some worry.

"Mom, I'm just complaining to you, don't worry, I can still hold on, if it makes me particularly painful, I'll come back." Xu Suining calmed down and said.

It's just that after she hung up the phone, she sat on the ground and shed tears for a while because of her mood swings after venting.

......

Chen Lu sat on the edge of the bed in a trance.

"Where did you go today?" Xu Suining came in with a clear smile, but today, he was able to catch her trace of forbearance.

Not so, he thought.

It shouldn't be like this, what he wants is that she can always be happy, and he thinks that she is mostly happy when she is with him.

But unexpectedly, they were not wrong, what he brought to her was pain, and she was not happy at all.